Thursday, February 10th, 2005
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2:17 am - hello.
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i dunno. i have nothin to say but GO TO MYSPACE.COM
current mood:  blank
current music: song of the damned - soilwork
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Saturday, December 18th, 2004
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1:10 am - well...nothing
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i just got home from work when i should of been home like...at 9:30-10 cuz i was suppose to finish at 8 but one of the gurlz quit today cuz she got accused of stealing money. So i stayed till 11:30. i work tomorrow at 11 but i'm waiting for my brother to get back so i can smoke a joint. yay. plus...as long as i get 6 hours sleep its all good. Nothing special is happening these days. more like disappointments tho. My friend/boyfriend (i guess) was suppose to come see me from toronto next week but turns out he can't come cuz his grandpa is going to the hospital. i mean...i understand that his grandpa has to go to the hospital but its no fair to me ><. Oh well..guess i'll just suffer. well laters...i'm off to another world.
current mood:  anxious
current music: heaven's a lie - lacuna coil.
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Friday, December 17th, 2004
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1:22 am - hmm
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the reason why i hate blurty is because no one talks to me or comments on me. COME JOIN VAMPIREFREAKS.COM OR FACEPARTY.COM OR MYSPACE.COM. THEY ARE MUCH BETTER PLACES!! well...i have nothing else to say. so byes.
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Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
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12:47 pm - hey hey!
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omg...i haven't been on this thing for ages. i figured...hey...no one uses this thing anyways. Who ever is still in this...blurty business...you should check out...vampirefreaks.com or faceparty.com or myspace.com or hi5.com. there's soo many. I don't have a boyfriend anymore. we broke up a while ago and then he moved away. I might visit him at the end of december. I baught my slipknot ticket! ooo yeah \m/. lol. well uh...i'm gunna go. laterz
*hey susan! u still alive?*
marissa
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Tuesday, August 10th, 2004
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4:16 pm - at mat's house.
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so yeah...i have a boyfriend now to whoever cares. *megz if u still check this place out* *or susan**sighs*
oh well. i almost got fired the other day. at first i felt like shit but then i realy knew i didn't give a shit. i hate the place anyway. its losing the money that would realy suck. anywho...nothing else is realy new. its all the same all the time.
well c-ya
Marissa the metal girl
current mood: music mood
current music: reign in blood-slayer
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Saturday, July 31st, 2004
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6:53 pm - heylo
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its been a while since i've written here. whats everyone up too. to whoever cares. me nothing at all. i mostly frequent in the vampire freaks site. www.vampirefreaks.com GO SEE IT! ITS BETTER THEN HERE. well...somewhat. well C-YA
Marissa the metal chick \m/
current mood: meh
current music: rose of sharyn-killswitch engage
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Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
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10:29 am - its been a while o_O
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well...my life isn't much different. WHERE ARE YOU SUSAN?! she has vanished off this site. well if u ever read my shit anymore or wtv check this site out. www.vampirefreaks.com. Ummm....i was suppose to go see Lamb Of God sunday but it was sold out. i was so furious >< but then again i was having a very bad day like all my other dayz. but this one seemed to be particularly bad. but wtv. this friday i'm going to see Shadows Fall with my friend Chris. its gonna be cool. well i'm gonna go now...me bored.
C-ya
The metal chick....marissa
current mood:  blah
current music: manniquin-Cradle of Filth
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Thursday, July 8th, 2004
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11:01 pm - hey to who cares O_o
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well...life isn't much different. i'm hanging out wit chris tomorrow. i'm excited cuz i like him lots. i'm not putting my hopes up to high tho cuz i know i'll most likely get hurt like always. n-e wayz...i'm gonna go now.
c-ya
marissa the metal chick. o_O
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11:01 pm - hey to who cares O_o
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well...life isn't much different. i'm hanging out wit chris tomorrow. i'm excited cuz i like him lots. i'm not putting my hopes up to high tho cuz i know i'll most likely get hurt like always. n-e wayz...i'm gonna go now.
c-ya
marissa the metal chick. o_O
current mood: blank
current music: manniquin-cradle of filth
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Monday, June 21st, 2004
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10:00 pm - at home.
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umm...i don't even know why i'm bothering to update *sighs*. i work 2morrow. thats not too pleasent. oh well....atleast i get payed wednesday. i'm finally gonna dye my hair pink and black on wed. then i have an outdoors party to go to. then on friday i have my prom. nothing special realy. just getting realy drunk =D.lol.
oh well. i'm gonna go now.
c-ya
marissa the metal kid o_O
current mood:  crappy
current music: serpent tongue-cradle of filth.
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Thursday, June 17th, 2004
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11:25 pm - its been a while O_O
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umm....nothing has changed realy. i finished school 2 dayz ago and now i'm just enjoying summer =D. i still have my job. its not so bad. me and my mom were in a fight for a while. we talked it out yesterday. its all cool now. umm....i didn't go see slayer :(!! i'm so sad i didn't go. oh well........ july 11th i'm going to see Unearth. their from Boston!! their a good band!! n-e wayz....i'm gonna go now.
c-ya
the metal chick marissa........o_O
current mood: tired
current music: hurt and virtue-cradle of filth
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Thursday, June 3rd, 2004
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4:01 pm - man...i fucken forgot about this journal shit...lol
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fuck....umm...nothing interesting has happened lately. my life is kinda boring. i just like...go downtown and go to graveyards and have fun kinda. this week-end is gonna be fun!! i'm excited. i'm going to see 3milescream on sunday =D. Its gonna fucken rock \m/. And we're hangin out with them b4 the show too =D !!!! fuck...i can't wait. the band unearth is coming too. i think thats what their called =S. Well i think their from the states as well. meh....wtv. i'm gonna go now.
c-ya
the metal kid...marissa o_O
current mood:  high
current music: music ><
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Sunday, May 30th, 2004
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12:01 pm - i am at home...like usual. o_O
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nothin is new. i don't remember if i already told you me and my mom got into a fight. meh....not important. i'm bored if u haven't noticed. i'm going now
c-ya
metal kid..marissa...o_O
current mood: bored
current music: fix-static-x
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Friday, May 28th, 2004
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9:44 am - at school.....worried =S
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fuck....last night my mom told me she needs to talk to me!! and now its eating me away cuz i think its something bad. i can't do tests or even concentrate. i'm being a bitch with alot of ppl. even my brother doesn't know what it is she wants to tell me. I guess i'm just gonna have to wait till after school =S. Other then that shit i guess i'm ok. i'm not going to prom...its final. and now i don't even wanna go to the after party at the hotel. i'd much prefer going to the graveyard to think. But...i think i might just do that soon. go to the graveyard and think. I need it...i have a lot ahead of me and its going to fast. i need to slow down and take things a day at a time. well i gotta go cuz i wanna work on some essay shit.
c-ya
the metal kid...marissa o_O
current mood:  curious
current music: down-blink-182
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Tuesday, May 25th, 2004
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1:50 pm - at school....bored o_O
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man...so much shit is gonna fly tonight. i don't know if i've spoken about it but the hole mat and annie thing is gonna blow up tonight big time. I'm letting go of some friends i wish not to be friends with anymore. they have caused me to much shit. I hope tonight turns out how i want it to. I have my back up and i'm happy. i just need to let them know that i'm not the one who did it. its not all me yet they blame everything on me. i hate annie and her fucken mouth. she never knows when to shut up. she's a bitch, she's a backstabber and she's a whore. She lost my trust completely and she can go fuck herself. i don't need somebody that will be a shit disturber. no fucken way. well i'm gonna go now...cuz yeah...the bell's gonna ring soon.
c-ya
the metal kid marissa o_O
current mood: distressed
current music: smells like teen spirit-nirvana
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Sunday, May 23rd, 2004
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10:48 am - at home o_O
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fuck...last night i was hanging out with jonny and chris. we romed downtown looking for weed. we find weed and get ripped off. the weed was good but the count was very crappy. i was rolling the joint when some dude came up to us and gave us fucken 4 grams of sexcilent weed. man...i was so fucken shocked and shit. lol. but wtv. i'm gonna go now.
c-ya
Marissa the metal chick
current mood:  devious
current music: music ><
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Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
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4:05 pm - at home....bored o_O
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my life has taken a turn completely. i've lost some of my closest friends but u know what....thats ok!! cuz i needed to lose them. all they ever did was cause me depressions and heartache and stuff. i guess i'll be spending more time at home now. i'm sure my mom will like that a lot. since i'm like....never home. there's so much going on in my life right now and i'd like to say so much more but i can't. it seems this is all i can say. its like i've been muted. oh well
c-ya
marissa the metal kid +_+
current mood: blah
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Friday, May 21st, 2004
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10:33 am - at home o_O
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wednesday night i went to the graveyard. it was plesent and relaxing. it was quiet and peaceful. i liked it alot. i went with nadia,evan,annie,shaun,janice and chris. evan,annie and nadia left early...when it was still light out. the rest of us stayed for a long while. when we left janice and shaun went home. chris dragged me to freacken mcdonalds. at 11pm. it was funny tho. we walked all over downtown and just had fun. we play fighted all night and now my arm is blue and purple. *sighs* i only got home at 1:30 and i had school the other day. man...was i ever tired!! plus i worked the next day. boy did i regret it last night at work. oh well....today is a new boring day. wtv....me typing this shit is boring. and useless. its not like anyone cares. so i'm gonna go now
c-ya
the metal chick....marissa o_O
current mood: blank
current music: push it-static-x
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Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
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2:52 pm - at home o_O
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i just thought i would let some people know of this site i found. its darkness.com. this place has like fucken awesome poems such as this one i posted. i like this one alot. its one of my favorites but there's like a trillion more. =D. school was the same today....it just seemed extra boring and ppl made me mad. but thats not unusual. seems to happen to me atleast once out of the day. =S. oh well...i'm gonna go now.
c-ya
The metal girl....marissa o_O
Understand
i've lost myself
i don't know where
i'm bleeding now
i couldn't care
my hand it slipped
it was an accident i swear
i will hide it by the clothes that i wear
nobody shall ever
have to know
that i have my own scars
that i don't wish to show
its not my fault
nor that of a foe
that when the blade calls
i just can't say no
a perfect angel
that i can never be
unlike you i have problems
deep inside of me
the scars were no meant
for you to see
now that you have
you will try to help
it is just a lilttle cut
the skin enjoys the tear
this is my burden
that only i want to bare
i don't want you to stare
or for you to worry
all that i really want
is for you to pretend not to care
current mood: blah
current music: freak on a leash-korn
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Monday, May 17th, 2004
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4:23 pm - at home o_O
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i think i'm going crazy. or maybe i'm just obsessed. obsessed with this guy cuz i think he's perfect ><. i think i'm stupid. i think he's beautiful and sexilicious. man..i want him bad +_+. meh...wtv. i'm trying to stop myself from going mental. i'll be fine...i just need to get over the fact that i'm never gonna have anybody. and accept the fact that guyz seem to like to use me and hate me. so wtv.
later
marissa the metal girl o_O
current mood: gloomy
current music: just fucken music dammit ><
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