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[07 Sep 2003|01:29pm] |
so yeah.. i haven't talked to ginger in a while now. i miss her. *smiles* i've talked to benji though. we had an interesting conversation. well, it turned out ok, even if it didn't start good. anyway. benj, you kick ass! and you know it *laughs* so... it's great that billy and britney are getting married. they love eachother and when two people love eachother, that's the only right thing to do, right? soooo.. i'm really happy for you guys!!
clay's been acting weird. he's such a poser. sorry if i said it like that, but he really is. first he hates julia, and then i says that he's happy for her and joel and stuff. why? because billy, joel and i kicked his ass, and that's when he realized that he was being a bitch about it! *cough*poser *cough* you're just afraid we'll kick your ass again...
anyway. i watched good charlotte's performance at the mtv vma's yesterday. omg, they rocked! it's fuckin hot! i know i shouldn't say stuff like that when i'm engaged to ginger, but it is the truth... right? yes!! so.. what's been up with me lately? um.. nothing i guess. well, i've been hanging out with ginger, and that's pretty much it.
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[06 Sep 2003|12:32am] |
this is the best day in my life. well, i asked ginger to marry me, and guess what? she said yes. i actually didn't know billy was going to ask britney the same thing today, weird. i promise, i didn't plan it.
well, i found a really nice ring, ok, to be honest, i love the ring. if i were a girl i'd flip out if someone had given me a ring like that... *lmao* http://images.theknot.com/jewelrysearch/fusaro/fusaf035000m.jpg anyway... ginger, i love you with all my heart, and i always will. you're an angel sent by god, and i'll love you for ever!
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[03 Sep 2003|08:02pm] |
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i had some computer troubles yesterday, so i'm sorry to all of you that i was talking to. i just left without saying goodbye. i hate my computer *kicks it*!! hopefully, it won't suck as bad today..
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[30 Aug 2003|11:29pm] |
weeeeeee!!! i'm all hyper!!! *lol* i miss you ginger... I'm SO sorry for asking about stuff that i shouldn't be asking about. i hope we'll work things out!!!
besides of that i'm just being bored. i went out with mat yesterday. we had a blast. we went to the mall. i know, pretty lame. but we had a great time. we actually had a wheelchair race. he stole a wheelchair!! *lmao*
ok, so i've finally talked to benji. well, we broke up. sad, but true. it has been a hard situation to deal with, and i guess it was tearing ginger and me apart that benji was lying and stuff. he says he's cool with it, and i hope he really is. i love him, but not in that way. i guess ginger helped me to understand that. i love you so much ginger!
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[27 Aug 2003|10:32pm] |
ginger i love you so damn much!!!
*grins* can't wait to see you again *grins*
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[27 Aug 2003|05:25pm] |
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what's up with benji? he's acting all weird. he tell one thing to ginger and one thing to me. he told ginger he didn't want to be with the two of us, and to me he said he would love to. what's up benji?!?! don't get me wrong, i love him to death, but i have a feeling he's jelous or something. i just want to understand what's wrong. i thought the this hard and complicated situation was over by now, but i was wrong, very wrong. benji, talk to me!! we're supposed to meet eachother and ginger tonight, so please, show up, ok?
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[26 Aug 2003|09:49pm] |
i'm the happiest guy alive! i'm with the two persons i love the most in this world, benji and ginger. i'm so in love!! ok, i'm getting all emo now. lol. anyway. hopefully ginger, benji and i will do something together tomorrow. i miss both of them like crazy ,and i can't wait to see them again. *kisses ginger and benji*
<3<3<3 TONY = IN LOVE <3<3
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[25 Aug 2003|05:09pm] |
benj? where the hell are you? i haven't talked to you in ages. are you mad at me?
ginger. i miss you. can't wait to see you again. love you babe.
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[24 Aug 2003|07:08pm] |
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[24 Aug 2003|12:15am] |
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me and ginger are together now. i'm really glad about it, but it hurts that i haven't got the chance to talk to benji about it yet. i love them both, but ginger makes me feel complete. i'm going out with her tomorrow night. can't wait.
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[22 Aug 2003|10:58pm] |
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ok, i got a problem. benji loves me and ginger loves me. anyone else as well? no for real. i love them both to death, but you know. it's hard for me to pick just one of them. what am i supposed to do?
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[22 Aug 2003|10:45pm] |
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benj, we need to talk. it's important...
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[19 Aug 2003|09:54pm] |
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I LOVE YOU BENJI
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[17 Aug 2003|07:29pm] |
i need to be loved. not that i'm not loved, but you know what i mean. L O V E D. bu someone that loves me back. i guess i'm over chelsea by now, and i'm over all the guys i've had as my groupies. i just want to find someone and settle down. i love benji but he doesn't know. i guess he just loves me like a friend, and that's ok. i just want some loooove baby..lmao
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[15 Aug 2003|08:58pm] |
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i've been hanging out with joel today. i wish he could get a journal and join the community. you know, it's easier to talk here. anyway. this girl came up to me today and asked for my autograph. i gave it to her as well as a hug. then she asked me the weirdest question ever. she asked me if it is true that i'm bisexual or gay. i was like, "yeah, i'm bi, so what?" and she told me she thought it was hot. i agreed of course. she even gave me her # and said i could call her when i was having sex with a guy. fans are weird, normally in a good way, but this girl was just weird. lmao. i think she knows i like benji. i mean, when she saw me and joel together (we're just friends) she got a dissapointed look on her face, like she was hoping it was sombody else. maybe benji? i wish it was benji tho. i miss him.
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[14 Aug 2003|10:11pm] |
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i miss benji. i really need to talk to him. there is this thing i've planned to tell him for a long time now, but i've never got the chance. so benji, if you read this, please, comment. i miss you dude..
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[14 Aug 2003|06:23pm] |
Hi everyone. Wow... this is actually my first entry. Dude, that's cool! I mean, I've always dreamed of getting a journal, well not really, but wtf.
Anyway, I'm bored to death. I hate being stuck in this god damn wheelchair! The good thing is that me and the other guys got some days off. Still, it's a shame taht we couldn't be on the last days at Warped Tour. You know, my health has to come before the fans and the music. That's just how it works. I'm gonna go and get something to eat now, which means I gotta stop writing here. Bye bye
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