||Rayside: "ask for it"
My Mom left to Louisiana for the weekend. She is the biggest
gambler I know. She is constantly going to Bingo and it dives
me crazy. Ask any of my friends, when she doesn't go it is only
because....well scientists have yet been able to define this
phenomenon, but when she doesn't go the world seems to stop.
It's not natural for my Mom to be home and not to be in a Bingo hall.
Well, since she left my dad has been ordering me to do all the house
work. I think I made him a little upset because I told him that I wasn't
"Mom" and I am not going to be picking up after him. HaHa! Sucker!
He is making me go to church! I am so upset. I like church.....if it
was only like ten minutes and not an hour. I swear I can't
understand a damn word our priest says anyway!! It's like he is speaking
gibberish...which I only understand when I am drunk. SO the only
logically explanation is to go to church drunk, so then I could finally
understand what our priest is saying, and one day make it into the gates of
heaven. Going to church drunk wouldn't be a first for me. lol, I am not a bad
girl, don't get me wrong, I just have made some weird choices but that
was the one time church was actually fun. Man, I sang my heart out
and gave hugs like nobody's business!! Full of joy and happiness eating
the holy bread, which by the way tasted the best that day. Then
an hour later when I got home my head hurt like hell let loose in it. I
guess God was very upset with me for going to church drunk! From then on
I have only drank on Friday nights and not on Saturdays so I will be OK for
I guess after my dad makes go to church (On A SATURDAY!!!) I will go
get my pictures developed. I love taking pictures! I love pictures! You
are actually freezing time with light, chemicals, and paper! Wow, that
makes my mind spin. It's like you can look back to when you were only 5
running around in underwear, when it was actually OK and you can't get
fined for it by the cops because it is considered indecent exposure, and
you can remember the way freedom felt. You can look at pictures from
parties and see how everyone gets along because of the fact that alcohol
makes it OK. People from all sorts of different natures, whether they be punk,
goth, preps, jocks, and nerds, can all get along with alcohol and its kwel. Of course the
next day when you see these people again they act like they don't know you.
Or they give an awkward hello.
HA! People are the funniest species!!