||Smashing Pumpkins - Mayonaise
I don't know how to really modify this thing, but I did the best that I could do. Most likely, I'll get Jo to help me further fuck it over. Raa. >;) Until then, this is it. Tried to give it a music-y look. I wanted to go with the over used black and white layout because..I dunno. I'm too lazy to think of anything else. Besides, it's classic for a reason. Since I have Generator as the style, I don't think I can do exactly what Jo did, but either way I think she'll be able to help me out some.
Ack. So now I need friends. Whoever wants to add me, then add me. Just don't lurk. That's scary. =/ Just kinda drop in a say hi, add me, and I'll add ya back. Pretty simpleee. ^_^;
I dunno how much I will be using this. I have a livejournal that has alot more 'history' to it, but nobody reads it. Then again, nobody evens knows I have this blurty thing, except Jo. So, yeah. I don't know. If I had any creativity in me anymore I'd use one of the two for an Art Journal. Like for poems, stories, commentaries, somewhat focused rants, ecetera. I may end up making a community on here (if there are any? I didn't bother to check.) and make it for debating and the like. I would like to have a more diverse one, but I'd have people posting their poems..then people just debating. Nobody doing both. I'll just see where everything goes.
Hmm..just noticed..I don't have a usericon. I don't know if I even really want one right now. Or one as a default, atleast. maybe have some that I can use when I comment around or whatever. Whooo knows.
In English we're having to do a project on poems. Like..create a little book of poems all focusing on one subject. I chose faith. THAT suprised alot of people. Most people don't view me as religious, and when I speak of religion I'm very hostile. Well..not hostile..but I don't just bask in the glory of God. This is another rant for another time. Heh..I'll end by saying that Religion is for the weak, spiritualism is for the wise.
Back on the original subject. I started to do it, but all I could find were Christian-based poetry. Don't get me wrong - I was looking for some, but not alot. That's why I did my project on FAITH not CHRISTIANITY. Big ass difference there. I was able to find a few songs that I really like that have to do with faith. Both kinda go back to Christianity, but in a reverse way. Not praising him, but telling of how they view he plays with people. Example: The Nirvana song 'Sappy'. lksjfds I can't exactly explain it, but it fits. I'll be trying to find some on Judaistic beliefs, Shintoism, the stuff such as that. More focused on nature and reincarnation and the like to it. I'm guessing this'll be hard to find, but I'll get it. Somewhere. If anybody that happens to read this writes poetry and would like to let me use it, I'd love you forever. ^__^; That's all for that.
My mentality is starting to get better. I think. I'm sleeping a healthy amount now, for once. Hah! More than an hour and a half a night. No more dark circles under my eyes. My 'people problem' isn't healing, but I'm trying. I'm not shy, really, I just don't like people. As a general rule, atleast. The people I do like seem to be pissing me off and turning on me now, so that doesn't help any. I've been left friendless, until the only friend I had crashes down from his perfume induced high, right into my arms. Sucks when that happens. But, that's what I'm here for. Use me, abuse me, then allow me to stab my pride and lick your wounds. Fun stuff.
Yeah...I guess that's it for this post. My words got away with me a bit. ^_^ ADD ME! I like feeling like people actually read what I have to say. ;]