I dunno what to call it...   
01:40pm 22/01/2003
  1. People are more important than things
2. Time is limited
3. Persistence makes things happen
4. Hesitation loses
5. Trust your 2nd emotion
6. Apologize or Compromise
7. Little things can kill you
8. Everything has consequences
9. Habits: easy to make, hard to break
10. Love changes things

---Got those from some teacher some time ago...
 
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Hmm...Poopy   
03:18pm 08/01/2003
  2:21 Hmm...well now this is different. Going back to the high school I am. Im not sure if its for the best but its going to happen anyways. At elast I'll be able to see all my friends and all that which isnt all too bad. I still have a chance to pass and graduate but thats only if I work hard and do all the work I have to at the LRC at after school classes. blah. This = shit. But its what I get for being lazy. yup, yup. I dont know how I feel, earlier at LRC when they told me that they made this desicion, I was all like...a bit upset and what not. I really dont know how I feel or if I will tell any one. More then likely someone will read this and that will be enough or everyone will see me tomorrow morning and that will be that and the days will fly by and hopefully when this year is over I'll have neough credits in order to finally get outta high school. This whole ordeal sucks major ass, but its what I deserve, cause I am cable of so much yet I choose not to apply myself and just do enough to get by, but at the LRC thats not how it works...Oi! its now 3:14, jest got back from the school so Im gonna rap this up before I have to go back to pick everyone up :|...Wow...what poop, I got full schedual and all that and I gots the A lunch, I heard everyone was in B lunch but oh well, it couldnt have been helped. Anyways, to all who read this I'll see you tomorrow at school possibly. Pam saw me in the office so I figure everyone will know that Im coming back to the school so I might as well just tell anyone I see and blah, blah, and so on...Anyways that enough of this time fer me to go I think :|...laterz!!!!!!!!!!!

---Allen....
 
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More Survey Nonsense   
07:06am 07/01/2003
 
mood: Sleepy Sorta, Gonna crash out!
music: Master P - Make 'Em Say Ugh!!!
x. [Spell your first name back wards] = .nellA
x. [The story behind your username] = Meowth has been the pimp since pokémon came out...and I dunno, just been sticking with the whole Meowth thing since I started it back in the days of chat...
x. [Are you a lesbian?] = o.O;;
x. [Where do you live?] = Beeville Texas.
x. [4 words that sum you up] = Sometimes confused but A-Ok

_DESCRIBE YOUR_
x. [School] = LRC is the place to rock...fuck AC Jones...
x. [Wallet] = Black one my mom gave to me...fergot where she got it from...
x. [Hairbrush] = umm...which ever one is lying around...
x. [Toothbrush] = Purple
x. [Jewelry worn daily] = Just like that silver bead braclet thing around my right wrist that Ive been wearing fer like...uhh...like almost 2 years
x. [Pillow cover] = Dark Blue
x. [Blanket] = That Cool one Mary left here one time...Oooo Psycedelic tye-due...awsome...
x. [Facewash] = Water
x. [Street] = Umm...paved o.O
x. [Neighbours] = No Clue, funny old man who lives next door usually sitting on porch and looking out at everything...
x. [Coffee cup] = Stinky.. :P
x. [Sunglasses] = Negatory
x. [Underwear] = On.
x. [Shoes] = Usually Black Vans.
x. [Handbag] = None, LRC...jest take like a folder.
x. [Favorite top] = Uhh...no...
x. [Favorite pants] = these loose fitting ones Ive had fer like awhile...
x. [CD in stereo right now] = MP3 cd...
x. [Tattoos] = Negative
x. [Piercings] = Negative
x. [What you are wearing now:] = That Mutley shirt and some blue jeans
x. [Hair] = um...normal..
x. [Makeup/Beauty Products]: = Negatory
x. [Do you like candles] = Not perticulary
x. [Do you like hot wax] = Pain=Bad...
x. [Do you like incense] = Not perticulary
x. [Do you like the taste of blood] = It tastes funny...like blood.. ha ha
x. [Do you believe in love] = Le sigh.....yes.....
x. [Do you believe in soul mates] = Yeah
x. [Do you believe in love at first sight] = I dunno...not perticulary
x. [Do you believe in Heaven] = Yeah
x. [Do you believe in Hell] = Yeah
x. [Do you believe in forgiveness] = Yes...
x. [Do you believe in God] = Yeppers
x. [Do you believe in the Devil] = Yeppers
x. [What do you want done with your body when you die] = Thrown in the ground in a box next to all the others who have gone before me...
x. [What’s the best gift anyone has ever given you?] = Aww...That one card that nikki and amber gave to me when I was sick over the summer, that meant alot :)
x. [What’s your favorite insult?] = Alot of technical insults that make the person feel stupid...
x. [What are you gonna do when you’re older?] = Play Games!!!!!!!
x. [How many songs do you have on your computer?] = umm...not sure got rid of alot...I guess like 1~2 thousand
x. [What band are you listening to now] = Beastie Boys - Fight For Your Right To Party
x. [Look out your window...tell me what you see] = Its dark...but, water tower illuminated by orange street lights, and the stoplight at the intersection
x. [If you could have any animal for a pet?] = A fishie
x. [What is the latest you've ever stayed up?] = a day or 2...im not too cool, I know :\

have y0u..
x. Fallen for your best friend - Hmm...I dunno if best friend....but friends...yess....
x. Made out with JUST a friend - Like once.
x. Been rejected - Not too sure, I dont think so, but maybe...
x. Been in love - I'd like to think so... :\
x. Used someone - uhh...I think so :\
x. Been used - uhh...like alot...
x. Cheated on someone - fuck no.
x. Been cheated on - I dont think so
x. Done something you regret - Yeah

Who was the last person..
x. You touched - Nikki
x. You talked to - Nikki.. but online.. checka
x. You hugged - Oooo...Mary
x. You instant messaged - Checka
x. You yelled at - wow...umm...not too sure on that one...
x. You laughed with - Nikki.
x. you had a crush on - Uhh...Mary I guess...I dunno
x. Who broke your heart - Ooo...Marlie.

do you..
x. Color your hair - no
x. Have tattoos - No
x. Piercings - Nah
x. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both - Yeah
x. Floss daily - Hardly...
x. Own a webcam - Negative
x. Ever get off the damn computer - Only when get a social call :D
x. Sprechen sie deutsche - Is that german? no.
x. Habla espanol - No hablo Español.

Have u/do u/do u have..
x. Considered a life of crime - Ha ha, yeah
x. Considered being a hooker - no
x. Considered being a pimp - No, but I probably could, lol yeah right...lol!!
x. Are you psycho - Not anymore then the person over there >.>
x. Split personalities - Naw, we dont think so
x. Obsessive - Sometimes
x. Obsessive compulsive - nah
x. Panic - umm...not really
x. Anxiety - Yeah.
x. Depressed - Sometimes...
x. Suicidal - Bah, thats gay.
x. Obsessed with hate - Nope
x. If you could be anywhere, where would you be - Tokyo
x. What are you listening to - Insane Clown Posse - Halloween on Military Street.
x. Can you do anything freakish with your body - Clap with one hand o.O;;
x. Chicken or fish - Chicken, boneless of course...
x. Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be - Fishie of some sort
x. Current Clothes - That muttley shirt
x. Current Mood - tired, bored...
x. Current Music - See last song...
x. Current Taste - Thirst...
x. Current Hair - uhh...normal
x. Current Annoyance - sleep...
x. Current Smell - My room
x. Current thing I ought to be doing Sleeping
x. Current Desktop Picture - Haha, some stupid Picture of all the Counter-Strike Characters posing for a picture with Happy Holidays in the corner...
x. current Favorite Group - ICP!!
x. Current Book - Hmm...havent read in awhile, but That warcraft book Ive been TRYING to finish
x. Current DVD In Player - its empty
x. Current Refreshment - wanting water or RC...
x. Current Worry - Will I wake up in time tomorrow to go get those flowers for mary and will she or someone be there at her house to recieve them and if she will like em :|
x. Current Crush - ...
x. Current Favorite Celebrity - uhh..none really

Favorite..
x. Drink - Juice!!!!!
x. Color - Blue black, pruple.
x. Shoes - Vans.
x. Candy - Fruitty gummis or chcolate
x. Animal - Fishie
x. TV Show - Not sure, but Id have to say...South Park o.O
x. Movie - RHPS
x. Dance - Negative...

Are you..
x. Understanding - I think so
x. Open-minded - Yeah
x. Insecure - Oh Yeah
x. Interesting - Yeah
x. Hungry - A bit, but not enough to eat.
x. Friendly - Yeppers
x. Smart - Hells yeah, lol
x. Moody - Not really
x. Childish - a bit more then I should be being 18 and all :\
x. Independent - not really...
x. Hard working - not perticually...
x. Organized - haha...no
x. Healthy - a bit cold, but alright
x. Emotionally Stable - at the moment, yeah...
x. Shy - I can be...
x. Difficult - Nah
x. Attractive - Negative
x. Bored Easily - sometiems
x. Thirsty - hells yeah, stop with the drink question cause they are making me more thirsy dammit...if theres one more im gonna get up and get a drink...ugh!
x. Responsible - Sometiems.
x. Sad - Not really.
x. Happy - I like to think so, yeah
x. Trusting - Yes.
x. Talkative - Yeah
x. Unique - I like to think so.
x. needy - I think so, but maybe no

Who do you want to..
x. Kill - No-one
x. Slap - Mysef.
x. Look like - Male- Me um.. female ...umm...no.
x. Be like - Myself is fine
x. Talk to offline - Vanessa

On you..
x. Name - Allen
x. Nicknames - Meowth
x. Age - 18
x. Hair color - Dark Brown.
x. Birthday - July 25, 1984
x. Eye Color - Brown.
x. Siblings - 2 brothers and GG's little sis...
x. How do you describe yourself - Intellagent, capable of so much more, interesting, but not wanting to admit any of the previously said.
x. What's your sign - Leo
x. Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend - Yeppers :)

On friends..
x. Best Friend(s) - Heather, Chris, Nikki, checka, Pam, Dimitri
x. Friend(s) you go to for advice - Heather, Chris
x. Friend(s) you have the most fun with - Nikki, Chris
x. Friend(s) you've dreamt about - Umm...Amber, Chris, Dimitri, heather, but none of those naughty dreams that seem to be so popular nowadays....
x. Friend(s) your tell secrets to - Heather, Chris

On preferences..
x. Chocolate milk or hot chocolate - chocolate milk!, dammit you thing survey, now I gotta get up to get something to drink...ugh!!
x. McDonalds or Burger King - Burger King, that place was cool...
x. Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend - Perfect Friend.
x. Sweet or sour - Sweet, but sour is jest as good.
x. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper - Dr. Pepper
x. Sappy/action/comedy/horror - Sappy, Comedy
x. Cats or dogs - Cats
x. Ocean or Pool - Pool
x. Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheesier - Nacho.
x. Mud or Jell-O wrestling - Strawberry Jello, yumm
x. With or without ice-cubes - with
x. Shine or rain - Rain.
x. Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring - Summer
x. Vanilla or Chocolate - Chocolate.
x. Snowboarding or skiing - Dont know either
x. Cake or cookies - Cookies.
x. Cereal or toast - Cereal.
x. Gloves or mittens - Gloves.
x. Eyes open or closed - open, unless i wanna sleep :)
x. Fly or breathe under water - Breathe under water.
x. Bunk bed or water bed - Water.
x. Chewing gum or hard candy - Chewy candy.
x. Motor boat or sailboat - Motor.
x. Lights on or off - On

What's your favorite..
x. Number - 8?
x. Holiday - Easter?
x. Radio station - 96.5 Beach.
x. Place - mah room, or car..
x. Flower - roses?
x. Scent - Artifical strawberries such as gummies, or when you stick your head in the freezer and breathe in the cold air, that scent is cool, literally...hmm...I said that already, then gain this question was asked already...blah.

Blah, well thats that and the end of tonights journal surveys and such nonsense, im out like outside :\...lame, I know. peace.

---Allen
 
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Survey nonsense   
06:02am 07/01/2003
 
mood: A bit tired yet bored...
music: ICP - Bizzar
_@!* My So-Called Life *
_@!*Name: Abram Allen Moreno
_@!*Sex: Mail
_@!*Birth date: July 25th 1984
_@!*Location: Texas
_@!*Height: Uhh...I dunno 5'something''
_@!*Eye color: brown
_@!*Hair color: Brown I think, sorta dark though but uhh...yeh
_@!*What does your name mean: Uhh...Abram or Allen, Either way I dont know... :|
_@!*High school graduation year: 03' baby!! all dumb!! thats hopefully, btw ;)
_@!*Favorite relatives: Joey, Uncle Stan, and all my drinking aunts and uncles :D
_@!*Summer memory: not too many good ones, if ya know what I mean :|
_@!*Favorite TV shows: Umm...I dont know, I had one, but I hardly watch TV anymore so I dont know...
_@!*What's on your mousepad: Electronics Boutique® :D
_@!*In the car- ac or windows: AC usually, but most people prefer windows, so...windows o.O;;
_@!*Do you believe in yourself: Yeah, I like to think so.
_@!*Favorite game: Counter-Strike or one of the various other PC games ive been playing
_@!*Favorite drink: Lemonade or mutliple types of fruit juice :D
_@!*Favorite food: Uhh... Cheeseburger with frenchfriens or tater-tots from sonic...either that or a checken fried steak from like a good restraunt
_@!*Favorite colors: Blue and Black
_@!*Favorite sounds: Good music
_@!*Favorite smell: Artificial Strawberrys, such as gummies or when you stick your head in the freezer, that is cool...haha, litteraly
_@!*Worst feeling in the World: Disappointing someone, and the whole heart breaking thing :|
_@!*Best feeling in the World: Being cared for/or loved and returning it :)
_@!*Favorite thing to do on a weekend: Hang out with mary or Counter-Strike and Yahoo!
_@!*Favorite soundtrack: Rock Horrow Picture Show
_@!*Where do you see yourself in 10 years: Man, oh man...Doing whatever my life leads me to with who knows who...tough question but dont want to spend too much time on it :_
_@!*First thought in the morning: What time is it...
_@!*Do you get motion sickness: no
_@!*Rollercoasters: Awsome...used to be afraid of them...but no more!!! :D:D
_@!*How many rings before you answer the phone: Till the caller I.D. tells me who it is :)
_@!*Future son names: Dont know
_@!*Future daughter names: No Clue
_@!*Are you a good friend: I like to think so
_@!*Chocolate or Vanilla cake: Chocolate!
_@!*What do you drive: You could ask anyone :) but 1996 Ford Contour, Maroon
_@!*Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no, just the blanky mary left here...oi!!!
_@!*Thunderstorms cool or scary: Cool, usually...unless im on the comp.
_@!*If you could meet one person in the World, who would it be: Not too sure, couple of some of the online friends I've aquired over the years...
_@!*What is your zodiac sign: Leo
_@!*What do you wear to bed: Usually the ones Im gonna wear the next day :\
_@!*Do you eat stems of broccoli: no.
_@!*If you could dye your hair one color, what would it be: Never thought about it, but If I were...possibly black.
_@!*If you could have a tattoo, what and where would it be: Dont want one...
_@!*Favorite brand of gum: um.. bubblelicious
_@!*What is your favorite word: L337 or Ugh!
_@!*Have you ever been in love: I like to think so
_@!*What's on your walls in your room: Nothing really...had a really pimp Salvador Dali Poster...but it kept falling off so its in the closet now :\
_@!*Is the glass half-empty or half-full: Half-empty
_@!*Pick a song that describes yourself or that you can relate to: Man...I really dont know...thers too many songs...
_@!*Which do you prefer- Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese Doritos: Nacho Cheese.
_@!*Favorite flavor Snapple: Lemon o.O;;
_@!*Which one, Coke or Pepsi: Coke.
_@!*Which kind of milk is your favorite: Chocolate!!!
_@!*If you were to kill someone, which method would you use? Ha ha...Ok, when they were sleeping drill a small hole on the side of their house or do it when no1 is there...Then when they are sleeping slowly seep in some Carbon Monoxide through a tube through the hole so it'll look like they died from something in their house then of some bloody murder, plus I'd give them the luxaruy of dying in their sleep which is quiet conciderate since im killing them :\
_@!*Are you a righty, lefty, or ambidextrous: righty.
_@!*Do you type with your fingers on the right keys: I dont really know, not really...
_@!*When you meet a person of the opposite sex, you notice their: Shoes, or feet.
_@!*If you could be one gardening tool, which one would it be: Spray bottle
_@!*What kind of shoe would you be if you had an option: Vans o.O;;
_@!*What's under your bed: Too much crap from times past...
_@!*What's the best number in the world: 8?
_@!*What is your dream car: Purple New Beetle, or that cool green color
_@!*Who is your biggest crush right now: crush? Uhh...not too sure what is meant by this question but im just gonna answer Mary o.o;;
_@!*Nickname: Allen
_@!*School: ACJ high skool
_@!*Bacon Bits Or croutons: croutons.
_@!*Favorite Salad Dressing: Ugh @ salad
_@!*Do you Drink: When other people are up to it
_@!*What type of Shampoo/Conditioner: whatever my mom buys...think suave at the moment
_@!*Have you ever been skinny dipping: uhh..no...
_@!*Do you make fun of people: Yeah, but only if they are stupid...
_@!*Have you ever been convicted of a crime: I dunno, unpaid parking ticket? that I still havent paid for o.O;;
_@!*Best friends online: Uhh...Nessa, Westo, blah...Cody....just old friends from chat bacck when it was all teh rage :\
_@!*One pillow or two: one, but not too big...
_@!*Pets: None
_@!*Favorite Movies: End of Evangelion; Rocky Horror Picture Show
_@!*Favorite type of music: ICP, Classical, some really stupid rap songs, haha, rock, alternative, practically anything cept country and spanish...cant ferget about Japanese!!!!!!!!
_@!*Hobbies: Counter-Strike...
_@!*Word or Phrase you overuse: Ugh!!, Thats L337, Poop, Bloop, o.O;;, O.o
_@!*Toothpaste: Colgate.
_@!*Piercing or tattoos: Negative...
 
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Ugh!!!   
05:22am 07/01/2003
 
mood: tired
music: Glay - I'm In Love(Some live version from a Jap. Concert!!)
As of now I really think that the way my journal look like is shit...Im too tired to really bother to make it look any better but then again its not like anyones gonna be reading it any time soon cause like the only people who know about it are like nikki checka and mary, but they dont know my user name...I think..Ugh!! Anyways, This is my so called "First Entry"...wow...lets start the party and all that jazz...Blah, I knew This whole journal thing wasnt a good idea...I knew I wouldnt have anything to talk about, its mostly gonna be the same old typical bullshit that you would see in anyone elses journal...Blah, Anyways moving on to something more relevent. Hmm... I had a really good conversation with Nikki earlier today, man its like the first time I really talked to her since like...yeah...It was very inciteful and all in all it was jest good and all that. That was after we went to the movies. I know its all outta order so :P. We went to the movies cause we were gonna originally gonna go play pool cause checka said something about it over yahoo and I was all like "Yeah", lol...thats stupid...anyways she said something about nikki wanting to go and so I called her, she got ready picked her up and got checka...We went to rockys cause the closed at like 9 and when we got there...It was open and all but the pool room lights were all off...see we just went to go get ice cream, cause...I fergot who suggested that. But anyways I wanted an ice cream badly...from Diary Mart!!! Anyways, they were takin along time just too ask us what we wanted so I got tired of waiting and just like asked everyone if they wanted to goto the movies...so we did. Im now officially broke. hehe. It was cool, saw that one movie "The Hot Chick" or whatever, I dunno it was dumb on the whole, but i though it was a good movie. yeah, so afterwards we went cruisin' around till about 12 and checka had to go home and all that so I dropped her off and started talkin to nikki while idly driving around. Talked fer like 2 hours or so. i had a full takn of gas thanks to my mommy :D. Plus I havent driven the car since like new years. With mary being grounded and all I havent been doing nothing at all. just sitting around the house waiting for Mary to get on yahoo so i can talk to her if she happens to log in and all that. Or just talk to anyone who happens to log on...cant forget about Counter-Strike or WarCraft 3 or StarCraft or...uhh...Unreal Tournament 2003. Those games have all I've been playing at all really, I suppose thats where most of my free time have been going...other then sleeping odd hours of the night and all. Counter-Strike and WarCraft 3 Mainly. This New Years was very cool, hung out with like all my good freinds :D. Got Krunk!!!!!! lol, those screwdrivers were the bomb digity yo! ha ha! All in all it was a very good New years. Didnt get to play with fireworks as much as I would of like to, but it was all good, I got Krunk!! so it was all good in da hood..haha, all dumb...Gee...I didnt know how much I really had to say until I started writing...Man...Ok, As you can see now I am rambling and thats what I always do when Im outta stuff to say so I guess its about time to wrap this up and say goodbye too all you beutiful people and I wish everyone a happy new year, and mary, since today is your birthday and all, Happy Birthday, sux that your grounded and all but I hope you get what I plan to send ya tomorrow, really that last line was directed more to myself then to any one person, just stuff going through my head and jsut thought I'd type it. Blah, today has been a real good day, better then most Ive been having since new years. With mary being grounded and all...gah! I miss her so much, but its alright, I'll see her at school...I think o.O;;...anyways its back to the LRC for me :D, cause I need to get the hell outta school on move on with my life, I've been dragging along for far too long and its time I get up and do what I gotta do to get out of school!...for I can move onto more school...lol colledge(I cant seem to spell that word right for some reason :\) Well I guess thats about it fer todays session boys and girls, too all that been down with the clown, I give...uhh...stuff to all yall and to all the others, to be killers, jest chillers :\...that is so stupid.. ha ha...anyways I guess thats it for this crap...I bet you wondering when its really gonna end, eh? ha, I guess you know since you can see where the words stop, lol, but i dont know and thats all who is reading this at this very moment...Well peace out yall, Tune in next-day :\ for tomorrows entry...gah, so dumb...same bat channel same bat time...even dumber...ha ha..that show is old skool.. "POW!!!!" (insert big red and yellow looking explosion box with the word "POW!!!!!" sorta in the middle of it, but kinda too large to fit properly) ha ha!! thats funny, at least i think it is :P. lol ok, now this is the end, I promise you. Well good bye and g'night cause checka isnt responding and I got nothing else to do but sleep cause Counter-strike doesnt sound too appealing right now, maybe some GameCube :D, blah blah...well Im out so C-ya all!!!!!!!!!!!! Have fun and stay in the sun, nto fer too long cause ya might get skin cancer without proper protection ;)

---Allen!!!!!!!!
 
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