| i guess i knew it all along |
[24 Feb 2004|11:49pm] |
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Midtown - All Along |
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So I'm pretty sure I know what I'm gonna do now. I haven't been sleeping since Sunday, so its time I made a decision and put my wandering mind to rest. We'll see how it all works out on Saturday, I guess...I keep thinking I finally know what I want when the little demon on my shoulder whispers in my ear that I'm only gonna end up hurting the ones that I love. Well fuck that. I have my decision made, and I'm gonna stick with it, for better or worse. But I hope its for better. I really honestly do care. My brain tells me I'm doing whats best, my heart tells me its headed for disaster. So I'm down to the age old question of who wins out between heart and mind.
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