| i really don't care if i never wake up again. |
[15 Feb 2004|08:48pm] |
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From Autumn to Ashes - Mercury Rising |
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im so done. done with all of this. nothing can ever seem to go right. at times i think im happy, but then i remember who i am and how much i hate myself and its back to the melancholy of my life. no one gives a fuck. and no, im not being self-pitying. its true. i could disappear from the earth tonight and everyones lives would go on as normal without missing a fucking beat, except maybe my parents would save a little money. theyll be happy when im gone.
i want out. out of this shit. now. i need someone to save me. but why should i bother relying on anyone to help me or care about me when they never have before.
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