| before you kill your idols, kiss them goodnight |
[11 Jan 2004|02:01pm] |
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Static Lullaby - We Go to Eleven |
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I really wish people would just let me be myself. So I'm not as "experienced in life" as people older than me, but I've experienced a lot of shit before my time...a lot of shit that most people never have to experience. I'm already cynical and jaded at 18...so shouldn 't that qualify me to know enough about life and the world to make decisions for myself? No one will ever have to worry about me being naive, I'm far too bitter and disilluisioned about the world for that. I don't trust anyone, let alone trusting the wrong people. I have anything but a rosy-eyed view of the world and my faith in humanity is all but gone thanks to them, yet now that I'm ready to be on my own they try and shelter me, as if I haven't already seen the real world. Its too late for me to ever be innocent again. I'm ready to do my own thing. I don't care if I fail trying, but at least its me. Isn't the point of it all to live your life?
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