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Thursday, February 27th, 2003

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Time:5:15 pm.
Well Im really tired and I want to go to sleep but im going to write in my journal first. Today was weird. Because it was so boring. Alicia was mad at something and I don’t know what. I kind of have a feeling that it could have been me because I don’t know I just think its me. Today the marshall ROTC came to our school to do their drills. It was pretty good but I couldn’t help not laughing. Melissa kept saying to stop laughing but I honestly couldn’t help because they were looking straight at me. But still I know its hard to do that stuff . well things with melissa are im not sure. The other day she said that she wanted to talk to me and try to work things out because she wants things to be better but its been like 2 days and she hasn’t mentioned anything. It sad because all ive ever wanted was for our friendship to work because she means a lot to me and I never thought that she seemed to realize that until the other day, and now theres only 3 months left of school. Once I get to highschool we are going to be hanging out with our own friends, and im not even sure if im going to the same school she is so it would suck. I mean ive always thought that there was some mystery behind her, and I still feel that there is but today she was I was like why arent you talking . and she was like well your talking to everyone else but me. So then I started conversation with her and then I was like well im trying to talk to you and your not saying anything . and she was like well theres nothing really to know about me. then I thought to my self ive been trying so hard to be your friend and theres nothing that ive been fighting for. I care about her a shit load. Seriously it just pisses me off when she treats me like shit and then shes nice to all her other friends. I mean it hurts. Well I don’t know im just going to have to see what happends. Well that’s the thought of the day.
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