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Thursday, February 27th, 2003

Subject:none
@5:15 pm.
Well Im really tired and I want to go to sleep but im going to write in my journal first. Today was weird. Because it was so boring. Alicia was mad at something and I don’t know what. I kind of have a feeling that it could have been me because I don’t know I just think its me. Today the marshall ROTC came to our school to do their drills. It was pretty good but I couldn’t help not laughing. Melissa kept saying to stop laughing but I honestly couldn’t help because they were looking straight at me. But still I know its hard to do that stuff . well things with melissa are im not sure. The other day she said that she wanted to talk to me and try to work things out because she wants things to be better but its been like 2 days and she hasn’t mentioned anything. It sad because all ive ever wanted was for our friendship to work because she means a lot to me and I never thought that she seemed to realize that until the other day, and now theres only 3 months left of school. Once I get to highschool we are going to be hanging out with our own friends, and im not even sure if im going to the same school she is so it would suck. I mean ive always thought that there was some mystery behind her, and I still feel that there is but today she was I was like why arent you talking . and she was like well your talking to everyone else but me. So then I started conversation with her and then I was like well im trying to talk to you and your not saying anything . and she was like well theres nothing really to know about me. then I thought to my self ive been trying so hard to be your friend and theres nothing that ive been fighting for. I care about her a shit load. Seriously it just pisses me off when she treats me like shit and then shes nice to all her other friends. I mean it hurts. Well I don’t know im just going to have to see what happends. Well that’s the thought of the day.
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Tuesday, February 25th, 2003

Subject:The Adicts
@9:21 pm.
April 6th-ONLY Adicts Texas show Dont Miss It!
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Subject:new
@9:12 pm.
[Music x the adicts- shiney shiney]
well this is my first journal entry through this site. im not sure if we have school tomorrow because i asked my friend Kelly and she said no, because see we didnt have school today because the streets were frozen which is weird because this is Texas and its SUPPOSED to be hot. but its not. its freezing. and tomorrow we are having a play. and i dont know whats going to happen if school is cancelled. but im glad it was cancelled today because we were supposed to take the TAKS field test. the changed it. it used to be the TAAS but now its the TAKS and it is much much harder. damn texas. the state is going to be at such a high failure rate the are probably going to change it back to TAAS or make the TAKS easier by the time im a sophmore or so. i hope so. well today when i stayed home i got in this conversation with this grrl melissa. see me and her friendship is really weird. we are always arguing. but i tried to never give it up. and some weird shit happend last night, and today we set that shit straight. and then she told me that she wanted things to change. and shes realized how bad she has treated me. it was really weird. it made me happy inside but i dont like gtting involved to deeply in frienships because ive come to learn that.....everyone and anyone will stab you right in your back!
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