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15th May 2003

2:50pm:

Anna did make it, she didn't die!
Dunno who, but she did...but she may get means of this for life...anyway Linda is happier now...a bit...
Current Mood: Nothing
Current Music: Good Charlotte - Can't go on
2:23pm:

HASH(0x8767bd0)
I am an overly happy A.D.D kitten


Which cute or possibly strange kitten are you?
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Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Everlast - What it's like

13th May 2003

10:02am: Why?
I don't undertand this. Why does it always have to go strigt to hell for Linda?
She called me last night. I thougt thet he had taken pills to try to kill herselg again, she sounded totaly lost. But It wasnät her. It was Anna, her friend, one of her closest friends. She'1 probably dead now...Linda talked to her the whole time till she fainted, and dropped the phone. Then she was somwere in a forest, and she wouln't tell where. I don't even know if they have find her yet.
It's so unfair!
Why did she have to die? If she did...but it seems like she had...Linda is so sad, she says it's her fault. Tryed to tell her that it wasn't
I'm so scared, when she's this sad, it's not surprising if she will try to take her own life too.
This dy is going to be horrible!
Current Mood: sad

12th May 2003

2:31pm: Awwww, are looking around at Bag-end inn Wow, I love that site! Amtrying to find my way through the new layut so I can find thins as fast as I cound at the old one...Anyway, all those pics!!! Can vever get enought of them! Looking at the Tokyo premiere of FOTR now..gorgeous...*melts* ther's some DomLijah there lol
Current Mood: Cute hobitsesss...

9th May 2003

3:33pm: Jusr read this inrerview. It's with Billeh, JRD, Andy Serkis and some more LOTR people. Dunno why but it made me sad...
Maybe ot was this guestion:
Q: Billy, are you still close to the other hobbits?

BB: Ummm …yeah. We see each other all the time - I saw Dom 2 days ago and whenever I’m in America I try to catch up with Sean and Elijah.

Audience call-out: Is he back then?

BB: Dom?…. is he back in London? Spivs?

BB: He’s just finished Spivs. He’s doing another film now …err called …ummm… Terminator (since he can’t or wont tell!) … or something!

or maybe the fact that The Hobbits aren't doing the TTT comentary together. Billeh is doing it with Dom and Lij with Sean and Andy.
Fuck, hoped for some DomLijah there, like it is in teh first one!
But the interview had it's good moments to...But I missed Dom and Elijah!!!! My sweethearts...


And btw, I LOOOOVE Good Charlotte!!
Current Mood: melancholy
Current Music: Good Charlotte - Lifestyles of the rich and famous
10:34am:

Which British Band Are You?


I don't even know there was a band called that=/ better do that test again so I can get a result that i know about lol
Oh well, an to lazy=P Did a nwe test instead...

smarty
You know too much!


How much do you know about Pippin?
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Yay, and I was sure about like 1 answer, weeee! Go me and Pip!
Current Mood: tired

8th May 2003

9:18pm: Hehe, I love the carrots=P
stupid veggies!
Those carrots get you every time, don't they? but
who is the real traitor here, the carrot, or
it's holder: PIPPIN!!! DUN DUN DUUUUN!!!
...actually Pippin doesn't seem to know what's
going on. as usual. this carrot may have won
the battle, but not the war. let's see it
laugh when it's IN SAM'S STEW!!! BWAHAHAHAA!!!


Which funny paused moment in the FotR or TTT are you?
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PS.
Couldn't they picked a better pic of Dom=P That face doesn't fit my collection of gorgeus Dom pics! lol
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Silverchair - Anthem for the year 2000
4:04pm:

I hate to wait!!!!!!!!!!
Current Mood: hungry

6th May 2003

9:42pm: I wrote a new text yesterday, Tankar om att vara ett fan. Am pretty proud of it.
Posted it on my diary at Lunar and Carre and Annika read it there, thya both liked it. Then I was going to show it to Josefin. And while she was reading Josefine and Sofia came and readed it too. And thay did alol like it! And it made us have a long discussing about being fandom. It was nice:) the school work got suffering, but I rather talk and behave lika a noema human being instead for a while.
I'm so proud that they did all like it, it was such a personal text!
It always warms my heart so when people like waht I write!
That made my day so much better!
Current Mood: good
Current Music: Nirvana - About a girl
9:40pm: New site!
BTW, I forgot! My new site is up now!!!!!!!! Starlight. Go take a look!
Current Mood: productive
Current Music: Michelle Branch - Everything
9:28pm: Weird
It's kinda weird...everyone seems to be down now. Everyone has problems. I can say 6 of my friends without thinking...and my self too...
This is not any good time to live...
Current Mood: worried
Current Music: Lifehouse - Cling and clatter
9:19pm:

Truth
You bear the honor of being Galadriel's Mirror. You
show things that are, things that were, and
some things that have not yet come to pass.
Your are open and honest and people know they
can get nothing but the truth from you. You
hide nothing, and have a tendency to freak
people out with how aware you are of
them....not to mention, that giant flaming red
eye you've been known to show people--gotta cut
that out!


What element of LOTR are you?? (repaired)
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Current Mood: blank
Current Music: Lion King soundtrack - Circle of life

5th May 2003

9:35pm:

wiiiii, new icon! I love this one hehe=P
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Green Day - Baketcase
2:44pm:
I'd like to see them spend a week
Livin' life out on the street
I don't think they would survive
If they could spend a day or 2
Walking in someone else's shoes
I think they'd stumble n they'd fall
They would fall
Current Mood: amused

3rd May 2003

6:31pm: Alla älskar Alice mut be one of the mest movies ever! *love it*
Current Mood: pleased
Current Music: Lifehouse - Only One

2nd May 2003

10:33pm: Blä, that's all i have to say, blä!!!!!!!!!!
Current Mood: Blä=/
Current Music: Weezer - Island in the sun

1st May 2003

8:19pm: hahah

French Guard
I'm French! Why do think I have this outrageous
accent, you silly king-a?!


What Monty Python Character are you?
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Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Eminem - Sing for the moment
6:51pm: Buuuhuuu!!
Addictive Blue is down, and will be forewr, it seems like. FUCK!!!!!!!!! What about the forums than??? It was the fucking best Dom site out there!!! Why????
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Bad Religion - Best for you
6:49pm: Fixet the gb...don't hnow how and don't know what's wrong with it...but it's ok now anyway=)
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Bad Religion - American Jesus

30th April 2003

5:53pm: It seem like somone has deleted my whole guestbook at my site. Faan ta denna nån! *grrr*
Well, of to town now...
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: Good Charlotte - Lifestyles of the rich and famous

29th April 2003

8:46pm: Eminem know...
...he really knows how it is ti be a fan! It almost scared me at first...this lyric IS famdom...and one of the famous people, and he knows how it is to be one of us!
And also, is scares me, cause I could have written it, just look at Brev till Ingen...
Oh my...

Stan
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan

Chorus


Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you,
four hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
you would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither;
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S.
We should be together too

Chorus


Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two letters;
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
See Slim; {*screaming*} Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit out?

Chorus
Current Mood: scared
Current Music: Lars Winnerbäck - Häst på min planet

26th April 2003

10:18pm: Fuck! Fuck it, just fuck everything! Jag orkar inte mer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fan jävla skit helvete!
Everything just goes wrong now...can't I be alowed to sleep until the end of time ot till something happend that can chear me up?
Current Mood: Shit
Current Music: Good Charlotte - Can't go on

25th April 2003

2:39pm: Sorry...
...again for writing at swedish, but I feel like crap and don't have the gust to translate this...and anyway can't imagine that anyone will read anyway...
well, here we go...

Fuck just fuck it all!
Jag blir så jävla ledsen.
Pratade med Maria på innan. Det blir ignet STHLM till 1:a maj. hon har fortfarande ont om pengar. Eller snarare verkara vara totalpank.
Det känns så jävla förbannat typiskt! Ville ju åka! Ville ju så förbannat gärna åka! Det skulle bli så kul, att träffa henne för första gången, att träffa alla andra STHLM kopisar igen, att över huvud taget se staden igen! Och så den där killen på Helgon som ville träffa mig...vad han nu hette...måste fråga det *makes mental note to self* Men gilalr honom, han verkar trevlig...
Fuck, det bara förstör allt!
I can’t even blame Billeh for it!
Då är det fan rikigt illa!
Försöker att inte skylla på Maria, alla i vår åler har ju onte om pengar. Kan inte säga att det står så bra till själv...Men kan inte undvika att bli besviken på henne...
Fan ta hela förbaskade livet!
Fick reda på varför den dära killen, Lindas kompis, som ville gå på bio med mig backade ut. För att han hade problem och itne ville tynga mig mned dem.
Faan ta honom! Det är bara en täckmantel, egentligen vill han inte träffa mig. Det vill ignen.
Det här skulle ju bli det roliga denna våren. Det som fick det hela att gå. EMn vad finns det nu för kul? Jo, studenten. MEn den bara skrämmer mig, mest. Tänk om ingen kommer? Alla känner ju flera studenter, varför ska de då välja att gå till mig? VArför jag? Alla andra i skolan pratar om vad de ska ha för mat på studenter, om hur mycket folk som ska komma osv. JAg vågar inte. För tänk om ingen komemr? Tänk om det blir som Agnes’ födelsedagsfest i Fucking Åmål?
JAg tänker bara på Annas student. Det kändes som om halva Vännersborg var där.
KAn det inte komma nån liten räddande ängel, som gör att jag inte är rädd för allt längre? Som gör att det iaf händer nåt kul...Kan inte bara någon visa att den bryr sig?

Det blev mycet skit...men det är så jag känenr mig, den bajsjobbiga fredagmorgon.
Fuck it all.
Fan ta ensamheten och övergivenheten!
Piss ochså, jävla bajsliv!
(var du tvungen att använda ord som Maria lärt dig???)
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: The depressing sound of pepople typing...

22nd April 2003

9:59pm: =)
Just found this lovely hetty pic

Haven't seen it before...
*blicken söker sig omedvetet till skrevet* lol, jag är prevers;)
^^^^didn't know how to write that in english...sorry...

hehe, mini Dom=P he was so cute...wanna see hetty!!!!
Current Mood: HettyDom
9:32pm: Flashback...
OMG, it's like in the olm MFT days!!!


Just that I know that it's not Bob behind the drums that can't be seen...and that it is Bostn Post playing, Clint are just heping them.
But, fuck, it's Clint and Scott in ONE pic!!!!
Current Mood: MFT nostalgic
Current Music: Bad Religion - Do what you want
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