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[17 Sep 2003|08:05pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | how high can u go ]

i got my tragus periced...that weird thing in the middle of yer ear...i got that about 2 days ago...monday.....i love it... =]

take my heart

the poem that had 2 meaning that I WROTE for creative writing [17 Sep 2003|07:59pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | chingy - holidae in ]

I am the pill you take and become addicted to
I am the extacy level you want to reach
i could be your best friend
the only thing you turn to when your down
you cant look back once youve got a dose of me
im that temporary feeling of joy you get once im in yer system
feel me the rush of me through your vains
and relax every muscle in your body
what you dont remember my feeling is temporary
and when i leave your addicted body, you crave for more
i can take you higher then anything else youve had
ull become so dependant on me that youll forget everything you have
selling everything you once owned for me
thats when i know ive taken over you with glee
so dependable on me and lost everything youve once had
peoples eyes decieve you once theyve found out and got mad
whispers leave peoples mouths with disbelief and rejection
you try to stop the amount you intake of me
but its not possiable
you have now become lost with out me and im the only thing youve got
no one else to turn to
youve damaged there trust
so you come back to me
its a must
you take me in and endure

maybe a little to much this time
oh crap youve never had this feeling before from me
you feel dead and alive
one more dose to see what happens
no longer can you breath laying on the floor with your face in my substace
i have over taken you
this could happen to somene like me.
watch out for you.

take my heart

[28 Aug 2003|03:30pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | none ]

i got my classes changed...
3 times
2nd time i didnt have a 7th hour so yesterday i sat in the counseling office and did nothing and then today i got creative writing :) aw yeah..
im really excited about my child care class. i get to work with pre-school kids :) how cute!! and if i take the class next year too then i get paided for it and a class credit! aw yeah

here is my sch.

independant reading ...[with rosie zack and nigal (noah) ]
child care [my fav class]
american lit
creative writing :) yay! [with rosie also]

I CANT WAIT FOR TONIGHT AW YEAH!!...and no school from friday-monday..heck yeah mothaH

take my heart

[26 Aug 2003|06:18pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | d12- revelation ]

ahh back to the complicated life....erg...have to do good this year too. my classes are okay. not as good as i would like. but oh well. . . how was YER first day?

mmmmmmmmhmmmmmmmmmmmm i have a crush :X

2 break my heart | take my heart

[25 Aug 2003|10:29pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | d12 ]

i dont wana go to skool
i dont need no education
i dont wana be like you
i dont wana save the nation
i just wana live my life
everyday in celebration
one day ima leave this world
ill wait for the revelation

2 break my heart | take my heart

[17 Aug 2003|11:23pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | none ]

tommorow i work with bobby. =] .

1 break my heart | take my heart

[16 Aug 2003|05:47pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | matchbox 20- unwell ]

sorry i havent been able to update.....
my computer got that one virus thats going around. erg. that pissed me off
and then when we did fix my computer like 5 hours later the power went off
power off didnt really bother me. as long as u gotta good board game and good friends with u :) monopoly is my game of choice. i duno what to really write. nothing really happening around here. just the power being out and stuff. the crazy thing is that me and rose still had to go into work if we wanted to be payed. the 1st day of the power being out paul [my manager] said i dont have to stay if i dont want to, but i wont be gettin payed. and im like..ill just go. and then yesterday i went in with rosie so i could get my check and the power there was still out and i guess u had to stay so rosie asked me if i wanted to stay and hang out with her, brenda, patti, gary, and debbie. adn we all did. it was pretty fun. i had to work today. i got my check. its not as much as the 1st one. oh well.....eerrrrggggg. i duno. i guess im a loose for words...........

take my heart

[14 Aug 2003|01:49pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | pink floyd's dark side of the moon ]

rosie slept over last night
it was fun
we went to zacks house earlier
that was kewl too.
did u know if u play pink floyd's dark side of the moon CD to the wizard of ozz then all the music and sounds and stuff that happens are alike. its SO cool.
i gotta work today at 5.
yah im kinda happy. just to get outta my house right now... erg.
i dont work with anyone really special. oh well. who cares.
...maybe i can find something to do tonight...any offers?

take my heart

[13 Aug 2003|05:11pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | hilary duff - so yesterday ]

august 13th

take my heart

i heart "home-boy" ;] [08 Aug 2003|09:21pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | D12 - american psycho ]

work was alot better then what i thought it was guna be like
i talked to steve alot
hes so nice :)
he told me stuff bout bobby. he said bobby has been talkin about me even before i started working there. that made me feel SO special. i felt loved. i hope he still feels the same :]
before my break bobby came in to get his check and he left his cell phone there and right when i was takin my break bobby came in and got his cell phone and asked me if i wanted to go with him and steve. so i went with him and steve to the bank :) i gave steve my cell phone # so him and bobby can call me and rose to hang out sometime :]. hehe. that would be sweet if they called. i have a feelin they will :D.
next week i get tuesday, wednesday and friday off. yay :) me and rose have tuesday and wednesday off together. maybe after steve and bobby work tuesday or wednesday we can all chill or somethin :) hehe.

what can i say? i gotta crush on yew ;)

take my heart

u just a dirrty ass bitch...but i love you....... ;) [08 Aug 2003|10:41am]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | D12- blow my buzz ]

cant remember the last time i updated..
haha it was proboly yesterday
i gotta go back to work today. erg.
i get my paycheck today. which ROCKS. maybe my dad will take me to the mall.
me and rosie went to the movies yesterday
it was quite fun. ill say :]
no one can be pimps like me and her
cuz yer just a .....HOE!!
u just my HOEEE
dirrty ass.....HOEEE
go get my ...DOUGH
go get me my...DOUGH
dirrty ass.....HOEE!!
thats right...and dont forget that.
bitch quite talkin back. haha.
::smack smack::
yah enof with the truth. hah.
u guys have to see my green hat rosies mom got me. and i love her for it! thank u!!!
steve works today. maybe he can give me the 411 on bobby ;) that would be awesome
lol. dont ask. cuz i dont even know.
but im guna go...cuz...u aint never seen a pimp like me...... thats right.

- a-s-h-l double E

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i stole this from laura....BUT FILL IT OUT IF U LOVE ME =D [06 Aug 2003|12:56pm]
[ mood | refreshed ]
[ music | D12 - pimp like me ]

[1] when and how did we meet:
[2] what did you first notice about me:
[3] what do you like most about me:
[4] are we friends:
[5] have you ever seen me with my pants off:
[6] have you ever seen me cry, if so when?:
[7] describe me in four adjectives:
[8] if we could spend a day together what would we do:
[9] have we ever gotten in a fight:
[10] if you could kill me would you:
[11] would you hug me:
[12] what do you really think of me:
[13] have we ever got drunk together:
[14] has there ever been anything you wanted to tell me, but were scared to:
[15] wanna makeout:
[16] name one thing you dont like about me:
[17] What do you hate about me:

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im yo pimp u my bitch [06 Aug 2003|11:33am]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | d12 - shit can happen ]

ahh yesterday...
yesterday i went to the mall with rosie for school shopping. she got a lot of cute clothes. and her mommy got me an awesome hat :P thank u !!!! i love it. [my pimp hat] then after the mall we had to go up to murrays to get her brother some batteries and we seen steve and stuff and i talked to him. he told me some things bout bobby which are hard to believe but yet again. why would he lie to me? who knows. hopefully ill find out soon. heh. rosie slept over and my dad took us to coney island. it was fun. we laughed like the whole time. then came back home, rented movies and just stayed up all night. it was crazy cool. lol. hah. today my dad is expose to cook all the fish me rosie and my brother caught and then were guna go hang out with kuhn maybe. if he calls. who knows. this mornin we went to the pancake house. it was good. but i wasnt that hungrey =/ now im home and doing wash . well jsut what i wana wear today. lol. im lazy like that. omg me and rose woke up at 5:40am for no reason. that was crazy and we couldnt get back to sleep. but we did end up goin back to sleep. thank god. anyways. i dont have to work today or tommorow. but i do friday and saturday. erg i think sunday too. oh well...money is money and i get my pay check friday which means im goin get my hair done OR shopping. proboly hair. but im debating what to get. IM me and ask me and ill show u some pictures.......... =D

8 break my heart | take my heart

[04 Aug 2003|11:48pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | eric clapton - tears in heaven ]

im off work for the next 3 days. so is rosie =]. today i did warehouse in work. it was cool. kept me busy and sometimes i couldnt find some of the stuff. lol. more stuff happend at work. but right now i dont feel like typin it. oh we hung otu with kuhn and bryce today too. and then went to zacks and seen nigal [noah]. it was cool. then rosie had to work so she dropped me off back at home. i went to my grammas and seen my cuzin christine cuz shes leaving wednesday. to go back home to oregon. then i hung out with rosie and went over brians. we seen chris nad stein there to. it was cool :) i had fun. then we back back to rosies and made sandwhichs..yummmmmmmmmmmm...now im here..and yah. nothin do it..im so tired. i woke up at 730 am :(...oh well..lol

take my heart

i hope this is true too [03 Aug 2003|11:41pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | sister sister ]

SatansSugar481: steve was like
SatansSugar481: ashlee's b/f passed out on my bed and kept me up allnite
Xx Little oNe oO: haha i wish
SatansSugar481: and he's like he had a beer in his hand
SatansSugar481: and didnt spill a drop. im like he's a champ
Xx Little oNe oO: hahah
Xx Little oNe oO: thats awesome
SatansSugar481: and danielle was like
Xx Little oNe oO: i wish he was my bf:-[
SatansSugar481: BOBBY'S DATING ASHLEE. and steve like not yet
Xx Little oNe oO: i dont like her
Xx Little oNe oO: i wonder if bobby talks about me to steve like i talk to u about him
SatansSugar481: and she was like OHHH. and walked awway all pissed. and me and steve were just laughing. and im like. so what was that all bout. bobby being ashlee's boyfriend.and he asked if u liked bobby really. not just a peive of ass. and im like hell no. she likes him. not just a pieve of ass. and he's like ok good .
SatansSugar481: probably
SatansSugar481: lol
Xx Little oNe oO: O:-)

take my heart

oh i hope this is true.. [03 Aug 2003|12:02am]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | none. ]

SatansSugar481: HEY
SatansSugar481: DID U GET MY MESSAGE???
Xx Little oNe oO: no
SatansSugar481: ASHLEE
SatansSugar481: guess what
SatansSugar481: :-)
Xx Little oNe oO: huh
SatansSugar481: steve told me today
SatansSugar481: he's liek why's ahslee scared of bobby im like she's not. and he's like he likes her she shouldnt be scared. im like yer lieing. and he's like no. if he didnt i'd tell u. i j ust thought i'd let u know that way she isnt so scared.
SatansSugar481: :-D
SatansSugar481: :-D
Xx Little oNe oO: heh
Xx Little oNe oO: thank u
SatansSugar481: yer welcome
Xx Little oNe oO: i dont believe it tho..bobby and me dont even talk
SatansSugar481: so dont be scared
Xx Little oNe oO: well i am cuz all i do is fuck up
SatansSugar481: whats wrong:-[
SatansSugar481: no u dont
SatansSugar481: brendda said u did raelly good today
Xx Little oNe oO: read my journal in about 2 minutes
Xx Little oNe oO: i did HORRIABLE
Xx Little oNe oO: she was there for the good halk
Xx Little oNe oO: half*
Xx Little oNe oO: bobby just likes me as a friend i bet steve ment
SatansSugar481: no
SatansSugar481: cuz he's like home boy likes yer home girl. but she's scurred
Xx Little oNe oO: lol
SatansSugar481: this was b4 the whole convo that i tpyed to u
SatansSugar481: lol
Xx Little oNe oO: i doubteedddd

take my heart

bad day [02 Aug 2003|11:52pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | listin to the sound of my tears [i kno thats from old school ]

last night i slept over rosies. that was fun :)

as for today....

rosies mommy dropped me off at 8am and i tried to go back to sleep for 45 minutes. i couldnt
so i got up and showered and got ready for work
then i forgot i left my purse at rosies house so i had to go get that.
then they put me on my own register today. not a good idea for me on a register on a saturday
i kept fucking up. like always
i felt like such an idiot. i swear paul had to open my drawer 50 times. =[
then after work my mom forgot to pick me up
so i called like everyone. no one was home. [as in family]
so i called jay and he was kinda enof to come get me. but before he could my mom drove up. and yah
then went back to my house to change outta work clothes and get ready for the family party
that was okay. i got to see my cuzins and aunt and uncle from oregon. i miss them
i got bored so i went back to my house and got fishing poles
i fished off this bridge and caugh this huge ass 2 pound fish. i mean. it was fuckin HUGE.
i was so so so so so proud of it and i caught it for my daddy and i was so happy to bring it home to him
but when i came home and showed it to him it was like he didnt even fuckin care
his reactons was..why the hell are u bringin me this, this is a crap fish.
i duno
he made me cry. but he didnt mean to. i duno......im fuckin stupid
i just had a really bad day i guess......i hope things are better tommorow.

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exploding dog pictures rock my world [31 Jul 2003|08:17pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | blink182- man overboard ]

stars are awake
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today was my first offical day of work. i got up at 845 and showered and got ready. i was pretty nervous at first. but once i got the hang of it, it was cool. :) they had me read these 2 binders full of things. so i guess today at work was a breeze. hehe. i hope tommorow is the same way :P...after work rosie came in and picked me up and we went back to my house so i could change and then back to her house. hah, my cat billy smacked his head on the chair. that was funny. dont ask. then we went to rosies house adn then subway. yum..hahahahahah!!!! on the way coming back rose turned the corner and her tire screeched and then the hub cap FLEW off and rolled onto some guys lawn and into his flowers. i swear to god before i went out and got the hub cap for her we were laughin for like a 1/2 hour. it was the funniest thing ever. shes just like...oh crap, was that my hub cap? haha. i duno. u had to see it. i was laughin my ass off...haha and to top it off the guys next to the house that the hub cap went into the garden were outside. haha. they were laughin to... haha same with the mail lady... shes just like to roseann "hey...there goes yer hub cap" i duno. that definatly made my day :P hehe. then before rosie had to go to work she drove me home and i fell asleep. i had ALOT of weird dreams. dont feel like typin them tho. there all to long. srry... now im waitin for rosie to get off work so we can hang out! yay! hehe. well....if something exciting happens tonight.. ill update later on... :)

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i had a good day after all :P :) [30 Jul 2003|10:59pm]
[ mood | nervous ]
[ music | none ]

so i guess u could say i started work today. well i went to this sales class and i got payed for it..it was really boring tho...4 hours..erg..alotta WEIRD people there too. lol....this one guy was in love with jesus. he sat next to me and offered me candy, but i said NO! lol. but hey at least i got payed for it. me and rosie went :) lol. then after we went to work work and seen bobby and steve and all them and i finally got my schedule for this week. i work everyday till saturday and my hours are 10am-2pm. so thats good. i hope all goes well. :P i cant wait to get my pay check. thatll be sweet as hell. today was quite fun i should say :X hehe...no comment..so dont ask! its a SECRET!! ahhhh..yah... i duno...well wish me luck tommrow..its my actual first day... ahh im nervous!! lol

1 break my heart | take my heart

[29 Jul 2003|10:43pm]
[ mood | full ]
[ music | eminem-drug ballad ]

me and rosie hung out today :) we went to star motherBUCKS and to work. i got my name tag and i had to sign a paper :P....bobby was there ;)....hes so FINE..lol..i start tommorow. me and rose gotta go to this class from 1-5. itll be cool. but there really strict they said..so thats not cool. erg..we went fishing today too. caught 6 fish... liike 8 perch but we had to throw 2 back...and 3 bass..they have red ugly eyes. we were out there for a long time. but it was fun :) then after we came back in from fishin my dad took us to travis. and it was good. and here i am now.. me and rose might go out to breakfest tommorow and then our class.... :) well i had an awesome day :)

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