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aww shit [20 Jan 2004|06:18pm]
[ mood | bored ]

take my heart

[15 Dec 2003|05:00am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | britney spears - toxic ]

i got my tounge peirced for my b day! aw yeahh its tight!

2 break my heart | take my heart

[25 Nov 2003|02:47pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | g unit - stunt 101 ]

me and rosie are leavin for up north tonight! i cant wait, its guna be so much fun! but also cold. but im so excited to go! yay!!!!!! FINALLY A VACATION!!!

1 break my heart | take my heart

These are from the book i read....think about it....comment [09 Nov 2003|11:51am]
*You poor brat, you've been brainwashed. Look, drugs are fun. They make you feel good, that's all. Sure, they're powerful, that's why they're dangerous. So's life. If you're in control, then its okay. They never dare tell you that, of course. It's not becuz they want to keep you off drugs. Oh, no, they like it, they want you to. They just want to make sure you take the ones they want you to take. It's all part of the big mind control. Tobacco, booze, medicine--good; hash, acid, junk--bad. You think about it. Whats the row of little bottles in your moms medicine cabinet? How many is she on a day? How often do you reckon shes clean--onces every three monthes when the perscription runs out and she toddles off down to the doctor and gets more? Medication, they call it. Thanks, I can prescribe for myself, I dont need no experts telling me whats good for me. What about couzin john puffing his way through twenty ciggarettes a day, filling the air with this poison, breathing all over his baby and watching it cough and having a good laugh about it? What about your dad, going to the pub every night for three or four or five pints? It'd be an education to take a scan of what his insides look like after 30 years of that. You dont kno what goes on after your safely tucked up in bed. Ever hear the clink and the ring of a bottle on glass after lights out? Take a look at the drinks cabinets and see. Then one day they catch you with a joint in your hand and its "Oh my god, she's on drugs" . . . and then its the police, social workers, tell the school, teachers checking your eyes in the morning, into care, and before you kno it your goin crazy and all their worst dreams come true. It's all mind control. The tobacco companies, the drug companies, the booze companies---they've got it sewn up. Its all right to take the stuff they churn out. Tobacco----makes you looks cool. You're going to look pretty cool in an oxygen tent with your legs cut off. Go to the doctor. Here, take this, take that, this'll make you feel better. Meanwhile they're dumping all the stuff that doesnt work on the third world and you wake up one morning and your baby's got no arms and one eye in the middle of its neck.
No thanks....

*Sometimes maybe you need an experiance. The experiance can be a person or it can be a drug. The experiance opens a door that was there all the time but you never saw it. Or maybe it blasts you into outer space.

-Smack-Melvin Burges

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5 break my heart | take my heart

[09 Nov 2003|10:53am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | willa ford-a toast to the men ]

I'm SO happy today! nothing can bring me down! want to kno why? cuz tonight i get to go visit my cuzin!! YES I GET TO SO SEE HIM!! this is SO awesome!! i miss him so much! and i wasnt able to see him becuz there were no visitors allowed, but i'm allowed tonight! me him my grandpa grandma and aunt and uncle and his girlfriend are goin out to eat and then to this concert where she's guna be singing or something. its guna be great. im so happy i get to see him!! its been forever! my gramma called me and asked if i wanted to go cuz they had an extra ticket and i was like you asked the right person! :P ahhhh. i duno...i leave at 5 for dinner tho :) its guna be great! NOTHING CAN BRING DOWN MY WEEKEND NOW!!! :D

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New books lead to a new opening for your mind! [04 Nov 2003|08:19pm]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | eminem- bitch please 2 ]

I just got 2 new books. There called "Smack" by Melvin Burges, and "Almost Lost" by Beatrice Sparks. which by far is my favorite author/editor...im excited to read both of them.... =D

1 break my heart | take my heart

heh [02 Nov 2003|12:21pm]
[ mood | hot ]
[ music | none ]

What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Sexy Body Part IsYour Ass
Special Talents AreEverything (Multi-talented)
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

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[02 Nov 2003|12:15am]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]
[ music | none ]

actually i lied in my last entry.....my halloween wasnt as good as i made it sound. it was shitty. except for a few good moments...other then that.....................................................................

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[01 Nov 2003|08:48pm]
[ mood | full ]
[ music | R Kelly- thoia thoing ]

happy belated halloween! i had a good halloween=) thanks to all my good friends rosie nigal and zack! lov ya guys...thank you sean for telling me i was gorgeous! that made my day!

1 break my heart | take my heart

[28 Oct 2003|07:12pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | r kelly- thoing thoing ]


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The Perfect Boyfriend [27 Oct 2003|02:51pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | Chingy feat. Snoop - holidae inn ]

dont ask me why im typing all this....i just watched newlyweds and nick is to good for jessica. hes to nice for her...but i just felt like typing this....

He's my boyfriend but then can be my friend at the same time. no matter what the situation is, we both can make each other laugh. hes there for me when im down. hell call me outta the blue just to talk to me. he tells me he loves me at unexpected times. its doesnt matter how he looks as long as he treats me good, and can definatly make me laugh. im not into looks...mostly just personality. he loves me no matter how i look. make up or not..he loves me. he respects my family just like he respects me. we'll not only spend time at his house with his family, but we'll also spend it at mine, and even if it is boring, he still doesnt complain as long as were together. it can be boring at times, but we'll make the best of the situation. when were fighting, well always make up in the end, even if it is something big, our love is strong enough to make it through. he trusts me as much as i trust him. and we wont have to worry when were hangin out with other friends. he treats my best friend just like he treats me. with respect. he doesnt care if i hang out with my best friend more then i may with him. he should understand just like i should when hes with his friends. he'll be romantic and not think its stupid or corny. HE DOESNT CARE IF WE DO SHIT OR NOT. every relationship ISNT based around "getting some", that shouldnt be of importance all the time. even tho it is nice at some times. not all the time though. he doesnt care how stupid or dorky i am, he can be just as silly as me, and we wont even care. we both can be each other around each other, there is no different "faces" put on to impress each other...just ourselves..plain and simple. he tells his friends that im HIS girl. he doesnt act different when hes around his friends with me. hes just the same and doesnt care what they have to say. he respects me for who i am, and what i may do, we all make mistakes, some of them arent good for us, but he respects me for what i like to do. no matter what it is. he doesnt mind talkin to me on the phone, and we'll both sneek out late at night when we both miss each other, maybe just for a kiss, or maybe just to see each other..every trip is worth it with each other. there is no distance between us. no matter if he does live 4 miles away from me. im his juliet to his romeo. oh romeo where are you?

5 break my heart | take my heart

[21 Oct 2003|03:57pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]
[ music | eminem - go to sleep bitch ]

i just want everyone to know that i hate love and everything that its worth...its nothing but an emotion game to see how far you would go for one person. fuck you all.

7 break my heart | take my heart

accident [16 Oct 2003|04:30pm]
[ mood | shocked ]
[ music | eminem - bitch please 2 ]

whoa. this morning me and rose and ray were just drivin to 7-11 and we got in a car accident. it freaked me out. alot. i didnt even see it, i just remember flying forward and hitting my head on the windsheild. my knees have brusies. it just freaked us out. and it wasnt our fault. and thank god the stupid idiot said it was his fault. god, he said he "didnt even see us"...how can u miss BIG D? LOL..no but it was scary.......nothing i would like to experiance again! at least her car isnt that badly messed up. her car took it good. im so glad no one got hurt tho. just shaken up. her tire blew. it had a huge hole in it...wow............seriously.........................expect the unexpected

1 break my heart | take my heart

[06 Oct 2003|05:22pm]
[ mood | rejected ]
[ music | ludacris-stand up ]

it looks like someone held a knife up to my neck and cut me =[ damn cats.....

2 break my heart | take my heart

[05 Oct 2003|12:06am]
Season = Spring
You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)

?? Which Season Are You ??
brought to you by Quizilla
7 break my heart | take my heart

[04 Oct 2003|01:13pm]
[ mood | irritated ]
[ music | while you were out ]

okay so i dont update much anymore. but not that you guys really read this anyway, otherwise ud comment. yah there has been SO much goin on in the past week that you proboly wouldnt understand. i cant believe im making it through it all. i cant say im not drivin myself crazy, becuz i am. but im still here right? if i didnt have my best friend roseann, i sure as hell wouldnt be in michigan anymore. this weeks been pretty rough. i just wish i could forget it all and have everything go back to normal!!!

take my heart

[30 Sep 2003|06:27pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | destinys child - emotions ]

am i still yer girl as u told someone that i once knew?

im sorry =[ just please..dont be mad at me.. =[

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i had so much fun last night [28 Sep 2003|10:18am]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | lets all get high ]

i had so much fun last night
and friday
hung out with steve and bobby
dude...im starting to really like bobby
hes just so....incrediable...

i duno...im just really starting to like him.............
is that bad?
does he feel the same
oh i hope so!

take my heart

[27 Sep 2003|09:56pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | hey ma ]

x: name = Ashlee
:x: piercings = lower belly button, orbital, tragus
:x: tattoos = coming soon to a body near u
:x: height = 4'11
:x: shoe size = 6 1/2
:x: hair color = blonde and auburn
:x: siblings = brother & sister alek and tyler

:x: movie you rented = wizard of oz
:x: movie you bought = old school
:x: song you listened to = missy elliot - one minute man
:x: song that was stuck in your head = the shantee - lindsay
:x: cd you bought = cant remember
:x: cd you listened to = made by me
:x: person you've called = bobby <3
:x: person that's called you = roseann
:x: tv show you've watched = the joe shmoe show..however its spelled

:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = at times
:x: you think about suicide = never
:x: you believe in online dating = never
:x: others find you attractive = ask someone?
:x: you want more piercings = maybe....
:x: you like cleaning = depends what kinda mood im in
:x: you like roller coasters = not really
:x: you write in cursive or print = a combination of both

:x: long distance relationships = depends on the relationship
:x: using someone = i did once...lol...but no
:x: suicide = once again, nope
:x: killing people = nooo
:x: teenage smoking = smoking what?
:x: driving drunk = extermly against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = nope
:x: soap operas = boring

:x: ever cried over a girl= no
:x: ever cried over a boy = mm hmm
:x: ever lied to someone = yeah, whops
:x: ever been in a fist fight = yes

:x: shampoo do you use = thermasilk
:x: shoes do you wear = etnie sandles, or vans cool shoes
:x: are you scared of = falling in love, rejection
:x: of times I have been in love? = honestly....1..i think?
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = should i count?
:x: of hearts I have broken? = couldnt tell u
:x: of girls I have kissed? = none and never
:x: of boys I have kissed? = dont remember?
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 1, roseann
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?= 2 times? when i was little
:x: of scars on my body? = 1
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = i could name a few...
:x: pretty - nope
:x: funny - i make myself laugh
:x: hot - nope
:x: friendly - yes
:x: amusing - i amuse myself
:x: ugly - yea
:x: loveable - and cuddleable
:x: caring - yepp
:x: sweet - as sugar
:x: dorky - always

6 letter word: mothah
actor/actress: adam sandler
Candy: all kinds
Cartoon: sponge bob
Cereal: kix
Chewing gum: koolerz
Color(s): violet, black, pink
Color nail polish: orange on my toes only
Day of week: friday
Least fave day: sundays
Flower: white rosies
Jello flavor: strawberry
Jewelry: playboy necklace, and bling
Special skills/talents: dont think i have any
Summer/Winter: SUMMER

|| Person who last.. ||

Slept in your bed: roseann (not like that tho)
Saw you cry: roseann
Made you cry: rahter not say HIS name...to many tramatized moments
You went to the movies with: roseann
Yelled at you: i duno?
Sent you an email: roseann cuzin william

|| Have you ever.. ||

Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas: yea!
Kept a secret from everyone: the only person who knows my secrets are rosie
Cried during a movie: yes, the perfect storm and john Q.. lol almost antwone fisher..or w/e
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: nope
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: haha ive never herd of that before
Been on stage: in 8th grade for choir
Canada: yea
What time is it now?: 9:53pm
Apples or bananas?: bananas
Blue or red?: red
Walmart or target?: walmart
Spring or Fall?: fall
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: shower
What was the last meal you ate?: smore pop tarts and vanilla pepsi
High school or college?: highschool
Are you bored? if i wasnt bored i wouldnt be doing this
Last noise you heard?: music
Last smell you sniffed?: stuffed green peppers
Last time you went out of state/province?: haha friday!!!!! fuckin nellsonville ohio!

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[24 Sep 2003|10:32pm]
[ mood | scared ]
[ music | silence..thoughts. ]

tramatized for life

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