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Okay maybe that wasn't really much of an update but since my friend was reading I just couldn't resist! Hehehe...ya know I luv you bill! (Ewww...not that way you stupid cow!...ummm I mean sicko!)
Well it's been a while...again...and I don't feel like filling ppl in all the gory details of my life for the past month...it would keep me typing for days...and you here for days...right....
Well soccer season is over! Short but sweet! Too bad I was sick for like 3/4 of it...hehehe everytime my coach took me off she looked at me like I was lying on a deathbed or something...and it was the same thing over and over again..."I'm afraid you're going to cough up a lung!" Lol pretty funny though! Our last game was on Tuesday...it was awsome. We knew that we were not going to win but it still was fun...especially when we scored a goal against the other team! I know...one goal...but it means a whole lot to me and my team so :P
The team went to see the Canada vs...ummm what was the other team yesterday! I wanted to go soooo bad, but it was my grandpa's b-day and I can't miss that! Sooo they saw goals scored...I ate cake! And it was good cake...it had all these fruits and stuff on it....mmmmmmm....*drool* Also, after school, there were two girls from the Canadian soccer team that showed up to our school and did drills with us! It was fun! I never enjoyed drills so much!
I also finished most of my big projects for school!!! Sooo happy...and relaxed...ahhh I almost forgot how being relaxed felt like! I can finally really enjoy my weekend! My chemistry ISU presentation went well...was very nervous and my body was shaking but I got through it and I saw some of the marks I got! Sooo gooooooddddd!!!
And next week is going to be fun! Next Thursday and Friday I'm off on my band trip!! Well...I really don't know why it's called a band trip...we are the school band, but we never really play anywhere on the trips...it's pretty much a relaxing vacation...well okay we find a random place to play a couple of songs...because without it we would never be allowed to go by the principal! But still, nothing really band-like!
This year we're going to Montreal...tours, free food, laser quest, shopping, playing at Botanical Garden, bowling, fun fun fun! And I go 2 days without school!! Yay!!...okay maybe I'll be doing some homework...ofcourse I would if I want to keep my University acceptance! Lol! But free...as the wind!!
Yeah...I don't feel like typing anymore so gonna go be lazy again....peace out!
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[23 May 2003|07:38pm] |
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and since she is reading this right now...I'd like to say! Bill is a stupid cow!!! Hehehe...j/k ;)
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| School...work...7 Factor and Starfield!!! |
[18 Apr 2003|01:48am] |
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Today has been a very interesting day! At school we did almost no work...I guess my teachers believe in having a nearly-homework-free-long-easter weekend! I got my physics test back today and I passed! Not with the highest mark...but I know I can't expect much from myself in physics! I also took my chem test today! Piece of cake! The student teachers that were teaching my physics class, Mr. Ginn, and my chem class, Anise are leaving! :( A whole month has passed and now they are gone!! But yeah! Oh and I had the most interesting morning...woke up at 6, went to school for morning soccer practice. Go outside in like -15 degree weather in a t-shirt...find out the team is practicing in a field that is past my school, past the school next to mine, across the street and through a field...it was a nice trip. I was so toasty warm...yeah....I froze my butt off! And I got my report card today! 91% in Bio, 82% in Chem, 78% in calculus, and *shiver* 69% in physics!! Physics made my average go down!! :( Gotta work harder! But enough about school!
Today I went to the Starfield concert with Rebecca and Tracy, at Redeemer Christan!! It was the best! They are so awesome live! Beautiful singing...beautiful songs...great crowd interaction! All for $5!! They had an opening band called something like 7 Factor or something...they were good but I had a head ache at the time so their banging didn't help! But it did go away just in time for Starfield! I love their song Cry In My Heart!! So nice! I love how great Jon's and Tim's voice blend together...beautiful! They are great guys...they seem so comfortable just standing up there and talking to the crowd...and not afraid of showing their love for our lord! They told touching stories of how they found their way to Jesus...and told us not to be afraid of praising God...of giving our all to Him...no matter what others think! All I got to say to them is Amen!! They are great...they sang great worship songs too! And of course brought in some hockey...lol they got a Sens fan and Leafs Fan to go at it in a match of Super Mario infront of everyone! And the Leafs won!! Whoo hoo!! I luv the Sens...being an Ottawan myself...but I luv the Leafs for longer that I've known the Sens! So naturally! Yeah it's 2 am right now...my head is spinning and I just consumed a lot of caffeine...but it's wearing off..and my head is spinning...so time for beddy by!! All I got to say it check Starfield out! Great music and all!
Night!
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[12 Apr 2003|10:21pm] |
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It's been a long while since I lasted updated!! Lol! I would fill you guys in with all the stuff happening but I would keep you here all day so I'll just leave it to I've had a great month so far! lol!
Well it's the weekend...lots of hmwrk to do...should get started lol. But yah! Just wanted you guys to know I'm still alive and well! Lataz!
~lil lil
P.S. (sounding like a letter)Being a Simple Planteer, part of the big Invasion Crew! I'll just say, listen to Simple Plan! They rock...you must learn...lol! Seriously, they rock, so check them out! (Ohhh..and they're #1 on TRL! Take that Justin Timberlake!)
Check their site www.simpleplan.com (and vote for them on TRL!)
You can see what they're up to in their tour http://www2.fanscape.com/simpleplan/tourpage
Or join the street team! http://www2.fanscape.com/simpleplan/streetteam/start.html
What are you waiting for! Go!! :)
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| Long time no blog! |
[08 Mar 2003|12:46am] |
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It's March Break!! Yay!! Finished my Calculus test, chem test, physics presentation today! It went great! And to have all the other commitments for the past week done! I'm in heaven right now! K maybe I do have a lot of work to do for the Mark Break...ISUs to be exact but it's still relaxing! Today I went shopping and bought some cute new shirts and the Stripped CD (Christina Aguilera)! I don't know why I got that CD..I was looking at Shawn Desman, Avril Lavigne, Hoobastank and many others...but in the end I took the Christy CD! It's all good I guess! I bought my babes some baggy sweatpants! Lol it looks so ghetto! He likes them though! Hey...if I knew sweats were coming back into style I would have never let my friends talk me into wearing jeans! Lol! Right...
Wellz I'm off to waste some more of my time with nonsence before I get down to work! Blah..work!
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| Ahhhh...I recommend ppl keep journals |
[01 Mar 2003|01:35pm] |
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It's Saturday...sooo relaxing!! Last night I started writing in my journal again...this is where I keep my secret thoughts...it feels soo good to get some stuff off my mind. I read the last entry I wrote and it was April last year! Lol! I would recommend keeping a journal (or diary if you want to call it that) to everyone! I know...blurty is a journal too...but I mean a personal one...just for you to see. It's a great way to get things off your mind...especially if you don't want to tell people. It takes of stress cause you don't keep things pent up inside! I also read writing your thoughts down in a journal and doing it regularly helps improve health and your memory! Right now I'm feeling great...better then I've had in a long time! Lol!
Another thing for those who are prone to anger and don't really let it out....write down all the things and thoughts that make you angry and when you are done...rip the paper up! Go wild! Give it all you got! And release all the anger with it! Then take the scraps and throw them into the garbage...or set it on fire...or even flush it down the toliet! When you are done...treat yourself to something! Anything...food..shopping...anything! Don't feel guilty about pampering yourself...it does good to the soul! Me...my life's guilty pleasure is eating a lot of peanut butter melts..or Reese's cup! Well yup! :)
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| Science and theatre at its best! |
[26 Feb 2003|10:29pm] |
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Seen any good plays lately?
Today my physics class went on a trip to the NAC (National Art Center) to watch a play! Copenhagan! One word...wow!! It's science/theatre at its best! For those who have taken Chemistry...or know of Neils Bohr or Werner Heisenburg (sp?) and their findings will get a kick out of this play! Sound boring? Well it's not! I'm not much of a play-goer and neither were my friends but this was just too good! It makes you think, unlike t.v. which does the thinking for you! It brings out a person's imagination! And as I said those who know of the findings of Bohr and Heisenburg will get a kick out of it...and get those hidden jokes! Lol! Plus you learn more about the history of what is thought to have really gone on b/t the two! And now...I'm supposed to write down my opinion and jotnotes about everything I saw for my physics class and keep it for the end of the year where we are going to do something about it...so what better place to keep it then here! Lol!
Well right when the play started I already got a good impression...the fading music and the actors entering were so on cue and perfect! It worked and got me in the mood to listen to them. The whole play was pretty much the two actors (plus Mrs. Bohr) standing, walking and sitting...talking about their recollections of the past...why things happened the way they did in Copenhagen. The emotions the players expressed...in their body language, tone, etc was just so touching! I felt what each of them were feeling at the time...confusion, anger, disbelief and all that! Each player kept finishing sentences/ideas for each other...they worked pieces of each players dialoge in together...it weaved together perfectly..almost like it was just one person with different viewpoint on things. Magnificent! The set/scenery was made up of the stage and three chairs...and how they made such a story come out so lively with so little props was cool! I also noticed the lighting they used a lot(it's a thing..don't mind me). It added to the scene...it gave me a feeling of the Bohrs' confusion and uncertainty (mind the pun) towards Heisenburg. When there was much tension and confusion, the lights faded more and more...and when there was happiness and trust...the lights became brighter...this is not counting the parts where it's more of a character's thoughts. And at the end the lights were ever so bright (blinding)...going with the understanding b/t the Bohrs and Heinsenburg of why things ended the way they did. I also noticed the repetitive use of sound effects and visual aids (footsteps heard when talking about Heinsenburg walking towards Bohr's house), it just gave a feeling of familiarity. But enough of this...on to more about the content!
The whole play, if you really look at it, is facts! I've learned a lot of how some of the present scientific theories came to be, and some stuff I never knew before! Such as Neils' and Werner's work on fission..and also their history together! There were also many dates repeated over and over so it gets stuck in your head! Lol! There was a great deal of talk of the work the two did with each other(or in Mrs. Bohr's case...without each other)...the splitting of Uranium, the electron's placement...and so much more!
Wow...there is so much more I can talk about...but for now I'll keep it at this! I recommend this play for all who are interested in the history of some theoretical physics...and well just anybody! You can learn so much and it is very entertaining! Actually I'd recommend people to go to more play instead of movies...cause you get to picture and feel the world placed before you in your own way..without all of that fed to you from t.v. and movies! Work your imagination! Plus...a lot of plays give you the same satisfaction and entertainment as many movies...but at a fraction of the cost!
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| Been a while! |
[21 Feb 2003|07:32pm] |
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I'm feeling lazy and it's been a very busy week...chem, calculus and physics tests...assignments...trips...commitments....short post...sleep....ZZZZZZzzzzzzz.....hehehe :)
Nah! I just noticed how many commitements I've made this year! Every week my lunch times are full of clubs, committees, youth groups, ect ect ect...and after school stuff too!! But v-ball is over now!! We lost!! How could we lose the first playoff game against a team we beat two times in a row right before that one!! I guess it's because they wanted it more then we did...it gets kinda boring playing the same team over and over again without a change!! But meh!! No more practices...more time for work!! :) I just hope I survive the rest of this semester!! Hehehe..yeah well gotta jet! Maybe more later! peace outside! :)
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[15 Feb 2003|12:28am] |
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I luv PD days...it's sooo relaxing! Lol..well quick update since it's getting late and I'm exhausted! On Thursday my vball team played against Rideau again...and of course we beat their asses....again! But they did put up a good fight and I applaud them! :) Now that's a count of 4 wins in a row...6 wins in total I think! And Happy Valentine's Day to everyone...a belated one since it's 30mins after 12...hope everyone had fun!! Yaddie yaddie yadda..I'm tired so peace outside!!
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| Short but sweet! |
[11 Feb 2003|07:04pm] |
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Got home from a v-ball game! We beat Cantebury again!! Yay!! Now another game that was cancelled with Rideau last week is tomorrow and another one of Thursday...I think it's with Rideau too! Wish us luck! Gotta go chow down on some grub and get down to some hmwrk! Caio!!
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| Long days...and longer nights!!! |
[09 Feb 2003|01:58am] |
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Been a very interesting weekend! Friday evening was shit...cause some people were starting up shit again!! Why can't they leave me alone!!! Ahhh!!! Well went over to my neighbours to watch a 'chick flick'...the good girl...or something like that...it was more of a porn then chick flick! Lol! I was bored as hell...then the guys get a phone call from some of the others saying they were stuck downtown!!!...the stupid thing about it was that not only did their battery die but they ran out of gas!! I've heard of incidents with either just no gas, or no battery, but both!! If it wasn't so cold outside I would have slapped each of them over the head!! Even before they went clubbing the tank was almost empty (they couldn't get the gas thingy open) and they still went...idiots! Lol! So Andrew, John, Steve and I went downtown to help them! It was supposed to be a fast start and go but no...the guys wanted us to follow them just incase their piece of shit car konks out again!! I was in my pjs so it was really cold....blah! That was an interesting night...yeah...and now just came back from bowling...walkley bowling to be exact! I don't know how I ever played 5 pin bowling and was good at it before...now I'm too use to mccarthur 10 pin bowling and regular size balls!! The walkley balls as soooo small!! They even fit in my hand!! But meh...the music was crap too..but meh! It sucked...that's all there is to it! I'm tired now...gotta another day ahead...sooo peace out!
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[07 Feb 2003|09:34pm] |
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Wow! Haven't updated in a while! Been very busy trying to keep up with all my school work and extracurricular activites! Teachers love to see us suffer...but now it's the weekend and I am exhausted! Heheh...c'est la vie!! Got a new web cam today...interesting...yeah...lol! It's fun to play around with! And I was looking through some old emails from my friends (should start deleting stuff) and found the funniest thing!
What would I be like if I was a cyborg! Lol!
....Dangerous Infiltration and Exploration eh??
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I finally got to go out yesturday! And I got to see my babes, who I haven't seen and hardly talked to in a week!! We went out to see Final Destination 2...not my first choice for a good movie to see, but it was late and nothing else interesting (or haven't seen) was on...but it was okay! I got to see Jon so it's all good! Lol! Really tired right now cause went to sleep really late last night and woke up really early today for one last family chinese new year breakfast! It's interesting eating the same type of stuff three days in a row...now it's on to hmwrk which I really should do...but sooo tired and lazy!!...Ahhhhh!!! -_-'
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| Chinese New Year... |
[01 Feb 2003|08:43pm] |
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Happy Chinese New Year!! Lol!
A day couped in my house...I like this celebration and all but I shouldn't be forced to stay at home and do absolutely nothing! Ahhh well...it's interesting watching celebrations around the world...and I got to talk to my aunt and grandparents and all from China and Toronto and...well around the world. I also helped my mom prepare a chicken for the next meal...icky but interesting! Lol! Being stuck at home and being bored also gave me the initiative to practice on my keyboard...I'm so rusty....but I just sooo want to go out right now...soooo bored and figity!!!! Ahhh...
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| Just a thought.... |
[31 Jan 2003|07:23pm] |
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I've been thinking about the new school cirriculum...it just hit me. Point: I don't like it!! Not only is one grade cut out and all the work is more jammed packed now...there is double the compitition!
Okay it can be looked at as a good thing because one less grade to worry about...but like me and my fellow grade 12 graduating students this is very stressful. I noticed that everyone (including me) is getting burnt out on the amount of work we have to put out now. Grades and averages have now dropped to a new low for us (surprisingly even the really smart/gifted people are having trouble), which makes it even harder for us come May for the acceptance letters to come in. There is also a fight for scholarships, mandatory passing of the grade 10 literacy test (or you don't graduate), mandatory 40 hours community service (or you don't graduate)...etc.
Okay when I entered my grade 9 and 10 years the new cirriculum didn't really affect me...it didn't feel any different...but then grade 11 and 12 came around and I really felt it. I've compared my workload to the workload of the OACs when they were in grade 11 and 12...and I wish I was them. And of course the OACs are bugging too cause they don't want to share with us, and have to compete for schooling with us (feelings mutual). It is also stated that this whole change in cirriculum with continue to greatly impact the grades of students until the current grade 3 students reach highschool...
Man, I can go on, but I don't think anyone would be really interested...just wanted write some of my thoughts down... :)
Now to get down my mad amount of homework...thank God it's Friday...
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| Another day another entry...and Chinese New Year!! |
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Another day of non-stop work! Lol! Got a lot work to look forward to doing this weekend...yay...but it's a good thing 3/4 of my classes are sciences! It's pretty much all the same stuff! Then there is calculus! Enough said...well tomorrow is Chinese New Year so I'd like to say a Happy Chinese New Year to my fellow azns!! Yup! This is all for now...maybe more later! Peace outside! :)
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| Here's something to look at! O_O |
[30 Jan 2003|07:16pm] |
Here's the weird thing....
Histrionic
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.
I like attention but I do not like to be the center of attention for long...just long enough to get points through. Okay...maybe I've pretended to be sick and everything before..haven't in a while...but who hasn't...I didn't feel like going to school but that's it...so sue me! Lol! Dress provacatively?? Me?...is sweatshirt and jeans provacative? O_o K enough of this one..next...
Obsessive-Compulsive
Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.
I like perfection in my school work but who doesn't! I need the good marks! But it's only in work that's important...people who know me know me as not the most organized in my life...yes I do set unreasonable high standards for myself...but it's a thing I've grown with..my parents have drilled near perfection in my head...I'm very critical of myself and avoid a lot of decision making cause I don't like making mistakes but I do voice my thoughts and opinions...and sometimes I'm critical of others cause I want them to become better at something....but I love working in teams! It's so interesting the ideas that people come up with in a team! Everyone thinks differently and I love watching people's creative sides! I love taking time to help others with anything...school work, money, etc etc! And yes I do have a hard time expressing my true emotions sometimes...and that gets to my friends cause I usually keep feelings inside...loll!
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[30 Jan 2003|06:57pm] |
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It feels so weird having a full course load again instead of going to work in the mornings...hmmm...gotta get use to having to think again! Lol! But sooo much work is not good! Even if it is just review! Man am I getting ever lazy!! Though for my Calculus class I figure we are going to fall behind with the sub teacher we have right now...still doing review and he doesn't even do notes! Just little jots on the blackboard!
There was this whole assembly that was said to be only for option sheets for next year...but it turned out to be also a shameless promotion for school activities! How Ridgemont of them! Lol!
I'm just thinking now...it's my last year in high school...next is university...scary thought really. I wish the new cirriculum was after us, but no...no more extra year. It's very stressful...thinking of all the work that we have the put in now...OAC stuff pushed down a grade...40 hours community service...double cohort, meaning fighting to get into the university/college programs we want...damn...Well gotta get cracking on my hmwrk...got a test in Physics tomorrow and must keep up marks...blah!
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