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[19 Jul 2004|07:26pm] |
had a fun weekend... went to the mall and chilis yesterday with steph chris and erica... it was fun we went to shop for other people but ended up spendin too much on ourselves lol but hey steph our sweaters are hella cute for this weekend lol chilis was mm good... too bad the elephant bar was freakin packed though :(
today suck at first i was there alone at work grr but oh well yeah for not workin friday, were shoppin right steph?? lol well road rules is on bye
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[18 Jul 2004|07:45am] |
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Friday night was suppost to go out ended up sitting at home....
Saturday chris and i spontaniously decided to go to santa cruz and headed for the coast... It w as beautiful.
We went shopping at Urban Outfitters (my new favorite store) The oneil shop and the Pacific Surf Shop... I bought a cute pink tube top from U.O. and some Oneil sandels from The Oneil Shop.. Saw a creepy guy who told us "Its Gone like the wind, just like your soul"... oooookkk time to leave lol. We headed off looking for SFC surf shop but got lost, so we drove around and made our way to the board walk... We ate some food that wasnt too great and then i got my chocolate dip cone... mmmmm soo good.. walked around for a bit then decided to go look for FSC again... got lost yet again then found it. Chris bought a surfboard and leash for our trip to L.A. and then we headed to Manresa... As we pull up My old buddy J-diddy called (jonathan) He is coming home YEAH after three years... I missed that kid so much... We talked for a while then i layed out on the beach and then talked to steph and told her the good news.... Anywho the beach was great but way too hot. We were there for a couple hours and then got hungry at 5 and decided to head home...After almost getting hit by a stupid guy in a civic we got some gas in san jose and a girl shoulder tapped chris to get her some cigerettes which was funny becuz if you know chris you know how against smoking he is. lol but he did it and we headed to dublin to eat... We had TGI Fridays and it was yummy.. I talked to steph for like ever about going out that night, the wedding, birthdays and stuff Im so glad she is home now and im gonna be way to sad when my best freind of almost 14 years leaves me, what will tweedledumb be without tweedle dumber?!?!?!?! anywho then yeah we were home..
I got all ready to go out and nothing happened yet again :/ so we went to bed becuz we were exhausted anyway..
Got a good idea for my birthday.. Campin at manresa heck yea... anyone wana come were gonna book the sites asap..:)
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[18 Jul 2004|07:27am] |
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Im sooo beat... goodness
Friday night was suppost to go out ended up sitting at home....
Saturday chris and i spontaniously decided to go to santa cruz and headed for the coast... It w as beautiful.
We went shopping at Urban Outfitters (my new favorite store) The oneil shop and the Pacific Surf Shop... I bought a cute pink tube top from U.O. and some Oneil sandels from The Oneil Shop.. Saw a creepy guy who told us "Its Gone like the wind, just like your soul"... oooookkk time to leave lol. We headed off looking for SFC surf shop but got lost, so we drove around and made our way to the board walk... We ate some food that was too great and then i got my chocolate dip cone... mmmmm soo good.. walked around for a bit then decided to go look for FSC again... got lost yet again then found it. Chris bought a surfboard and leash for our trip to L.A. and then we headed to Manresa... As we pull up My old buddy J-diddy called (jonathan) He is coming home YEAH after three years... I missed that kid so much... We talked for a while then i layed out on the beach and then talked to steph and told her the good news.... Anywho the beach was great but way too hot. We were there for a couple hours and then got hungry at 5 and decided to head home...We got some gas in san jose and a girl shoulder tapped chris to get her some ciggerettes which was funny becuz if you know chris you know how against smoking he is. lol but he did it and we headed to dublin to eat... We had TGI Fridays and it was yummy.. I talked to steph for a like ever about the goping out that night, the wedding, birthdays and stuff and then yeah we were home..
I got all ready to go out and nothing happened yet again :/ so we went to bed becuz we were exhausted anyway..
Got a good idea for my birthday.. Campin at manresa heck yea... anyone wana come were gonna book the sites asap..:)
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[11 Jul 2004|04:49pm] |
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Well this weekend totally flew by.... lets see if i can even remember what i did...
Friday night went and saw the notebook.
Ran to target to buy my daddy the beach boys CD i just bought ( he's been giving me a hard time cuz i bought it and its his favorite group)
Saturday went shopping for mandi's baby... spent $71 oops...
Went to the mall, big sales happend.. so i bought a hoodie sweater, a olive green lacy tanktop and a 2-fer shirt from aeropastle.. and a nixon watch and nixon shirt that says naughty on the front and sometimes on the back, way cute...
Ended up not be able to go to the shower becuz my great grandma is in the icu...
Talked to steph..
Planned our trip tp L.A. on the 4th of next month (yeah for hunnington beach, newport, hollywood, and universal studios...)
Planned another trip for october to disneyland for my birthday Yeah! anyone wanna come?
Saturday night was extremly bored, finally at 8 ended up going to Strings with chris for dinner, had some awesome stuffed cheese shells
Came home watched drop dead fred and then fell asleep..
Sunday morning Woke up to the smell of food and helped my dad cook breakfast... mm frenchtoast.
Sunday afternoon matty and taylor went swimming in tays princess castle pool we got her for her birthday..
Chris and i ran to Pontes and got some thelmas frozen lemonade... mm good..
Went to the store and bought food for lunch..
Made a fat lunch that was extremely yummy.. Ribs, Steak, salad, french bread, and my famous shrimp pasta salad (sorry steph ill make it went ya get home)
Now im tired, chris is golfing with my daddy so im thinkin im gonna take a little nap... ketch up on sleep before work starts tomorrow :(.. but yeah for leavin in a couple weeks :) and guess what im probably getting a 68' camero, my all time favorite car boy am i excited... goodnite yall. ill be back on later after my nap :)
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grr, ive been so busy.. work work work... but hey i got a raise yeah for 11 an hour now mmm yeah..
chris and i went to target and i got the beach boys cd i love it...... yeah... and i bought yella makeup cuz i can lol (hey cass im glad your swelling went down, no more lemon head... yeah!)
Last nite we saw the notebook, i freakin bawled omg.... that was soo sad..
Today im going baby shoppin for little Tatum.. mandis babyshower is tonight... well im off to babiesRus ttyl xoxo Mellie
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grr, ive been so busy.. work work work... but hey i got a raise yeah for 11 an hour now mmm yeah..
chris and i went to target and i got the beach boys cd i love it...... yeah... and i bought yella makeup cuz i can lol (hey cass im glad your swelling went down, now more lemon head... yeah!)
Last nite we saw the notebook, i freakin bawled omg.... that was soo sad..
Today im going baby shoppin for little Tatum.. mandis babyshower is tonight... well im off to babiesRus ttyl xoxo Mellie
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[06 Jul 2004|08:27pm] |
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Blaring my new sugarcult cd, its awesome.... :) chris bought me this cd, butterlfy effect, a cte bracelet and gum how sweet i know!
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[05 Jul 2004|08:47pm] |
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So friday we leave togo camping it was so nice getting out of teca for a couple days mmm yeah... We come home rest for like 5 minutes get ready and go to cassies for the 4th bbq, had some bomb ass carne asada and some other good food... and i must say the fireworks didnt completly suck this year...
Today we went to santa cruz it was the best... minus getting lost on the way up and ending up in palo alto and taking the senic route through half moon bay... it was actually a beautiful drive... i was kinda ify driving there seeing how foggy it was but as soon as we stepped foot on manresa beach the fog lifted and it was beautiful let me tell ya.... im totally sun burnt right now it was insanley hot. After leavin manresa we hit up the board walk wich was tons of fun just walkin around and looking at stuff... we almost died trying to leave our parking spot cuz major road rage came up between two people wanting out spot and of course we were stuck and couldnt get out due to them blockin us... it ended with the other guy sayin i wont take no for an answer and opening his trunk and the other guy speeding off, it was crazy..
we saw 16 highway patrols from teca to santa cruz pullin people over hella crazy.... The ride home was great we left around 5:30 got in tracy at 7:00 and ate at Chevys and made it home in 15 minutes.... today was awesome and i cant wait to go back yeah for the beach.. there was absolutly no traffic at all and it was a beautiful warm day, now ill be dreamin till we go back..
Now im exhausted from no sleep and my toasted butt is off to bed :) Nite yall
Next weekend - saramento mall, old town sac, movies and Cafe new orleans :)
Weekend to follow- back to santa cruz for another fun filled day :)
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So friday we leave togo camping it was so nice getting out of teca for a couple days mmm yeah... We come home rest for like 5 minutes get ready and go to cassies for the 4th bbq, had some bomb ass carne asada and some other good food... and i must say the fireworks didnt completly suck this year...
Today we went to santa cruz it was the best... minus getting lost on the way up and ending up in palo alto and taking the senic route through half moon bay... it was actually a beautiful drive... i was kinda ify driving there seeing how foggy it was but as soon as we stepped foot on manresa beach the fog lifted and it was beautiful let me tell ya.... im totally sun burnt right now it was insanley hot. After leavin manresa we hit up the board walk wich was tons of fun just walkin around and looking at stuff... we almost died trying to leave our parking spot cuz major road rage came up between two people wanting out spot and of course we were stuck and couldnt get out due to them blockin us... it ended with the other guy sayin i wont take no for an answer and opening his trunk and the other guy speeding off, it was crazy..
we saw 16 highway patrols from teca to santa cruz pullin people over hella crazy.... The ride home was great we left around 5:30 got in tracy at 7:00 and ate at Chevys and made it home in 15 minutes.... today was awesome and i cant wait to go back yeah for the beach.. there was absolutly no traffic at all and it was a beautiful warm day, now ill be dreamin till we go back..
Now im exhausted from no sleep and im off to bed :) Nie yall
Next weekend - saramento mall, old town sac, movies and Cafe new orleans :)
Weekend to follow- back to santa cruz for another fun filled day :)
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[18 Jun 2004|01:28pm] |
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well its been a while since ive wrtten in here so lets ketch up.... my parents were gone all week which was a nice break, work was sorta crapy all week but whatever ill get over it.. wednesday night we decided to go swimming at like 8 at night and then got in the pool around 9... it was soo much fun dang your nipples can cut glass lol, drea i thought i felt a warm spot.. so yeah its was totally fun, drea, steph, cassie, chris, me, bryant, and jolee went swimmin then micah and brian stopped by then the brian and troy stopped in... so yeah it was fun minus the albers drama going on in the house lol we took it back in time with my 80s cd and cassies 90's cd ( which you forgot at my house)... yeah fun stuff and im glad everyone came i love my friends and enjoyed makin a new one... I realized the past is the past and if you dont let go of it how can you move on into the future..
so this week was fun, and i cant wait to leave for hollywood in august im psyched mmm hunnington newport and long beach :)
disneyland in October... wanna come??
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| ill translate the last journal entry for yall |
[13 Jun 2004|04:18pm] |
had alot of fun, too frekin drunk omg umm yehaoi like it... i havnetn been drunk nin liek two months...mmm BIg boy... what are the chances t his shose works, skirt hahah in the sfavcce im ouht xoxo melllllllllie
Had a lot of fun, too freakin drunk, omg yeah i like it.. i havent been drunk in like two months.. mmm big boy... what are the chances this hose works, squirt hahaha in the face. im out xoxo Mellie
So last night was a blast although i was bummed at first about not having anything at my casa, but whatever still had fun.. got extremely faded, its been forever. and to answer your question, yes we could hear a bomb go off lol can ya blame us really?? lol well im feeling sick so im going to back to sleep goodnite yall xoxo Mellie
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had alot of fun, too frekin drunk omg umm yehaoi like it... i havnetn been drunk nin liek two months...mmm BIg boy... what are the chances t his shose works, skirt hahah in the sfavcce im ouht xoxo melllllllllie
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so yesterday my mom and i were planning vaca for next year... We're thinkin Hawaii cuz they havent been and i miss it soo much... then it totally hit me omg im getting married when i was like well it wont be too much for our room, ill pitch in and my mom was like, wont you want to stay with your husband in your own room... i was like omg thats right, i will be married... how exciting is that?? Yeah for me lol
today i cleaned my room all morning andi still washin clothes i have way too many... my parents leave tomorrow morning, im think kickback tomorrow night possibly.. My favorite song just came on its old but, goodness i love it becuz to me it reminds me of chris and i soo much, we've accomplished the first verse and soon well be onto the second and then the rest... Its the best feeling to know ill be spending the rest of my life with him... ahhhhh xoxo Mellie
Remember when I was young and so were you
and time stood still and love was all we knew
You were the first, so was I
We made love and then you cried
Remember when
Remember when we vowed the vows
and walked the walk
Gave our hearts, made the start, it was hard
We lived and learned, life threw curves
There was joy, there was hurt
Remember when
Remember when old ones died and new were born
And life was changed, disassembled, rearranged
We came together, fell apart
And broke each other's hearts
Remember when
Remmeber when the sound of little feet
was the music
We danced to week to week
Brought back the love, we found trust
Vowed we'd never give up
Remember when
Remember when thirty seemed old
Now lookn' back it's just a steppin' stone
To where we are,
Where we've been
Said we'd do it all again
Remember when
Remember when we said when we turned gray
When the children grow up and moved away
We won't be sad, we'll be glad
For all the life we've had
And we'll remember when
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[06 Jun 2004|05:25pm] |
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So we went to lynn and gregs wedding last night, it was great, chris caught the garder, which means he's the next to get married which is sooo true, and its blue so im wearing in my wedding for my something blue cute eh? we danced and had so much fun... it got me totally excited for ours and i cant wait :)
Today we went to grand events and to this other wedding store, we bought everything for our favors now we have to start putting them together the not so fun part lol.... and i bought my garder, its pink and white and way too cute. I love it.. were gonna go get some more stuff this weekend, im just having issues finding my ring bearer pillow and my champagne glasses for me and chris, im already stressin about the little things like that so i know this is gonna be a tought year, but fun or course ;) .. so yeah this is soo much fun!
i need to go dress shopping soo bad grr but i got flaked on today :( thats gay.. well chris and i are gonna go give taylor her b-day presents i cant believe she's 3 already goodness...
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Soo this week went by soo fast.... kinda sucked at work iwas still kinda sick but luckily today im completely over it :) finally~!
It was so sweet on tuesday i was leaving work and chris brought me roses :) how sweet is he, goodness i love him so much he just ahh i dont know, cant explain it..
Today i went to the mall after i got off work and bought some cute shirts and an incredibly cute pink bracelett..
I need to go shopping to get my sisters best friends wedding present, Its tomorrow, im gonna cry... lol and mines next :) This girl witnessed our first kiss in 7th grade :) aww how cute she is part of the reason chris and iare together now, she was dating his brother at the time and her and my sister are best friends so they helped get us together awww cute huh?
Im listening to the best song and its makin me wanna watch my favorite movie so i think im gonna do that and cry like alwayslol, mm Beaches
Well i gotta go my sister is coming by to borrow my clothes for the rehersal dinner tonight (shes the maid honor) ill hit this up later :) xoxo Mellie
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So yesterday was fun, chris and i met up with Steph, Ash, Joey, and Matt at La Morenita which was incredibly good mmm yeah fajitas... We had a god time at lunch and yall i think we despretly need to plan a trip to disneyland ASAP..
Then chris and i went shopping at the mall i bought two pairs of capris and a pink shirt :) oh and some way cute flip flops... it was a good day minus still being sick grrr
So today im still sick everyones at church and im sleepin and layin around...
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[29 May 2004|07:55am] |
Despite the horrible, well life ive been having it was nice yesterday to spend time with my best friend and steph every now and then you just gotta get some hard core with rave beats lol
So yeasterday i didnt work which was great becuz i was sick, i layed around all morning and then went to stephs, came home layed on the couch got everything ready to go out that night then passed out in my bed and didnt wake up... grrrr.
Now im awake and im still feeling like crap i just wish this would go away xoxo Mellie
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So today was the longest day... well ever.. I went to work feel terrible, we didnt have patients until 1:00 felt even worse after lunch and thenworked until 5 after patients were done cleaning up the office, i got paid 50 bucks for like 2 house of cleaning this whole week cuz our cleaners are gone lol
so i got off at 5:30 come home and no one is there and since im usually the last home from work im kind of worried, i call my moms cell no answer, i call my sisters no answer, finally i call my dads cell, and he tells me they are at the E.R. so im like wtf really irritated that no one had the decencie to call me considering i was a block away at work.. come to find out my little sister had a major anxiety attack her arm and hands were numb, couldnt breath and they were there for two hours, they have no clue why, they finally pumped her up on drugs and she calmed down and they sent her home, so were at home for while and i look over and she is bawlin for no reason at all and started to have another panick attack, it took us over an hour to calm her down again hopin she wouldnt have to go back to the e.r. so tomorow instead of enoying her last day of her freshmen year shell be at the doctors.... totally crazy it came out of no where, she has never had one before and she doesnt know why she did..
then im searchin for something to eat bein i wasnt feeling good nothing sounded too great... and i come to the realization after hearing my parents talk that they really are getting a divorce and it sucks, so ive been kinda down since then. its weird it bugs me that they are throwin away 24 years for what?? i dont get it.
Besides all that ive just been kind of down lately anyway, i pretty much feel like i have no control over my life and i hate that. but whatever, i guess ill get over it yanno..
Im off to bed to end this day, because well honestly i just cant take it anymore... goodnite
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