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Below are the 2 most recent journal entries.

 

 
  2003.11.21  05.34



Just remembered i have this journal so i figured i would write more in depth stuff in here than in the other places.

So depression has become yet the biggest thing in my life.Its consumed me completely, wholey.

I have lost all i love and all i care about yet again, and instead of standing up and brushing myself off like i always do, i am giving up. I have thrown in the towel and am done with hope. Everytime i get better, and i find love it is stripped away from me... so whatever i give up. Life wins.

 
 


 
  2003.05.02  09.42



So im going to give bluty.com a try... i figure i might as well. Ive been using LJ, but hey its worth a shot :-)



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