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Friday, December 3rd, 2004
1:22 am - past my bedtime
its really late and i should go to bed. Carlie is already there. But i am just stuck up waiting for someone to show up who i know never will. Trying to impress people is more important than most things to certain people. How is it that someone can become so obsessed about another? I dont mean obsessed like love, but obsessed where they just want to be around the person, to impress them, to make them like them. Its quite sickening to watch really. Luckily in this case, the person doesnt know that he puts such a spell on people.

current mood: irritated
current music: nothing

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Thursday, November 18th, 2004
1:07 am - ggrrrr
you know whats REALLY FUCKING GAY? When you have a "friend" who you confide all your feelings in, especailly feelings about guys, or a certain guy, then, when that friend's guy doesnt turn out to wokr for the best, she goes after YOUR guy instead, when she knows you like him! I am so pissed. I just can't fathom how someone can do that. I would have a little bit more understanding if there was drinking involved, or if the friend and the guy were close to begin with, but NO. This friend just went in right for the kill. How sick is that. And now she is ruining our night, because she wont leave, and a certain party starter that we all know and love wont show up unless she is gone. Grrr. Fuck all this drama.

current mood: cranky
current music: Simon And Garfunkle- Bridge Over Troubled Water

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Thursday, November 11th, 2004
11:09 pm
i laughed at some entries my friends left on Blurty because they were rather humerous for the mood i am in. I am doing everything in my power to avoid studying for my german test tomorrow. I feel bad because Jamie is in here working and i'm all like....fuck it. Too much memorization right now. I'm too lazy for that shit.

Elvis costello is the shit. His music makes me so happy. Seine Musik macht mich happy. Or something. Fuck it i dont know. Who's up for failing and losing their scholarship? ME ME ME ME ME!!!

These gummi bears i am eating taste like shitty piss-fuck. It is odd because normally they taste great. Must just be a bad bag.

I didnt brush my teeth today and they are skank and a half. They get more yellow everday. Fuck these teeth i am buying some hot ones. Old people have the right idea. And i bit my cheek today and it was all cut up and bloody and gross. I was pretty pissed off about it.

Wanna know something cool? I lost my fucking license. Yeah fuck that. Pissed.

I'm copying and pasting this entry into my other journal, so you dont need to read both and waste time.

Shit shit you guys, fire zee misselles! But i'm ley tired.... <----- story of my life.

current mood: apathetic
current music: Elvis Costello- Riot Act

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Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
3:05 pm - pissed the fuck off
i hate bush with an outstanding passion. in the past four years he has made it possible to have my stepfather working mroe hours for less pay and less benefits, all with the lingering thought of being laid off hanging over his head. Whats more, is that like Patty said, Bush wants to reinstate the draft. I dont know about you, but i certainly dont want to be forced to fight in a war i dont beleive in, nor do i want to fight and die for a president that ignores me (the middle class). So fuck bush and all his big headed ideas, all his ego, and all of his "morals." These past four years have been hell, at least for my family i know, and i am not looking forward to four more with this asshole. Anyone up for moving to Canada?

current mood: angry
current music: nothing

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Monday, November 1st, 2004
2:29 pm
I love Snoop Dogg. He is cool as shit. I told T that Snoop is a better boyfriend then he is. "To the nigger that be talkin shit while he's holdin his dick he....better lay low." I love snoop.

current mood: COOL
current music: Snoop Dogg

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2:09 pm
fuck you carlie

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Wednesday, October 27th, 2004
8:14 pm - pooooooooontang
i just got flashe dby a boy in a cheerleading outfit. Hmmm....

Well tonight we had trick-or-treaters in the hall. they were pretty cute. Carlie and i sat outside our room and gave away candy, and counted how many kids were crying after having to go through the First West haunted hallway. It was sad, yet unbeleivably hilarious at the same time. It was a pretty scary hall. But now it is off to HIP rehearsal. w00t not. Then i aint doin shit for the rest of the night. Fuck that is cool.

current mood: morose
current music: radiohead- 2+2=5 (The Lukewarm)

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Sunday, October 10th, 2004
2:37 am - HEY FUCKEIERS!
WElcome to the ms beo shot. deep darl michigan. hey saysah seaman thais one is for you buz yi are cool as shit. i am trying nor to pass out as i righ tthina. my head is ll lik e whooooooooooo but then tonigh i was like zHEYYYY and he wans like heyyy!! i then he left. he poops. i was slirty. oops. oh well he's hot. ok sarah youa re my gicl!!!!!!1

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Thursday, October 7th, 2004
2:48 pm - dont wanna
i dont want to practice but i have to booo. I have a lesson today and i havent practiced for it at all since last week whoops. But i showered today w00t for me. I deserve a cookie. I have been really sad lately. Just a lot of things have been confusing me. Things that shouldnt be confusing me at all. Grrr i just wish i could know what is going to happen in the end.

Today i walked in on Brian in his boxers. I felt really bad, although i was far from scarred if you know what i mean. Maybe i'll let him walk in on me in my underware and that way we will be even.

I am sad in pants now. Maybe this weekend will help me get happier in that area. I have a feeling it wont though. I'm a bad person.

current music: Michael Jackson- Thriller

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Tuesday, October 5th, 2004
1:02 am - HMM.
i dont know why i am so confused and complacent lately. I think i will just go to bed.

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Friday, September 24th, 2004
11:17 am - ok wow
so i was sitting here listening to DIE MUTHERFUCKERS DIE!!! You know, that song on Office Space, when i decided to blow my nose. HOLY SHIT. This big nasty was of green globy snot came out. It was so F'n huge. It was probably the size of a 50 cent peice. It was so gross. But i have a honker ass nose, so it's to be expected. Well, thats all i have to say!!!

current mood: amused
current music: Damn It Feels Good To Be A Gangsta

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Sunday, September 19th, 2004
6:28 pm - fun times
It puts the lotion on its skin....or else it gets the hose again... IT PUTS THE LOTION ON ITS SKIN AND RUBS IT IN HIMSELF. DAMN NIGGA!!!!!!!!

Damn it feels good to be a gangsta. Real gansta ass niggas dont flex nuts, cuz real gansta ass niggas know they got 'em.

current mood: lonely
current music: It Puts The Lotion On Its Skin

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Thursday, September 9th, 2004
9:20 am - FUCKIN TIRED
i'm tired from partying and my skin is peeling. Good Goddamn. Time to put on deoderant.

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Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
4:29 pm - band time almost
Now that classes have started, i have realized that the college schedual is the shit-diggity. I do a whole lot of nothing all day, except for three hours of class. I wish high school was like that. Jamie just walked by the window. Our damn german books arnt in, and who knows when they will be. I really want to eat my Kinder-Bueno, but i am forcing myself not to. That is my last resort of...ness.

current mood: chipper
current music: Modest Mouse

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Saturday, September 4th, 2004
5:35 pm
i want to fall asleep. Ughers.

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12:33 am - yo ho
la la la la i am bored. I want to drink but it takes time to get alcholhoadldsfsafaf

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Sunday, August 8th, 2004
10:56 am
i havent updated in Blurty in a long while. It is a beautiful summer day outside, so thats why i am inside listening to music. Do you ever get those days where you want to go through your wardrobe and totally revamp your style? I am having one of those days today, but i am too lazy to commit myself to finding cool clothes. I suppose i will later after i find a movie on TV to fall asleep to. Sounds like a great plan to me.

current music: Butthole Surfers- Pepper

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Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
2:24 pm
i pooped today

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Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
12:31 pm - blurty blows
today we got our yearbooks. they are ok, but i still think our sophomore year one's were better. I cant update on deadjournal because that site is restricted on the school internet. Anyways, its been hard to sign people's yearbooks because it's senior year, so you ahve to right good stuff and not dumb crap. So now i am sitting in Mr k's office not doing much of anything because i dont have a class that i need to be at. Mr K wants me to draw stuff for his walls in his drumroom, so i will give him a couple. I think i will draw some Dr Suess stuff. Anyways, i think i am going to check out the senior memory book some more, so peace out.

current mood: geeky
current music: Computer hum, my favorite song

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Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
4:52 pm - i shat today
i have an itchy foot and that makes me an itchy bitchy. T is supposed to be home soon. FUCKER DUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO PISSED AT MY FOOT! I HATE DAMN MOSQUITOS!!!!! OH FUCK BUT ITS OK JUST I JUSR SAW A HOT ASS MOFO ON TV!!! HIS NAME IS LEGOLAS!@!! I JUST CREAMED MY JEANS, GOTTA GO!!!

current mood: horny
current music: :)

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