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I've been having a hard time, I'm remembering things I don't want to- and things I never knew. I remember being friends with Minako in fourth grade... which bugs me. The little bitch, maybe it wasn't a memory, just a dream.. correction.. nightmare. But it's so vivid, and everyone was there. Haruka, Michiru, Usagi, Ami, Minako, Rei, Makoto...

And something about a key.. and a gate.. I don't get it. Am I supposed to open some gate with some key? I'm so confused, but I feel like I know the answer. If only I knew the question...

Well I'm off to gym. I wonder what we're playing today?

Life isn't fair.. they say. But what's not fair about it? Everyone gets what they deserve.. don't they?

Yesterday I was in the quad at lunch, Haruka was with me and we were talking.. kind of. Then that Makoto girl came over, and I left. I really.. don't know why, I feel kind of fidgety around her. I was walking towards the front of the school to find Michiru and failed, later I found out she went back to Haruka.. and I had totally missed her. I don't know what's with me lately, I prefer mostly to be alone and sometimes I fade into my own world. When I was walking to the front of the school, I heard a few voices chatting and one of them was familiar; so I stopped. It was Minako, and that girl Rei. I felt like my chance had come to get revenge when Rei left, I wanted to knock the lights out of Minako, let me tell you. But.... when I walked in, she was crying, and my heart went out to her. You know, she's kind of nice when you get to know her...

...I don't know what's wrong with me...

MS