TNT's Journal

Sunday, May 9, 2004

5:29AM

(tired, but not sleepy--at least i don't think so. haha "i don't think so[, missy...haha "missy" oh karen...].")

um, so i am most definitely an e-journal whore.

list:

-2 diarylands
-1 blogger
-1 livejournal
-1 xanga.

all my little friendsters at school have xangas, so i use this the most. however, the "LJ," as the kids are calling it these days, is getting frequented more and more each day.

edit: um, i definitely left the blurty off that list.

Current mood: tired
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Tuesday, December 30, 2003

4:52AM - Rupert Everett

uncredited appearance as Christopher Marlowe in "Shakespeare in Love"

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Tuesday, December 16, 2003

6:45AM

yay for the Smashing Pumpkins!

Current mood: freaked out (in a bad way)
Current music: "Siamese Dream"--The Smashing Pumpkins
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6:43AM

i have about an hour until i have to leave and take my (damned) final. this means i have to crank out 2 or 3 (GOOD) pages of my question (aka essay) 1--we have 2 essays to turn in @ 8 a.m. and then an in-class final......... the in-class is worth 15% of our semester grade. the essay portion is worth 15% of the semester grade. save me.

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Wednesday, December 10, 2003

2:31AM

Aaaawww!! How cute! Patrick Swayze played Prince Charming in Disney on Parade.

Allegedly, he once said:
"Good-looking people turn me off. Myself included."

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2:16AM - Regret

People I admire/respect:

Patrick Swayze
The late Gregory Hines
Michael J. Foxxx
Johnny Depp

I stand in awe of their talent.

I am also awestricken by the talent of David Bowie, but he is in a separate category, due to the fact that he's David Bowie. He's in a different genre, if you will.

So I've been thinking about this theatre thing (yes--STILL.) I would have to quit my job and would only be able to work during the summer. This means I would have to try and intern for Telecom, work, and take Spanish during both summer sessions this year. I would have to work my ass off in all three of these areas (which would not be a problem compared to what I should be doing during the school year), and work as many extra hours as possible at my summer job. I consider this and tell myself "I can do that. It would be no problem at all." The summer stuff at least... I don't know if I could handle not working during the school year. I really need money. I know I will forever (until I die--not actually forever) live in regret if I do not pursue this....I will continue to ramble on about it as I am doing know--however, I am still not sure if I will ever develop the guts to undertake this endeavour. Also, I am not sure if I will be able to get the loans and whatnot to pay for school if I have to quit my job in order to pursue this theatre business, which I lust after with all of my being. (Yes. You read that properly.) I know the money thing should not bother me so much, because if I have to undertake all the loan money crap to pay for school on my own, at least the family doesn't have to worry about it...and it seems as if it is not COMPLETELY impossible for me to gain this money. Also, money (in a perfect world) would not have anything to do with me pursuing theatre. I don't even know.... Plus, --gah! I just don't know what to do. What I will probably wind up doing is sitting here and failing all my finals because I am agonizing over this rather than studying my ass off.

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1:44AM - "Havana Nights"

My thoughts on the Dirty Dancing sequel:
1) A "retelling of a classic love story" is a load of crap--there is no substitute for Dirty Dancing.
2) I question the artistic motives--they seem to be tainted by the quest for money.....(see thought 1)
3) What role is Patrick Swayze's character going to undertake in this production?
4) There is no denying that I love dancing (especially choreography), so I plan on seeing it. I'm rather curious about it.

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Saturday, December 6, 2003

12:26PM

veganism (for a week) in small college towns in central texas makes me hungry

Current mood: amused
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Thursday, December 4, 2003

11:38PM - BIC faculty apprec banquet tonight

he's cute--heehee it's funny--when i saw him before i didnt think so (this was last year)
heehee matching shoes--aaw
he's not too thin. it's just goodness. (haha thin like a lizzy)

i love the cure

yep--i've found out i look good in earthtones--but i still love wearing black

I LIVE UNDER A ROCK! (and it's not so hot...) ahaha that was a slanty sort of rhyme....

yeah. so the last member is leaving.

club and club--inequality

ha i was totally going to watch will and grace and scrubs tonight too.....haha yeah. those are shows on TV i will actually watch.

prmeth=bombed 20% of it all *stabbing self with a rapier*

haha i decided maybe i should try and be in BICLC next year....hahaha yep. ME.

no ulterior motives. just because.

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Wednesday, December 3, 2003

2:53PM

That's a no-go on yesterday's "call back."

I bought PB on Sunday and I'm already about 1/2 done with it. Peanut butter is all i ever eat when I'm at school--is it so wrong that it only takes me like a week to finish the jar? Plus I've been going vegan the past couple of days, so I have to attain some sort of sustenance.

Aaaw--my amig got asked out yesterday--that's so cute! (by one of her freshmen)

Fresh Men

Refreshment

I hemmed up my new brown corduroys yesterday (i guess i spelled that right...maybe).

Not much else to say, There is.

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Saturday, November 22, 2003

1:56PM

just read "One of These Days," by Gabriel García Márquez

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1:51PM

i am so thankful for gracious social world teachers.
ha BIC was so amusing yesterday.
i still need to get my schedule figured out.
gar!
i still love (musical) theatre--i just don't know if i'll ever study it. i might just fruitlessly talk about it a lot... that would be depressing.

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Thursday, November 20, 2003

11:20PM

A cute Lambda came by to talk to Jason @ work today. Aaw--he had a labret piercing.

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1:39AM - GARF

I like the Goo Goo Dolls ***************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************

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Wednesday, November 19, 2003

10:19AM

*DROWNING!!!*

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10:16AM

so last night and today my current theme song was/is "Bleeder" by alkaline trio

Current music: "Bleeder"--Alkaline Trio
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10:12AM

SHIT! I am so goshdamned fucked!

(huge natural world paper due today and it must be done before my 12 p.m. class. i have an hour and a half before i leave for it. JESUS SAVE ME!!)

ha. *cockney accent* 'oly fuck. *end cockney accent* i am sooo screwed.......

BLUURRRRRRRRG!

VOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMITTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GAH!

*dies*

Current music: oddly enough, i am listening to alkaline trio.
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Friday, November 14, 2003

5:47PM

so it may or may not be over. i'm not sure.

"Her name's Wendy. Don't trip over her."
-Hol

Sooo much shit to do...

my phone is dying.

i forgot what i was going to say.

(not really confused so much as unsure.)

Current mood: confused
Current music: stella can't you hear me yella you're puttin' methroughhella
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Thursday, November 13, 2003

2:55AM - Antiheroes unite

--because I hate Enrique Iglesias.

*VOOOOOOOOOMITTTTTT*

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2:52AM

The one who sleeps little and studies never sleeps through class and angers his/her professors greatly. And maybe I should apologize to Martha Stewart (and AGM), but "It's a bad thing."

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