8:27AM - wow
Its weird to finally realize something about yourself and your state of mind. Its awful to realize that I'm not happy. It has to do with no one except myself. I feel guilty not being happy because I know that I have an amazing life. I don't foresee this lasting long because I really do enjoy life. So I'm sorry if you have spoken to me and I haven't seen like myself. I'm working on it. I had a bit of a breakdown and cried for like three straight hours alone in this stupid house. YEa, I'm not a crier, it was weird. But anyhow thanks for the offers I got to talk, but really the only that can fix this is me. I feel actually physically ill now, but these clouds will part and my sun will shine. Thank u to the one person who has been understanding of me over the past ten years.
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