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[15 Aug 2003|11:31pm] |
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BEACH! i get to go to the beach i get to go to the beach. ah *squeals* i'm so happy. i haven't gone to the beach at all this summer. it's kind of sad. i mean part of me has got a nice tan but i still look ghostly wearing my black bathing suit. lmao meaghan always makes fun of my bum. well upper thighs. she's like don't look into the light! ah i'm blind. so i just tell her i'm a glow worm, the light comes out my bum.
the power outage was fun. i feel so bad for those who still have no power. my house got lucky. real lucky. we got our power back at 8:45pm last night . across the street from us didn't get it back til around 3 today. and my friend who lives like the next intersection down didn't get hers back til around 2pm. all over the city random patches had no power. so many grocery stores were closed. malls were closed everything because unless you were a neccessary buisness the government wanted you to stay home. since the power failure was extremely big - all through ontario and many states, getting everyone's power back to 100% is going to take a long time so they're getting lots of people to stay closed and getting a bunch of people to use as little energy as possible because the more energy we save the quicker everyone's power will be back. thankfully hamilton has 100% of our power but there's still so many cities who have little to none, and little to no water as well. toronto only has 50% of their power. people aren't being all that cautious on the road either. a bunch of people aren't treating street lights like 4 way stops. *smacks ignorant drivers*
i got my grad ring! finally it only took them 2 months longer than it should of. but that's okay i got it! and i go to brock in 5 days. well kind of 4 since today is pretty much done but yay. i want to pack now it's kind of sad but whatever!
i think i pulled a muscle in my back. around my rib area but in my back. when i move certain ways it kills, its swollen, when i take deep breaths i can majorly feel it, and my ribs hurt. lol mom says if it doesnt get better or the swelling doesnt go down soon she's going to have to take me in to get it checked out. it's gross. i asked kim if i had a bruise she's like nope but you've got a lump. i was like it is not a lump...just a swollen back probably from the muscle i pulled.
anywho i need to sleep so can wake up at 8:30 tomorrow morning, for the beach *coughs* i'm just a wee bit excited haha
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[09 Aug 2003|03:45pm] |
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i saw it. i saw it. i saw it. finally. me and meaghan went to see pirates of the caribbean today. *jumps around* i've only wanted to see it for how long now but it's okay. i saw me my johnny. it's kind of sad how i have this huge love for someone who is older than my father- kind of disturbing but whatever i love me some johnny. orlando was looking very yummy as well i should add. wow. good movie. hahaha. *parties* mom and kim went to see spy kids 3d. why did i not know elijah was in it? hmm? someone tell me why no one mentioned this to me! lol. oh well. we're getting it at the drive in - yes i'm aware it shall be odd having a 3d movie at a drive in but whatever. anyways mom said she'd take me and meaghan to see it so i can see elijah for the minute he's in it. haha we didnt have enough money to buy anything other than a slushies so we snuck in chicken sandwiches (shut it- it was 12:30 when the movie started..we wanted lunch) and granola bars. the granola bars mostly because i seem to be well .. obsessed with them.
me and megs had a sleepover last night. it was fun. we watched bridget jones's diary and agent cody banks as well as big brother but ya know that's just a given. although that was the very first full episode i've ever seen. we went to comissos to buy ice cream because what good sleepover doesnt have dill pickle chips, orange pop and ice cream? so we decided on the 2L cookies n cream. yummy choice. sadly we managed to eat the entire contents of the box between a time frame of 9pm-9am. haha i feel somewhat sick now but ya know.
we stayed up til around 5am this morning, then we were up before 9. i have to work tonight. jolly good fun. kim says kierans driving us home tonight. he drove her home last night. she didnt get home til after 2 oh boy. i shall have fun trying to stay awake. but its okay. we have S.W.A.T tonight so if i start to doze off i can just look at colin.
alrighty well.. time to go locate my work shirt.
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[08 Aug 2003|04:31pm] |
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josh is stable. *breathes* i know, i know. he's not completely out of the woods yet, and he still hasn't woken up (well.. not that i know of.. i only know of stuff from last night) but they've got him stabilized, which is such a good thing.
so i decided to make this place look like the inside of my new favourite binder. this is somewhat what it looks like.. here's a picture..  yes i'm somewhat off colourwise and everything but ya know.. shut it lol.
meaghan might be sleeping over tonight. yay. i really hope she can. i just saw her monday and tuesday but ya know..kim's gonna be at work and stuff and it'll be fun. yep fun.
the bumblebee flies anyway is such a sad movie. but it's a really good movie. haha i'm so great eh.. i go to blockbuster and what do i rent? tuck everlasting and the bumblebee flies anyway. both movies dealing with death but i dont know. i dont really seem too phased by it. but yes.. elijah wood looks extremely yummy in it but it's still a sad movie.
*snorts* my sister is watching agent cody banks again. she's watched it 3 times since we rented it last night.
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[07 Aug 2003|02:15pm] |
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so i don't know whats going on with grandpa and i also dont know whats going on with josh. it truely bites knowing 2 people you love could possibly be no longer with you and there's not a damn thing you can do about it until someone lets you know. i dont want to think about josh being well, dead. so i'm not going to. as far as i'm concerned he's either still sleeping or he's awake now. i pray that he's okay. and grandpa, well, as much as i dont want him to go..he's been suffering for years. maybe it's just his time to go. and i feel weird saying that because josh has been suffering too..but josh has so much to still live for, grandpa..well he's been around for a long time, he's seen, he's done, he's retired. i dont know i dont make much sense.
i went shopping last night. woo. and i actually bought more than books and socks this time. (although i did buy a book but whatever leave me alone.) i got 2 pairs of jeans. one from old navy and then i actually bought me some american eagle jeans and i think i'm in love. you see i've sworn by old navy jeans since i first bought a pair.. but man i could live in my ae jeans. they were only $40 too! we (me and mom) saw the CUTEST sweater jacket there as well but it's $80. so next pay we're gonna go halfs. i adore it so much. i love it! eep! normally i just shop their clearence racks but oh well! lol
i got the third book in the georgia nicolson confessions - knocked out by my nunga-nungas. the first being angus thongs and full frontal snogging, the second- on the bright side i'm not the girlfriend of a sex god. i want the fourth book, but i can only find it in hard cover right now. i payed $10 for each of the other ones, there's no way i'm paying $25 for the fourth.
and i got a cute binder for school from chapters. it's like a dark pinkish colour with a striped inside! i <33 it!
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[03 Aug 2003|03:23pm] |
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I'm not too sure how I'm feeling. I mean I didn't see him all that often. Him and my Grandma got a divorce a long time ago and they both remarried. Anyways he lives in Fort Erie so. We used to go up and see him - I wanna say all the time but it wasn't ALL the time I just saw more of him. But stuff happened and Shelia hung up on my mother and ever since it's like mom's disowned him. I'm not sure how she's doing right now. I mean I'm sure she's upset her father is dying but it's kind of like he hasn't really been a father in a sense. She told my aunt she'd say a prayer for him but I guess she's been too scarrd by things in the past, she can't bring herself to go visit him. I know he's a bit of an alcoholic and stuff but from what I remember he seemed fine. He was cool with me and stuff. I don't know. I remember so much. Like everytime we went out there we would always have this certain KFC like chicken but it wasn't KFC it was something else and there was like NO GREASE at all. This one year we were all up and stuff and my and my cousin cindy spent the entire day just listening to his cd collections. We listened to all these musicals and sang away, then we put on Con Te Partiro and tried to sing along as best we could in Italian. I remember his pool. When I was really little there was this dinosaur that I used to float on. We would always go swimming. Two years ago we stopped in for a visit when we were going to Niagara Falls and we brought Shauna and we hung out on the swing and everything. Sheila was never really all that happy but ya know. She was bald too. I remember the first time she ever took her wig off i was so scared. They have this cookie jar thing that plays the JAWS them when you open it and they have those scary scary porcelin clowns. It's weird. I found out Josh was really really sick and I was so unhappy and I just wished I could go visit him in the hospital. I mean he sometimes still thinks he's dying and I'm so upset that I can't just go and sit there with him and make him laugh like I do online. Yet my Grandfather is dying and I'm not even sure how I feel. Like I'm not happy obviously. But I'm not all crying and I'm not wishing we could go to the hospital right away so I can say goodbye. I'm not even sure I'll cry even when he does pass and I feel somewhat badly about that. But I don't know. I really don't.
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[03 Aug 2003|12:50am] |
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i dislike work very muchly.
i've been permanently scarred since i had to see my boss shirtless and sweaty.
i need air in my room. when the fan thing for the air is on my room has been freezing lately. but as soon as that fan goes off hello sauna.
maybe i shoud just strip and walk around naked. lmao .. er no i couldn't do that. even if i'm melting away.
*sighs* i want a boy. but i dont know if i want everything that comes along with having a boy. i think i'm just in kissing withdrawl. kind of sad really. but my friend is going on and on about being scared to kiss and it's just like.. ack. lol
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[28 Jul 2003|08:55pm] |
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weehee
i did...a bad thing lol. after months of being good and not giving in. i chopped my hair :( hahaha. tomorrow i'll miss it. i know i will. and once it gets to the point where i can start to put it up but it's still too short i'll truely curse myself but whatever. lol the person who was supposed to stop me from cutting my hair again as soon as i even thought about it..is in england. i have no will power. no i do. it's just..i like cutting my hair. and it was just at the length where it was too damn hot and gross and everything. something had to be done.
wucha think?
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[25 Jul 2003|04:24am] |
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:/ i think i need sleep..
we're talking about contacts and i said
lMtd time offer: yeah my friend has them
lMtd time offer: she just takes em out and puts them in like she was eating popcorn or something
what the hell?
roland understands me
him: lmfao
him: like popcorn?
lMtd time offer: lmao i have NO IDEA
lMtd time offer: omg
him: hahahahahaha
him: yeah i flush the toilet as if im about to fluff my pillow
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[22 Jul 2003|03:00pm] |
okie.. i have to baby sit my cousins 2 kids tonight because she's going to the american idol concert *sniff sniff* anyways..megan is usually a good baby but every time i babysit her there's always something that's wrong. i havent babysat her in a while but the last time i did she had "i'm a collicy baby and my mummy forgot to tell you" syndrome. lol now adrienne has told me mariah will more than likely be good like she was last time and the only problem i'm going to run into is megan crying from "ah i dont know you where's my mummy" syndrome.. so
any ideas on how i can try to stop the crying once it starts?
btw megan is one and mariah is 3.
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[20 Jul 2003|09:34pm] |
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so i havent updated in a few days. busy with work and movies and stuff. the m channels are playing good movies lately. i watched american outlaws like twice haha we rented how to lose a guy in 10 days. cute movie. totally cheesy and a total chick flick but it was enjoyable. i love kate hudson lol she reminds me of her mother in some of things she says/does. she's only 22! i think i prefer her as a brunette though. alex and emma was another total chick flick but very cute. i want to see how to deal badly. haha i'm stuck in a rut of chick flicks..but i did watch american outlaws twice so it's not just total chick flicks. oo even better chick flicks and a western. although it was a very good westernish movie. *hangs head* i am sad. hahaha. colin farrell looks so cute in it! ee and gregory smith was in it. yay. i've loved him since harriet the spy haha.
i'm gonna go be bored now..but..everyone needs to add adri because she plugged me and she kicks bum so go.. go add her!  dunkychicken thanks :D
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[17 Jul 2003|10:37pm] |
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okay so i'm convinced he's is sick of me. he said he was getting tired of talking to certain people online...i didnt think he meant me but after about a weeks worth of remaining postive and just saying he's busy...it's time to be realistic. thats okay..i can deal with this..i mean its not like he's been around very much lately and when he has he doesnt feel like he's here.
i got michelle branch- hotel paper, the all american rejects, jason mraz- waiting for my rocket to come, and maroon 5- songs about jane today. well technically maroon 5 is mummy's but ya know..its mine lol all of them are really good :)
i hope josh comes online, i gotta ask him something.
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[16 Jul 2003|07:44am] |
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bahh. it bit me!! i dont know what it is exactly but whatever it is BIT ME! i've got 2 bites on my foot and it woke me up at and its ITCHY. ITCHY ITCHY. mummy was like spray perfume on it so i did now it's itching and smells like roots AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i want to go back to sleeeeeeeeeeeeep. damn itching.
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[16 Jul 2003|12:48am] |
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what would you dooOOoo for a klondike bar?
i need to sleep and i cant. i wonder if blurty will make it the right time or if it's going to be the opposite of what it really is. hmm we'll see.
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[15 Jul 2003|09:57pm] |
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wee! thank you adri for the awesome icons! i *heart* them very so muchly. yes! so my first entry open to the public since making this thing friends only. not that you people truely care what goes on in my life but i feel i can reopen this to the public. my older entries will remain friends only so if you truely truely just absolutely need to read them, add me as a friend and comment and i'll add you back. speaking of comments, everybody loves a comment so be a dear and leave me one mkie? thankies!
man i've missed this place. i mean i know i know i've got a blog i can rant and rave on there but its different. i can't explain it. i missed my blurty. but now it's all spiffied up and prettified and i'm going to write even if its just a sentence and stuff but YES!
anyways..i shall certainly write more often so dont worry. i am back. for good.
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