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[26 Apr 2004|09:12pm] |
I got my bump checked out and it's not:
A cyst
A hernia
or..
A swollen lymph note.
The doctors kept prodding and pressing and bothering the shit out of my bump until I thought it would implode and they decided that I have to goto....
A PEDIATRIC SURGEON!
I'm worried.
that's all
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[26 Apr 2004|01:38pm] |
I'm pretty bored, and i'm at home from school right now.. I had a really bad migraine when I woke up, and I felt really queasy, so I stayed home from Henrico. I'm not really sure when i'm going to goto Godwin, but I think I better start getting ready soon.
My grades in school suck, but they aren't as bad as I thought they'd be. I have a C in Spanish, and I thought I had an F, so that was a nice surprise. I have time to change my grades and I think i'm actually going to start caring about school.. I just need some motivation.
Today I decided to weigh myself again to see if I had really lost that pound, and I did. I'm still not comfortable telling people my weight, and I don't even know if I want Christian to know it.. because I do weigh more than him obviously. Not much more, but a little bit more.. but still. I don't know.
My dad just got home.. I'm still feeling sick. I feel like i'm going to throw up, but i'm going to school anyways. My head still hurts but i'm not really sure of what else I can do about it if I already slept an extra 3 and a half hours.
I haven't been getting migraines too often, but I still wish I could be one of those people who barely gets any headaches. That time in the sixth grade that I got bit in the thigh by a Chow felt better than any time i've ever had a migraine... seriously. They suck. I think it's the worst feeling i've ever had.
I remember when I was young and my brother and I would goto Sharons for the weekend, he'd try to make me happier when I had a migraine. He was always a really good brother.. he didn't ditch me for his friends, he took me out with them, and of course he was an asshole like all brothers will be, but oh well.. That's just how it is.. Things seemed so much easier then, besides the migraines and stuff. It's just that, when you're little you just don't care about things. It makes life more fun that way. Life is still fun, it's just filled with a lot of unneccessary stress. Like school.. We're forced to get credits for classes we hate taking.. Like math, jesus christ i'm awful with math. I do try really hard in math, I think it's the only subject I study for..but I always fail. It sucks.
Today i'm getting my bump checked. I'm nervous, it's probably just a swollen gland and its size fluctuates due to hormones, or something.. but it could also be something else.. You never know. I hope it's big today so the doctor can understand why it's bothering me so much. With my luck, though, you won't even be able to feel it.
Jesus Christ, my head is throbbing. I need to do something about this. I'm getting a heating pad or ice.
That's all.
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[25 Apr 2004|05:47pm] |
I'm going to Goodwill today!
I'm going to fuck everything in the store!
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