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Hi!~ [06 Aug 2003|07:47pm]
[ mood | listless ]

Hi all!~
Back just for a few words..
Realised that i haven been together with u all for some time..
I guess something wrong with communication?..
Plus we dont see each other during break time often..
-bleahs-
But whatever it is,just hope tat we keep in contact and stuff like that..
And ya,since ya all are mocing out..
Maybe tell me ur urls so i can add ya all alright..
Take care!~ Cya around in school...

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[08 Jun 2003|05:46pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Heys,me back again..
Just to ask somethings..
U people wan me to link you?..
Cause ur entries can only be seen by friends..
But if u wan me to link you,i will.. =)
anyway,drop by my blog and give comments about it ok?
i din do anything - jiefang helped me with it. =x
i added the links myself.. =) hahx.
anyway,u ppl tc alrights?!..
dun think about the results anymore..
Cya~

Note
SliencedEnigma & Adeline
I added you in my blog. =)

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Im moving out. [07 Jun 2003|12:07pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Heys.I moving out of here..
www.sayuloveme.diary-x.com
Er..Of course I did not do it myself..well.
Thats another thing.Heh.
Yeps.But I will continue to drop by once in a while.
Tc peeps!~

childish piggy in love with freaking lazy kiddie piggy

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I wanna leave this place. [26 May 2003|10:31pm]
Maybe sooner or later I will leave Blurty,cause I dont feel good here.Its totally unwelcoming afterall.I miss the past.Now,im not looking forward to having any fun hanging about here.This feeling is making me sick~ -sighs-
I dont know why,but its like im drifting away from them?..They dont seem to feel it,well..Nvm.I think I should leave this place,and I want to.I cant take it.
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Oh My Gawd - Save Me~ [24 May 2003|10:56pm]
[ mood | embarrassed ]
[ music | Bamble B - Crime Of Passion.mp3 ]

Felt like venting my so-called frustration here,so decided to drop in again.
Oh yes,recently,Cindial's bro started msg-ing me again..My god.He has been doing this for the past 3 nights,and every night its like he never fails to do that please.I never replied his message,because the next step he would most probably take is to ask me to call him.I dont know where he got the guts to message me ever since the incident when my friend 'talked' to him over the phone that caused a sort of quarrel between them.Anyways,I feel like he is irritating me.Haix.Whateverr.I know,some are gossiping that i am so heartless and all that shit,but what the hell do you expect me to do?I am not going to risk it ever again.Really. -sighs-
My kor just msg-ed me.Here's it:
-kor- You like yong jian?
-me- ...No lah,why you ask?...
-kor- He yandao rite?
-me- Yes yes..My opinion is not needed..
-me- Dont xiang y Y leh..
-kor- hahaha...
-me- ...You dont think of stupid ideas leh..
-kor- hahaha...

Somehow,the msg-ing ended when I told him I was born a lamer. *yea,thats me! =)*
And er..I thanked Yong Jian 'cause today he paid for the movie tix and e popcorn.I wanted to give him the money *i swear*, but somehow I felt so paiseh-ed. =x This definitely was not my usual self,you know.The normal Sh disappeared.I dont know why also.Maybe 'cause he is the first guy that I caught a movie with?.. (for your info,he is the 1st that I caught a movie with.really.)Then later when he bought the stuff and all that,I still could not open my friggin big mouth to even say 'thanks' ?! Argh,felt so stupid please.
Until now,I can still feel that paiseh-ness.Damnit.
Okay,I shall leave things to your rich imaginations.NitEx~

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[24 May 2003|09:16pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | -- ]

Just reached home from Bugis. -pHew- What a long day~
Woke up and received message and calls from Yong Tai,asking me to call him.Talked to him for awhile,then hung up.Later,he asked me to call again.After I bathed,call him and conference with him and Gloria.
Went to meet Yong Jian(my kor's friend that was introduced to me - and he is not related to Yong Tai at all please) at Aljunied Mrt Stationg.We went to PS to watch 'Darkness Falls'.He kept trying to scare me,that moron.He also kept on 'suan-ing' me when we talked everytime.When the show just started,he said that he regretted watching 'Darkness Falls' because he wanted to watch 'Ju-On' after watching the preview shown.
After the show,wanted to go off already,but saw Yong Tai at the arcade.Both of them ganged up to 'suan' me,that freak.They talked quite alot to each other (guys,what can I say?),and sort of took turns to 'suan' me.Damn,I had nothing to say,except to let them crap about CS and some computer shit.
Walked around PS after Yong Tai ate,and we were only looking at those stuff toys and stuff like that.After walking for like a century,Yong Tai finally bought something,and we went down to Bugis to meet Bert and my kor + Ben + Ben's sis.We were there only for awhile,and then Yong Tai and I left first,since the rest was going to meet their friends,and I had to go home.Yong Tai gave me the stuff toy he bought,and I did not believe it was for me (somehow I just didn't believe him),so I did not take the stuff toy.
-sIghx- I really am hating the weather now.Its so hoT~ Even at night!~
Okay,shall go take a shower.BuAiz~

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wadda long day... [19 May 2003|10:50pm]
[ mood | hot ]

Wad a tiring day...to start off the day,I was a little late for school..I think its like,the 4th time?!~...
Miss kang gave me that stare as usual..Then gave her the declaration form and sat down for History...
-sighs- My work...I think I gonna flunk at least 3 subjects...seriously..
After school,went opposite school to find cindial..Ate breakfast with Kaixin,Cindial,Charmaine,Winnie,Kalen,Zi hui and Xin yAn..someting lidat..then ate liao brought cindial and charmaine home...Before I stepped out of the house,got another lecture...I have been getting 1001 lectures for the past few days..sO this iS nothiNg...
Went to study with Tricocia..Later on Cindial,Wendy Charmaine and Beeti joined us..after Beeti came,no mood to study already..Haix...What am I going to do man?!...Im such a failure!~ -sighs-
AFter that,walked around and Tricocia went to talk to Jolene (e coral Sec buNg)..sHe sO sKinnY!~ =x
Took a bus and came home..Kor (eE tieN) sAy got this fwen wanna noe me..i talked to him before on the phone - for awhile only..N i labelled him 'lamer'...
Changed and played basketball..In between msged the lamer..Found out that he is maggie's ex stead.. (wTf!) and he said he was just playing with her..No wonder only lasted for 1weeks plus... tSktSk...kOr told me he yandao and bBall pro..like i give a damn bout this.. =x well well..
Now...I just came back half an hour ago..haix..Going le lAh...Go le go le..Stop nagging......! bye~ -sighs-

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[17 May 2003|08:39pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | LuNAcY_Vs_Siao_Kia_-_Siao_Lang_Keng.mp3 ]

well well...
did not do anything today,other than lying around in the house...
smoking...screaming at my mother..
ask her to return me my sim card...
she did not..until just now..
cause she went out with my father..
along went my youngest sister...lolx...
my sister still not back yet...
i guess tonight we not going to play bball already...
so bored now,although im left alone at home with my sister..
sIaNx....
ok,i ciao first lah....
byebye~

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iM bACk~ [17 May 2003|11:54am]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | in my mind(radio edit) - Prezioso feat. Marvin ]

decided to come back already...
hmmx..just now my sister and pt were searching for her hamster.. hamham...
don fool with that hamster..
got code somemore.. =x
anyway,today im gonna stay home and study..
and guess wart?
my mother confiscated my sim card again!@
damnit!
okok..i better go eat lunch...
tC ppl~

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[20 Apr 2003|10:31am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Last Flight Out ]

Stayed home today,because there was nowhere for me to go,and since Beeti and Wendy is here,they could sorta entertain me.
Yesterday was fine,except that the camera Vanessa lent me had some problems and we lacked food.
Me,Pt and Sy went down together first to the pit to put all the food and waited for Cindial to come,then Pt and Sy went to sell Sy's handphone to get money to buy coloured contacts.
Very soon,Benjamin & Ee Tien and 2 of their friends came.We talked and joked around for quite some time,because there was noone yet.Ben and Ee Tien both gave me a watch and a pair of studs,which was very cute.
The next batch of people was Georgina and MeiMei.They had walked all the way to Escape to my pit,how clever of them.Soon,Sze Ngee came also.She was alone,but all of us were just talking and talking while Ben and his friends were bbQ-ing. =)
Samie,Chris,Jolene,Alicia and Bertina came next.I couldnt really talk to them first,because I had to go and fetch Jia Wei and Nick in.After that,I had to walk back to that busstop again to fetch Vanessa.She didnt want to come to my pit because she wanted to just sit by the beach with me and just talked.But still she sat down and waited for me.
After talking and walking around from table to table,I and Vanessa sat by the beach and talked for awhile.When she had to leave,I think she was quite pissed and jealous.But I was real busy,and its like I had to walk here and there to talk to all the people.
By the time when we were about to cut the cake,they were only Bertina,Audrey,YuHui,Jia Wei,Nick,Shank,Beeti,Wendy, Cindial.Just about that.And when I was cutting the cake,the stupid camera just wouldnt work.So after waiting so long,when i already started to slice the cake,the camera then worked.
Very soon,alot of people started to leave.Then by the time it was 11,there were only Beeti,Wendy and me left to clean up the place.After that,I took a cab and Wendy came to my house.Later,Beeti came over because Cindial could not come out anymore after she brought her brother home.
That night,Beeti and Wendy slept over at my house.
Hmmx,im on the phone with Vanessa now.Gotta run.. =)

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We'll never make it [19 Apr 2003|12:50pm]
Just look at the freaking weather now!..It going to pour!..How am I suppose to bbQ?!?!.....
My fu*king mother just wants me to cancel it,that moron!..
She keeps on telling me how am I suppose to bbQ and all that,then why did she even bother to buy all that stuff then?!.....Fucker!
Haish..im nv gonna have it over and done with.I think I will have to cancel it,eventually..How to bbQ with the freaking big rain like that.
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fook her! [18 Apr 2003|09:26pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Damn pissed off now.Just now I was msg-ed Siok Ling,asked her of Vanessa was with her because I wanted to confirm if she is going to my bbQ tomorrow,but she told me that she is not with her.I had a hunch that she was with Thalita,so I sms her.She said she is meeting her,so later when Vanessa reached,she called me and tell me that tomorrow she might be going,then I just hung up.Then later Vanessa called me 3 more times,but I did not answer,because I was pissed off that she last minute did not go out with her friends because of that girl.Then Thalita sms me,saying "I thought you were liking for her?haiya if u jus wan to noe where she is.Lk.. Dun msg me?Cus my bill wil b freakin high...You weren reali liking fer her rite."
I was fucking pissed off,that biatch.She got no right to claim anything at all,and its none of her business.I thought it was Vanessa holding onto the phone,so I told her she got no right to know,and I will not like a flirt.Even if I do,I will never be with her.And I told her to mind her words if she didnt want to get slapped.And she went "okie dokie" ..I was like,whatever,you donkey.Like,who wants to listen to her voice?And does she thinks I give a damn whether her bill is high - No I dont!!...
But I was more pissed off with Vanessa for doing that to her friends again.Siok Ling then todl me that she always decided not to go the last minute because of me or Thalita,and she told me to talk to her.
She called me just now,and I just gave her half the piece of my mind.Later Im gonna give hre a piece of my mind,that bastard.Cant stand her attitude!
By the way,I think my fridae friend may be dropping by tomorrow to meet me,so who knows,you might see her tomorrow.Well,really not alot of people are turning up tomorrow.Haish..

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[18 Apr 2003|02:11pm]





What month should you have been born in?

this quiz was made by Erin


Well,the criticize part is nonsense.Im not ambitious,nor smart.The expressing part,not quite right..the rest,I shall leave to it u all to think. =)
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Everything's confirm. [17 Apr 2003|12:45am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Take away the colour - Ice Mc ]

Alright,here's the details for the bbQ.

Place : Pasir Ris Park
Pit : Pit E (near the toilet,far from Cheers)
Time : Maybe around 5 onwards you all can come *its till as long as i can stay,hopefully past midnight cause its
a Saturday*
Who : I invited LAW,Cindial,Eunice,Jacqueline,Cheryl,3 other guys and maybe Wendy Phng and Edwin.
Those attached,feel free to bring your other half along!
To get there : Take Mrt/Bus to Pasir Ris Int. then take 403 all the way where the bus makes a round and stops
and heads back for the Int. *u can call me and i'll wait for u all at the bus stop.*

As for food,I already have a rough idea,but feel free to voice out your request.I will try to fufill it. =)
Well,i think thats all i can think of.Any questions,comments..post it here,or sms me.
Thats all for now,hope to see you all turn up!..

*cOuNtDowN * 3 dAyS

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yea! [16 Apr 2003|10:03pm]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | xing fu liu yan ]

just reached home..after school went opposite to find cindial,she was waiting for me.Beeti was there also,and later Beverly too.We all then waited for Jac they all,but in the end got pangseh.But nvm,we took bus to interchange,then suddenly decided to go and book pit since Beeti have not book it yet.We reached there just in time as it was closing.We then went to the pit to take a look.It was around 6plus,so the wind was blowing strongly against our face,the scenery was real beautiful.And we just sat there,then collected a whole lot of seashells.Haha,it was rather lame,but Cindial wanted it,so we just went ahead.After a long time,we walked all the way to Bk to eat.Then we were talking and talking until Sze Ngee's sister msged Beeti.So i asked her who she was,she said Sze Ngee's sister.Then suddenly we found out that both of us know her,and that we met each other once long time ago last year.Such a coincidence!Really,very very qiao!!Then i msged Sze Ngee.Actually wanted to msg her long time ago but she is the type who dont reply sms so i didnt msg her.Then i reminded her that my birthday is coming.She said that i am very 'jian',birthday reaching already then msg her.She is also another crazy woman. =X
Anyway,im not going out tomorrow.Cindial cant make it,and i think i have to go and buy some stuff tomorrow because i am free only tomorrow,because im going out on Friday.If you peeps are going out on Friday,sorry i cant join ya all ok!..Well,its gonna be hectic on Saturday I think,I just have that feeling.And on that day,im meeting friends also,but its only cause they want to pass me presents. *sMiLeS fRoM eAr tO eAr*
Okay,some people asked me what I want for my birthday,but I seriously have no idea.I have not thought of it,and all i am ever thinking is clothes!Seriously!But it really sounds a little ridiculous to get that as a birthday present,hah!
Okay,I'll be back later.Wendy is here.Laters!!!

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its really bad. [13 Apr 2003|07:04pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | gangsta lovin - eve feat. alicia keys ]

Well,i think everything is pissing me off.Number one on the list : my screwed up computer. I had to restart it like 5 times so far?!!!...what is this!@..I demand a new computer!!...Next on the list : The damn homework.My Social Studies is still left undone,because i simply get drown by it when i try to even look at it.I dont know why,but it seems that the connection is lost.As for my maths,I am on the verge of giving up.I cant even tackle a simple sum!..Yesterday when i attempted to do it,I think I was sitting down there thinking for 15 mins,and I could only do part of the question.Forget it,my Maths was always in the red mark region.As for my Biology,its still half done too.I know i sound so complaining,but I really cant do my work properly. -sighs-
School reopens tomorrow,but im not sure if im going back to school.My father might not allow me to go back to school tomorrow. He is afraid that i will catch SARS.But hello! - Its not only on Monday then can i catch SARS.He's brain is rusty,i think.
Having a headache again.Its been like this since morning.Now im cracking my brains because im thinking who the hell will help me to take out the earstud.I have to take it out today,otherwise its RTC again tomorrow,and thats because Miss Kang is my form teacher.Cant that old hag just leave me alone..
Okay,I better go.I still have work to do..

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[12 Apr 2003|07:55pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | black black heart - david usher ]

*_5 Things Your Wearing_*
1. black t-shirt
2. skirt
3. black rubber band
4. earsticks
5. bracelet

*_5 Things You Can See_*
1. computer screen
2. hp
3. phone
4. speakers
5. kazaa

*_5 Things You Are Doing Right Now_*
1. listening to my sister talk to my baby sister
2. updating journal
3. thinking if i should stay up and finish my hw
4. thinking where is cindial
5. wondering whats for dinner

*_5 Things You Ate In The Last 24 Hours_*
1. fried noodles
2. sausages
3. milo bar
4. lollipop
5. potato chips

*_5 Things You Did So Far Today_*
1. did abit of my hw
2. stepped out of house
3. smoked
4. sing
5. look into other ppl's blogs

*_5 Things You Can Hear Right Now_*
1. someone typing (me!)
2. sister talking to baby sister
3. sister making stupid noises
4. sounds of traffic on highway
5. sound of nature

*_5 Colors You Can See_*
1. black
2. white
3. red
4. blue
5. green

*_5 Beverages You Drink Frequently_*
1. coca-cola
2. water
3. iced milo
4. -
5. -

*_5 TV Shows You Liked When You Were A Little Kid_*
1. sesame street
2. sailormoon
3. mickey mouse shows
4. bugs bunny shows
5. -no idea-

*_5 Places To Go In Your Area_*
1. NTUC Fairprice Supermarket
2. Shop & Save
3. Provision Shop
4. Hawker Centre *?!?!!?
5. Macdonalds'

*_5 Things To Do When You're Bored_*
1. Sing
2. Go online
3. Conference
4. Talk to the rest at home
5. Play my hp games -.-|||

*_5 Things / Persons That Never Fail To Cheer You Up_*
1. Cindial
2. Chocolate
3. Getting more clothes
4. Get more money
5.Passing my exams *i guEss

*_5 Things You Can't Live Without_*
1. Kazaa
2. My computer *iF onLy iT waS fastEr,I wUD lOvE iT moRe
3. My handphone
4. Cigarettes *pErhArpS?@
5. Clothes

*_5 Things You Love_*
1. Shopping
2. Talking on the phone
3. Friends
4. My handphone
5. My bed

*_5 Things You Dislike_*
1. Getting stuck with my homework
2. Forced to wake up early
3. Going out and not being able to buy what i want
4. When my computer screws up *aLL tHe tIme
5. Not dressing up properly *jUsT mAkEs mE mAd


[my name is]: Sock Hui
[height?]: 168cm
[in the morning i am]: energetic only after i bath
[all I need is]: loads of $ and true friends
[love is]: something that can never be forced
[if i could see one person right now]: nobody in mind right now
[i'm afraid of]: getting hurt in r/s again
[i dream about]: almost everything under the sun

-Have you ever-
[pictured your crush naked?]: Never!
[been in love]: Yes
[cried when someone died]: Yes
[lied]: Yep

-Which is better?-
[coke or pepsi]: coke
[flowers or candy]: flowers *oNlY iF iTs gIven bY sOmeoNe U lOvE =)
[tall or short]: None

-with the opposite sex-
[what do you notice first?]: Dressing,i think
[last person you slow danced with]: Never danced
[worst question to ask]: No Idea Yet

-Who-
[makes you laugh the most?]: Jolene
[makes you smile]: Almost everyone
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: Beeti,perharps
[who do you have a crush on?]: No one right now
[easiest to talk to]: Cindial & Jolene

-Do You Ever?-
[stay on msn, waiting for someone special to msg you]: Definitely
[save AOL/msn conversations]: Nope
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: Never
[cry because of someone saying something to you]: Yes

-Have you ever-
[fallen for your best friend]: I think so
[been rejected?]: Dont think so
[rejected someone]: Yes..
[used someone]: Maybe..
[been cheated on]: Yes.
[cheated on someone]: Nope.
[done something you regret]: YES

-Who was the last person-
[you talked to on the phone]: My sister
[hugged]: Vanessa (as a friend only-dont get the wrong idea)
[you instant messaged]: Forgot.
[instant messaged you?]: Forgot.
[you laughed with]: Vanessa

-Do you.. are you-
[color your hair]: Nope
[habla espanol]: ....
[smoke cigarettes]: Yes..
[obsessive]: Nope
[could you live without the computer?]: I guess not.
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: Quite a number..
[what's your favorite food?]: If you take Chocolate as food,that is.
[whats your favorite fruit?]: Watermelon.
[drink alchohol?]: Yea,once in a while.
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: Yes
[what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?]: Emotional Pain.
[trust others way too easily?]: Sometimes.

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iM oFFiCiaLLy NEUTRAL. =) [11 Apr 2003|09:10pm]
[ mood | busy ]

hMMx...went to meet her again today..was supposed to to my Social Studies homework,but i ended up doing none.I was in no mood to touch my Social Studies,and I simply just could not absorb.Dont ask me what was my problem,i have no idea either.I ended up helping her with her English homework,and then just talked and smok**.Went to eat dinner after that,and we were talking about Thalita again.I was so full after eating the stingray,and she still went ahead to order satay.Lucky she only bought 15sticks,otherwise I would have gotten Winnie the Pooh's tummy.Really.
Beeti just told me that she is going to watch DreamCatcher.Damn her.I wanna watch it too.She is watching it with Wendy Yong,Wendy Phng,Xin Yuan,Edwin and Charmaine.The people who are watching it doesnt matter.The movie they are watching does matter.gRR.....
Okay,Im off.Maybe i'll be back later. *CiAox

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[10 Apr 2003|07:57pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | round round - sugababes ]

i just got home.Went out to mit vanessa today again,to pass her some stuff.That brat,grr..i think she's lost it.Ahaha.Anyway,we talked and crapped until 6,then i took a cab back to meet my mother.She was buying some groceries,so i was there,choosing my chocolate of the day and er..kop some back.hmmx..now tuning in to 98.7fm.Beeti ask me to tune in,also dont know what she is up to.hMMx..After this,its homework again.. -sighs-
Hey,u all remember the other day we took Bus17 and then some of us flung all the way to one side?...my right hand's got a bruise from that now..Its no longer swollen,just painful.So unlucky..well,i gotta go..laters.

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[10 Apr 2003|07:23pm]
[ mood | okay ]

i just got home.Went out to mit vanessa today again,to pass her some stuff.That brat,grr..i think she's lost it.Ahaha.Anyway,we talked and crapped until 6,then i took a cab back to meet my mother.She was buying some groceries,so i was there,choosing my chocolate of the day and er..kop some back.hmmx..now tuning in to 98.7fm.Beeti ask me to tune in,also dont know what she is up to.hMMx..After this,its homework again.. -sighs-
Hey,u all remember the other day we took Bus17 and then some of us flung all the way to one side?...my right hand's got a bruise from that now..Its no longer swollen,just painful.So unlucky..well,i gotta go..laters.

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