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| 03:32am 27/06/2003 |
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good lord i forgot all about this place.
umm however i am too lazy to make an update....so how the hell is everyone? (if anyone of you still update...) |
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cry me a fucking river.
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| 12:18pm 20/01/2003 |
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we were going to watch some presentation or some movie made by this old bitchy woman we knew. i was with a friend but i forgot which one. we were sitting in a theater-like place with a huge screen in front. i had like 2 laptops with me, and i was going to watch it on there.
i was in my yard...something happened back there...then i was with Luis and a bunch of friends, and we walked to the front of my house. i saw Ivan there and he shouted "i have to give you a big hug!!" he ran over to me and hugged me. then he picked me up and we spun around.
i was inside my grandma's house, and there was this psycho dude there trying to kill everyone. i think he was like my moms boyfriend or something. anyways i think he had my sister and he stabbed her or cut her....i had a knife so u snuck behind him and stabbed him. me and him had a slashing-duel; we kept cutting each other. he did stab me once tho, i think in my stomach. at the end i was all bloody and cut up.
then Dana took me out, while i was all bloody and icky. it was to this place, like a nice restaurant place, to eat. we joined these other people...all the girls had dates except me. i was so embarassed being there, all bloody and shit. but then i looked down at myself and there was no blood. i was wearing my blue palid skirt tho, and you could see cuts and stab wounds on my legs. my ex Nick was there, in a tux. i didnt want to run into him. then i was leaving, and i ran into Joe and my old friend Carlos....and i think Ivan was there too. Joe told Carlos (who has a columbian accent) that i didnt like accents, and Carlos was like "why??" i told him that wasnt true. then we got to the end of a parking garage and Joe had this two-person bike. we couldnt balance ourselves on it so i said forget it. i walked out of the garage and the old woman from before was there, she offered me a cookie. then she asked everyone if they wanted something to drink from the vending machine... |
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1 river - cry me a fucking river.
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| Where Is Everybody |
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| 01:32am 05/01/2003 |
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did you happen to catch or did it happen so fast what you thought would always last has passed you by is everything speeding up or am I slowing down just spinning around and I don't know why all the pieces don't fit thought I didn't give a shit I never wanted to be like you but for all I aspire I am really a liar and I'm running out of things I can do
I'd like to stay but every day everything pushes me further away if you couls show help me to know how it's supposed to be where did it go?
pleading and needing and bleeding and breeding and feeding exceeding where is everybody? trying and lying defying denying crying and dying where is everybody?
well okay, enough, you've had your fun but come on thare has to be someone that hasn't yet become so numb and succumb and god damn I am so tired of pretending of wishing I was ending when all I'm really doing is trying to hide and keep it inside and fill it with lies open my eyes? maybe I wish I could try
pleading and needing and bleeding and breeding and feeding exceeding where is everybody? trying and lying defying denying crying and dying where is everybody? |
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cry me a fucking river.
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| 08:03pm 07/11/2002 |
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i'm makin this journal friends-only. pretty much to protect myself from people finding this. with the exception of one friend, none of my friends are gonna know about this. yup. so if you just happen to stumble upon this piece of shit and have a slight interest in my pathetic life, leave a comment or somethin. yup.
Splish splash, I was takin a bath... |
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cry me a fucking river.
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