03:32am 27/06/2003
  good lord i forgot all about this place.

umm however i am too lazy to make an update....so how the hell is everyone? (if anyone of you still update...)
 
     
cry me a fucking river.
 
dream   
12:18pm 20/01/2003
 
mood: hungry
music: SNL
we were going to watch some presentation or some movie made by this old bitchy woman we knew. i was with a friend but i forgot which one. we were sitting in a theater-like place with a huge screen in front. i had like 2 laptops with me, and i was going to watch it on there.

i was in my yard...something happened back there...then i was with Luis and a bunch of friends, and we walked to the front of my house. i saw Ivan there and he shouted "i have to give you a big hug!!" he ran over to me and hugged me. then he picked me up and we spun around.

i was inside my grandma's house, and there was this psycho dude there trying to kill everyone. i think he was like my moms boyfriend or something. anyways i think he had my sister and he stabbed her or cut her....i had a knife so u snuck behind him and stabbed him. me and him had a slashing-duel; we kept cutting each other. he did stab me once tho, i think in my stomach. at the end i was all bloody and cut up.

then Dana took me out, while i was all bloody and icky. it was to this place, like a nice restaurant place, to eat. we joined these other people...all the girls had dates except me. i was so embarassed being there, all bloody and shit. but then i looked down at myself and there was no blood. i was wearing my blue palid skirt tho, and you could see cuts and stab wounds on my legs. my ex Nick was there, in a tux. i didnt want to run into him. then i was leaving, and i ran into Joe and my old friend Carlos....and i think Ivan was there too. Joe told Carlos (who has a columbian accent) that i didnt like accents, and Carlos was like "why??" i told him that wasnt true. then we got to the end of a parking garage and Joe had this two-person bike. we couldnt balance ourselves on it so i said forget it. i walked out of the garage and the old woman from before was there, she offered me a cookie. then she asked everyone if they wanted something to drink from the vending machine...
 
     
1 river - cry me a fucking river.
 
   
11:02pm 09/01/2003
 
oral sex



Your Hidden Sexual Talent is Oral Sex


No matter if you lick or blow,

You give the best oral of anyone you know.

To get you down and on your knees,

Someone only has to ask "please."



What's *Your* Hidden Sexual Talent?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
 
     
cry me a fucking river.
 
Where Is Everybody   
01:32am 05/01/2003
  did you happen to catch
or did it happen so fast
what you thought would always last
has passed you by
is everything speeding up
or am I slowing down
just spinning around
and I don't know why
all the pieces don't fit
thought I didn't give a shit
I never wanted to be like you
but for all I aspire
I am really a liar
and I'm running out of things I can do

I'd like to stay
but every day
everything pushes me further away
if you couls show
help me to know
how it's supposed to be
where did it go?

pleading and
needing and
bleeding and
breeding and
feeding
exceeding
where is everybody?
trying and lying
defying denying
crying and dying
where is everybody?

well okay, enough,
you've had your fun
but come on thare has to be someone
that hasn't yet become
so numb and succumb
and god damn I am so tired of pretending
of wishing I was ending
when all I'm really doing is trying to hide
and keep it inside
and fill it with lies
open my eyes?
maybe I wish I could try

pleading and needing
and bleeding and breeding
and feeding exceeding
where is everybody?
trying and lying
defying denying
crying and dying
where is everybody?
 
     
cry me a fucking river.
 
   
04:36am 17/11/2002
 
DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:Moderate
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:Moderate
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:Low
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:Very High
Dependent:High
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

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cry me a fucking river.
 
   
02:18am 11/11/2002
  Hey, how do you delete this shit-journal?  
     
1 river - cry me a fucking river.
 
   
04:02pm 10/11/2002
  I don't know why but I just decided to get rid of this journal.  
     
cry me a fucking river.
 
yeeeeerp...   
08:03pm 07/11/2002
  i'm makin this journal friends-only. pretty much to protect myself from people finding this. with the exception of one friend, none of my friends are gonna know about this. yup. so if you just happen to stumble upon this piece of shit and have a slight interest in my pathetic life, leave a comment or somethin. yup.


Splish splash, I was takin a bath...
 
     
cry me a fucking river.