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i'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate [16 Sep 2005|05:58pm]
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okay, so i got a new journal because i'm sick of people always posting gay comments that make no sense. haha i dont know why that bothers me so much, but it just does. so this journal is for just my friends and stuff to see.. not gay asses who i know will post comments that are rude and/or senseless.

heres my survey.

Think About This

Created by worthlessone and taken 18 times on Bzoink

Have You Ever...
Been raped?um, no..
Molested?i thought that was the same thing?
Physically abused?....no
Physically/sexually abused someone else?no. shut up.
Been attacked?no
Robbed?no
Been held at knife/gunpoint?no
Held someone at knife/gunpoint?no
Attacked or robbed someone?no
Been forced into something?yes
Said yes when you meant no?yes
Had a panic attack?um, sure
Been diagnosed with a mental disorder?no
Stayed in a mental hospital?no
Been betrayed?yes
Betrayed someone?probably. i think almost everbody has.
Prayed?yes
Jumped in a pile of leaves?yesss
Worn yellow rubber boots?ha, dont think so
Wished on a plane because there was no star?ha, no
Spent a major holiday alone?no
Been stranded?yesss, at fisher auditorium at night. i thought i was gonna get raped, it was so scary.
Remembered an important part of your life that you had forgotten?no
Forgotten someone completely?no
Been forgotten?idk
Been accused?yes
Accused someone?yes
Been terrified of someone?not really
Had a "bad feeling" about someone or something?yes
Used Tarot cards?no
Gone to church?yes
Been too scared to say no?idk?
Recited a poem?yes
Started singing out loud, unaware that you were doing so?yes, hahahaha today i did.. and alonzo was like, what the heck?
Forgotten your own birthday?no
Almost drowned?..yeah, i fell in the pool before i could swim, my brother had to save me, haha.
Been on fire?no
Seen someone on fire?no
Sat or stood on the roof of a very tall building?no.. haha but i've sat on hannah's like, 6 ft. high off the ground "deck roof" or whatever, haha
Seen someone die?no
Cry yourself to sleep?yes
Laugh so hard it hurt?yes
Cry until you felt like you had no tears left?yes
Known a criminal?no
Tried to make someone do something they didn't want to do?yes
Purposefully hurt someone that cared about you... that you cared about?yes
Jumped in front of a moving vehicle?hahaha, yes. i do it all the time, it scares the hell out of my mother.
Spent the day in a cemetery?no
Written a letter longer than five pages?no
Been stuck somewhere for over three hours?no
Stood for something that you refused to back down on?mhmm
Been truly criticized for your beliefs?idk
Been shunned and ostracized for your beliefs?no
Lost friends for your beliefs?no
Not had a friend?um, not really
Been completely alone?no
Completely destroyed something you cared about?idk
Walked out of a relationship forever that was going great for both of you?haha, kind of. it hasnt been forever yet though, so yeah.
Screamed at the top of your lungs?yes
Stood at the top of a cliff?no
Fell asleep on the beach?yes
Been inside a tent?yes
Did something you promised yourself you would never do?idk, not really.
Break a promise, not only to yourself, but to others?yes
Truly wanted to die?not really
Intentionally hurt yourself?yes, ha. today in art, i poked myself w/ those little sharp thingys.. i was bleeding : )
Knew someone who intentionally hurt his or herself?yes
Told a lie that hurt you, and who you were lying to?idk, probly
Lied to take the blame for someone else?yes, because i'm such a good friend
Lied in court?never been in court
Had recurring nightmares?yesssss
Decided you'd had it with society?idk
Broken someone's dream?idk
Had your dream broken?yes
Last
Person you hurt?mike, i stabbed with those things in art
Smiley face you've used?just the regular one
Time you really laughed?at lunch, hahahaha. it was great.
Time you were truly acting like yourself?idk
Time you confided in someone?idk
Person you had confide in you?idk
Insult you were given?idk
Compliment?um, ha. well, nice ass. from cory and ben. they're gay.
Grade?uhhh..
Test?we had one today in algerbra
Project?i'm working on right now
Time you really looked at someone?idk, it was most likely cory. god, i'm retarded.
Song you listened to?plain white t's --fireworks
Time you sat down at the dinner table to eat dinner?idk, a long time ago, we never eat dinner together
Dream or nightmare you had?idk
Favorite or Best
Memory?anything with hannah
Friend?hannah, tor, gina, rebecca, em
Subject?nothing. school's gay
Thing to do?out with my friends being retarded
Hero?BATMAN IS MY HEERRROOO : )
Quote?dont have one
Thing someone said to you today?"i love you ash, you're great" afjlkjajfjlfjaas. cory said that.
Book?the perks of being a wallflower
Author?stephen king
Game?moods, good times*emilie.stephanie.
Word?idk
Poem?idk
Teacher?Mrs. Ciarelli i suppose
Stranger you saw today?some black guy walking through fisher
Letter?seriously, who has a favorite letter?
Flavor?green apple
Smell?love spell, victoria secrets and smile, some cheap stuff from deb
Taste?idk
Emotion?amusement, happiness, i guess?
Myth?umm, idk
Mythological creature?idk
Fariy tale?Thumblina, or whatever it's called.. haha
Fictional character?Butters from South Park, you know it.
Part of life??
Part of your life in particular??
Thing you did today?every moment spent with cory.
Thing you said today?"oh my god ally, you're bleeding!" that was sooo funny, hahaha.
Compliment you could ever receive?iddkkk
Least Favorite or Worst
Part of life?idkkk
Insult?idc, insults dont insult me, haha.
Memory?when ben and alonzo.. yeah.. nevermind.
Scent?idkk
Flavor?orange
Author?j.k. rowling
Taste?idk
Poem?idk
Book?you dont know me
Store?limited too, hollister/abercrombie
Thing that ever happened to you?idk
Thing you've ever done?idk
Thing you've ever said?idk
Person?Tyletta fucking Lane, i hope she slits her own throat. no joke.
Flower?idk
Place?idk
Food?idk
Subject?social studies and science
Emotion?feeling lonely
Some More Stuff
Do you believe in hate?not really..
Love?yes
Apathy?ummm..
Do you have a good memory?no, it absolutely sucks
Where was the last place you've been, that isn't where you are now?fisher auditorium
Describe the tiny details of that place.um, it desperately needs a paint job. theres pictures on the walls of theatre majors, and each person has something mean written on them.
How many people have you loved?zero. besides like, my family.
Have you fallen in and out of love?idk
How many people do you love now?idk
Do you believe in an All-Powerful deity?umm? idk?
Where do you believe people go after death?heaven.
Why do you think the universe exists?good question
If you could pick the theme of the world, what would the theme be?idk
Would you rather die alone or with people around you?die alone
Do you have a secret you've never told anyone?well, i told my brothers. none of my friends know though
If there was one thing you could get rid of, what would it be?dont know
You're alone on an island with one single object. What is it?does cory count? yeah, okay. i'm not obsessed just so you know, really, i'm not.
If only one piece of technology could exist, what would you have it be?idk? phone?
Why?because its the first thing that popped into my head
If you could only pick one memory, what would it be?idk
Why?..
If you had to choose between being blind and deaf, what would you choose?deaf
Would you be able to give someone the death penalty?no way. even though i think there should be death penalties
What is one thing that makes you who you are?idkkkk.

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--yeah, okay. that was freaking stupid.
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