Jess' Blurty

Everything good must End
Well hello to those of you who read this and keep up with my um, unexciting life. So terribly sorry for the lack of update. Today was the last full day of school and also the last class day. So now all that's left are the finals which as I mentioned so many times that I so don't wanna take them. But ya gotta do what ya gotta do.

Freshman year was overall a pretty good year, but it doens't come anywhere close to topping last year. There were little fights and such and a lot of people changed. But I guess thats what highskool does to you. I guess I changed too. Everyone did, really. Even though I am so sick of going to school and being stuck with the same old routine everyday, I think I'm gonna miss this year a little bit. It didn't hit me until yesterday that the year is like, done. In art yesterday, a bunch of us were talking about all the funny stuff that happend this year. I'm gonna miss my art class a lot. It was the best, the people in it made it great and made me like school a little lol. I met a lot of new people this year..it was cool. I dunno it makes me kindy teary to think that this year went by so quick, and it makes me wonder how fast the next three years will go by. Only three years left until were on our own. That thought scares me. We gotta make the best of these next three years because its all that we have left.

"Every days the same, when looking straight ahead
Caught in the safety of routine, I lose myself again.
And if only for a moment do I, truly feel this way
Then suddenly it becomes, something of worth to me."
-- Name Taken

But yea, then again..I'll get over the 'feeling-sad-about-freshman-year-ending' thing pretty qucik because I'm really psyched for summer. Me and Christine are gonna be working five days a week down at the pool, but its only for three ours a day. I'm kinda excited for that because I need the money. I'm going on vacation to Virginia (Busch Gardens, baby!) with Katie and her mom, and Nastazya is coming too. That should be really fun, and I'm really looking forward to it. I think I'm gonna be going to Warped Tour..and then Im going to Six Flags a few times, too. And just hangin out with everyone is cool too. Ah, summer.

Well Im gonna end it here, gotta find out about tonight. Im going to the mall w/ Nastazya, Jolene, Mandy, Robyn, Kristen, Jenn and maybe some other people. I'll update later tonight or tomorrow or something. Later kiddos.

Current Mood: mellow