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Sunday, July 27th, 2003
7:53 pm	Holler. New Journal RIGHT HERE ! Current Mood: amused
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Friday, July 25th, 2003
10:48 pm	Oh, my journal.
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Thursday, July 3rd, 2003
9:02 pm	Where is your inspiration? You lost it, oh so long ago. So much for innovation, I saw this coming long before. You had no motivation, your hopes are high, but trapped below. This constant competition; we've won, but you're still keeping score. But I grew up, wishing on a star You think I won't ever go too far. So high on dedication? It feels so good to get away from this angry town, this battleground. So now we'll break tradition, we'll leave you swimming in our wake. Without your inspiration, you can't survive, you'll surely drown. But I grew up wishing on a star. You think I won't ever go too far. But I grew up, wishing on a star. You think I won't ever get to far. Where is your inspiration, you lost it oh so long ago.. ^ thats a great song *So yea. I'm not going to V.A with Katie anymore.. because the hotel costs way too much and stuff. But I already went there twice and I went with her last year. So now Im going to Wildwood w/ Brit and her fam for a week. I'm leaving on Sunday. I can't wait I love the beach its gonna be awesome, and we have like a private beach thing.. ahh can't wait. I start work the day after I get back. See I knew I wasn't gonna end up starting on the 4th. I must be psychic. This week seems to be going by so slow.. I think because I'm kinda anxious to go on vacation and to just get away. The other night a few of us all chilled over Brit's which was pretty cool. We watched Finding Nemo, lol and went in the Jacuzzi and stuff. Yea, it was fun. Today I went to the mall w/ Nastazya for a little while..got sandals, oh yea and I went shopping yesterday too and got another bathing suit. Gettin ready for the beach. Yaaa. Tomorrow's the 4th, I don't even know what I'm doing. Im probably just gonna end up staying at my house because were having people over to barbecue. Oh joy. Well, Im out I'll update later or tomorrow..not much to say though due to my "exciting" life. Current Mood: listless Current Music: Dashboard Confessional - Jamie
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Sunday, June 29th, 2003
10:50 pm	I went over Eileen's tonight and Johnny was there. It was so funny. Ok, we were stading in her kitchen drinking this blue stuff (lol) and all the sudden Johnny's pointing at the floor saying "cockroach! cockroach!" and me and Eileen look down and were like "where where?" and he's pointing at my socks that have blue stars on them and he goes "on Jessica's foot!" and we start laughing and talking about cockroaches. So Johnny starts telling us about how he hates the beaches in South Carolina because theres too many cockroaches. And I said, ew..do they go in the water? And Eileen and him start cracking up saying bugs cant swim. But they really can! I mean, what about waterbugs? Hence the name "water bug". Im telling you, bugs can swim! (Eileen says water bugs don't count, because they're "sticks with legs") lol. xxMaybe Mem0ries: i swear, some bugs can swim! x0DrEaMeR0x96: yea i kno!!!! STICKS WITH LEGS!!! So yea, we had fun. When I was coming home from her house I was thinking about what I'm doing tomorrow. And then I totally remebered I have to go to yet ANOTHER meeting for my job which still didn't even start. Its at 10 tomorrow, so I gotta wake up early. And I totally forgot about this meeting..Christine told me about it on Friday, and she said she was gonna call me today (Sunday) and give me more details, but she never did. And then I come home from Eileen's house and go online, and Mandy IMs me and tells me to call her because she had to ask me something. So I called, and turns out she invited me to go with her and her family and Jess Andrade to Hershey Park tomorrow and they're leaving at 7:30 am. But nooo I can't because I have to go to some fricken meeting that I don't even know what it's about or any details about it. I swear, this job is causing me all these problems and it hasn't even started yet! And I really wanted to go to Hershey with them too, it would have been fun..we would get to do "Que divertido!!" Don't worry though, Mandy..we'll go through with our plan before summer's over.
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10:27 pm	I didn't want to admit it, It was easier to lie, To hide the hurt and emptiness To smile, instead of cry. I didn't want to face the fact That only time can tell us when. And I long to stop my bleeding heart, And maybe smile, again. Cause I feel oh-so-forgotten, So betrayed, and so alone, Without a trace of forgiveness, And no soul to call my own. I didn't want to admit the fact, I cannot spread my wings. My happiness has melted Into tears, and other things. It's hard for me to hide the fact That my wishes have no home. Now I must return to anguish.. Bow my head, and cry..alone.
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10:21 am	Just woke up about 20 minutes ago, and I'm still really tired. Boy oh boy. All day yesterday I did nothing, until about 7. Mandy and Jolene asked me and Nastazya to go to the mall with them and Mandy's sister Kimmy. At first, it was boring.. but then we got hyper. Nastayza was really hyper. Haha. Jolene and Mandy went for a walk and Me Nastazya and Kim went into Pac Sun and somehow we ended up looking at panties. Haha it was hilarious, we were reading all the stupid things that they say and it tured out to be all perverted. There was this one pair that had a dog and a cat on the front of it, and it said "Good Kitty". So Nastazya and Mandy's sister start screaming "Good Pussy" when were in the store. Some of the other things that the panties said were "Big Kahunas" "Get Waxed While You Wait" and "Hula Time". I don't know why but we found that to be so funny and we were practially on the floor laughing. Mandy had an infatuation with this infaltable dinousaur that was in KB Toys. She wants to buy it to use for when we swim in our "oversized fish tank" at Baltimore Aquarium. Ha! Were too much lol. If you don't know us, you probably think we're mentally sick. But thats ok I don't give a schmuck. Jolene saw some people that she knew there last night, and this one guy looked like the dude from b2k. Even though thats not my style, he was pretty darn hott! Nastazya and Mandys sis were walking around the mall pretending they were lesbian lovers. We said we would pay them to walk around the mall holding hands lol, but they didn't. Overall I had fun last night, even though I cam home with a headache. I'm not sure what I'm doing today. Eh, who knows. No plans. All's I know is that I'm still tired and I'm gonna go back to sleep right about.. now. Current Mood: amused
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Saturday, June 28th, 2003
10:08 am	This summer is nothing special so far. I was supposed to start working this Monday, but now its postponed until the 4th of July. In a way, thats a good thing I guess. But then again working means money, and money is something that I need so that I can actually be able to do shit this summer. I've hung out with people everyday so far. I think that me and Robyn are gonna become pretty close this summer, she thinks so too. I like hanging out with her shes so funny and we understand each other really well. She came over yesterday, and we hung out over Brits house before she had to go back to her moms at two. We were playing with little Danny the whole time. I love that kid he cracks me up! And usually I can't stand little kids, but Dannys awesome lol. Then when Brit left Robyn came over here and we stayed at my house all day. It got boring after a while, but we didn't have anything better to do because theres no where to go in this piece of shit town. It would be better if we had our liscenses. I can't wait to get a car and to drive, cuz believe me, when I do, I'm never going to be home. Robyn ended up leaving at like 5:30 6:00ish and then Nastazya came here at 8. We decided to walk to Dunkin Donuts, and while we were walking we met up with Jolene. She said she was going to the firehouse to meet up with Mandy, Danielle, and Katrina..so we decided to walk with her. When we were walking we saw Weston and her friend, and we asked them where they were going. They said they were just wandering around aimlessly. Hm, sounds like us lol. I guess were not the only ones that get bored with this town lol. So we eventually met up with the others, and then Kristen Jones drove by and pulled over to talk..then after talking to her for a little bit we all piled into her car and she drove us to Dunkin Donuts. So me Jolene and Katrina got food there and Mandy and Danielle wanted chinese food, so we walked over to there and got even more food. And we just talked for a little bit and me and Nastazya eventually left because we had to walk the 15 million miles back to my house. When we got here we just chilled for a while, talked about stuff, and fell asleep kinda early cuz we were really tired. She just left my house like and hour ago, and Im still really tired. I'm not sure what Im doing today I think maybe Im hangin out with Jolene. I wanna do something fun next week before I start working, like get a bunch of people to go down the shore or Six Flags or something. But whats the odds of that happening. Mehh. Alright I'll update later.[.[ Jess ].] Current Mood: tired
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Thursday, June 26th, 2003
12:10 pm	*Okay so heres the deal. You write a few things about ten or more of your friends, and they have to guess who is who. Leave the answers by commenting!* (bahaa I'm making it harder by not putting them in ORDER!) 1.) We've been pretty good friends since the 5th grade. You love the color orange, and we once made up a song about one of our friends (lol) that wasn't very nice! Actually, we made up a lot of songs, and we sung one of them at you're b-day party one year. Jerry Springer and Spaghetti-o's forever! 2.) We're the ultimate trouble makers! Ha. And we survived this year without 'sucessfully killing each other'. We have our special hand shake, and we usually have a hard time getting along. We can go for like a month without talking to each other on the phone, but when we do finally talk we can talk for hours! 3.) We've been friends since the 3rd grade, and even though we weren't too close all those years in between, we def. became so close at the end of last school year, and we've been close ever since! We had our share of 'Five Minute Fights' but I could never stay mad at you! We share our closets with each other (even though I've used yours a lot more than you've used mine!) I know you're always here for me no matter what. 4.) You're the friend that I've had the longest. We've been friends since we were four. Manyy good memories, like always swimmin at Jennies and Six Flags last year. We had heart attcaks a few weeks ago because we thougt your house was under attack. My leg got killed on your trampoline, and you have the notorious club house in your backyard! 5.) 'My favorite person' baahaa. You call my dog 'Poof Junior'. We had the shopping cart incident, when I tipped you over. We love Amir always and forever, and we pray to him. You stole my fucking poem off my door! (Well, not literally, but u wrote it down lol) You do the best Scary Movie 2 impression ever. We got mosquito bitten the other day lol. I ate all of your combos! 6.) You are just like my sister. We go for 30 mille road trips like, everyday. Sneaky! You and your mom always bring me past that nasty backwards house. Sick sick sick. We have a pact that we must drop straws after we leave every dunkin donuts that we go to. You started calling your dog Sashu, too. I heart ya!! 7.) We know Olga and Mr. Man, and nobody else can or ever will! We used to have the AsIa club but now we can't anymore, cuz Im in it all by myself, you and Peter your love left it. "Im only going to give you a 1/2 piece of gum because I want to see how long it can last me!" 8.) Our goal is to swim in a fish tank before we graduate, and we will do it, too! Que divertido, my friend! Thats another goal that we have too! We love the squishy balls..and the Nasstaaashia song. Long days of sitting on your fron porch waiting for a certain somone to drive by! Wow were we losers or what? Barbies! 9.) You're my evil twin! Im the good twin lol! You curled my hair for the play! We used to live in the same town before we moved here haa and we never knew it. 10.) Kiwi lives once again! I found him after like 43784795 months of waiting, what a relief! Reeshie and Seeshie are amigas todos los dias! You put the fake pot leaf in your algebra book..and got caught! lol that was great. We used to be real close.. maybe we can again. 11.) The hacky sack! Need I say more? Calling each other by our fomal names! Swimmin in your pool last year and just talkin about everything! We need to chill more, your fun to be around! 12.) Omg I love your house!! hahaha. Amir (or as Robyn would say, Armir) is the absolute best, even though I can't throw him right! lol! The Cooter Club, go go Gadget TWAT! Volleyball hence your nickname lol. Current Mood: awake Current Music: The Ataris - Looking Back on Today
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Saturday, June 21st, 2003
3:37 pm	you are the "you're so dumb" happy bunny. you are brutal in your words and enjoy putting others down. which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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11:05 am	I just got home from finishing up my first-aid course for work. Woohoo. Starts Monday..lol. Yeah Christine, were certified! lol So yea. Me Katie and Katrina went to graduation last night. We technically weren't supposed to be there, because we didn't have tickets, but they let us stand in the back. God, it really made me teary-eyed thinking about all the memories from this year. Im gonna miss having the seniors in our school. Its gonna be so differnt next year without them, and its gonna be weird with the feshmen coming up because I only like a few of them lol. It killed me to look at all of them up on stage, cuz I know that we only have three years to go until thats us up there, and I know its gonna fly by judging by how fast this year went. I'll miss the four of us in science, and all the fun times (lol, the dominoes and our little game..and certain people chrashing us into a CURB!) Good luck to the Class of 2003, you'll all be missed! Afterwards us three, Robyn, Weston, and Johnny all went over to Eileens and just chilled there for a while. It was a lot of fun, lol. We were craazyyy!! Hahaa..cooter club! Mosh pit in Eileens room! "You're sick" Robyn's voice! "My favorite person!" Crack kills, Katrina! Eileen, Weston, Katie and me stealing Jen's chinese food, sshh! Riding around afterwards, and Johnny screaming out the window. Fun fun times, ILU guys! We gotta do that again sometime! Oh yea and we finally got to watch the tape of the play, 157858917589 months after its been over with. It looked so good, I'm still so proud of us :o) Can't wait till next years play, but it still won't be the same... Yesterday didn't even feel like the last day of school. For one thing, it was rainy and it wasn't even hot. It doesn't seem like summer at all. But, I guess we'll see how it goes. Current Mood: indescribable
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Friday, June 20th, 2003
3:22 pm	Today was the last day of school. We did nothing in school today, just signed yearbooks and stuff, there weren't any classes. I can't believe its over, it went by too fast. There were a lot of good memories from this school year, especially the play. I met SO many new people this year and made a lot of new friends which is a plus. I wasn't really friends with too many of the seniors, but the school will be so differnt without them and I wish them the best of luck. I think me and Katie are gonna go to the graduation tonight, lol even though were really not supposed to because it has to be inside, but too bad lol. Tomorrow I have to go and finish my first aid course thing for my job (which starts Monday, yikes). Eh I don't really wanna go because I have to wake up early for it, but you gotta do what you gotta do. Wayy to start of the summer, right? But yea anyway, its sad to see the year come to an end..but lets not let the memories fade. Thanks to everyone who made this year great! To the class of '06.. One down, and three more to go! Current Mood: rushed Current Music: Brand New - Soco Amaretto Lime
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Wednesday, June 18th, 2003
7:22 pm	Sigh So we got our yearbooks today. They came out really nice. Kinda sad looking at them though, when I think about it, this year really was good. And I keep thinking.. only THREE more years left... . . . "Theres a time and place, for everything. Theres a reson why, certain people meet. Theres a destination, for everyone. Whats the explination, when were done? All the summer nights; spent wondering So many questions asked, but no ones answering. Would it be okay if I left today? Took my chances on what you said was wrong? I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless. Not sorry, and I'll never regret These years spent, so faded and wreckless. Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years. I'll never regret these years. Now here i sit, so far away. Remembering all our memories. Its times like these that I miss you most, Remembering when we were so close. I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless. Not sorry, we'll never regret. These years spent, so faded and wreckless. Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years. We'll never forget the places we've been, you and I. Our lives are slipping away. Don't want to let time pass us by.. I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless. Not sorry, and I'll never regret. These years.... --Mest Current Mood: rushed Current Music: Mest - Jaded
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Tuesday, June 17th, 2003
9:37 pm	I want summer. Badly. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Less Than Jake - Automatic
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Sunday, June 15th, 2003
3:52 pm	One day, I'll learn. Damnit. I feel like I take people for granted too much. Current Mood: depressed
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Saturday, June 14th, 2003
10:13 pm	Hi guys. Just a real quick entry, but thats ok. So today me Robyn and Katie went to numerous places in Hillsboro (lol). It was kind of an amusing day..lol Robyn and Katie, the comfy chairs. And me and Robyn got Senses Fail posters. Woo. I came home and sat around for a while, got into an argument with my parents. But hey, what else is new. Then Katie called me and asked me to go to the mall, Best Buy, and Borders with her. So, I went. But we only ended up going to the Best Buy and Borders..and to some new store by Best Buy. I didn't get anything..but Katie finally got a new thingy so her car stereo can work better, now the one speaker in the back finally works lol. Well yea Im going, later. Current Mood: blah
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Friday, June 13th, 2003
10:45 pm	Selma Lives! Had an overall fun night with the girls tonight. Me, Robyn, Jolene, Kristen, Jenn, Mandy, and Nastazya all went up to the mall till about 9:30-ish. We all pigged out on these cheese fries/bacon things. And we were hyper as anything, espcially Robyn. Oh Robyn lol. She told us about the last time she was at the mall she randomly went up to some girl whos name was 'Selma Delick' and started talking to her, and she was convinced that she would see her Selma friend again tonight. So she asked just about every person who passed if they knew 'Selma Delick'.. and boy did we get some odd looks from people. But thats alright, cause were crazy and everyone knows it! And the funniest part about the whole Selma thing is.. we actullay did see her right before we left. Robyn like, had a heart attack. lol. Strange. Oh yea and I FINALLY got to see Mandys love today lol. So yea after that we dropped Nastazya off at home and the rest of us went to Dukin Donuts and then the bowling alley for a while. We saw Nicole D. at dd which I thought was so ironic because I never ever see her, and I already saw her 2 times over the past 2 weeks. There was a bunch of people at the Bowling alley.. and Katrina met her little buddy boy for the first time lol. Aw I was happy for her though. Had fun tonight! Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Mest - Rooftops
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4:05 pm	Everything good must End Well hello to those of you who read this and keep up with my um, unexciting life. So terribly sorry for the lack of update. Today was the last full day of school and also the last class day. So now all that's left are the finals which as I mentioned so many times that I so don't wanna take them. But ya gotta do what ya gotta do. Freshman year was overall a pretty good year, but it doens't come anywhere close to topping last year. There were little fights and such and a lot of people changed. But I guess thats what highskool does to you. I guess I changed too. Everyone did, really. Even though I am so sick of going to school and being stuck with the same old routine everyday, I think I'm gonna miss this year a little bit. It didn't hit me until yesterday that the year is like, done. In art yesterday, a bunch of us were talking about all the funny stuff that happend this year. I'm gonna miss my art class a lot. It was the best, the people in it made it great and made me like school a little lol. I met a lot of new people this year..it was cool. I dunno it makes me kindy teary to think that this year went by so quick, and it makes me wonder how fast the next three years will go by. Only three years left until were on our own. That thought scares me. We gotta make the best of these next three years because its all that we have left. "Every days the same, when looking straight ahead Caught in the safety of routine, I lose myself again. And if only for a moment do I, truly feel this way Then suddenly it becomes, something of worth to me." -- Name Taken But yea, then again..I'll get over the 'feeling-sad-about-freshman-year-ending' thing pretty qucik because I'm really psyched for summer. Me and Christine are gonna be working five days a week down at the pool, but its only for three ours a day. I'm kinda excited for that because I need the money. I'm going on vacation to Virginia (Busch Gardens, baby!) with Katie and her mom, and Nastazya is coming too. That should be really fun, and I'm really looking forward to it. I think I'm gonna be going to Warped Tour..and then Im going to Six Flags a few times, too. And just hangin out with everyone is cool too. Ah, summer. Well Im gonna end it here, gotta find out about tonight. Im going to the mall w/ Nastazya, Jolene, Mandy, Robyn, Kristen, Jenn and maybe some other people. I'll update later tonight or tomorrow or something. Later kiddos. Current Mood: mellow
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Monday, June 9th, 2003
10:27 pm	It seems, everyone around me is falling in love. Me? Im just falling. Hoping someone will catch me.. Well, I feel better about everything today. All that dumb shit from yesterday is over with, pretty much. Which is relieving..but I won't forget about it though. I don't know, I've just been thinking about a lot lately and yea. People.. they suck. But I have to deal with it, because not everyone is going to be exactly the way I want them to be and not everything is always gonna go my way. I just have to learn that. Like I said, its good that summers just about here because thats my only escape from people. In general. So anyway, up until about 5th period today I was basically in the most unsociable mood ever. But I kinda got over it and yea. The day went on. And the rest of the school day was nothing special. After school I came home, and thought about everything a little bit more, and fell asleep..which was nice because I slept for maybe a total of two hours last night because I felt like crap physically and mentally. Sleep is good. So me and Katie decided we wanted to go for a walk, like usual. We saw Heather and almost made her get in a car accident lol and we saw Maria and Jerry. We called Katies ma to get us b/c we didnt feel like walking anymore, we drove around for a little, and then went home. Lol, Katie..the word of the day: "mo-fucka" When I got home I was on the phone w/ Jolene on 3-way with Peter. That was the 1st time I talked to him, he seems funny and really nice. I'm happy for her. Now that I'm just sitting here, Im starting to think about everything once again and I'm gettin in that effin depressed mood once again. God. Finals are coming and Im dreading them so much. I suck at math. Grr. And yea stupid little issues with friends..I could do without these problems. But what can I say, life goes on. Eh, I'm out. Later. Current Mood: confused Current Music: I Want to Hear You Sad - The Early November
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Sunday, June 8th, 2003
9:04 pm	Not in the Mood.. Well today was good until tonight. I just don't understand people. You know, I was just trying to be a good friend by trying to help, but then I get shit like "oh but why do you care"? Um, ok? Wake up...hmm I wonder why. Whatever I'm not gonna waste my time any more trying to help people with their little issues because I;ve just realized that in the long run its not worth it anyway. Especially if your gonna get attitude from the person you tried helping. But I guess my help doesn't matter anyway. Hey its only me here, why do I matter? Just, pay no attention to me.. I'm just the good-for-nothing friend who's help means abosolutely nothing in the long-run. Fuck people. P.S- Thanks Katie, for being a real friend and for letting me come to you with my stupid shit. Its good to know at least one person cares. Current Mood: irritated Current Music: Senses Fail - Free Fall Without a Parachute
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1:11 pm	Quizzy yo RANDOM OUT-THERE QUESTIONS Is punk rock dead?: no Vampires- cool or uncool?: uncool. Is the government going to hell?: yes Do you know what AFI stands for?: a fire inside Wasn't the CareBear stare just the coolest thing when you were little?: um, no Those feet pajamas were fuckin' annoying, weren't they?: YES! Summer or winter?: summer. What is the best form of art?: Writing/Music Are you allergic to poison ivy?: Yes, very Ever hang out with Mr. Peace Pipe?: all the time What year in school was the worst?: the 6th grade The best Saturday Night Live movie is: None Aren't cats just adorable?: Ugh! Fuck no HOW MUCH OF A LOSER ARE YOU? # of friends on your b/l: 200 How many friends do you hang out with regularly?: a few How many people have you kissed?: oh...I don't know. dont keep track Have you lost touch with friends in the past few years?: yes # of people you talk to on the phone regularly: 4 LET'S LEAVE ON A JET PLANE, SHALL WE? If you could go to any country, where would you go?: the north pole. um. idk Would you ever go "down under?": yes. Road trips are great, huh?: yeah, all the time (lol, katie..) Have you ever been on one?: um Have you ever gone out of the country?: no Would you ever live out of the country?: possibly Let's go to India together: let's not and say we did ENTERTAINMENT Movie theaters.. A-SUCK or B-ROCK: good but they dont "rock" How about the drive-in?: yea if they were still around, asshole. What was the last movie you watched?: Lion King The cutest actress is: um no What about actor?: ashton kutcher Best band: lots Do you like emo?: yes a lot Ever gone to the opera?: no and i dont plan on it either What about a broadway play?: no TIME TO SAY GOODBYE, SNIFFLE So what did you think?: I love you. What are you thinking?: you sexy mofo *5 things you are wearing* 1. spongebob pj pants 2. a bra 3. underwear 4. a shirt 5. eyeliner *5 things you can see* 1. computer screen 2. my hands 3. my ashton poster... rawwrr 4. me sexy legs haha 5. a rose *5 things you are doing right now* 1. typing 2. breathing 3. listening to yellowcard 4. thinking, about.. someone 5. blinking my eyelids *5 things you ate in the last 24 hours* 1. a bagel 2. a brownie 3. fritos 4. gum 5. you *5 things you did so far today* 1. woke up. 2. ate 3. went online 4. talked on the telfono 5. filled this biotch out *5 things you can hear right now* 1. a lawnmower outside which is fuckin annoying 2. music 3. IM sound 4. the sound of my typing 5. the phone ringing *5 colors you can see* 1. white 2. black 3. brown 4. white 5. pink Current Mood: bored Current Music: Yellowcard - October Nights
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12:21 pm	Today, I am bored. And boy, is he HOTT! * fold the corners, break the silence * Nate Barcalow from Finch *Who is the perfect Emo Singer boyfriend for You?* brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: blank Current Music: Finch - Through Silence
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Saturday, June 7th, 2003
10:53 pm	Squishy pink balls are nice Me and Mandy had fun today. She came to my house around 3, and we went to Brits for like a half hour and her and Stacie and Holly were on the trampoline in the pouring rain. I went on it for like 2 mins and they like, tackled me and I got soaked. So I was like screw this and I got off lol. Me and Mandy were gonna chill w/ them but then they decided that they weren't gonna so me and Biz walked our soaked selves back to my house, and we ate and just talked for a while about a bunch of crap. We decided several things today. 1.) her ex-lover is and oversized titty. 2.) Before we graduate, we are going swimming in a fish tank, you know, like the one in Baltimore Harbor at the aquarium where the dolphins swim, and 3.) Chinses techno pretty much sucks, except for that "Nastasshhhia" song and 4.) I like hot pink squishy balls. Acutally, we went to the store and I bought two pink squishy balls, and she bought a green one but it popped. Hahaha don't ask. So yea, after we went on our little shopping errand, we went to her house and we watched this one part of "Wizard of Oz" where the one muchkin hanged him self from a tree. It was so cool, and it happend in real life. The little dude was mad b/c he was too small to get the part of them tin man so he hung himself from a tree hahaa. Wow. After that we talked again about some more crap (cough cough the over sized tit cough cough) and then we decided to go for a walk to Dunkin Donuts. When we were walkin we saw her friend Mike and he gave us a ride, and we got to hear the "Nastaaassshia" song in his car. Wooo. Funny Funny. So we went to dd and to the Chinese food place and just chilled for a little bit then we got dropped off.. and we just walked around for a while. I just got home about 15 mins ago and Im hyped! Dont know why. And I have a headache too, and Im still hyped. Ahhh. Im chewing the cotton candy bubble yum gum, and it sucks because it looses flavor after like 5 mins. What kind of faggots created this gum anyway, I mean, they should at least make the flavor last longer. Im out, bye. Current Mood: hyper Current Music: Bouncing Souls - True Believers
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Friday, June 6th, 2003
11:04 pm	Happy Birthday Brit! Hm, today. Omg it was so funny this morning on the way to school. Cuz yesterday on the track in gym me Nastayza and Mandy were singing all these old skool songs, like from tv shows and stuff, and Mandy started singing that "Sunshine Day" song from the Brady Bunch...and this morning it was on z-100. lol it was hilarious, I mean, when do they play Brady Bunch songs on the radio? So conincedential. Lol sorry, Im odd. And yea, I normally hate/despise radio but today that kinda made me like it a little. Anyway. . I'm really getting so tired of school and so sick of the same routine every single day. I'm really starting to be unable to take some of the teachers and some of the people at school anymore. Eh, school sucks, and finals are coming. God. Good things its almost summer, but thats probably going to suck too because Im gonna be working five days a week. But at least I have vacation to V.a to look forward to with Katie and Nastazya.. woohoo! But yea anyways, about today.. Four words sum up today.. "New Fortune" and "Manville Pizza". Haha to those of you reading this who know what Im talking about. Good times good times. But anyway, right after school me Nastazya Katie and Bobby walked to New Fortune and got some egg rolls, yumm. And then we went to Manville Pizza because we decided that we wanted some pizza too. So we ate, and then went to the dollar store to get balloons for Brit since today is her b-day. After we got the balloons we walked home, very slowly. We didn't feel like walking. So when we got to that little turn bendy thing on Kennedy Blvd. we stopped and sat on some random persons porch. It was fun. Eh eh. Finally we made it to my house somehow, and Robyn called and she came over, too. We were talking about Disney movies, and somehow we ended up watching Lion King. Do not ask, please. When the dad died Katie was so sad that she had to go outside for that part because she didnt want to cry. Poor kid. After we watched the movie we went for a walk to kill time before Brit came. We ended up seeing Nicole and her sister by their house.. and I haven't talked to them for such a long time. Their friends Hannah and Ruthie were over and it so happens that they used to be Bobby's next door neighbors when he lived in Somerville, so we talked w/ them for a little bit. Thennnn after that we went to Brits and gave her balloons n crap and we all just chilled there for a while. Stacie and Holly were there, too. They're pretty cool. And Brit got a trampoline. Weeee! Fun fun. Even tho we didnt really do anything exciting today, I still had fun. It kinda felt like the summer again. I miss last summer. I hope this one is just as good. Current Mood: amused Current Music: That Sunshine Day song from the Brady Bunch
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Thursday, June 5th, 2003
7:15 pm	Yo People, My 1st entry! Hey guys, I finally have a journal! Eeee! It pretty much looks like crap right now, but thats okay because it will get better once I get good at this stuff..its hard! lol. So yea today in school, was nothing really special. History was so fun though. Treonze wasn't there today and we had that weird flamer dude as our sub. Me, Katie, Robyn, and Katrina were so hyper! Katie somehow stole Katrina's shoe off her foot and then me her Robyn and Armand were throwing it across the room. It was funny funny. Then after school I hung out with Nastazya, and I found out some interesting info, muhaha. Tomorrow's Brit's birthday, and I think a bunch of people are gonna hang out at her house tomorrow night, hopefully. Im kinda looking forward to it; it should be fun. Friends are great! Don't know what I would do without 'em! Im gonna leave it here because I wanna try to figure out how to make this thing lok all pretty pretty nice nice. Later, kids. Current Mood: grateful Current Music: Jaded - Mest
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