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but she cant kill
my love for her.
Sr. Murder [13 Feb 2005|04:24pm]
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Enjoy.


Fin.
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but she cant kill
my love for her.
[09 Feb 2005|08:17am]
She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat choke
Torn into pieces
I won't, nO!
I don't wanna be this...

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
I can't make her real
_

but she cant kill
my love for her.
[08 Feb 2005|03:13pm]
Meet me in outer space
WE could spend the night
Watch the earth come up
I've grown tired of that place
Won't you come with me?
WE could start again

How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do
How do you do it?
It's better than I ever knew

Meet me in outer space
I will hold you close
If you're afraid of heights
I need you to see this place
It might be the only way
That I can show you how
It feels to be inside of you

How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do
How do you do it?
It's better than I ever knew
2 let the blood spill.. _

but she cant kill
my love for her.
stitches [07 Feb 2005|01:04pm]
If it stayed i'd never leave it
If that turned around
I'd grieve the special dirty things that we used to talk about
I mean that loving you is strange
And adored by me throughout oh no it's you again
Someday soon you'll find that someone
Waiting for the chance to beat you
Drooling on the set to feel you
Blessing you with every kiss

Such the patient one who needs me
The spoiled one who wins
So shocking where's your sense
Don't you know i hate you, ohoh
Unsatisfied,you little girl.

Tying yourself to me
Stitch up my emptiness cause your the death of me
So precious loving the thrill
Tying yourself to me
Stitch up my emptiness cause your the death of me
So precious loving the thrill

Rolling dice and seeming queer
Bastard love,a sick affair
Let's see what new disease you'll fetch
I mean that fucking you is strange
And adored by me throughout
Oh no it's you again
Blessing you with every kiss

So precious you know this hate of mine exploded
I'm so deranged you know
I will never be the same
_

but she cant kill
my love for her.
100 crappy questions. [05 Feb 2005|09:55pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Right here in my arms - HIM ]

100 things about Me
1* First grade teacher's name: umm Mrs. buxton? I think

2* Last word you said: No.

3* Last song you sang: When love and death embrace.

4* Last person you hugged: my ma.

5* Last thing you laughed at: dont remember.

6* Last time you said I dont remember: during #5.

7* Last time you cried: today?

*PRESENT*
9* What color socks are you wearing: white

10* What's under your bed: tennis balls?

11* What time did you wake up today: 12.

12* Current taste: stench

13* Current hair: undone

15* Current annoyance: everything

16* Current longing: to live to see tommorow.

17* Current desktop background: one I made myself.

18* Current worry: no sense in worrying

19* Current hate: nothing

20* Current favorite article of clothing: bleeding though tee

21* Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: smile

22* Last CD that you listened to: Ill nino - revolition revolucion

23* Favorite place to be: anywhere in so. cali

24* Least favorite place: the entire midwest

25* Time you wake up in the morning: morning? ew.

26* If you could play an instrument, what would you play: I can and I play bass.

27* Favorite color: blood red. I work with it a lot.

28* Do you believe in an afterlife: no

29* How tall are you: 6'4

30* Current favorite word/saying: That's classy.

31* Favorite book: anything with curious george in it.

32* Favorite season: now its summer, no parties during the winter ;\

33* One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: no one.

*FUTURE*
35* Where do you want to go for college? MI

36* What is your career going to be like: full of alcohol and nu-metal ;\

37* How many kids do you want: as many as I can afford, damn things cost alot to take care of .

*HAVE YOU EVER...*
39* Said "I love you" and meant it: yes.

40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: no

41* Been to New York: no, ew.

42* Been to Florida: nope.

43* Been to California: home sweet home.

44* Been to Hawaii: not yet, but one day -shakes fist-

45* Been to Mexico: several times.

46* Been to China: nope

48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: probably.

*RANDOM*

52* Do you have a crush on someone: who knows, but I do want to crush someone.

53* What book are you reading now? no books, just music.

54* Worst feeling in the world: love

55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: I need to brush my teef.

56* How many rings before you answer: 2

57* Future daughter's name: im pushing for magdalena, but it sounds funny in spanish ;\

58* Future son's name: Jonathan Bradley (after my heroes.)

59* Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: nope/

60* If you could have any job you wanted: musician

61* Wish were here: a cheeseburger, I havent eaten all day.

62* College plans: fail and become a bum

63* Piercings: none.

*THE EXTRA STUFF*
64* Do you do drugs: not anymore.

65* Do you drink: heavily.

67* What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: never payed attention to the bottle.

68* What are you most scared of: death.

69* What clothes do you sleep in: shorts and a t-shirt

70* Who is the last person that called you: Jimmy?

71* Where do you want to get married: who knows, perferably outdoors.

72* If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: i'd make like the george foreman grill and knock out the fat.

73* Who do you really hate: javi. he's a douche.

74* Been In Love: yes

75* Are you timely or always late: fashionably late unless I HAVE to be on time.

76* Do you have a job: part time designer, full time slacker..

77* Do you like being around people: certain people.

78* Best feeling in the world: love.

79* Are you for world peace: no, its not possible.

80* Are you a health freak: fuck no.

81* Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: I never forget a face.

82* Do you want someone you don't have?
83* Are you lonely right now: not really.

84* Ever afraid you'll never get married: no

85* Do you want to get married: yes

86* Do you want kids? yes

*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...*
87* Cried: yes

88* Bought Something: uhh no?

89* Gotten Sick: nope

90* Sang: yes

91* Said I Love You: no

92* Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: no.

93* Met Someone: no

94* Moved On: I moved from new york to boardwalk in on series of rolls.

95* Talked To Someone: yes

96* Had A Serious Talk: yes

97* Missed Someone: meh.

98* Hugged Someone: yes.

99* Yelled at Someone: yes

100* Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: yes

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