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[06 May 2004|04:44pm]
[ mood | secretitive ]
[ music | mike mills- air ]

hmm new man in my life?

` 1 ` it's only -broken-

[01 May 2004|09:55pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

i hate males. they can all go die.

-broken-

stolen from shannon [26 Jan 2004|08:01pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | kelly osbourne- perfect ]

1.First name: Sharon
2.Middle Name: May
3.Last Name: Millam
4.Age: 19
5.Date Of Birth: 05.13.84
6.Siblings (names and ages): derek 20
7.Mother’s Name: Mary
8.Father’s Name: Gregory
9.Boyfriend or Girlfriend’s name: eh...

Favorites
10.TV program: Charmed or Everwood (i love rose magowen) ;)
11.Film: Labyrinth
12.Food: italian
13.Place: my room it's calming to me
14.Song: i am the highway- audioslave
16.Thing to do: talk on the phone or shop
17.Person to do: haha. no comment ;)
18.Thing to cry about: life being cruel
19.Thing to say: fuck
20.Cartoon character: bender
21.Curse: fuck
22.Thing to make fun of: dustin ;x

What comes to your mind when I say this?
23.Bugs: eww
24.Spoon: fork
25.Tissue: sneeze
26.Church: lies
27.Shoe: flip-flops
28.Shrub: bush
29.Pooch: i miss him :(
30.Silly: dork
31.Staple: always out
32.Pen: writing
33.Stripes: freddie
34.Lace: fun
35.Sunglasses: beach
36.Rain: calming
37.Window: shade
38.Garlic: bread

Either Or
39.TV/Movies: tv
40.Music/Sports: music
41.Soup/Cereal: soup
42.Red/Green: red
43.Orange/Blue: blue
44.Yellow/Purple: purple
45Black/White: black
46.Energetic/Mellow: mellow
47.Hot/Cold: hot
48.Winter/Spring: spring
49.Fall/Summer: summer
50.AIM/MSN: aim
51.Yahoo/AOL: yahoo
52.Loud/Quiet: quiet
53.Hug/Kiss: kiss
54.Hold hands/Cuddle: cuddle
55.Right to the point/Foreplay: foreplay
56.Mom/Dad: grandpa
57.Brother/Sister: brother

Have You Ever
58.Kissed someone? yes
59.Hugged someone? yes
60.Had Sex(how many times, how many different people)? eh too many to count, 2 people..
61.Hurt someone on purpose? yeah
62.Cheated on you boyfriend/girlfriend? naw
63.Done something so stupid you don’t want to talk about it? yes
64.Done something to fit in? no
65.Not cared what someone said? most of the time
66.Cared too much about what someone said? yea
67.Thought you should change? all the time
68.Changed? semi
69.Lied about something serious? no
70.If so did you regret it?
71.Been on a plane? yes i love it ;x
72.Cried for no reason? a lot...
73.Cried for more than 2 straight hours? yea
74.Wanted to kill a certain person(who)? yes, my stepdad and my father.
75.Still do want to kill that certain person? stepdad ;)
76.If so, why? hurt my mother
77.Had any operations? yes
78.Stayed for more than a month away from home? nope
79.Missed someone so bad you felt sick? yeah... it sucks
80.Wanted someone or something so bad you felt sick? yes
81.Woken up with such a bad hangover you actually checked to see if your head was bigger? i dont get them. hehe, shannon looks like we are both lucky bishes.

More about you
82.Height: 5'4
83.Weight: way too much
84.Penis size: viberator count? :)
85.Breast size: 40d
86.Shoe size: 9 1/2
87.Hair color: blonde
88.Eye color: blue
89.Main make-up do-dad: base, eye make up and lip gloss
90.Favorite color: pink
91.Most impersonal secret: i dont really have any
92.Do you yell at people walking down the street? no only if they are driving.
93.How many toes do you have? 10,
94.Fingers (including thumbs because that is so a finger)? 10,
95.Any special talents? eh not really any im super good at
96.How did you discover them? lol
97.Do you like to take pictures? yes
98.Do you think your good at something? eh... sex? ;)
99.What? <---- dorks.
100.Are you happy? not particularly but i am not about to go kill myself or anything like that ;)

-broken-

;x [30 Dec 2003|10:05am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | john's and adam's ims ringing. ]

persocom catgirl: only way its getting fixed is if my father agrees to pay for it
persocom catgirl: im sure as hell not
Sporadic Deviant: *hugs* but i need my shar time ;.;
persocom catgirl: you are having shar time right now
Sporadic Deviant: i know, but but ;.;
persocom catgirl: hm?
Sporadic Deviant: if you leave your comp dead i won't get any ;.;
Sporadic Deviant: that sounded so wrong
persocom catgirl: o.o
persocom catgirl: oh yes it did
Sporadic Deviant: x.x
persocom catgirl: i need to put that in my journal
Sporadic Deviant: no

` 2 ` it's only -broken-

[01 Nov 2003|12:45pm]
quizes )

yay :)
-broken-

[01 Nov 2003|12:26pm]
[ mood | awake ]

-yawns and stretches-
mm 12 hours of sleep last night -smiles- i feel so much better! anyways halloween was okay? i spent it at work but we only had like 107 customers so it was dead lol. most of the time me, ray and glenn just talked or were calling people on the phone. so bleh.

worried about vaga ;( hope he's okay.
grah i need to get ready for work again. ;x
i hate working so much. x.x

-broken-

[31 Oct 2003|12:33am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | haunted- evanescence ]

wheee....
i took some new pics today, they look super cute ;D hehe.
i went to work which was boring, it was only glenn, debra and me (i am sooo fucking glad it was slow ;x). i talked to glenn a lot. he's a dork but he has lived a little and i can respect that. so yeah work was okay, uhm then i came home and i am now talking to vaga ;S hehe

on a more realistic note, my fucking stepdad is picking fights with my mother again. sometimes i seriously wish that he would die -.- grah!

"Haunted"

long lost words whisper slowly to me
still can't find what keeps me here
when all this time i've been so hollow inside
i know you're still there

watching me wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
fearing you loving you
i won't let you pull me down

hunting you i can smell you - alive
your heart pounding in my head

watching me wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
saving me raping me
watching me



Happy Halloween everyone!

-broken-

[30 Oct 2003|01:55pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | haunting- evanescence ]

-smiles and beams-
i'm happy, for once.

i met a great guy, vaga. he's kinda a bad boy (but he's a softy!) it feels weird to have a reason to be happy again. im sure you all think i am nuts but ;P to you. work sucks, i'll probably rant on it later. -.- i want to kill my boss ugh. but yeah okay short post for now, general hospital is coming on then i have to get to work.

shannon, i miss and love you! <3
say hi to dave for me and tell him if he hurts you i'll have a reason to go to jersey.

` 2 ` it's only -broken-

[21 Oct 2003|12:32pm]
[ mood | tired ]

grah im tired. i dropped all my classes but my night class. im burnt out on school, im thinking about going to trinity, they have a massage therapy program i wouldnt mind doing that. so i dunno. im just tire of being busy. oi.

` 1 ` it's only -broken-

[17 Oct 2003|05:02pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

my fucking stepdad is an ass.
i guess he was going to ride spud on the street, but he was up the drive way to where you cant see him from the rode, anyways i pulled into the driveway and i guess it scared spud and my stepdad started screaming at me. it wasnt my fault he was in the drive way where he shouldnt have been considering he knows you cant see it fromt he rode. then my mom just let him fucking yell at me. so i left. fuck them if they are gonna scarem at me for shit i can not control screw them and they can buy their own fucking dinner.

` 1 ` it's only -broken-

dammit shannon! ;) [17 Oct 2003|02:30pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | general hospital ]

LAYER ONE: on the outside
Current Location: California
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Blonde
Righty or Lefty: Righty.


LAYER TWO: on the inside
Your heritage: Italian, Irish, Cherrokee, and a lot more.
Shoes you wore today: None so far.
Your weakness: My pets, heartfelt poetry, love, soft kisses.
Your fears: Being burned alive, spiders, snakes
Your perfect pizza: Pepperoni and cheese
Goal you'd like to achieve: Finding out exactly what I want to do with my life


LAYER THREE: yesterday, today, tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: I really don't want to get out of bed, do I have to?
Your best physical feature: My eyes
Your bedtime: About 2 am


LAYER FIVE: do you?
Sing: Yes, do people like it is the real question.
Take a shower everyday: Yes.
Have a crush(es): -blushes- Yes.
Think you've been in love: I know I was with Austin.
Like(d) high school: I miss high school it was soo much fun.
Want to get married: Yes
Believe in yourself: Yes, and No.
Think you're attractive: No
Think you're a health freak: No
Get along with your parents: We have our off moments but yeah.
Like thunderstorms: They scare me ;x
Play an instrument: I have a base guitar, I can't play it


LAYER SIX: in the past month have you...
Smoked: No
Done a drug: No
Made Out: No
Gone on a date: Yes
Eaten sushi: Mp
Been on stage: No.
Been dumped: No.
Dyed your hair: No.


LAYER SEVEN: ever...
Played a game that required removal of clothing: Once or twice
Been caught "doing something": Oi, Brandon walked in on Austin and me.
Been called a tease: Yes, once or twice


LAYER EIGHT: getting older
Age you hope to be married: About 23 or 24
Describe your dream wedding: On the beach, bare foot in a white strapless gown, and to end the night.. me and my husband dance together alone on the beach at sunset.
What country would you most like to visit: Italy, I want to see where my family came from.

-broken-

back in the saddle again [17 Oct 2003|01:47am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | poem- taproot ]

wheeee i'm back!

haha okay first of all. if i deleted you off my friends list, I'M SORRY!! comment and I'll re-add. i was messing with it and deleted hella people (oi vey!).
so yeah. I am gonna TRY and start posting again (shuddup Shannon, I know... I know.)
Nothing much going on except work and school, oh and my horses being home which is sucking up all my time x.x (hehe)

so yeah i did a WHOLE new layout on my journal and stuff. I missed you all! and I think that's all i have to say ;x

` 4 ` it's only -broken-

been a long time waiting? [18 Sep 2003|01:38pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

hey ya'll sorry i know i've been MIA ;( but i'll try not to be :X

"... On The Radio (Remember The Days)"

You liked me till' you heard my shit on the radio
Well I hate to say but pop aint' going solo
You liked me till' you heard my shit on the radio
But now I'm just too mainstream for you, oh no
You liked me till' you seen me on your t.v.
Well if you're so low below then why you watching
You say good things come to those who wait
Well I've been waiting a long time for it

[Chorus:]
I remember the days when I was so eager to satisfy you
And be less then I was just to prove I could walk beside you
Now that I've flown away I see you've chosen to stay behind me
And still you curse the day I decided to stay true to myself

You say your quest is to bring it higher
Well I never seen change without a fire
But from your mouth I have seen a lot of burning
But underneath I think it's a lot of yearning
Your face, the colours change from green to yellow
To the point where you can't even say hello
You tell me you'd kill me if I ever snob you out
Like that's what you'd expect from me, like that's what I'm about

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
It's so much easier to stay down there guaranteeing you're cool
Than to sit up here exposing myself trying to break through
Than to burn in the spotlight, turn in the spitfire
Scream without making a sound, be up here and not look down
because we're all afraid of heights

[Chorus]

Why ya hurt me hurt me hurt me hurt me hurt me hurt me so so,
leave me down down down down low leave me down da down down da down da down down down...shit on the radio... shit on the radio... shit on the radio... shit on the radio

` 4 ` it's only -broken-

[07 Aug 2003|09:10pm]
[ mood | drained ]

i am soooo sick of people lately! i want to scream or something close to it. ugh. -smiles- josh brightened my day though

StolenHotelpApeR: -pounces-
Joshie: eeekkkkk
Joshie: u scared me
StolenHotelpApeR: im that ugly?

lol. today was my second and FINAL day of NAO. it was okay. long day though. angela is a kick in the ass so it was a laugh filled drive to and from oakland. yesterday i was so tired i went to bed at 6pm and didn't wake up til 6 am x.x oops? hehee
i dont know what else to say im kinda outta it. sorry for not writing a lot lately!

` 1 ` it's only -broken-

[31 Jul 2003|11:10pm]
grah i am annoyed. mom and bill blah.. she's not gonna divorice him. which pisses me off. ugh. yeah
james sent me flowers. white daisies.
` 2 ` it's only -broken-

grah [25 Jul 2003|02:51pm]
[ mood | listless ]

i feel restless right now. it's crazy.
i want to smack someone haha. i don't even know who though. it's just a crazy feeling. but yeah. lately things are funky. i hope it all goes well this weekend.

` 6 ` it's only -broken-

hahaha i am so mean [23 Jul 2003|02:37pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | general hospital ]

broken charms (1:59:59 PM): your like a puppy dog
broken charms (2:00:12 PM): cute and fluffy, but still a dog

` 2 ` it's only -broken-

[21 Jul 2003|08:32pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | how long- dream ]

broken charms (8:28:14 PM): im cold
Drum munkey82 (8:28:26 PM): let's cuddle then
Drum munkey82 (8:28:36 PM): you could give me a backrub
Drum munkey82 (8:28:40 PM): .......
broken charms (8:28:57 PM): how is that cuddling
broken charms (8:29:04 PM): im doing work and you enjoy it
Drum munkey82 (8:29:06 PM): its close enough.
broken charms (8:29:08 PM): typical male
broken charms (8:29:09 PM): lol
Drum munkey82 (8:29:50 PM): lol, I'll have you know, I repay massages with interest
Drum munkey82 (8:29:55 PM): I make it worth it
broken charms (8:30:02 PM): oh really now?
Drum munkey82 (8:30:15 PM): depends on how good you are
broken charms (8:30:30 PM): the best i can put anyone to sleep with my massages
Drum munkey82 (8:30:53 PM): lol, I can't exactly repay you ifi'm sleepin
Drum munkey82 (8:31:00 PM): but now, I'm gonna marry you.
broken charms (8:31:11 PM): you can repay me with sex :)
Drum munkey82 (8:31:35 PM): I can do that too

` 4 ` it's only -broken-

my fav dream song [19 Jul 2003|10:52am]
[ mood | listless ]
[ music | pain- dream ]

"Mr. Telephone Man"

[Chorus:]
Mr. telephone man, there's something wrong with my line
When I dial my baby's number, I get a click every time
Mr. telephone man, there's something wrong with my line
When I dial my baby's number, I get a click every time

When I dial 6-1-1 paid service
She said ''hello, may I help you please''
I told her something must be wrong with my phone
Cause my baby wouldn't hang up on me

[Chorus:]
Mr. telephone man, there's something wrong with my line
When I dial my baby's number, I get a click every time
Mr. telephone man, there's something wrong with my line
When I dial my baby's number, I get a click every time

He let the phone ring
20 times before he answered
Let me tell you what happened then
A minute later, I got the operator, saying
''Please hang up and place you call again'' baby

[Chorus:]
Mr. telephone man
There's something wrong with my line
When I dial my baby's number
I get a click every time
Mr. telephone man
Something's wrong with the line
(There's something wrong with my line)
When I dial his number
(When I dial my baby's number)
(I get a click every time)

Some strange woman is on the telephone (the telephone)
Keeps telling me that my baby, he ain't home (that he's not home)
He ain't got no party line, this situation blows my mind
Oh... I just can't take this anymore

[Bridge:]
Please operator, see what you can do
I dialed the right number, but I still couldn't get through
Would you just check the wire, his number one more time if you can
I'm pretty sure he's phone ain't being answered by no woman

[Chorus:]
Mr. telephone man
There's something wrong with my line
When I dial my baby's number
I get a click every time
Mr. telephone man
Something's wrong with the line
(There's something wrong with my line)
When I dial his number
(When I dial my baby's number)
(I get a click every time)

Must be a bad connection
With my loving affection
Ah Baby, I just can't take this no more
This situation blows my mind
Can't get my baby on the line
(On the line)

[Chorus:]
Mr. telephone man (I tried dialing information)
There's something wrong with my line
When I dial my baby's number (I get no cooperation)
I get a click every time
Mr. telephone man (Mr. on the phone telling me my baby ain't home)
There's something wrong with my line
When I dial my baby's number (ah baby)
I get a click every time (I just can't take it anymore)

Mr. telephone man (help me out)
There's something wrong with my line (please Mr. Telephone Man)
When I dial my baby's number (help me out)
I get a click every time (please Mr. Telephone Man)
Mr. telephone man there's something wrong with the line (Mr. Telephone Man)
When I dial his number I get a click every time...

-broken-

[16 Jul 2003|11:34pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | mr telephone man- dream ]

Rainy Innocence: hi
x21b2x: do i know me?
Rainy Innocence: i dunno, do you know you?
x21b2x: i duno do you know me?
Rainy Innocence: lmfao
Rainy Innocence: ian you are such a reject
Rainy Innocence: i love you munks
x21b2x: hehe
x21b2x: too many dman names
x21b2x: if i looked on my aol list
x21b2x: i would have like 15 shars
Rainy Innocence: hahaha
x21b2x: i mean seriously
x21b2x: how many personalities do u have woman?
Rainy Innocence: however many help me get threw life

` 1 ` it's only -broken-

[12 Jul 2003|01:33pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | disease- matchbox twenty ]

fucking ryan

he talked to me earlier and made me feel like crap. he fucking doesn't understand that i don't want to talk to him because of how he treated me. i broke down crying and then i was trying to take a fucking nap and my stepdad and mom kept fucking calling. bastards. i told them i have to go to work then they ask me to fucking call in sick. ugh. i am so sick of me putting my life on hold for everyone else.

` 3 ` it's only -broken-

[12 Jul 2003|10:33am]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | tuesday morning- michelle branch ]

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE my manager ROCKS!!

I just called Vic and explained everything and he was totally sympathic. thank god that i have an understanding boss.
I feel so much better now. and i just got even better news, i have ANOTHER new work shirt coming in muahahahahahaa! the newer work shirts are lighter and comphy -squeels- doesn't take much to please me. i bought ne work pants yesterday so i am not worried about anything for work but my shoes. i think i am gonna get some adidas as long as they are black they can't bitch :P

"Tuesday Morning"

I remember stormy weather
The way the sky looks when it's cold
And you were with me
Content with walking
So unaware of the world

Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I dont wanna feel alone
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna go
Tuesday morning
In the dark
I was finding out
Who you are

I took your picture
While you were sleeping
And then I paced around the room
If I had known then
That these things happen
Would they have happened with you?

Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I dont wanna feel alone
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna go
Tuesday morning
In the dark
I was finding out
Who you are

And if you turned around to see me and I was gone
You should have looked outside your window
'Cause the sun was coming up
The sun was coming up

Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I dont wanna feel alone
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna go
Tuesday morning
In the dark
I was finding out
Who we are
who we are

sorry about all the lyrics lately they just.. fit.. ya know?

-broken-

[12 Jul 2003|09:49am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | love me like that- michelle banch ]

okay i re-did my journal it's simple and sleek, long story short i like it.
but now my icon doesn't match so i need a favor -puppy eyes- my animation shop doesn't work so if i make the pieces to some icons, will someone animate them for me PLEASE
<3

-broken-

[12 Jul 2003|07:58am]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | i'm the man who murdered love-xtc ]

okay so on a serious side.
my aunt ginger who i posted about a while ago that was in critical condition is now coming home but not to her home... she's coming here. i am not complaining i know my mom and i can take care of her a lot better then her husband and daughter. my uncle is 56 and not in the best health himself. and my cuz is being bitchy towards her mom lately and just had a baby so whatever. today is the day she is moving in. this means not only do i have ruby to take care of but also my aunt ginger. -sighs- whatever life i managed to have between ruby, work and school [when its in session] has now disapeared. i have no clue how i am gonna handle this. but i will, somehow...

i need to call my manager today too while he's at work. i am gonna ask him to NEVER schedule me with Anthony again. but he might not be working for Kragen much longer anyways so there might not be a problem anyways. plus i need to talk to him about some over time work i seriously need the money since i just paid for my classes and i have books to buy next -sigh- and i must remember... next paycheck goes to SHOES. right now, i am living for the letter brian is 'possed to send me. i think i will feel calmer once i get it.

-broken-

[12 Jul 2003|01:39am]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Gone Away- Cold ]

WHAT SONG...?

1. Reminds you of an ex-lover: Sometimes- Britney Spears

2. Reminds you of an ex-friend: Break Stuff- Limp Bizkit

3. Reminds you of your childhood: Black or White- Micheal Jackson

4. Makes you cry: No Arizona- Jamie O'Neal

5. Makes you laugh: Squeeze Toy- Boom Tang Boys

6. Makes you wanna dance: Papa Don't Preach- Kelly Osbourne

7. Reminds you of the one you love: Gone Away- Cold

8. Makes you very, very sleepy: Been a While- Staind

9. You wish you wrote: Unwell- Matchbox Twenty

10. You wish had been written for you: Drive- The Cars

11. Fills you with complete joy: Pink- Aerosmith

12. You never want to hear again: In Da Club- 50 cent

13. You want to get married to: Hero- Mariah Carey

14. You want played at your funeral: Downfall- Matchbox Twenty

15. Makes you want to mosh/slam dance: Enter Sandman- Metallica

16. Sums up your teenage years: Teenage Dirtbag- Wheatus

17. You used to hate but now love: Poem- Taproot

18. You used to love, but now hate: Rock Your Body- Justin Timberlake

19. You like out of your parent's record collection: Hotel California- The Eagles

20. Your parents like out of your collection: Sweet Emotion- Aerosmith

21. You love that you wouldn't know about if it wasn't for a friend: Juicy- I Mother Earth

22. Makes you think of someone who died: Wish You Were Here- Incubus

23. You love the video more than the tune: Glad- JLo

24. Reminds you of your first crush: Crush- Mandy Moore

25. You love which is from one of your favorite movies: The Love Song from Top Gun

26. Makes you think of the moon: Desperato- The Eagles

27. Makes you think of last summer: Cruel Summer

28. Makes you think of being alone: Hello-Evanescence

29. You love to hear at clubs: Slave 4 U- Britney Spears

30. Makes you think deeply: The Highway Man- Lorana Mckinnit

-broken-

grrrr [10 Jul 2003|11:44am]
[ mood | clean ]
[ music | kelly osbourne ]

my mom scared the hell outta me!!
i was taking a shower and like i heard something hit the wall and i ignored it. so i guess when my mom hit the wall she actually opened the bathroom door [even when it is locked if you hit it right it will open] so yeah im taking a shower with my back towards the door and my mom puts her arm in the shower and grabed my hip. i screamed soo loud it was echoing in my head. so like after i stop screaming i got revenge :D i took the shower head off and sprayed my mom. she was soaked. dammit, don't mess with the s! hahaha i need a life.

` 2 ` it's only -broken-

hmm [10 Jul 2003|09:32am]
wheeee, charmed is on. muahahahaha :D
i love paige even though she's a nitwit. she is so like me in the way that she can not keep her mouth shut when it comes to her emotions.

-squeels- i want to see How to Deal -smiles- another love movie eeeee :D

wow i am in a sappy mood. hahaha. i need a life. oo... today is PAY DAY muahahahahaha i get moniess :D

oo i picked my classes for next semester:

English 2
Social science 22 [minority gaps]
Economics 1
Art 1

my econ class is online, my art class is from 6pm til 9:30. then mw is from 1 to 2:20, then t th from 1 to 2:20 :D muahahaa
im very excited ready for school to start hahaha

wisord: "merlin was a hack, please tell me that is not the only one you have heard of"
paige: "well does harry potter count?"
` 2 ` it's only -broken-

haha sign me up to be britney [09 Jul 2003|12:02pm]
[ mood | creative ]

Musicianbabe2003 (11:55:52 AM): if you were to be anyone else, or anywhere else, who/where would you be?
broken charms (11:56:47 AM): britney spears
Musicianbabe2003 (11:58:00 AM): oh gross, seriously?
Musicianbabe2003 (11:59:36 AM): I would like to be graduated from college by now with my docterate :-D
broken charms (12:00:33 PM): britney has more money then anyone our age, she's beautiful, has a great house, great cars, and can get any man she wants
Musicianbabe2003 (12:00:36 PM): muahahahahaha
broken charms (12:00:39 PM): yeah i want to be brit
Musicianbabe2003 (12:00:54 PM): ok, well in that case, I'll be her too
Musicianbabe2003 (12:01:05 PM): shar! i'm going insane
broken charms (12:01:20 PM): lol too late i beat you too it


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...Put some clothes on, psycho.


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` 3 ` it's only -broken-

[08 Jul 2003|10:40am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | hello- evanescence ]

mmm day off number one. -drools-

last night my mom and stepdad got into a huge fight.. bill spent the night in jail because he hit my mom and when she called the police he left on the bike and he was drunk so he got a DUI. -sighs- brian was on the phone with me when i got home and heard some of it. it wasn't pretty.

...and people wonder why i am on prozac...

so yeah i talked to brian a lot last night. he wrote me a letter since i told him no one ever sends me anything because no one loves me. he wrote me poetry too. i forgot how much i missed his poetry. it's always short but powerful, and beautiful. he's made me cry with a few he's wrote. (i'm a dork like that)


eeee it's my name tag wheeee -dances-
hahaha i get so many questions about my name, it's funny.
ooo last night i had to work at the 4016 store. omfg. it was two of working. anthony who is an assistant manager and me. i know NOTHING about the parts counter so i was on register and anthony was doing parts all by himself. i was dying laughing. whn he get's aggervated he starts throwing things around, lol. the printer started eatting the paper for the commercial invoice, anthony hella ripped it out of the printer then started tearing the printer apart and throwing it on the ground. -lmfao-
yeah i spent most of last night laughing or trying to learn parts. it was fun. but he hella kept bad mouthing my store. -growls- he's like "no one over there knows what they are doing, they are all a bunch of idiots" then he's all "you are okay because you are new and are just learning, but they should have given me you and another person that knows how to do parts" ooo then he turned on metallica after we had closed right. and i was all "we should be able to listen to rock all the time" and he gave me this weird look and was all "you probably don't even know who this band is" hahaha the look on his face was priceless when i told him it was metallica. i think i earned some respect at that moment :)

so yeah thats like all that has happend to me lately. oh, except for the psycho people asking me out 24/7
oi. i have been asked for my number more times since working at kragen then i can ever remember. o.o
but it's fun. i like my job. ooo and my 1st assistant manager pepper, he called 4016 and i answered and he was all "sharon are you okay over there?" and i explained what was going on right and he was all "give them hell and jump into the parts, i know you can handle it." that made me feel good. he complemented me the other day also about how when i work the register i always stay ontop of greeting people and that he likes how i work. i was all super surprised and happy about it.
ooooo also. hahaha last night i was working on the parts counter comp and i was chewing on my purple pen and like, i set it down cuz i needed to ring someone up and when i got back anthony picked up my pen to hand it to me, LMAFO my slobber was hanging off of it. the look on his face... -dies-

eee... long post, sorry <33 love you all and i am gonna try and catch up i swear!!!

` 10 ` it's only -broken-

pink is my favorite color... [07 Jul 2003|12:01pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | overprotected- britney ]

yay....
shar is a dork with absolutely no life so she changed her journal again...
see it?
yeah i am liking pink and i love aerosmith.. bite me

` 7 ` it's only -broken-

grahhhhhh [06 Jul 2003|08:51pm]
[ mood | tired ]

today was freaking LONG
-sighs-
i had to work at 8 then i worked til 5 ugh. 3 nine hour shifts in a row, it fucking sucked. but yeah. it was a long damn weekend. ugh.

other then work nothing much has happend, except for the fact ryan is trying to be buddy buddy with me tonight is making me weary. and i dunno whatever, i don't think i want anything to do with him. i want to go call brian and fall asleep listening to his voice.

someone needs to send me dasies.

` 6 ` it's only -broken-

hmm [05 Jul 2003|10:07am]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | hello- evanescence ]

work lately has been great. peaceful actually.
the guys i work with are awesome they always help out if i have a problem and are really great about helping me learn. so far david and rey are my favorite managers, maybe because i always work with them? hehe. they have been sooo awesome to me it's great. i'm glad i got the job there even though it wears me out.

my mom has decided to offer my foster sister the chance to live here again...
right now samantha and kevin are both here. i don't know if i could take living with sam full time again i mean they are only here for a week and i wish they were already going home. i like my peace and quiet when i come home from work. but whatever it's not my choice, but my dad tole me if i need it my room at his house is always mine.

guys... UGH
yeah, it pisses me off that now that austin and i talk more then ever ugh. i dunno i don't know how i feel about him. brian has been calling me every night to talk.. i dunno about that situation. glen hasn't worked in a week :( ewww some ustomer asked if he could take me to lunch yesterday it was a little creepy. so yeah guys suck.

i want someone to buy me some daisies.

oooo... nicole and derek went out last night. she claims he's a good kisser. hahaha. for once i am completely okay with one of my friends dating my step-brother. -smiles- i hope nicole and derek date seriously. hehe.

if i smile and don't believe
soon i know i'll wake from this dream
don't try to fix me i'm not broken
hello i'm the lie living for you so you can hide
don't cry


happy birthday becca, i'd make you a tag.. but i have to work soon. so i hope your birthday is great hun.

-broken-

lolol [04 Jul 2003|09:31pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]


My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?


i'll post seriously when i am not so tired
-broken-

eeeeee [03 Jul 2003|05:50pm]
[ mood | hot ]
[ music | hello- evanescence ]

hey y'll i am back i'll explain later i think i am gonna go swim it's hotter then hell in cali

` 1 ` it's only -broken-

holy shit [27 Jun 2003|08:04am]
okay so yeah... i went to sleep after i posted last night and didnt wake up til this morning [i was tired]. anyways i am going back to sleep i work tonight and i keep yawning. oooo.... mary bought me a copy of the new harry potter so i dont have to buy it this weekend. =] okay buhbyes all
` 13 ` it's only -broken-

fucking heat [26 Jun 2003|07:14pm]
[ mood | hot ]

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eh, i got paid today 211 for not even 27 hours ain't bad so i am not complaining. hehe today at work was fun at the end i got to make fun of ernie. and dood glen has been actting wierd to me... like he stays by the register so he can talk to me and stuff... eh yeah. anyways i am tired and soaked. i washed my car after work then seriously dove into the pool, it's very hot today.
` 4 ` it's only -broken-

[25 Jun 2003|10:34pm]
work sucked tonight.. drama with the register. me and it got in a fight... i lost.
i got my new name tag ;s it says share hahahaha i love it i'll take a pic of it later. i have to open tomorrow morning though so i need sleep. nini world.
` 4 ` it's only -broken-

[25 Jun 2003|11:00am]
[ mood | confused ]

hmm okay today is gonna be a good day. -puts on a huge smile then crawls back into bed-
lol, i work at 4 tonight i am hoping -please please please- that glen works and that the carnival hasn't started [dirty old carnie men... eewwww].
glen said something monday night that kinda put me off guard and i wanna kinda clear it up. i was gonn talk to him about it that night but he was supposed to be off at 7 and when he left i was in a rush of checking people out so i couldn't talk to him. here's our convo...

glen- are you ready for the noise
me- what?
glen- noise, from the carnival...
me- oohh, ewww dirty carnie men
glen- haha, yeah.
me- i used to love those when i was little...
glen- i like them when i have someone to go with... [i give him a look like 'okay....'] my neice who i usually take is getting to be too much of a pain to take.
me- oh, yeah i know how that is

then i had a customer come up so like he left to go pretend he was working. i don't know if he ment anything by that or if he was just stating it. ugh i dunno.

` 3 ` it's only -broken-

hahaha [24 Jun 2003|05:29pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | been a while- staind ]

FiReZ2 (5:26:30 PM): naughty sharbert
broken charms (5:28:18 PM): hey
broken charms (5:28:29 PM): guys are jerks so i'll get myself off

` 2 ` it's only -broken-

i love this song. [24 Jun 2003|11:45am]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | staind- epiphany ]

"Epiphany"

Your words to me just a whisper
Your faces so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the thing's I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles because
My words get in my way. I smoke the
whole thing to my head and feel it
wash away 'cause i don't take anymore
or this, I want to come apart.
or dig myself a little hole inside
your precious heart

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

I am nothing more than a little boy inside
That cries out for attention
though I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like children,
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

-broken-

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