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Subject:	YAAAAAAY!
Time:	4:19 pm.

things are great, im happy as fuck, when theres someone in youre life who turns a stupid ass dance into somthing grand- you know things are good, this certinly is karma.......................................

Subject:	current status
Time:	9:29 pm.
Mood:	depressed.
Music:	the voids.

the new casualties album comes out febuary, this makes me very happy i hope its fuckin good-speaking of punk my new pal zeb needs a little help in the punk department- hes gott a way worse case of emoitus. but id theres one badass mother fucker who can cure it, its the maxx-anyway i think ive had it with dumass teens- if i have to deal with any more retards im gonna shoot myself................................. i spent my break playing video games reading and feelin a little down(i know i sed i hate teen dramah but somtimes its inevitible) i need a lover to love to me.....now how to go about that

2 oi

Subject:	-resolve-
Time:	12:00 pm.
Mood:	disappointed.

why do we want what we cant have?, i always tell people that they should evaluate things- sit and think and when i did it today, i realized what a little bitch i am- i chased somthing that couldnt be caught, because it didnt wanna be, but when it sat ready to come to me i didnt like the way it looked at me so i left it- and didnt want alot so i was frustrated when i didnt get it, i see some people swim in oceans they dont deserve- when im strubling to get a drop out of a fuckin faucet after i worked all day. the truth is though things realy arent that bad- maybe dissapointing- but things could be alot worse- so why mourn any longer?

2 oi

Subject:	-golf-
Time:	9:25 am.
Mood:	amused.

i went golfin with alex, and some other people-and it made me realize somthing about golf, ...............thats its bull shit. i dont mean the actuall sport of golf, no not the actual game i actually liked that, hitting the ball into hole, i mean i dont like all the bull shit that goes around golf, like there fucking dress code- or the fact that the other golfers were all snotty rich men who have nothing better to do that golf, sadly i learned that golf is just a big clique, and at the end of the day the golf 'marshall' rode up in his big bad red golf cart and basicly told us never come back, oh well other than that it was good day..........................

Subject:	reason #5
Time:	11:34 am.

most kids let problems walk all over them- when somthings going bad or is confusing them- they let it happen, if you dont question and stand up against the bad whatever it is- youll be consumed by it- teens except every stupid stereo type possible and usually dont care enuff to learn about much of anything-this is because school sucks the soul out of learning by forcing down worthless material in a worthless way- theres a million problems with people and a million rerasons why if you dont learn about them and if you dont try to better youre self- you just become the problem and eventually are destroyed by it, some people fall into cliques to fix problems but just make things worse because they didnt learn what the real problem was, or ever realy question the clique..........

Subject:	reason #4
Time:	11:17 am.

reason #4, people are way to uptight and afraid all the time, people are always biting there toungs and watching what they do for fear of not fitting in- or being deamed weird, whats the point of being locked in everyone elses bondage? why sit around and fear everone elses opinion- as long as youre not being to destructive- why be an uptight little priss?, i hate stupid girls, that are always saying ewww, noo!, stop, then go on to talk about clothes and a bunch of things that dont even matter, like gossip about there 'best freinds', or ever worse celeberties- i hate boys that sit around and talk about what badasses they are, and think there the coolist fucking skaters that ever lived-we'd all be happyer if we went out of the social taboos that controll our lives just a little for god sakes!

Subject:	reason #3
Time:	11:04 am.

reason #3, i notice alot of teens are angy and depressed, and dont get me wrong theres alot to be angry and depressed about ecspecailly when youre a kid- but i think its wht you do with it people end up either becoming suicidal or a hot head asshole- becoming a born again chistian or wicca, or turning to drugs to make them better, there all just weak escapes. people can realy dont have to do that- an infinte amount of ways you could channel all that into somthing else but people dont wanna hear that- theyd rather run them selves into the ground or ever worse they think thats there only way to help them selves- and if people wanna ruin there lives and be arogant assholes thats there choice, im just saying theres a better way

1 oi

Subject:	reason #2
Time:	10:53 am.

reason #2, teens fall into little cliques-dont get me wrong we all have to conform to somthing im in my own little clique-but what we conform to and why, most dumass teens just find somthing cuz they feel like they need to not cuz they want too, it ends up becoming stupid and opressive. some people find issues or belifes they want to spread like the gosspil or animal rights, but fail to evaluate what it realy is or means they get more caught up in being apart of somthing or the fight for somthing then what there actually fighting for, take neo nazi for instance- neo nazis liove shouting white pride and wearing swashticas, they want to be part of a clique were theyll be excepted- and theres nothing wrong with just that life is a search for exceptance- but they take it too far they want to belive there better they want to fight a war with everyone else, thats what all cliques become just a little club that thinks it better than everyone else- it cares more about being better than why its better

Subject:	i eat children
Time:	10:45 am.

im realy starting to hate teenagers, most of them anyway. Im sick of peoples bull shit thats way ive made a list of why most teens suck ass- 1# teens go around 'going out', with person after person like its nothing just dumping the old finding a new one, it makes no sense why go out and search the horizon, and leave people who realy love you behind? then they end up having sex with someone who could give a shit about them swearing they love them just seems like alot pointless dramah, if people thought out there position, and where they were going what they were doing, we whouldnt have such fucked up relationships

Subject:	help
Time:	9:03 pm.
Mood:	anxious.
Music:	the cure.

i have a freind whos been goin through a rouff time, but i refuse to stop helping them, because they desevre to be helped i wont stop untill i know there ok, you cant just let people fold over and die! especially the good ones the realy! goods ones i dont think that makes me a do gooder that just makes me a freind, i feel like i can help if they just let me

Subject:	me and my bike all break
Time:	8:51 am.
Mood:	crushed.
Music:	the cure........

im a loser and i hsve no car, so i ride my bike around, thats what i paln on doing all break riding around seein my freinds, tryin to forget how bull shit people are................................................

Subject:	nope still punk
Time:	9:57 pm.

ok i went to the same site and took the punk rock test, and i got a 92%!!!!!, i think that either cures my emo- itus, or proves that this fuckin site is bull shit and that you cant sum up a person based on a bunch of stupid ass questions, anyway it was at www.fuali.com, if you wanna question who you are and have a short lived identity crisis, you should go

Subject:	EMO-ITUS!
Time:	9:47 pm.

o lord i took the emo test, and to my dissmay i got 58% emo!, i think it was beths influence that let it get so high, oh well i dont realy mind im shure in a few months it will go back down, lets just hope no-one notices the fact that theres more dash board in me than casualties right now. ick somthings gotta cure this emo- itus

Subject:	EMO-ITUS!
Time:	9:47 pm.

Subject:	small hours
Time:	4:05 pm.

im gonna be in a band with alex and rachel called small hours, SMALL HOURS WE FIGHT TO THE DEATH AND OUR HAIR STILL LOOKS BETTER THAN YOURES! SMALL HOURS SMALL HOURS!, we plan on releasing our first single 'oral sex' soon

Blurty for MAX-INEXILE.

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