WELL then.. today .. just a bunch of SURPRISES.. okay 1st, the concert (holy fuck me thats awsome) but i DO with jake was comming with me :( that would be AWSOME.. he would be going with me if he came up too! :'( . but the 2nd, big nana (my great grandma) was in town for like 2 weeks and didnt wanna come see me :( but it was nice to see the old coot! shes like.. 4'8 so i hadda bend down a foot or so to hug her! lol. third JAKE DYED HIS DAMNED HAIR AND CUT IT! ITS BRIGHT DAMN BLUE. oh mylanta *faints* i mean damn hes .. wow.. i mean.. its a bigger turn on then he knows (EXCEPT THE CUTTING OF IT!) but.. did i NEED another big shocker??? wow today was coo though. Went to Cole farms (omg kill me that food is so bad) and had FRENCH FRIES for dinner haha.. nice. i got ciggs today.. i have 4 left (only had 5 to begin with, im not that much of a fiend!) umm. Ronny came over for like.. an hour.. we walked 2 miles for a soda! haha. how great. i was like.. dieing of heat! but it was nice, i like walking. hmm after i got back from cole farms and seeing big nana, i got to talk to my hot sexy bitch jake. man i love that kid. i dont know if its.. crazy but.. if it is... im loving my insanity bebey! I wish I could spend a day with him. id love it. I really am.. in love.. with jake. *sigh* sometimes it hurts. but he makes me happy. so its all gravy baby. ummm let me think oh when i went over there (aunt kathys where i saw big nana) i just wanted to cry. i didntk now she had cancer :'( and shes so tired and its getting SO BAD. so is her diabetes.. man. thats surprise #4. one i DID NOT need. at all. I kinda really wish jake was here with me now.. or was with me today. i coulda used him for support. well thats enuff i guess. thats really all i have to say. that and when jake kidnapped his sister and went to lay with her and what he said b4 he did so. man why does he have to do that.. cuz its like.. for the rest of that day, i think about how much ilove him. and will forever love him. :'( thank you jake. ur amazing.
-Tia Lee i love you jake