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Tony, Tony! Look! Anal Ease for like $5… think of all the fucking that could happen with anal ease at like $5 a tube… like, never ending fucking. How’s about that? Fuck, this site owns, dude.
Your Private Fantasy Kit makes a great starter package for couples wanting to whip their partner into shape. You can tie them up, blindfold them, and whip them until they surrender to your power. Kit includes a blindfold, handcuffs (with keys), and cat-o-nine tails whip.
Hahah, whips. Sound familiar?.. you gotta keep me away from the fanfiction, dude. They give me bad ideas and they all pretty much revolve around my dick in some form of Tony related orifice.
Fucking shower sex. Against the wall with all the water and the water pounding down on us and me fucking pounding into you fucking hitting that spot and fucking jerking you off too. Your fucking moans? Oh Gooood. That’ll only make me go fucking harder.. fucking slam you against the wall. Mm.
Cant forget the cherry anal ease. :)
Look! I used Robin, too. hahah.
Edit: I forgot to say congrats to Avril and Ginger. Go hot bisexual girls, go!
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[24 Jun 2003|05:59pm] |
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Tony- no, er.. entry. I'm not that talented. I tried and then I got all like.. eep. So, yeah.. sorry? BUT! New icons! Hairy mistress.. and I kept the Robin one... hahahah, *cough*
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[24 Jun 2003|07:53am] |
I woke up last night after this nightmare and I laid there for like, I dunno, a while thinking it was all true and stuff... that wasn't fun...
Tony, I'll attempt that update for you later. Haha.
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[23 Jun 2003|08:21pm] |
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i dont like myself very much today.
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[23 Jun 2003|11:22am] |
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[22 Jun 2003|12:31pm] |
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This Tonyesque update was brought to you in part by MY LACK OF FUCKING SELF CONTROL. GOD DAMNIT.
gefgfgbfggfgdsfhgdfgfgsfgfjhtgukiuhohjfgbasdfgasdtaetet24354534tadgasdgasdg!!!! IT WAS ALSO BROUGHT TO YOU IN PART BY HOW MUCH OF A FUCKING MORON I AM. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. fuck
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[20 Jun 2003|09:00pm] |
Is there a medical reason I was born stupid, or did I just kill my brain over the years?
Either way, I'd like some smarts.. I really think I need them.
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[20 Jun 2003|07:45am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TONY!!!
that is all....
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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[19 Jun 2003|11:30am] |
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So, I guess I'll jump on the updating with something meaningful bandwagon with Tony and write something that actually makes sense. I hate it when I have to make sense, it sucks... but here goes nothing.
So tomorrow is my cousins 23rd birthday. He refuses to give me an idea for an actual gift. Well, he gave me a few ideas.. so he'll get those but they were really cheap and not a good enough gift, so yeah. TONY YOU FUCK WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT!?
Warped starts today. First show is tonight.. at the Idaho Center Amphitheatre. I'm excited,.. to say the least. I mean, its Warped.. how couldnt I be?
I don't know whats going on with Joel. He.. I don't even know.. got busy? I didnt hear from him for a while, which kind of hurt and stuff... and then he came to see me before I had to leave for Warped.. and that was like.. last week. And I havent heard from him since.. I don't know what to think, so I just.. wont think. It's hard to try to get Tony to cut down on the drinking when all you want to do is get drunk yourself.
Okay, so this update wasnt as meaningful as I hoped it would be. But, yeah.. I gotta go now. Warped shit.
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[14 Jun 2003|05:28pm] |
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..why am I always sick? I really.. I don't understand it. I have a stomach ache.. it hurts like a fucking mofo. If anybody wants me, I'll be in my bed.. sleeping and whining to myself.
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[11 Jun 2003|10:27pm] |
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I think.. maybe Joel doesnt like me anymore. He isnt around and.. yeah. I knew it was impossible for someone to love me. I knew it.. I should become a preist.
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[01 Jun 2003|10:46pm] |
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I'm sick.. I think I have the flu. Why is it I'm always sick? God must hate me or something.. this really isnt cool. I was fine on friday night.. I got drunk and went to annoy Tony. Hah... he puts up with my drunkenness a lot.. I feel kind of bad cause I was being annoying and, yeah.. I feel kind of bad.
So, yeah.. all yesterday I was feeling kind of sick and stuff and it just got worse today.. I tried to eat but that just wasnt happening.. then Joel came to my rescue and rubbed my back and cuddled me and I felt better.. till now. I just puked and, yeah... I want my mom. Or Tony's.. same thing. Either way I need some form of Lovato mother to come and make me all better.
..anyway.. I'm off to puke and whine to my cousin.
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[23 May 2003|10:42am] |
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I miss Joel.. he hasnt been around in a few days and I miss him a lot. Avril showed up to visit a few days ago.. scared the shit out of me when I walked out the bus doors. We've cancelled the baby making till Joel gets back.. for now its paper babies.
Tony and I arent speaking, I guess.. which sucks cause I miss him. But we seem to be going in this neverending circle of.. me being worried about him, him telling me nothings wrong, us figthing about it.. except this time we havent made up. He hasnt been around for me to beg for forgiveness yet.. well, he was around last night but we didnt talk. I cant take it.
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[17 May 2003|03:03pm] |
Trolly, er.. Avril updated so I thought I would too. I told her to come hang out with us on the GC/NFG tour for some, or all, of her week off. Then she and Benji can be teenies and I can draw on her while she sleeps help her find a man. And I will find her a man.. I am a master man finder.
Joel is off doing Joel-like things.. which is fine because he left me with microwave pizza's. I already ate like 3.. haha. Do you think he'll love me when I'm the size of the tourbus? I hope so cause I'm about to start my 4th pizza. Actually.. no, I think I'm finally full. Touring with GC is great.. I get to be around Joel like 24/7, and when I'm with him it just makes me so happy... I don't know how he manages to be so fucking cute all the time. I really don't.. but, I'm not complaining cause he's mine to look at.
Tony and I got into another argument last night. I hate those, I really do.. especially since they are all pretty much about the same thing. It just wont seem to resolve itself.. and it really hurts cause I hate fighting with him, I hate it more than fighting with anyone because he's like my brother and I love him so much. It's all my fault, anyway.. I just cant help but worry when something in my gut tells me to.
- Muffinator.. er.. Fufu..uh.. Matt.
edit: Thanks for the icons, Tony. You've made like all my icons since I got here.. ahha.
ps- doesnt it look like I'm sniffing something?
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[12 May 2003|08:40pm] |
So Joel wants an update.. and he gets his way cause, well. Because he’s cute. So now I’m on tour with Joel and the guys and Tony is around here somewhere hanging out with Benji. I honestly can’t believe those two aren’t together yet.
So anyway, I’m with Joel now.. I knew how he felt weeks ago,.. I don’t know why it took me so long to act on how I felt back. But we’re together now and I’m happier then I’ve been in.. a long time.
Okay, I had so much more to say.. but, you know.. I’m a little busy. *cough * Joel *cough *
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[01 May 2003|04:04pm] |
Wow, I am so not 25.
I swear to God..
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[27 Apr 2003|08:08pm] |
Wow, I feel like I havent updated in ages.
I just want to welcome Billy, Ginger and Seb!
Now... the rest of you.. *coughJOELcough* Stop lurking...
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[26 Apr 2003|07:59pm] |
So, change of plans.. Tony and I arent gonna go visit GC, not now.. at least. I'm sick with a cold.. still.. and I dont want to get the guys sick, cause they're touring and stuff, and thats just not cool.. so.. we're gonna go when I get better.
Plus.. I kind of have to deal with something..
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[25 Apr 2003|10:44am] |
It looks like I’m going to visit GC without Tony. I wanted him to come along for the ride but, he changed his mind.. again. I really really don’t understand him at all. I got pretty pissed off last night and logged off.. and then I lurked. I rarely lurk.. I just didn’t want to get into another big fight. It’s not like he cares if I’m mad at him anyway.
It looks like Tim deleted.. :(.
This day just keeps getting better and better.
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I have a cold or something… all I know is I am all weak and cold and my throat hurts. I’m attempting to take care of Tony, who has the flu.. but it’s a little hard when I can barely move. I woke up last night and the fucker had stolen the blankets.. so I got up to get more and ended up like passed out on the stairs. Yeah, my neck kind of hurts now.. but.. oh well. At least Tony and I aren’t fighting anymore..
I think I’ll call my mom and get her to make us some soup… and if you don’t see me around tonight.. chances are she’s locked me in my room to get better.
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