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Sunday, October 12th, 2003
2:36 pm - the past 2 days of my life.... as the world turns...
Let's see well on Friday, I went home... much to my dismay but I wanted to go home and laugh at all the people from my class who failed already... but there was no one there to make fun of. There were my now sXe hXc buddies Jay, Baxter, and EZ-B. That was fun, scaring all the little kids and pretending that we care about our alma mader. NOt really we didn't care we just went around and laughed at all the little kids and then looked sad because we figured that we were only like 8-10 years younger thatn their rents... how depressing. So then I found my roomie Bill and my bud Corey. They went down to 3rd Ward to pick up Collin from the School of the arts. That guy is cool. Then we went to the Stop where we saw Dana and Kim... Dana is looking very good... Kim is still as scary as ever, I feel so bad for the guy she's goin out with and the person she's gonna marry. ON top of aving to deal with her they have to deal with her Bro Scott. oy. But yea then I got home and then woke up at 8 to go to my little bro's soccer game. Awww, he's getting slight;y better and stuff. Then I went to go get food and I saw Shelley, I was like wow who's that?? then I went wait... I kno HER!!!! It was cool. Then I drove back up to Green Bay and on the way back I stopped at a garage sale and found an INTELLIVISION!!!!!!! for $15 and 10 games!!! It was fantabulous! Then after that I went to the Mustard Plug, Big-D and the Kids Table, Stamp'd, and Pick 9 show... THAT ROCKED MY SOCKS OFF!!! plus on top of having a GREAT show, I got to see my online buddy Jade! She's cool as fuck, hot too :) but yea, then I came home and played awesome 1980-1982 games on Intellivision. Wow these days RULED, and I didn't even drink wow

current mood: sore
current music: random now... DK - Soup is good food

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Friday, October 10th, 2003
12:53 am - Day two of a great 4 Day good times
Tonight was the Accoustic Concerto massive concert!! 4 different groups playing!!!!! Mike Casey headlining, I went up on stage and sang Radio by Alk3 :) good times all around!!!! I really don't ahve much else to day, Jim Jake's friend was awesome!!! I am getting better at guitar... slowly but surely, Gor radio almsot completely down... that's it, nothing new in Mat's life tomorrow there will be no updates as I wil be at "home" in Germantown as homecoming is then, and I am looking forward to goin home and laughing at everyone :)

current mood: indifferent
current music: Toasters - Weekend in LA

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Thursday, October 9th, 2003
12:08 am - CONCERT BIATCH
I have had a great night!!! I once again proved that I am something that I did not kno I was totally... example I am hXc... yea Bleeding Through played with AFI and Hot Water Music... the only band I danced to Bleeding Through (hXc) there was the whole circle pit thing goin on, that was awesome!!! I got the shit kicked out of me as I beat the shit out of others, my battle scars a fat lip and my shin hurts like a mother... it was FUN as hell tho, and no broken nose (zac) so that makes things ok :D AFI wasn't too bad they only played 3 songs off thier new album, made all the little fucking 12 year olds mad, they only knew 3 songs lol. I'm singing to all the old shit and it's awesome!! They played some stuff that was off the first album GOOD TIMES. Hot water Music was of course phenominal!! as always I had a good night. Learning more and more guitar can almost play Radio flawlesly, Mike Casey has a show tomorrow... and then Homecoming, and then Mustard Plug on saturday... I'm gonna die... oh god my body is gonna go HAHA you think you're gonna move?? that's a joke... good times tho :D

current mood: jubilant
current music: 7 Angels 7 Plagues

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Tuesday, October 7th, 2003
1:37 am - FLCL
There are a few things in life that make you truely happy. One of those is looking at something and knowing that it's more messed up than you are. This is waht FLCL is for me :) DLit if you want a taste, the first episode should suffice. I watched that and Rocky Horror Picture Show with Andrea tonight... this was after goin over to Jake, Josh, Quinn, and Matts place *my second home* we are re creating the invasion of the 3rd riech on the cieling. We have flame throwers, bazookas, melted guys, guys that we had WAAAAY to much fun cutting up into pieces and coming up with stories for. Like the Minesweeper who wasn't very good (missing front leg) Guys getting kicked through, yes THROUGH... hehehehehehehe WAY to much fun. But yea good times. I went through 3 guitar strings today too.... stupid tuning. I went and got a parking pass for my mom's car. I opened the window on a trip... I'm a moron and it blew away. Hoping I didn't get a parking ticket that the cops will see the tan piece of paper with writing on it and hopefully assume that it's a parking permit (i hope) I'll probably move it tomorrow. Took an exam today in Micro Economics, that was fun, essay it wasn't too bad either, I had no work to do tonight, because we took exams in there last time in both of my classes. So yea I had a good night I guess

current mood: amused
current music: FLCL the 2nd most mested up anime ever

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Monday, October 6th, 2003
1:39 am - This weekend
Well let's see, I went to the Counselor on Friday morning... that was interesting... he actually loked at me and said How do you mkae it day to day!! I kinda chuckled I'm like... aren't you supposed to be supportive?? AH well worse could happen, but then ok went to classes and 2 exams... one today actually... FUN FUN FUN, Business Cycles... woo. Then let's see I spent friday.. as posted below, then Saturday. Saw my mom, went out to dinner got booze, got porn, and a map, all from my mom. To some that might seem wierd and awkward... eh that's normal for us (what can I say I guess I get it form her) Then Sunday I drove for 9.5 straight hours. YUCK, went to Rotchester, MN to drop my mom off at the Mayo clinic... they still haven't fixed the roads around there since June when my mom had her sugury there. Sigh I don't like that town, bad memories... but yea. The girl at the front desk thought I was cute :P She wasn't lol, then as I was driving to GB (in my mom's car, traveling in STYLE) and listening to my music, a couple (I think) pass me and the girl is stretching and turns around and give me a VERY seductive look... I'm just goin... isn't that your husband?? As they sped away at like 96. BUT yea, that was my weekend, no pootang, no extreme excitement. I got booze, porn, and a shirt... I can't complain.

current mood: sore
current music: Was playin Guitar... until my G string broke... BLAST

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Saturday, October 4th, 2003
2:39 am - NO drinkie poos for Mat
Mat went to afterhours tonight... SOBER!!! (Afterhours is the "danceclub" that the downstairs union becomes everyother friday, Ghetto ass music for a VERY white crowd) It was wierd, no urge to dance, maybe that's because of other reasons too... Well I've decided that I'm NOT going sXe, but no more Flieshmans, none at all. My martini's will be Gin from now on, good times indeed. I go home in a few hours, then on sunday... the looming 12 or so hours of driving. BOO well I'm gonna go sleep. Milwaukee here I come... again for a day or so.

current mood: blah
current music: 88 Fingers Louie

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Thursday, October 2nd, 2003
11:06 pm - music is life
I don't kno what i'd do without music, Music is the life of the world without it, the world is so grey and monotone. Matter your mood there's always a song to fit that mood.
Today was slightly better, I actually slept a little bit, so that's an improvement from the past few nights. They have not been fun. Let's see in todays news, there's still a huge bitch disorder that I need to deal with (or they'll deal with me depending on the facts), music fun, people weren't home so I am home, might go out LATE tonight, I found out that I am goin to homecoming at a school I never went to... why is it that I went to prom last year my first time when i was out of HS and now Homecoming when I am also out of HS... I don;t understand... more importantly I don't understand why i do it, I kno they all suck. I refused ot go when I was in HS due to the people that were always there, the the whole school rah rah thing... never to into that. I am too nice to people sometimes... and whya re all my friends having such shity times... I don't kno thier circumstances, but they all seem to be mad at something or depressed... I'm starting to think that when I'm feeling like shit everyone I kno feels like shit and then when I'm happy everyone around me is happy. I wish I could get supa happy again then maybe it will make everyone else happy. Oh yea and Fleichmans Vodka will never touch these lips again.... no one I kno has had good experiences with it... so I'll spend the extra $4 to get a quality bottle of Vodka (even if I don't have it, hence why i won't drink as much now. Yea... I am a brit... so much oh my god...

current mood: apathetic
current music: Coheed and Cambria, the (international) noise conspiracy

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12:52 am - i might get REALLY pissed
The one thing that I cannot stand is lieing. Especially when that lie involves someones life. You toy with that and you will lose humanity and your sould very fast. I'll explain more if I find out it's true, if it is... be thankfull you are not that person.

current music: 1927 songs on random

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Wednesday, October 1st, 2003
8:26 pm - ...
You seek to find the one of whom you lust,
not love nay, you could not concieve
what real love is, why even fuss
to think that you could even start to believe

Then you find that one and yet
still in the heat of that time
you were placing your bet
on whether or not the would find

Times for love are gone
you've detroyed the heart
strew it upon the lawn
you've done your part

in the destruction of the wall of mortality...
why even try to live
with this cotastrophe
when two dueces your hand would give

throw away hope,
throw away love
throw away your worthless life


Haven't thought of a name for that one yet... wow it's a bit darker than originally planned, all poems spawn from something, all have a purpose in life... cause pain and or pleasure, hope this caused one

current mood: depressed
current music: Most Precious Blood - Heros and Conspiracies, Electric Company thier one and only EP

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1:21 am - PAPERS
too much papers... gah, done tho with most, i'm just not doin any of them until tomorrow. yay good times, not really tired now, and ADD now. bye

current mood: stressed
current music: RANDOM LIKE ME!!!!

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Monday, September 29th, 2003
11:38 pm - the world blows
Ok today was shitty as fuck, but I got to talk to Katy :) She's so cute. Umm... no booze for Mat for a while, get's mat into trouble. At least not in any quantity. Fun eh?? In short, world sucks, a few people are cool.... those few are worth more than thier wieght in diamonds. Yea that's about it... ciao

current mood: depressed
current music: 1924 songs on random... no classification available... but i skip past happy ones

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1:22 am - Today kinda sucked...
nothing too cool happened today... I got up, did homework talked to people. That was cool, i like talking to my friends. It makes me happy.
Ok For those that don't kno Pavlov... he is the Russian phychologist who did the bell test with dogs, the ring a bell and dog ate. There is a bit done by my fav comedian Eddie Izzard... I have captured a little of it, only the words... but the words are only 1/2 of the funnyness
: Pavlovs's CAT experiment
Day 1. Rang bell... cat fucked off
day 2. rang bell cat answered door
day 3. went to ring bell found that cat had taken batteries out of bell
day 4. went to ring bell, cat put paw on bell so it only makes a thunk sound. then Cat takes own bell and rang it....... i ate

hehehe I like it, those that don;t PISS OFF

current mood: bouncy
current music: Eddie Izzard - Definate Article

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Sunday, September 28th, 2003
8:44 pm
Title/Description
here's me at prom, with my dreads.... *sniff* this is to show the style that I carry when i dress up lol

current mood: amused
current music: Steel Pulse

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2:08 pm - YAY to martinis!!!
I have completed the FULL 100% true 1940's martini (got olives)!!! good times indeed. Love them... mmmmm and best of all no one else does so they're all MINE
Talked to Jenie via webcams yesterday, Sam's kid Jolie is gettin HUGE, wow she looks so much older (she's almost 2 now) awww she's so cute. It was just like old times, rock paper scissors across the country YAY!! So here's the shout out to vegas, woohoo! Yea tho, I want to see the Trio again, I'm goin through withdrawl, it's been over 2 months!!!!!!! That's INSANE!!! Oh well, soon I hope, if not then I'll just settle for Mustard Plug... that's not settling they're awesome and active...note to self get in shape again lol, rather just be abel to skank for hours as I WILL be doin at the concert hehehehe!
Ciao tho can't concentrate
Mat

current mood: dorky
current music: Alkaline Trio

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Saturday, September 27th, 2003
2:00 pm
kickinpic/art

this picture is amazing!!!!

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2:50 am - eh night
this night... it was kinda boring... I drank, I talked, no action, sigh. I want to have some that would be nice and a girl who i can actually like for a long perios of time and like me back, but that;ll naver happen becasue no one loves me... OH well I've learned to daeal with it, Gb sucks.. that's that I need to laeve
ciao everyone
mat

current mood: drunk
current music: none

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Friday, September 26th, 2003
2:41 am - interesting times...
On one side my friend Mike Casey is playing a show on campus and he's the HEADLINER!!!!! How cool eh?? Umm... I found out how much Martini's hit you.. WOW they hit you like a ton of bricks. Nothing cool happened today either... one of my friends might be comin up to drink with us tomorrow night?? Not sure. My roomie hasn;t been able to get online in a couple days, kinda sucks for him OH well, not much I can do, it's the jack he;s using, it's being shitty. Sad times indeed. wow... my life sucks, there is nothing goin on... OH yea My friend Eileen went and got her tongue pierced... WITHOUT ME!!!!!! what's with that eh?? OH well i guess that's ok.... We'll go get other shit pierced later. I for sure am!! hehehe sucker. tomorrow... huge drinkie poo fest YAY!! actually not huge at all, just actually gonna have some fun. There's no afterhours so we aren't drinking until a certain time, nor do we have anyhting major to do, so we can jsut have a good time among friends. YAY. sigh... yea this sucks

current mood: indescribable
current music: (International) Noise Conspiracy - Enslavement Blues

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Thursday, September 25th, 2003
1:35 am - gnomes...
Let's see, I have been talking to people... why did my hometown suck so much?? Geez... Germantown... if any of you kno where that is, i apologize. NExt week my radio show starts :D yay This weekend should be fun, I'll be boozin a little. :) Good times all around. Eileen got a tongue piercing... WITHOUT ME!!!! geez lol. Soon, guess who's comin to Chicago, EDDIE fucking IZZARD!! The best comedian of all time!! YAY You don't get a better british transvestite stand up comedian! lol Wow this one is random as hell, fun tho. No clue what to write... I fisnished my VB project and helped Eileen, there's a cute girl workin in PIzza hut express, but she was talking to Jon from my HS, and he's a douche... so maybe she has no taste in people. PLus... there's other pople I have to find again, 2 girls saved mine and Jake's ass one night, they got caught as they were leaving thier building. We were talking to them and went to thier room and chatted for a while. So we could have gotten pegged. Nothing tho.. so good times. Indeed

current mood: bored
current music: Beatles - I'm only sleeping

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Wednesday, September 24th, 2003
3:04 am - yea...
My world is wierd... after high school, suddenly there's girls that I like that actually like me back kinda i think... But yea i guess that gettin away from the people you grew up with matters. I knew this last year too, but it really dawned on me today as like 11 people talked to me :) Made my day. I love it when people talk to me because they like me :) Oh and as I was driving I had to pee, so I sped up as i saw the exit... and there was a cop, he fucking pulled me over!!! What kind of shit?? He comes up, I'm dancing in the seat about to burst becasue I have to pee to bad! So I give him my stuff and he tries to amke some conversation, oh what's that contraption in your car?? That's a CB radio from the 70's... I really do have to pee tho. So he goes back and for 10 long painful minutes, he sits in his car. He then procedes to come out and give me a Written Warning!!! Yay good times! :D So I feel good, class tomorrow... yay. I want a girl... you kno that, one that i can actually like and kno that they like me... and lives close to me grrrrrrr BLAST the world for putting so many hot nice girls... far away

current mood: chipper
current music: My roomies asleep... shhh

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Monday, September 22nd, 2003
11:32 pm - how to have lots of random people talk to you
Step 1. Create NEW profile on FTJ
Step 2. put your IM on it
Step 3. Make sure you have pictures of you being all hot and sexy
Step 4. Make sure the pics are actually good and not shitty ones
Step 5. Be nice
Step 6. Drink until onblivion due to all the people talking to you

current mood: pleased
current music: Dead to Fall!!!!!!!!

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