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FRIENDS ARE FUCKING LIARS!!!
Everyone is a fucking liar!!!! ><
I don't even know why I bother trusting somebody...
I don't care anymore.
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[25 Sep 2003|05:49am] |
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Who would have thought? There's still ppl alive around here.
I haven't read from many of you guys. I know of Yami and Yuugi, they're pretty both happy I see. Seto.. well... even if you don't believe me I'm sorry about that incident with Yami and Yuugi, I hope you feel better? oo;
Ah yes... Anzu and Miho got a journal too. They're pretty much the only ppl that actually post--and me of course (even if I prefer Caleida better >>;)
Mokuba... yeah I read of him too... rather weird as he's surrounded by crazy fangirls oo;
My sister well she doesn't really update her journal that much ^^;
My yami... I haven't read of him in a LONG time.... I wonder where is him... No I'm not worried leave me alone! ><
I also haven't read of Bakura in like forever....... I hope he's ok.... -sigh- I miss him....
And yes lately I've read about Jounouchi-kun..... I'm happy that you finally moved on, really. I hope you get to be happy this time.... my best wishes.
And besides that, nobody seems to post anymore --;. Pretty boring huh =/?
And I was thinking of going back to Japan, but I haven't talked with my fav fangirls in a while ;_;. Anna! Well I have read of you, sorry I haven't replied at all U.U. Mikari! Where the hell are you? (seriously, where the hell are you dude! T_T). Um Maliknotenshi too :) I haven't read from you in a while. And the rest. I guess nobody wants me back anymore.....
I'll go back to sleep now. I'm rather tired and... feeling down. Ja.
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[23 Sep 2003|06:09am] |
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HAHAHA!! Me sexy? ^^; -blush- This thing must be wrong!
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[17 Sep 2003|06:24am] |
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Heh.
Curious thing: When I was a child I dreamed I was an angel. Yeah I know what you're thinking 'Malik? An angel? Yeah riiiight'. Hey, dreams don't hurt. I dreamed with my angel as well. Maybe I'll find my angel... someday.
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[13 Sep 2003|01:24pm] |
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New journal
*Note: I will still post in here. That's if... I really need to.
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[12 Sep 2003|06:05am] |
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Hmm... nobody posts in here anymore.... I bet everyone's so busy with their lives. -Sigh-... if Only I had one.
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[08 Sep 2003|06:24am] |
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((Hey btw where is Bakura at this?!?!))
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[07 Sep 2003|02:25am] |
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Ok you know what? Screw it. Screw everything. I give up. I really mean it this time. I don't care anymore...
Hm. It's 2 already and I can't get any sleep. So many thoughts going through my head, I haven't slept in days, and it's really starting to piss me off. But like I said, I give up.
I think only ONE good thing happened today. I met this person, Kz. A really nice person, we talked just for a bit but I really enjoyed our conversation. Kz found my journal on a google search o_O, woah that makes me feel famous, heh not really. I'm a pretty empty person now. I've always been.
Anywayz, thanks for listening. I think Kz is the only person that knows what goes through my head now. I don't think I've told anybody. Well yes, I've told Rishido. I tell him everything that's on my head, he's the person I trust the most and I know he'll always try to help me and give me advice. Hell, him and Neesan have been trying to get some sense into my head. But I'm just impossible -_-. I guess love is not right for me at all.. -sigh-.
You know where I've always wanted to go? I think America seems like a nice place, some ppl I know lives there, maybe I could go visit them sometime. I should, after all being away from the past is helping a little bit, even if I'm just running away from my problems.
Which reminds me... Seto stop being such a jerk and stop trying to act like 'I'm-mr-cool-worship-my-ass" because it's really getting annoying. You only like to whine about being all boring all the time, well we don't see YOU being all exciting at all do we? Hell, the only thing you've done since you got a journal is to insult people, including me. And I'm fucking tired of that -_- you only think we're annoying because you've never gone through what we do, because you're sooo busy with your godamn work, hell get a life!
Ack... I'm starting to see blurry... last time I drink some vodka before going to bed.....
I hope you get to be happy... again. You do deserve it.
I shall go now. No kidding.. I don't see why I bother to write anymore. Nobody reads or post anymore. Useless..
Night.
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[15 Aug 2003|12:05am] |
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Hi minna.
It's been two days already since sister and me arrived here in Egypt. Or was it three? I don't know... I don't really care neither.
Being back home is really great.. I missed home a lot. The place hasn't changed a bit since the last time I've been here... it's really beautiful.
Demo... is kinda sad when you don't have to share this beautiful place with no-one. Oh well, I promised myself I'm gonna leave the past in the past, even if I can't stop thinking about it.
Well enough about that.
I don't think I'll be coming back to Japan soon. Unless there is a reason for me to go back. Although I doubt it.
And I want to make something clear. Listen, you and you. I don't need your fucking comments like 'You're a coward' and 'You're pathetic' comments ok? I don't need that bullshit so stop it already I don't care if you have nothing else to do but to bother people understood? -_-
Well that's it for now. Ja ne.
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[10 Aug 2003|10:10pm] |
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After thinking for a while, I've come to a decision...
I'm going back to Egypt with sister. I'll be taking the first flight tomorrow afternoon. There's just been a change of plans. I'm going. Alone. With Isis.
Don't ask why... is best for me to left everything behind now.
Forgive me.
I'll write again once I arrive over there.
Goodbye.
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