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| 01:17pm 22/02/2005 |
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:) hi lovely. i'm perfectly content right now, listening to my everclear song and prepping myself for the possibilities of tonight.
i could either get booed off the stage, or i could do a good job
wait wait wait this is my favorite part-- baby lets just run away. its whispered. thats probably why i love it so much. and because of how much it must have mean to art. they played it at his wedding, this string quartet. thats amazing.
well i'm sorry i havent been able to update you. its probably cuz i dont really have much time to myself (not blaming anyone or saying that i'm unhappy about that) i just wish i forced myself to write more. theres big pieces of my story missing. i read about how some girl just got her book published. that makes me so irate. lol. i wish i could publish a book before college. that would be so amazing. boy- that would be amazing. ugh. i gotta get to crackin. i have like 10 beginnings of books but nowhere in order. i've got to start that.
i love you so much. i'm so content right now. i really dont want you to think i've changed because i have slightly but i'm still gabz. i'm still the same young, lively, positive attitude destined for something good. and i'll be danged if that ever changes. (gave up swearing for lent--- like always.)
got the different kieieieiinds
with different ways
itw ould take a lifetime to explain
not one's the same.
lol since i'm singing no doubt "sunday morning" for the talent show tonight i've been listening to that cd nonstop... but entertwining it with some everclear. u kno u kno.
the sky is full of clouds and my worlds full of people.. :) :) :)
i feel dangerously happy. and it makes me think that i'm going to die soon or something. wow that really scares me. i feel liek i'm so happy that it could potentially be my last day on this earth. thats a really scary thought. i hope to see all of you at the talent show.
today is mine and j-mes 1 year anniversary. i plan on saying that right after i sing. :)
the reason why i wrote in here is because i was sitting here listening to that everclear song "learnign how to smile" and i was thinking about what it would be like if me and jaime just left. like... people would be sitting there waiting for me to come on and i wouldnt be there. i would be somewhere with the sun overhead, on the open road with not a care in the world. i used to dream of leaving and going to michigan to see everyone.
now i just dream of leaving sometimes.
then i think about all the horrible things and how bad it would be to not have things that i need or to live like those A-holes that huck finn meets while he's on that frickin raft. i swear- if i was him i'd have just strangled those guys instead of feeding into their whole bullcrap game of being the "duke and king". what a frickin joke. now he's screwed over because of these idiots who brought them into their stupid plan. its OBNOXIOUS. anyway- i know it'll turn out okay. lol thats what i'm in the middle of reading right now. anyway, i do think of leaving sometimes. and what it'll be like when i'm gone. and what my senior year is going to bring. i'm actually really excited. here are the classes i've signed up for-
advanced ceramics
photography
advanced drawing
acrylic painting
AP literature (with c DOUBLE O K E!)
Journalism (ofcourse)
algebra three (dear god. another year as a failure)
choir
and government.
and something else... i cant think of what else... isnt that SWEET? i'm really excited because it'll be awesome to have so many art and english and... OH YEAH. YEARBOOK!
thats the other class. if it doesnt work out- i'm dropping choir. i'm sure that'll irritate me because since it'll be my first year i'll be in with a bunch of freshman or something. and i cant site read music.... so forget it.
alright- this was fun. but my high is slowly dieing down and i'm just becoming a little less excited and a little more... ah i dont know
i'm about to take a nap though because i'm really tired.
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| i stole this from michelle b, who stole it from michelle p, n god knows which michelle SHE stole it |
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| 01:21pm 22/02/2005 |
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from.... lol thanks for cuttin me off, subject.
[Name] gabrielle ciofanay
[Nickname] gabz, zbag, bzga
[Screen name] yerc00ln0w
[Birthday] June 18th, 1988
[Astrological sign] gemini
[Chinese zodiac sign?] Dragon
[Location] home of wendys YEAH. dublin ohio
[Sexual Preference] on top
[Marital Status] dating..? wait how do you answer this one.. do you say like "taken" or what
[Religion] Catholic
[Eye color] hazel
[Height] 5'9
[Shoe size] 9 1/2
[Parents still together] no siree
[Siblings] 1 lil brother :) and 2 sisters :( (just kidding. i love them more.)
[Nieces/Nephews] not to my knowledge but who knows.
[Pets] maxamilion, balou and beaner. and now harvey the fish.
[What do you drive] haha.rub it in.
******Favorites*******
[Color] Green or black
[Number] 8
[Animal] pola bears and giraffes and ostirches
[Vehicle] escalade. but i want a yellow monte carlo
[Flower] white roses
[Scent] j-mes cologne
[Drinks] diet dr. pepper
[Book] the perks of being a wallflower
[Band] i dont know. too many.
[Song] no.
DO YOU...
[Twirl your hair?] when i'm nervous i messs with my hair. with three s's.
[Have tattoos?] not yet.
[Have Piercings?] ears and belly button.
[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?] yeah i'm dating jaime halmmmmmmtree
[Cheat on tests/homework?] tests? thats awful! homework? thats acceptable. and tests are sometimes MEANT to be cheated on. they lOVE it.
[Drink/Smoke?] i smoke the occasional marijuana every couple months. no drinking for me though.
[ Like roller coasters?] NO.
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] sometimes.
[Want more more piercings?] yes.
[Like cleaning?] not. at. all.
[Write in cursive or print?] print
[Swear a lot?] yes.. hahh thats why i gave it up for lent my dear.
[Own a web cam?] no and i think they're creepy. if i bought a webcam i'd feel like i was buying porno.
[Know how to drive?] yes. sometimes i get confused though.
[Diet?] i should be.
[Own a cell phone?] yeah. waschonumba baby?
[Ever get off the damn computer?] depends how LONG this survey is going to take. (lol i act like this is required.)
****Have you ever*****
[Gotten a speeding ticket?] no
[Been in a wreck?] yes.
[Been arrested?] i WISH!
[Been in a fist fight?] i wish on that one too. i wanna get in a cat fight sometime while i'm still a minor with someone who provokes the shhhhhhhhhh... out of me.
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] accidentally... or so i said
[Stolen anything?] ive never stolen anything in my LIFE.
[Held a gun?] a paintball gun.
[Drank?] yes
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] probably but i wouldnt KNOW cuz i dont REMEMBER.
[Considered a life of crime?] YES. it'd probably be more interesting.
[Considered being a hooker?] i've considered how repulsive it would be to have some old diseased men inside my vagina, if thats what youre asking.
[Have you ever cried over a girl?] probably i cry over everyone.
[Cried over a boy?] lol yes.
[Lied to someone?] yeah. its a really bad habit.
[Been in love?] yes.
[Made out with JUST a friend] yep lol
[Been rejected?] yes i have in 5th grade by blake maceachern.
[Been in lust?] definately.
[Used someone?] ...
[Been used?] oh i dont doubt it in the slightest.
[Been cheated on?] no. and i dont plan to. i told j-me if we were to get married and he cheated on me i was getting EVERYTHING. including the ostrich, the farm, the poodle, and i was going to take a sledgehammer to every window on his mustang and put sugar in the gas tank and then set it on fire. "why would you put sugar in the gas tank if you were going to set it on fire?" "so the sugar would carmalize, j-me."
[Experimented with homosexuality?] ohhh boy. is that a story to be told.
[Current mood] tired.
[Current taste] bland breath.
[Current hair] irritating. very short in the back, longer in the front. failed attempt at spiking cuz i've laid down since then.
[Current thing I ought to be doing] practicing for the talent show
[Current cds in stereo] some stupid pop hits vol. 643534 so i can practice my song.
[Current crush senor halm
[Current job] nnnnnnnnnnone!
*****The last time*****
[Last book you read] huck finnnn
[Last movie you saw] finding neverland. i cried.
[ate] some banana bar. it was pretty bad.
[Last person you talked to on the phone] my mom this morning
******Do you*****
[Do drugs?] not frequently.
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] yes.
[Play an instrument?] i used to play the clarinet lol
[Believe there is life on other planets?] lol i thought that said believe there is love on other planets. and yes, i do.
[Remember your first love?] yes lol.
[Still love him/her?] no that kid is an idiot. and he got a lot... rounder since kindergarten.
[Read the newspaper?] not unless one of my article's is in it.
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] indeed
[Believe in miracles?] definately.
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] yes
[Consider yourself tolerant of others?] i'm tolerant of most people.
[Consider love a mistake?] not usually.
[Have a favorite candy] i like gum. a lot.
[Believe in astrology?] yeah kinda
[Believe in magic?] yes
[Believe in God?] yes
[Do well in school?] when i'm not being a douchebag.
[Go to or plan to go to college] yeah but i dont wanna talk about it until it happens okay?
[Wear hats?] not mostj ust my jack beanie
[Hate yourself?] not usually
[Have an obsession?] THE SIMS 2
[Have a secret crush?] no
[Do they know yet?] no
[Collect anything?] i collect NBC merch.
[Have a best friend?] sometimes lol
[Close friends?] yes
[Like your handwriting?] its legible. sometimes..
[Care about looks?] looks are a joke, but thats usually something that ugly people say so there you have it! im just bitter and self concious.
*****Love life*****
[single or attached?] attached.
[Ever been in love?] didnt you already ask me this? what a redundant little ridiculous test i'mtaking.
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] I ALREADY SED YES.
[Do you believe in "the one?"] yes
[Describe your ideal significant other] looks wise: tall, lanky, with nice teeth. someone who makes me laugh and can keep conversation up and loooooooves me times a million. and someone who is tolerant of my taste in music. and someone who's tolerant of other people and has a conscience and uses it. and is named jaime halm.
******Juicy stuff*******
[Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] i dont play games, i just remove clothing.
[Are you a tease?] nope
[Shy to make the first move?] not anymore. i'm like BAM and there i am!
******Are you a…*******
[Wuss] yeah
[Druggy] no
[Daydreamer] yea
[Freak] indeed
[Dork] nooooooooot really
[Bitch/Asshole] yeah i really am sometimes.
[Brat] can be.
[Sarcastic] not at all.
[Angel] no but i always wanted to be one when i was little.
[Devil] *SMACK*
[Shy] around danielle's friends,yes.
and its OVER. thank you,come again. |
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