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a question has recently entered my head; one which i think is very valid, very interesting, and very intriguing. so, here it is: i feel like something is missing in my life. if this is the case, do i really want to just fill that void with fake happiness? (i.e., pills.) it has been something that i have been thinking about a lot lately.
today my mom and i went to Lowe's and picked out one of the colors that i'm going to paint my wall in my bedroom. it is a light blue called "versailles". i really like it. i think it's going to look really good. we also came up with the idea of putting tile in, instead of carpet. so we looked at the tile samples that they had, and i found one that i REALLY liked. it is a black and white "chess board" (checked) vinyl tile. so, i've pretty much decided on that. i think it's going to look really awesome. i'm going to get some area rugs, too. so instead of painting each wall in my room a different color, i've decided to go with two (opposite) walls the light blue color, and then the other two (opposite) walls a medium-light gray color. i think that when it's all done, and i actually have all of my posters hung up, it's going to look very fucking cool.
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i have decided that for my "present-package" for shelly, i'm going to make two Tori Amos CD's. (one: a copy of Scarlet's Walk, with the map/story included. two: a random mix CD of songs that i think that she would like.) with it, i'm going to include two seperate small binders with the lyrics to all of the songs. in the Scarlet's Walk one, i'm going to put the map/story in there, i think. i'm pretty excited about it all. i want it to look really cool, and i think that it will turn out really great in the end. i think i'm also going to include some random pictures that kind of match the lyrics, too. i think that i will probably start downloading some of the songs for the mix CD tonight, actually.
i think i might send her a small binder with some of my poetry in it, too.
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tomorrow is my first 8-hour day at work since i started working there. i'm actually kind of dreading it, which is rather sad i find. so, starting now, i'm going to try and start looking at it more positively. one thing i know i definately need to keep in my mind: MORE $.
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