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heylooo alll, where have i been yoo might be asking (probably not but OH WELL), well my mums boyfriend mark disconnected the internet cos i had Kazza on it. It=a shitter but all is coool not (well it's not cos i dont have Kazza but meh *shrugs*) So what have i been up to?
Well Wed was Murdoch berftee, she lurved her pressie *beams* which was tresss good. After school on Wed we went for Costa where we had cake with candles and we sang and there were ballons and all was merry (i even ate some cake) I then went home and....oh yeh went to bed sooooo early (7.30pm i mean wtf??) to avoid all the arguing, it was all my fault apparently but you know what I DONT FUCKING CARE. So yeh my mum and Mark had a huge argument but i decided to sleep through it *thumbs up*
I then had the dentist on Thurs morn, so i got to sleep in til 8am (12 and a half hours sleeppp Quality) I went to the dentist and she said my teeth were great. i was really worried that she was going to say they were rotting away or soemthing (due to the vomiting) but she didnt so =D
Friday then came and it was time for BIFFY CLYRO!!!! Yusssss. it was an amazing night, i like ran home from school practically and had a shower adn dryed my hair and then withing 40 MINUTES i was out of the house again as i had to go meet Greer, Murdoch and Lily, we all then went up to Nadz hoose (clutching a bottle of vodka for me and Lily and Lambrini for the rest of them.I was on the hard stuff lads LOL) We got beautified at nads house. ghd are soooo amazing, my hair was loooking tooooo good, all sraight and silky, adn i was wearing my converses and a little black skirt with white poka dots on it and a white t-shirt and then i took with me a thin black zip up cos it was kinda cold.
We go to the gig (accompanied by Amy B and Rebecca who we met along the way) and we get there and we all jsut go wild!!!! It was madness, we all kidna just split up in the crowd but none of us cared, we were all just so taken in by the band, they are soooo good live. And on several occasions a crowd surfer landed on my head whihc hurt like fuck and i've got soooo many bruises but it was all worth it. Phwor! LOL
Oh yeh adn it was sooo hot and they were passing out water, and people were throwing beer adn water adn i was totally socked adn then the mad bouncer people were spraying water to coool everyone down cos it was so hot and at the time i was sooo pleased but at the end of the nihgt i realised my make up was half way down my face, my hair was curly adn my WHITE t-shirt was SEE-THROUGH!!!!!! lol. meh.
When we got outside it was sooooo cold i was shaking soooo much and i was really hating the fact that i had only taking a thin zip up but oh well what could i do? SO we go back to the west end at about midnight and we meet up with Roise, robin, lucci, sean, jane, alan, kerrie (wtf!), ian (it was his berftee), danny GREIG and sooooo many other people. I sold Danny my fags (they were only Mayfair *blech* but he seemed happy enough) and he gave me some cider (the vodka had worn off by this point) adn we jsut kinda fannyed about for a bit and then I was shaking so much Lucci become really worried about me and gave me his jumper (i'm wearing it right now actually yay) It is the cossies thing ever!!!! *smiles*
However Sean then goes to me, 'Did you wear that to the gig' in this pure disgusted tone adn i was like 'yeh, well apart from the jumper' it was nearly covering my skirt lol and he was soooo nasty, he goes to me 'Would it not be more appropriate if you stood on a street corner' i was so upset i just went 'Fuck off sean' and walked away i was sooo scared i was gonna end up crying but i didnt *go me*
And then to top off that Greig and me totally didnt talk. it was soooo rough and i was just like 'i want to die now....' Grrrr I wish he had talked to me....i wish i knew where i stand with him Oh well.
Me Nads greer and murdoch then went back to nads hoose where i muched due to ma wee depression session over Greig (see what this lad is doing to me!?!) and then i was sooooo sleepy so i just fell sound asleep lol.
On sat morning we all just kinda fannied about Nadias hoose and then at about 1.30pm me greer adn murdoch headed home, it took me like an hour!! (it normally only takes 15-20mins) cos we stopped in soooo many shops looking for each of our perfect hang over snacks. I didnt find anything that really hit the spot.
And then on Sat night i was just sooo bloody sleepy, i couldnt even think about going out so i stayed in adn watched Charmed, then CSI and then LAw and Order:Special Victims Unit, and then LAw and Order!!!! I went to sleep about midnight and woke up at 1pm on sunday!!! 13hours sleep, sweet.
However last night i couldnt sleep cos i slept so mcuh the night before but meh.
School was a shitter today but oh well i've only got to the end of thurdsay adn then i'm not in school til the 20th Oct (thank god for inservice days adn the october week!!)
Many a partay is planned!!LOL
well got to dash. xxx
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i am a fallen star. the one that you dont even notice that it's gone. i am the star that burns but does not shine. never shinning like the other stars in the sky.
