mood	_	exhausted
	music	_	I'm Lion-O [x] Relient K

idontwannaupdaterightnowbutiwill

Okay, so tonight was awesome. The line was longer than we thought but we got there a bit later than planned cause ahem, SOMEONE Kayla had trouble with the gas pump at Texaco. It kept like, beeping at her. The thing was pocessed. That delayed us like 10 minutes. Then, we like got totally turned around and were one block over form where we needed to be. We wound up by 7th Heaven. Oh well, good memories there. Anyways, when we got there there were these 3 girls behind us in line. They were fun. The one girl Nikki, she talked alot but she was pretty funny so I didn't mind. She had gorgeous eyes, too. We didn't have to wait that long though, the line went pretty quick.

Dave from Senses Fail was standing by the door. I waved, he waved. We waved. I've met him before, at 7th Heaven when we met Kenny from TSL. Anyhow, the lady marked us for being under 21. Two lovely X's on my hands. The guy tore my ticket and in we went. There were alot of kids, but hardly any in front. We went down there, half of Senses Fail was standing beside us. I was too side-tracked to say anything. Anyhow, Don't Look Down was first. They were really awesome, I must say. Good way to start off a show. :) Some kind puked everywhere, in the middle of the pit. It was gross, yes. Ryan, the singer, was like "Woah, I thought it was a circlepitt but uh, someone barfed. JANITOR!! CLEAN UP ON AISLE MOSH PITT!" Oh man, it was hilarious. After they were done it got cleaned up finally.

Autopilot Off was after them. We were really squished by this time. I didnt mind though. They were really good. I was suprised cause I'm not like a huge Autopilot Off fan, but they're great live. They played Make A Sound, I love that song so much. Their set was kind of short, there was a curfew for the show. It started at 5:30 and had to be done by 9:30 at least. Oh well. Anyhow, Senses Fail was after them. Everyone got on the floor pretty much then. I was smashed into these two girls. They were like, 22 and 24. The 22 y/o was hilarious. This tall guy got in our way and we were both the same height so like, 5'2" and she had a beer bottle and was like "Ever been to prison?" She was going to stick him in the ass with it. It was so funny, we were dying laughing and he turned around. That made it worse. It was crazy. Senses Fail seemed to take forever to come on but I had people to talk to so whatever. Kayla went to set at a table and Taylor was behind me.

Finally they started and everyone went off. Ohmygod, they're the best live band I've ever seen. I don't care. Seriously, they beat anyone and everyone. They kicked serious ass. I have never seen such an amazing set. Buddy connects with the crowd so much, and hes so funny. I adore him. They were just, ugh, amazing. I mean, I can't even put it into words. Just, fucking great. After their set I went to buy shit at the merch table. I got some stickers and met the bassist (Jesse) and drummer (Tom) from Dont Look Down. I bought their EP, it was only $5. I had them sign it for me. Tom opened it for me cause I was having serious difficulties working it. He tore the plastic off and broke the face off and ripped off the sticky part. Then he somehow, got it all back together. I was amused. Then they signed it and I bought some stickers. I told them how awesome they were and went on my way.

I got my autograph book from Kayla and went down to the stage area by the backstage door and everything. Buddy from Senses Fail was down there. I had him sign my thingy for me, I yold him that they're the best live band I've even seen. He was shocked and kept saying thanks. He was so nice, and I fucking love his pink hair. <3 We talked to him about Warped Tour. They aren't going to be here! They stop in CO. That saddens me, but oh well. I saw them tonight and I'm fucking thrilled because wow. Hi. They rock. Anyhow, he was signing some guys shoe so I went up to the merch table again. And I ran into Dave from Senses Fail. He signed my book too. :) Hes so cute. Only guy, aside from Matt Lovato, who can get away with having a ring in his nose. Anyway. I was thrilled because I met Buddy and Dave and just. Woo. I love Senses Fail. Well, Rufio was getting ready to start and I was done being in the pitt, I was hot and sweaty and I smelled (still do) really bad. Some kid was behind me and he had his cellphone andw as playing Senses Fail's entire set to his girlfriend cause she couldn't come. I thought was was sweet. I had him all over me, he was using my shoulders to jump. He was havingt he time of his life, so I didn't care.

So, there were these two older people there at the top. We asked to set our stuff down there, on their table. I had my hoodie and book and stickers and all kinds of crap. It felt good to set it all down. Well, Kayla had her camera. We found Buddy again. We took picture with Buddy. He molested me. He humped my leg. I didn't care. His gross icky boy sweat was all over my arm. I didn't care. I would've licked my arm if someone asked me to. He is fucking GOD I swear it. So, yeah. We took some pictures and it was great fun. He pulled my hair. He pretended to pick his nose and wore a towel on his head for Kayla's picture. It was pure awesomeness, he is the coolest guy in the ENTIRE world. Then I went and bought a Rufio CD. xD YAY! I got the last copy of 'Perhaps, I suppose'. It was ducttaped to the table, the merch guy (who by the way, was zero fun) ripped it off. So, the edge of my CD is covered with duct tape. Oh well, its just the case.

So, we ventured back to the table where Taylor was watching our stuff. We sat and waited on Rufio and talked and stuff. I was watching this girl beside me and then I look over at Taylor and hes talking to Mike from Senses Fail. I love Mike, hes so fucking sweet. I asked him to sign somethin for me. He did. He wrote "Thanxx for rockin w/ us!!" and signed his name along with this cute little smiley face. We took pictures with him too. He was all ghetto, it was ad0rkable. His smile is so cute. So, he went off and we sat back down. The guy we were sharing the table with was looking at our autographs. He was so amused, lol. It was funny.

Then Rufio started. Okay, I was honestly disspointed. Sorry to say, but they aren't as good live. Maybe it was because they followed the Gods of Senses Fail, but I don't know. I wasn't feeling it. They did good, dont get me wrong, but eh. I don't know. I wasn't wooed that much. We got awesome pictures though. I didnt get any of Rufio because um. I took a bunch of Senses Fail, lol. I was trying to divide them evenly. Heh, that didn't work. When Buddy is leaning over your head and you can taste his sweat, Rufio doesn't matter anymore, lol. So, after awhile we gathered all our stuff and went outside. Rufio had like 3 more songs but we were ready to go. So we went. It was like 9:00. We got alot of flyers when we left, I live for those things. Lol. I have so many, I'm such a flyer whore. Heh. Anyhow, we called my Mom and she took forever to get there but oh well. We were talking to people randomly. Some people looked at us weird, I don't care. I was too fucking giddy and excited.

When my Mom got there we piled into the truck and went to Sonic. We got some food, sang a million different songs. I tried to sleep, couldnt. The window was too cold against my face. We drove them home, Kayla needed to go home. Taylor was going to stay but since we were going that way anyways, we dropped him off too.

Now I'm home. Talking to Erica. Things are okay. I'm smiling. I regret last night, I regret cutting..yelling..crying..fighting. But, I can't go back in time. Things are okay though. I'm okay, shes okay. It feels good to be okay.

Anyway. I scanned in everything I have. I'll post the pictures when I get them, which may be tomorrow or Monday. Reallllly soon, wh00p wh00p.

_{( because buddy is god )}

It was the best night ever. Seriously.

xoxo ::
Jen

	mood	_	blank
	music	_	still breathing [x] stars hide fire

i've been neglecting you guys.

if you have a greatestjournal, and you have be added on blurty..add me on GJ.

masked_emotion on GJ too.

<3 peace kids.

Jen

	mood	_	artistic
	music	_	Voilently Happy [x] Bjork

Lalala! Jen is bored, Jen took pictures.

( Livin' In The Shadows. )

xoxox ::
Jen

	mood	_	annoyed
	music	_	Living In The Shadows [x] Billy Talent

am not dead. I am very alive. I was gone all weekend though. I spent the entire weekend with Jess. Taylor came over Saturday and then we all went to Jess's and it was really fun. Taylor didn't leave until like, 10pm. But thats cool. We watched hella movies. Grind, SLC Punk, My Girl, My Girl 2, Nightmare Before Christmas (3 times!), Remember the Titans, and Radio. They were all really good, even though I'd seen all but two of them like, a trillion times before.

And hm, Sunday we went to church and everything and then a bunch of us, like all of the entire youth group, went and saw The Passion of the Christ. It was reallly good. Really sad, but really good. I cried throughout alot of the movie. So did most everyone else though, plus I knew I would. Le sigh. It really makes you think.

After the movie, I went back to Jess's. The roads are flooded out really bad and I couldn't get home. So, I stayed with her and went to school with her this morning. I had clothes and everything and had taken a shower last night. School sucked, but the LaCygne kids got out early and I had to go back to Jess's to get my stuff cause I left it there. So, we rode for an hour and a half, since we had to go around because of the water, and the bus driver lady put in a Greenday CD and it was really fun. We were singing and making people mad. It was pretty loud too.

Annnd, once I got back to Jessie's I called my Dad. He was really mad that he had to drive out and get me but oh boo hoo. It didn't hurt him any. He had to go around aways, but, eh whatever. I'm home, hes home. Its all good. So yes, that was the Summary of my weekend. Twas much fun.

So, whats up with you guys. I've read everyone's updates but, le sigh, I'm lazy and don't wanna comment. There's just too many entries! But, it looks like everything is okay. Which is overly grand. *big grin* This week, starting Thrusday, is my Spring Break so beware. I will be around ALOT ALOT! And, I shall make up for this large time lapse here. I love you guys!

Now, I shall go watch a movie.

xoxo ::
Jen

	mood	_	blah
	music	_	A 'Shake Stuff Up' Commercial [x] Fuse

*yawns* A little before 9am on a Saturday morning and I'm awake. Oh man, something is not okay. Lacey has softball games today so she was in the shower and in and out of my room like 12 times and so that woke me up. Then Terry was playing my drums, hes really good but damn, I was sleepin. Anyways, after that, I decided I'd just get up.

No real big plans for today. Might go get new shoes, shoelaces, and a CD or something. *shrug* I'm in serious need of music. My computer is el broken, kind of, and it shuts off all of the sudden so I can't listen to music on the computer and yeah. My CD's..I need new music. Meh.

Anyways, I want it to be waaarm today so I can go ride. I love my 4-wheeler. <3 And..me and Taylor rode Thursday night for a little bit but it was cold. I don't like it being cold.

But now, I shall go rummage for Lucky Charms. Marshmellows may not go in everything but God damnit, they go in cereal.

xoxo ::
Jen