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Im really starting to think that maybe Dans not interested in me. Maybe he is and he just really shy. Though I have his screen name and I talked to him earlier. I have a bunch of clothing that im going to give to him because I dont want any of it anymore and im not going to wear it ever. Bunch of t-shirts a few hoodies and a pair of pants. Though I know that the pants are going to be way to big on him and I dont know what to do with them I havent ever worn them. There just sitting in my closet taking up space.
I havent been in a relationship in a long time. I really want to be with someone, but not just anyone. I do like Dan alot. I know that I dont know him very much but I dont know. I get really good vibes from him. I really do want to get to know him better, but I want to know if hes interested or not cause I dont want to presue something that isnt going to go anywhere and im too shy to be up front and ask him if he does or not and I dont want to make him uncomfy or anything. Gah this sucks.
He really seems like a kickass person with this amazing personality. Well I guess we could always be friends. That would rock also. Its been such a long time since I have been with someone. I really miss having a relationship but im not desperate that Ill go out with anyone. Dans the first person in a reeally long time that Ive liked. Out birthday is 2 days apart. :X Pieces dont get along very much. Which is something stupid to base a relationship on but It does make sense to a point.
Im starting to get over Rob which is a big deal to me. We dated each other on and off for 3 years. I was cleaning out my closet and I found his old sweatshirt and I threw it in the trash. Thats how long it has been since I have cleaned out my closet.
I hope that I get to see Dan next weekend. So that I can his hair and what not. Its going to look so hot on him. :X
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[X] Given Name: Jenee, Jen, Jenny, Mediocrity [X]
[X] Sex: Female [X]
[X] Years Lived On This Planet: 20 To Date [X]
[X] Located At: Long Island, New York [X]
[X] Love: No Not At The Moment [X]
[X] Music: VNV Nation . Haujobb . Covenant . Hocico . Funker Vogt. NIN . And One . Wolfsheim .
Apoptygma Bezerk . ohGr . Skinny Puppy . NeuroticFish . Wumpscut . Fictional . London After Midnight . Industrial . EBM . Snyth-pop [X]
[X] Clothing Style: Plats . Goggles . Synthetic Dreads . Extensions . Falls . Short Skirts . Corsets . Ect. [X]
X] Other Things Dollie Love To Do: Sleep, Hang With Her Friends, Walk, Take Pictures of Random Things, Dance, Listen To Music, Watch Movies [X]
[X] Movies That I Love To Watch: Session 9, Resident Evil, The Ring, Ringu, Friday The 13th movies, Pet Semetary, Cujo, Harry Potter, Johnny Got His Gun, Son In Law, Rose Red, The Shining, ect... [X]
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