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    Wednesday, May 25th, 2005
    12:13 pm
    yea.. i steal!!!
    THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
    1. Jen
    2. Jenerafer
    3. Squishy

    2 THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
    1. michael jackson
    2. people that weigh over 500 lbs

    THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY:
    1. Animals
    2. Friends
    3. Mashed Potatoes

    2 OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
    1. eyeliner
    2. food

    2 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
    1. Slipknot Hoodie
    2. Orange bandana

    3 THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
    1. Conversation
    2. Trust
    3. Loyalness?? is that a word?

    3 THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
    Physical Traits:
    1. Hands/Arms
    2. Back
    3. Face/Eyes

    Personality Traits:
    1. Funny
    2. Smart
    3. Willing to deal with me

    2 OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
    1. Horse-back riding
    2. Playing with my animals

    2 THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
    1. Horse
    2. Hug

    2 CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
    1. Vetrinary Technician
    2. Working at Regal Reptile

    2 PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
    1. Europe/ Italy or England
    2. Hawaii/Florida

    2 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
    1. Do what I want for a job
    2. Ummm, I still wanna hug!!

    3 THINGS YOU WANT:
    1. Clothes
    2. For my hair to grow faster/longer
    3. HORSE!!

    [Spell your first name]:
    J-e-n-n-i-f-e-r

    [The story behind your name]:
    Umm.. Nothing

    [Where do you live?]:
    Easton

    DESCRIBE YOUR:

    [Wallet]:
    Nightmare Before Christmas with an Insane Clown Posse patch on it

    [Jewelry worn daily]:
    Choker with the silver rings, necklace with 2 rings, 7 earrings

    [Shoes]:
    2 pair of Anarchist, 1 pair of pink and black ones (namebrand???), 2 pairs of boots, and my frankenstein boots!

    [Handbag]:
    My black skull and cross bones, coffin shape thing, hello kitty little back pack

    [Favorite top]:
    Umm.. Hoodies, Tanktops I suppose

    [Perfume/Cologne]:
    A.D.I.D.A.S, Peony, Cotton Candy, Ragdoll!!


    [Piercing]:
    7 in ears

    [What you are wearing now]:
    Black and orange Tripp pants, Slipknot hoodie, Black and Blue shoes, and an orange bandana

    [Makeup]:
    Black eyeliner, lil gem things

    [On my mind]:
    What am I going to do today

    [Wishing]:
    That my dad will be ok

    [Talking to]:
    Ms. Noller

    [Eating]:
    Pineapples

    [favorite types of movie]:
    pretty much everything

    [something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]:
    Summertime?? No school, hanging with friends

    [The last thing you ate?]:
    Pineapples

    [Something that you are deathly afraid of?]:
    Michael Jackson

    [Do you believe in love]:
    Yea:(

    [Do you believe in soul mates]:
    I guess

    [Do you believe in love at first sight]:
    Yea

    [Do you believe in forgiveness]:
    Sometimes

    [What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]:
    Umm.. Mashed potatoes and gravy

    [What's something you wish you could understand better?]:
    umm.. why life sucks alot

    [Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]:
    Renee, my uncle Steven, and maybe a few other people

    In the last 24 hours, have you:
    [Cried?]: yea, my dad:(
    [Gotten sick]: yea
    [Eaten?]: yea
    [Been kissed?]: By my damn dog!!!
    [Felt stupid?]: yea
    [Told someone you loved them]: yea
    [Met someone new?]: no
    [Moved on?]: no
    [Talked to an ex?]: yea
    [Missed an ex?]: yupp
    [Talked to someone you have a crush on?]: umm.. i guess?
    [Had a serious talk?]: with my brother about the air force
    [Hugged someone?]: yea
    [Done something your parents said no to?]: yea.. my mom told her to stop calling her a pimp and i didnt so she slugged me!!!!
    [Would you rather be with friends or on a date?]: i dunno.. y not both!!!
    [Where is the best hangout?]: umm.. my house i guess??
    [Do you have a job?]: YEA PET STORE!!!!!

    Who::

    [Do you like being around?]: Jess, Cassi, Ben, my bro
    [Who Have you known the longest]: Ben and Polly
    [Do you argue the most with?]: Jessica.. cuz shes a pimp and smells like potatoes
    [Do you always get along with?]: my bro
    [MOST TRUSTWORTHY?] : my bro
    [Makes you laugh the most?]: MY BROTHER!!
    [Has been there through all the hard times?]: my dad
    [Has the coolest parents?] umm.. I miss Lisa:( (bens mommy) and CASS!! shes awsome
    [Has the coolest siblings?]: umm. i dunno me!!
    [Is the most blunt?]: hmmmm, jess
    [Is the smartest?]: my bro

    Other stuff...

    [Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with?]:
    yea awhile ago.. but got over it thank god

    [Have you ever cried over the opposite sex?]:
    yea

    [Do you have a "type" of person you always go after?]
    i dont "go after" anyone

    [Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you]:
    lol yea. there is a few people

    [Rather be the dumper or dumped?]:
    DUMPER

    [Rather have a relationship or a hookup]:
    relationship

    [Ever liked your best guy/girl friend?]:
    yea

    [Want to get married?]:
    yea

    [Want kids?]:
    lol.. yea but im gunna wait like.. 10 years

    [Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time?]:
    not anymore

    [What is your favorite part of your physical appearance?]:
    umm.. nothing

    [What is your favorite part of your personality?:]
    i can be smart when i wanna be

    [Are you happy with yourself?]:
    sumtimes

    [Are you happy with your life?]:
    nope

    Current Mood: amused
    Thursday, May 19th, 2005
    12:23 pm
    everything sucks
    yeaa for the past week everything has been so shitty.. the only good thing is that my brother came home from the airforce last thursday and i was so happy to see him.. but then my dad was arrested friday and now he is in the hospital.. they have him tied to the bed, tubes all in him, and yesterday they put him on a breathing machine.. so im really nervous of wat is going to happen.. i had a very bad dream last nite about my dad and i dont wanna get into becuz im afraid it will come true.. he isint really coharent and he always sleeps. i stayed home from school monday and went to see him and i couldnt even stay in the same room becuz i started crying.. he said hi to me then asked y we were leaving when we just got there.. it sucks so bad.. and my mom is madd at me becuz i talked to some guy yesterday and i might go in the airforce.. me and my brother were talking about it and how if i go they will pay for me to go to vetrinary school. but my mom was crying when i told her and now she isint talking to me.. but my brother thinks it is a good idea... i wanna go to hawaii, florida, or somehwere nice becuz florida has seaworld.. and i would love to take care of the walrus's and shit.. and hawaii has all the seals, whales, walrus, etc. so i dont kno what im going to do.. i should see if they will station me in either two.. o yes it is becuz of ben u guys!!! but that is some of the reason why i would want to go to florida.. but my family has known that i wanted to be that type of vet.. but im gunna go becuz its a cool thing to do.. bye to no one that reads this:(

    Current Mood: depressed
    Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
    2:21 pm
    stole from ben
    Favorite...
    Food:mashed potatoes, chicken, and and umm spinach!!!
    Candy:hmm... i dont really like candy but i suppose ill say reeses
    Type of Cheese:all types of cheese their all my favorite
    Salad Dressing:ranch, caesar, italian, oil/vinegar
    Sandwich:cheese, ham, salami, roast beed, corned beef, lettuce, pickles, and mayonaise
    Fruit:clemintines
    Vegetable:spinach
    Berry:raspberries
    Cake:umm.. vanilla with whipped cream frosting
    Radio Station:i don like the radio.. there is never anything good on now
    Cartoon Character:STITCH!!!!! and spiderman
    CD:hmmm.. i cant say
    Day of the Week:Saturday
    Month:October, April
    Season:Fall
    Holiday:Halloween, Christmas
    Hangout:my house
    Wild Animal:Hmmm. i cant say i love them all
    Flower:rose
    Board Game:Lord of the Rings: Trivial Pursuit
    Party Game:I dunno??
    Body Part:Hands/arms

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    2:21 pm
    stole from ben
    Favorite...
    Food:mashed potatoes, chicken, and and umm spinach!!!
    Candy:hmm... i dont really like candy but i suppose ill say reeses
    Type of Cheese:all types of cheese their all my favorite
    Salad Dressing:ranch, caesar, italian, oil/vinegar
    Sandwich:cheese, ham, salami, roast beed, corned beef, lettuce, pickles, and mayonaise
    Fruit:clemintines
    Vegetable:spinach
    Berry:raspberries
    Cake:umm.. vanilla with whipped cream frosting
    Radio Station:i don like the radio.. there is never anything good on now
    Cartoon Character:STITCH!!!!! and spiderman
    CD:hmmm.. i cant say
    Day of the Week:Saturday
    Month:October, April
    Season:Fall
    Holiday:Halloween, Christmas
    Hangout:my house
    Wild Animal:Hmmm. i cant say i love them all
    Flower:rose
    Board Game:Lord of the Rings: Trivial Pursuit
    Party Game:I dunno??
    Body Part:Hands/arms

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    1:49 pm
    im bored
    Revenge killer

    You kill for
    revenge.

    That is because you have lost something or
    someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
    to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
    the only solution is to go after the one person
    who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
    you are angry inside and you bottle everything
    up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
    may want to help, but you think that they can
    never understand your pain and only get
    frustrated because of this. But it is important
    to see all that you have left and be thankful
    of that even if you have lost something great.
    It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
    but with time and talking about your feelings,
    maybe the hurt will ease.

    Main weapon: Yourself
    Quote: "You can close your eyes to
    reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
    Lec
    Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
    teary eyes




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    im so fukn bored.. no one even reads this peice of shit anymore....

    ben came over the other night and we watched wrestling.. it was cool i suppose but i wasnt really watching it becuz i was busy playing with spike and chomper.. but yea i dunno... ben i gez i will see u sumtim in the end of the week...

    yeaa jess is a funny lil guy i miss her right now.. i didnt see her yesterday becuz i was working.. some guy came into my work with an alligator (baby) it was so cute i was holding it and the lil guy was wagging his little tail!!!

    yea the bell is going to ring so im gunna go home and call jess.. and others.. like ben.. cuz i miss his butt.. yea byeeeeeee

    Current Mood: tired
    Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
    12:46 pm
    HAPPY BIRFDAY TO ME!!!!
    yeaa today is my birfday which is cool.. its kinda weird thinking im 17.. gemma and lacey are stopping by my house lata to bring me cookies! last night i had driving school which was boring, all we did was watch jepordy! before i went there i was hanging out with jess which was fun. but im bored, and i wanna go home becuz i wanna see if i gots any presents!! which i kno i wont becuz my mom told me that i wasnt becuz damn suspenderman took her money that she won at bingo (800) and spent it on shit we didnt need.. so yea 1/2 of that was suppose to be for me and her to go to the mall and shop:( but i gez not this year.. i need some new clothes becuz some of my pants are ripping pretty bad. there was a nice shirt that i want a hot topic, and some dress but it is really short so i think i will look ugly in it..

    sunday i went to the mall with jess and her boyfriend.. it was kind of boring except wen i went in the disney store!! there were stitches everywhere!! there were bubble machines beach towels stuffed animals back packs!!! i want a back pack with him:( it was awsome.. aw i just made myself sad becuz i wanted it and i cant get it now.. blahk sucky birthday for me i gez:( im leaving
    bye

    Current Mood: sad
    Saturday, April 9th, 2005
    9:41 pm
    bored
    i am so fuckn bored right now:( yea i just got out of work and i smell like an animal zoo! so i need take a shower.. but i cant becuz suspderman hasnt finished the fukn bathroom yet so i think im going to have to take one at jess's house becuz it is the right thing to do.. im aggrivated right now so im going to go.. buh bye

    Current Mood: aggravated
    Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
    10:31 am
    yeaa
    yea i worked yesterday which was okay.. i played with the snakes and bunnies pretty much for 2 hours, so w/e.. o yea come to find out that ben doesnt want to talk to me ever again.. we didnt really talk that much but most of the time when i did he hung up on me or said he had to go.. i wanted him to come over friday but it was only wishful thinking that he would say yea. and ofcourse he said no.. becuz he really cares about michelle and doesnt want to loose her. which is understanding becuz i think she is hot! but i gez im still pist, i love him and all but he was an asshole to me all the damn time.. i havent seen him in a few months.. so its weird, but im getting use to it now. ive been hanging out with jess alot so thats cool.. her exboyfriend lee are coming over today to put the stereo in my car... which reminds me i have to tell my mom to send ben his money by friday. i have drivin school tonite which should be fun becuz my teacher is a cop and he is wikid funny.. i think im going blind:( i cant even see wat im typing right now.

    yea the other night was weird, me and ben were talking about sex for sum reason.. i dont kno how the fuk that came up but it was weird.. he made me cry which sucked but im over it now.. becuz like i said he turned into an asshole.. all i can do for now is try to just ignore him.. which i prolly can if i hang out with jess all the time. i dont know why i still do when he just keeps telling me how he doesnt want to loose michelle. but w/e im fukn over it now.. aslong as i get help from my friends i can forget about him.. sure i will always love him.. but a person can love more than 1 person, so yea bye

    neways im going out this weekend. me jess and a few friends are leaving friday morning for boston which should be fun! im gunna be back sunday night.. heeh im excited i cant wait.. then im mmoving all the shit out of my room sumtime next week so i can fix it becuz its to small and my mom just threw all her shit in my room.. so there is no fukn space to walk around.. and its always to damn hot becuz of all the furniture.

    haah my birthday is in 6 days! i wonder if anyone will remember??? jess prolly will but cassi, gemma, christine, casey, lee, justin, vinny, will forget.. hmm im not worried about it. as long as my fukn brother calls me from england than im ok.. O YEA! my brother kel was in germany for a few months now he is going to england in a few days! hah then he is comming home in may and im so fukn excited.. i miss him so much, i havent seen him in 2 years:(

    About you:
    Name:Jen
    Birthday:April 12
    Height:5 2
    Weight:103
    Eye Color:Hazel
    Hair Color:Black
    Lazy or Active:Lazy
    Hyper or Calm:Calm somtimes, Hyper somtimes
    What brand clothing do you wear?Tripp, Tragedy, HOT topic
    What brand shoes are you wearing?Anarchist
    Braces?No
    Glasses or contacts:Glasses, but their broken
    How many peircings do you have?I did have 8 but one got ripped out
    Where are they?In my ears.. the other one.. well lets not talk about it
    Tattoos?Not yet
    Random Questions:
    How many pets do you have?umm alot
    What kind are they?Ball Python (Snakey), Whites Tree Frog (Whitey), Rat (Splinter), 5 cats (Jojo, Casey, Jesus, Splooge, and Bob), Black Lab (Saddie), bettas (Butt, Hole, Cheese, Whiz, Coco, Nut), angelfish( Fluffy, Smelly, Stinky, Chicken), guppies( Fish # 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13,14,15,16), dwarf puffers (Puffy, Kujo, Bruce, Coral, Buttface, Mr. Red, Mr Jingles), tricolor sharks (Jaws, Chicklet), iridescent sharks (Hammy, Fatso), pleco (Trogdor), neon tetras (Blue, Red, Teeny, Tiny, Little fishy, Small Trigger, Ginger, Bread, Mashed, Potatoes), discus (C.D.), scissortail (Snippey), corys( Cat, Octopus, Rat, Yoshi, Skunk), algae eaters (Apple, Lemon, Grape, A, Elmo), bumblebee catfish (Bumblebee Tuna), banjo catfish (Banjo), kooli loaches (Mr. Squiggles), umm yea and spiders ( Ducky, Spike, Little Foot, Peetree, Sharp Tooth, Chomper) that are around my house AND THEY COUNT becuz i play with them... yupp
    What are you favorite T.V. shows?Lilo and Stitch, CSI, 24, Family Guy, South Park, Judge Judy, Survivor, Law and Order, Veronica Mars yeaaaaa
    What are your favorite movies?LILO AND STITCH!! The Lord of the Rings Trilogy, The Pest, Dude Where's My Car, Wild Things, The Crow, all of the Predator, Halloween, Chucky, Nightmare on Elm Street, Friday the 13th, Aliens, Hellraiser, Pumpkinhead, Neverending story, The Land Before Time, Critters, Stephen King, Leprechaun, yeaa all the horror movies and shit.. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles!
    Who is you hero?Stitch!! And my brother Kel because I love him and I miss him..
    What is you favorite animated movie (s)?LILO AND STITCH, the original teenage mutant ninja turtles, land before time
    What is your favorite day of the week?Hmm.... Saturdays maybe
    Are you a virgin?No
    How many people did you sleep with?1
    How many times have you been inlove?1
    Have you had your heart broken?multiple times by the same person
    What is your favorite food?Mashed potatoes
    What is your favorite candy?ummmm reeses or twix...

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    yeaa i was bored for a longgggggggg time! so i made up a survey all by myself becuz im special!

    ok im going now.. not like anyone reads this peice of shit journal becuz its me but whatever bye

    Current Mood: excited
    Monday, March 28th, 2005
    5:22 pm
    hmph
    yea me and don (moms husband) got in a huge fight last night which was very funny. he tried saying that when i turn 17 he is kicking me out.. lol... but yeaa i dont kno what to write becuz i have no life.. so yea byee

    Current Mood: bored
    Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
    2:05 pm
    bored
    TELL ME ABOUT YO0RSELF - The Survey
    Name:Jen
    Birthday:April 12, 1988
    Birthplace:Stoughton
    Current Location:Easton
    Eye Color:Hazel
    Hair Color:Black/ tinted pink and pink roots
    Height:5 2
    Right Handed or Left Handed:Right
    Your Heritage:What about Buttsex?
    The Shoes You Wore Today:Anarchist
    Your Weakness:Not being mad at people for a long time
    Your Fears:Being alone, Getting fat:(
    Your Perfect Pizza:Mhm Mushrooms, Or a meatcombo
    Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Get my license
    Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol
    Thoughts First Waking Up:I don't wanna go to school
    Your Best Physical Feature:I don't think anything...
    Your Bedtime:Whenever I'm sleepy
    Your Most Missed Memory:Polly and Ben coming over during the summer
    Pepsi or Coke:Neither.. Oranga Soda or Hawain Punch
    MacDonalds or Burger King:Neither.. Wendy's
    Single or Group Dates:Single
    Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:NOpe
    Chocolate or Vanilla:Vanilla
    Cappuccino or Coffee:Vanilla Bean Frapichino with whipped cream
    Do you Smoke:I use to, but I had to stop because of 2 important people.. My mom and Ben
    Do you Swear:No
    Do you Sing:No fuckin way
    Do you Shower Daily:At night and wash my hair in the morning
    Have you Been in Love:5 years and going
    Do you want to go to College:Yea
    Do you want to get Married:Yea
    Do you belive in yourself:No
    Do you get Motion Sickness:Sometimes if I am in a car for to long
    Do you think you are Attractive:No, Not after I cut my hair:(
    Are you a Health Freak:Somtimes
    Do you get along with your Parents:Yea
    Do you like Thunderstorms:Yea
    Do you play an Instrument:No
    In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:Yea, with my mom when she found out she might of had breast cancer.. so me and her sat at home watched fear factor...
    In the past month have you Smoked:I did 1 1/2 week ago when me and Ben got in a big fight and my dad was making me nervous saying he didnt want to be here anymore
    In the past month have you been on Drugs:Drugs are for fuckin morons that cant get anywhere in life
    In the past month have you gone on a Date:Kind of
    In the past month have you gone to a Mall:No
    In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:1/2 a box
    In the past month have you eaten Sushi:No
    In the past month have you been on Stage:No
    In the past month have you been Dumped:No
    In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:In the shower!
    In the past month have you Stolen Anything:My moms pajamas
    Ever been Drunk:Yea:( Not a great thing either when ur puking and ur moms laughing at you
    Ever been called a Tease:No
    Ever been Beaten up:Yea by my brothers
    Ever Shoplifted:Yea
    How do you want to Die:I dunno.. Hopefully not alone
    What do you want to be when you Grow Up:Vet/Marine Biologist
    What country would you most like to Visit:Greece, Italy, Germany
    In a Boy/Girl..
    Favourite Eye Color:Blue
    Favourite Hair Color:Brown
    Short or Long Hair:Short
    Height:5 8+
    Weight:140-160
    Best Clothing Style:Black baggy clothes.. Fishnet shirt, whatevers black I suppose
    Number of Drugs I have taken:UMM... flinstone vitamins, coffee, aspirin, yeaaa
    Number of CDs I own:30+
    Number of Piercings:7
    Number of Tattoos:None. But when I do it will be Stitch!
    Number of things in my Past I Regret:Mike, Polly, Smoking ciggerettes, drinking, not looking before i walked (stepped in dog shit).. Forgetting to knock before I went in the bathroom and there was my moms husband:( ewww

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    Monday, February 28th, 2005
    12:25 pm
    Bye

    Current Mood: depressed
    Thursday, February 17th, 2005
    1:46 pm
    ugh
    i have been so fuckin tired this whole week.. GUESS WHAT I DID ON VALENTINES DAY... sat on my ass and watched CSI i fuckin stayed home by myself while everyone was out.. even my mom and don went out.. i played with my snake and watched tv.. tuesday, thursday, friday, and saturday i worked 3-9. i bought a white rat.. yea they were going to freeze him becuz they had him for so long.. yeaaa... i have been working this week and im so tired. and now i get to go work again right after school from 3-9.. i didnt go to school yesterday and i got called in from 10-3 so i guess that works... i havent seen cassi in a long timeeeee... owell i guess she doesnt even want to hang out with me.. i mean she is always with gemma steve and shit.. but she cant take 3 minutes to call and say hey..

    hey michelle i have a question.. u hate me so why do u read my journal.. are u trying to see if i write about ben or sumthin.. i was just wondering why u read it... and i was wondering about ur rat.. since these computers wont let me see if u commented to mine that i left in urs...

    yeaa my birthday is in like..... 1 1/2 months.. i wonder if anyone will remember.. i told jess to throw me a surprise birfday party with everyone.. but theyll all probably forget what else is knew.. last year the only people that remembered my brifday was my dad and ben..lol my mom didnt even remember it..

    yeaa im going to go.. gotta get to work in a lil bit.. byeee to no one that fuckin reads this shit.. well i take that back i kno of one person that reads this.. and hates me!!!

    Current Mood: sleepy
    Current Music: polly listening to sublime
    Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
    2:00 pm
    lol
    yea polly is being an immature fuck... he can forgive his girlfriend that wont last long then forgiving his BEST FUCKIN FRIEND* whatever dude he is an immature lil boy and he needs to grow up. he is pussy-whipped around laura and needs to grow up.. he said *best friends shouldnt do that* but then i said well *ur girldfriend shouldnt of done that* and he just said *shut the fuck up* he knows that im right.. he shouldnt be going out with a piece of shit like that.. if he is going to be pist at ben than he should be pist at laura but no like i said he is pussy-whipped. and there is nothing i can do.. he just needs to fuckin grow up.. forgive and fuckin forget.. he obviously forgave fuckin laura which was stupid.. becuz he is more fuckin stupid now.. he needs to grow the fuck up and fuckin talk to ben.. but he is FUCKIN IMMATURE.. whatever im pissed now byeee



    FUCKIN GROW UP POLLY..........

    Current Mood: pissed off
    12:23 pm
    hellooo
    yeaaaaaaaa not much going on. im workin saturday from 12-6 so i should have fun. im buying a hairless guinea pig and another snake... and a tarantula...andd a hedgehog. i gotta order a few of those tho becuz my friends want some. then im working sunday from 10-6 so yeaa.

    my mom came home drunk last night. i didn't really like that becuz she fell and slept on the floor. i want to go home ryte now. im so bored i have nothing to do... i got switched out of two of my classes and i got my report card. i did pretty good except for the C i got in history but owell..

    i think i might dye my hair orange again becuz everyone liked it..and i thought it looked cool with the bleached roots and the rest orange... cassi is hopefully going to come over one day of the weekend. havent seen her in like a week but owell. she is letting her hair grow out. i wish she wouldnt becuz i think it looks awsome with it short...

    ryan!!! *fat* i miss him so much. im talking to an old friend eric.. well his girlfriend and ryan was there.. and said hi to me... man i miss that lil guy.. he was so nice.. he would always walk next to me and if a guy bothered me he would take care of him!!! i guez mayb becuz of ben at the time. he didn't want anyone fuckn around... hopefully i will talk to him again sometime

    yea im going to go bell is going to ring.. and i will probably just write more in my next class

    Current Mood: excited
    Monday, January 31st, 2005
    1:51 pm
    Long time no write!!!
    Yeaa so I haven't been updating really.. Well guess what I GOT A JOB AT A PET STORE!!! I'm so excited. My hair was orange for a while because when I bleached it to get the black out it didn't really work. So people said I looked like that chick leeloo from the fifth element. Which is cool I suppose. Then when I went for the interview I told the guy that I was dying it back to black. The only reason I don't want it black is because I no a few people I don't care to much that dyed their's black because they *wanted to find a new job* and I'm sure that person knows who I am talking about because they will probably comment or somthing. I guess they have nothing better to do then to read my shit and yell at me *ooo I'm naked with him in bed" Like I really give a shit. I don't fuckin care. But she is going to bitch in here saying "why are you calling MY FUCKIN BOYFRIEND" I really don't give a shit. Whatever she is going to have to deal with the fact the girls are going to call him. I don't know why she is mad at me for calling him once or twice when him and lacey talk and everyone remembers the past with them.. but ANYWAYS


    last week was cool I didn't go the whole week. i got stung by a scorpion which was cool. Got bit by a giant oscar fish and had to take care of a weak bunny then finding him dead. I had fun with one of the freeze-dried mice tho. then I was playing with a ball python the whole day. i believe im just going to have to buy him. Then they are going to order some hedgehogs and i will be buying one of those also... why are people immature?? i mean hell dude one minute someone is calling someone an asshole saying they dont want anything to do with them and that they are glad the other isin't around. then the next ya kno its all i miss you, call me, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh why are teenagers so fuckin stupid. cant they just say one thing and keep it???? i mean i know all those times ben would get mad at me and say he would never talk to me ever again. But i havent talked to him in prolly a lil more than a month mayb becuz when i did call michelle took the phone with him which i thought was the most amusing thing in the fukn world...

    tailz DONT U THINK ITS FUNNY!!! COME ON TAILZ LAUGH HAAAAAAAAAA
    dude why????

    Current Mood: annoyed
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
    8:40 pm
    blah
    1. you've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!"
    2. you watched the pound puppies
    3. YOU CAN SING THE RAP TO FRESH PRINCE OF BEL AIR.
    4. you wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
    5. you yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own.
    6. YOU OWNED THOSE LITTLE STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE PALS SCENTED DOLLS
    7. you know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom.
    8. two words: M.C. Hammer
    9. IF YOU EVER WATCHED FRAGGLE ROCK
    10. YOU HAD PLASTIC STREAMERS ON YOUR HANDLE BARS.
    11. you can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales."
    12. YOU REMEMBER WHEN IT WAS ACTUALLY WORTH GETTING UP SATURDAY MORNING TO WATCH CARTOONS
    13. YOU WORE A PONYTAIL ON THE SIDE OF YOUR HEAD
    14. YOU SAW THE ORIGIONAL "TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES" ON WIDE SCREEN
    15. YOU GOT SUPER EXCITED WHEN IT WAS OREGON TRAIL DAY IN COMPUTER CLASS
    16. YOU PLAYED THE GAME "MASH""
    17. you wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it.
    18. L. A. Gear
    19. you wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten.
    20. YOU REMEMBER READING TALES OF A FOURTH GRADE NOTHING
    21. you know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF."
    22. YOU WANTED TO BE A GOONIE
    23. YOU EVER WORE FLOURESCENT CLOTHING
    24. YOU CAN REMEMBER WHAT MICHAEL JACKSON LOOKED LIKE BEFORE HIS NOSE FELL OFF.
    25. YOU HAVE WONDERED WHY SMURFETTE WAS THE ONLY GIRL SMURF
    26. YOU TOOK PLASTIC CARTOON LUNCH BOXES TO SCHOOL
    27. YOU REMEMBER THE CRAZE, THEN THE BANNING OF 'SNAP' BRACLETS
    28. you still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence.
    29. YOU REMEMBER HYPERCOLOR TEESHIRTS
    30. barbie and the rockers was your favorite band.
    31. you thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up.
    32. YOU THOUGHT YOUR CHILDHOOD FRIENDS WOULD NEVER LEAVE BECAUSE YOU EXCHANGED BRACLETS
    33. YOU OWNED A PAIR OF JELLY SANDALS
    34. AFTER YOU SAW PEE-WEE HERMANS BIG ADVENTURE YOU COULDNT STOP SAYING 'I KNOW YOU ARE BUT WHAT AM I?'
    35. YOU REMEMBER 'IVE FALLEN AND I CANT GET UP!'
    36. you remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
    37. you ever got seriously injured on a Slip 'n' Slide.
    38. YOU HAVE EVER PLAYED WITH A SKIP-IT
    39. YOU HAVE EVER ATTENDED A BIRTHDAY PARTY AT MCDONALDS
    40. you've gone through this list occasionally saying "totally awesome."
    41. YOU REMEMBER POPPLES
    42. "DONT WORRY, BE HAPPY"
    43. you wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights.
    44. you wore socks scrunched down.
    45. "MISS MARY MACK MACK MACK, ALL DRESSED IN BLACK BLACK BLACK"
    46. you remember boom boxes vs. CD players.
    47. YOU REMEMBER WATCHING BOTH GREMLINS MOVIES
    48. YOU KNEW WHAT IT MEANT TO SAY "CAREBEAR STARE!"
    49. YOU REMEMBER WATCHING RAINBOWBRIGHT AND MY LITTLE PONIES
    50. you thought Doogie Howser was hot.
    51. YOU REMEMBER ALF, THE FURRY, CAT EATING ALIEN
    52. YOU REMEMBER NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK, WHEN THEY WERE COOL
    53. YOU KNEW ALL THE NAMES TO THE ORIGINAL SAVED BY THE BELL
    54. you know all the words to Bon Jovi - "YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME"
    55. YOU PLAYED OR COLLECTED "POGS"
    56. YOU USED TO PRETEND YOU COULD TRANSFORM INTO A POWER RANGER...



    yea i took this from michelles journal cuz i thought it was kool. and i have no life right now!!! yea so new years i didnt really do much i kind of had a shitty time most of the night.. but w/e...
    yea no one reads this so im gunna go

    TAILZ I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Current Mood: aggravated
    Monday, December 6th, 2004
    1:54 pm
    yeaaaaaaaaaa shit sucks
    yea days have sucked pretty much.. my moms husband started screaming at her the other night making her cry.. besically im 16 and i should be paying rent... and im lazy... HE FUCKIN THROUGH MY KITTY OUTSIDE OVERNIGHT:( he isint an outdoor cat.. he never goes outside and it was freezing that night.... he did it wen i was sleeping at my dads house.... to much drama as soon as i get home.. my head is gunna fuckin explode.. he complains that all i do is sit on my ass and eat.. fuck yea i do im 16 atleast i clean my cats box and clean my dishes and pik up shit... i really miss tailz i wanna see her soo much... TAILZ CALL ME SO WE CAN HANG OUT SOON... my dad is gunna take me to the mall soon to pik out another stitch stuffed animal but im just gunna have him go in there and pick one out cuz i no wanna go in there.. to much shit will happen.. cuz ben *doesnt wanna talk to me anymore* :) heyy i fuckin cried every fuckin time he said that, then he ended up talking to me... but heyy if he doesnt this time.. well i dunno...
    people i wanna hang out with
    Cassi
    Gemma
    Christine
    Tailz
    Caitlin
    Bria
    Jess
    Nicole
    Hmm notice that is all only girls?? IM NOT A LESBIAN
    im 1/2!!!
    yea it would be nice to hang out with ben but *he doesnt want to*
    ok im leaving...
    TAILZ I miss u

    Current Mood: sad
    Friday, November 26th, 2004
    8:28 am
    longggg day
    yea today was a verrryyy long fuckin day.... woke up at 4 went to fukn walmart... it was so fucked up... but i stayed there for a lil while my mom bought me
    grand theft auto san andraes
    and!!!! lord of the rings the third age!!!!! im so excited to play it on christmas!!!
    then i went to the mall... of course to get a stitch doll!! went into the disney store didnt see ben so i went in too find the one that i wanted,, wen i found it i went and found my mom and we went back up there to get it.. then my mom saw him... i just kept my head down hoping he wouldnt see me.... he went into the backroom to change into his regular clothes... i was outside tlaking to angie (who i havent seen in sooo long and felt nice to see her) then yea i cant really say much after that tho... my mom came out and then went back in to buy me a stitch coffee mug!!! i saw him for a few minutes, which was weird becuz it has been over a month.. but what can u do... then my brother bought me 3 PS2 cames and i dont kno what they are, and he bought me one of those living dead doll babies... which i really wanted.. i dont kno if he got me the right one tho becuz the one i wanted was a bald baby girl with two long ponytails on the top and she had white eyes.. i really liked that one tho.. more than the other three that were there... i saw lizzy also which was fucked up becuz it suprises me how stupid she has gotten... she calls every parent that she lived with a skank becuz they made her leave.. when she was living there for a few months.. and her and jay i gez broke up becuz he beat her or sum shit.. then i saw cj who i went to skool with in taunton.. hes pretty cool.. but vewy gross.. then i saw josh and me and him talked about things that were going on with me and ben.. and there wasnt really much to talk about... so i told him i had to leave even tho i lied.. just becuz he reminds me of a lil boy that looks up to everyone else when he is almost 17... but w/e im also really hungry right now so i think i should go find some food before i go nuts.. so yea... bye to nobody that reads this shit

    Current Mood: hungry
    Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
    1:52 pm
    keyboarding class
    yea just sitting here doing nothing.. gotta see if cassi will come over
    havent talked to ben in awhile.. so i dont kno what is going on with
    him and work...
    fuckin hell dude i wanna go live with my dad in sharon.. there isint anything
    here for me, it just seems like everyone has been ignoring me more than ever
    and im sick of it.... sick of fuckin chiks and shit... i wish i could go back to taunton
    there i actually had friends.. well not alot just about 3 chiks but they never ditched me
    and they never fuckin talked shit... yea and ben was my friend... him and fat ryan were
    my only guy friends... but i dont know
    i think me and my dad would be better off if u both moved somewhere away from easton...
    not that anyone cares and noone reads this... so yeaa
    buh bye to the people who arent reading

    Current Mood: gloomy
    1:52 pm
    keyboarding class
    yea just sitting here doing nothing.. gotta see if cassi will come over
    havent talked to ben in awhile.. so i dont kno what is going on with
    him and work...
    fuckin hell dude i wanna go live with my dad in sharon.. there isint anything
    here for me, it just seems like everyone has been ignoring me more than ever
    and im sick of it.... sick of fuckin chiks and shit... i wish i could go back to taunton
    there i actually had friends.. well not alot just about 3 chiks but they never ditched me
    and they never fuckin talked shit... yea and ben was my friend... him and fat ryan were
    my only guy friends... but i dont know
    i think me and my dad would be better off if u both moved somewhere away from easton...
    not that anyone cares and noone reads this... so yeaa
    buh bye to the people who arent reading

    Current Mood: gloomy
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