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its an illusion [22 Jan 2003|11:09pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | "when its over" - sugar ray ] So Carin and I broke up the other day. I wrote a full update over it, but blurty decided to eat it, so here I go again, trying to update. Hopefully it doesn't eat it this time, or heads will role. Mhmm. Anyways, you think when everything is perfect, all the sudden one single thing can mess it up. I should've seen it coming, Carin has always been the jealous time, and poscessive even. I never minded that, truly I didn't, but when it comes down to her getting jealous over my friends, my fans, everyone close to me, it starts to strain a relationship. I understand my past, I understand I was never loyal. But she wasn't an angel either, and now that I finally decided, that she was the one she still had lack of trust issues for me. And I really couldn't take it anymore. For once I was the one who broke it off, not her. I can't keep a relationship going with someone who feels I'm going to cheat on them all the time, and can't push the past in back of them and keep it there. So now It's finally over to be so cliche. I wrote that song about her, and now it's the end. It's painful, I'll admit that, seven years + and nothing more came out of it. Committment is a scary thing to me though, so I'm not that suprised anyway. Maybe it's just a pure fact I'm not suppose to settle down like that. That's just not how I'm suppose to live my life. 34 years of drinking, fucking and being a complete idiot has gotten me this far, why not stay on the same track. Not to say I'll push everything away, I'd never do that, but I need to realize that Carin really wasn't the one. And for some reason it's hard for me to accept that. But finally freedom. Completely. No more lose ends, no more coming back. It's finally over, nothing left to hang on to, or come back to. So with that done I guess that ends my update. Lately I've been so overworked with the studio time, I haven't had much time to think Carin and I's relationship over, and how it came to an end. Maybe it's for the best. All I know is, It's a new year, and everything is changing hopefully for the best. With that said, I'm ending my update. God Bless You All, till later. PS- I Got two new icons. Oh yeah they rock. Just thought I'd add that in. I'm done now. Peace and Rock n' Roll. 7 broken guitar strings|the show still goes on

its an illusion [19 Jan 2003|04:05pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | 8 heads in a duffle bag ] So I disappeared for awhile but now I'm back again. The new album is coming along well, we already have a name for it, "Our Best Days are Behind Us.", and the new single is set to be released sometime in April. As for the album we're pushing for a May or June 2003 release. We are covering "Is she really going out with him" and having N.E.R.D add vocals to one of our songs so far. We're doing a lot more collaboration this time, and trying to mix a little bit of everything. Besides that life has been good, Carin and I are back together again, and this time it seems to be for good. Thing are getting serious lately, and I've been helping her out with promoting her new spa. I've also been trying to spend as much time with her as possible, taking her to movie premieres and what else with me, I'm really confident with us, and how things are going, seven years going on eight now, being 2003, and we're still going, I think it's finally time for things to start to work out with us. I think that's about all I have to write about, Iron Mike our webmaster for sugarray.com was at the studio friday, and took some pictures and got lots of new info for the new album, so look out for that soon. Till then, I don't have much to say. Later - Mark [[ I'm back again, I'll try to update more than I used to. But Yeah, Um that's it. ]] 31 broken guitar strings|the show still goes on

its an illusion OOC and too lazy to use a cut tag [07 Dec 2002|03:08pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | "swallow" - lifer ] [[ alright id use a cut tag but im too damn lazy for that shit, i already have my mark role on MBP, and another one too on the same thing, so i really cant keep up over here, so im not even goin to try anymore, so if anyone wants this role, email me at mmcgrathlj@aol.com and ill get back to you on everything, if im giving him up i want to make sure he goes to someone good, cause god knows some people play mark horribly, anyways yeah, you wont see me around for awhile, but if anyone needs to reach me, you know were im at, so yeah, mark is up for adoption, if anyone wants him as i said contact me , thanks ]] 1 broken guitar string|the show still goes on

its an illusion [24 Nov 2002|12:01pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | PM5K ] im updating just cause everyone seems to want me to, lol or so i think, anyways ive just been in LA lately working on the album, its goin alright besides the fact that fist fights seem to be happening left and right insde the studio.. but yeah cant make an omlette without breaking some eggs, i really need more to update about, but i dont have anything *laughs* oh well it was a small attempt.. least there is one ya know what i mean?? -mark 2 broken guitar strings|the show still goes on

its an illusion [15 Nov 2002|11:02pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | the julianna theory ] maybe one day ill actually make an update worth reading.. and than hell will freeze over afterwards 12 broken guitar strings|the show still goes on

its an illusion googlism [05 Nov 2002|10:33am] [ mood | amused ] ill make this into a cut tag later, im in too much of a rush to do it right now so deal with me mark mcgrath is dressed? well then it should mark mcgrath is often derided by critics for being an alternative rock pinup boy mark mcgrath is lead singer of the band sugar ray mark mcgrath is joining sevendust mark mcgrath is a union sector consultant with social change online mark mcgrath is the union projects manager of social change online mark mcgrath is not in the all mark mcgrath is another person mark mcgrath is going to be on the discovery channel's "celebrity shark week mark mcgrath is the lead singer in sugar ray mark mcgrath is brudely hot mark mcgrath is the lead singer of sugar ray mark mcgrath is hott mark mcgrath is the lead singer for sugar ray mark mcgrath is a huge boxing fan mark mcgrath is in the hot seat today mark mcgrath is not anywhere near as satanically handsome in real life as on tv mark mcgrath is the lead singer of the rock banc "sugar ray" mark mcgrath is sooo hot mark mcgrath is such a cutie mark mcgrath is a big time show mark mcgrath is a major part of it mark mcgrath is good mark mcgrath is the hottest guy on earth mark mcgrath is rather mark mcgrath is spoken for mark mcgrath is hot mark mcgrath is a real decent guy mark mcgrath is an attorney with the litigation law practice of helms mulliss & wicker mark mcgrath is a total hottie i totally agree mark is sooooo hot i would like to have him as one of my own mark mcgrath is not a doctor mark mcgrath is portrayed in "harlem globetrotters" style mark mcgrath is completely kicking ass on rock n roll jeopardy jobu200 mark mcgrath is the first to admit that his arrogant style set against his band's lightweight pop rock can get on people's nerves mark mcgrath is smarter than we are mark mcgrath is not only in psychic pain mark mcgrath is an energetic and experienced mark mcgrath is so hot that he gets all the girls mark mcgrath is an attorney with smith helms mulliss & moore in charlotte mark mcgrath is featured during this installment of "celebrity shark week mark mcgrath is lead singer of sugar ray mark mcgrath is definitely convinced this album is their last mark mcgrath is the walla walla webmaster mark mcgrath is so cute mark mcgrath is jim shorts mark mcgrath is playing a classical guitar throughout the song mark mcgrath is stuck in the 80's mark mcgrath is fairly hip mark mcgrath is into golden showers mark mcgrath is mark mcgrath is about to do what he does best mark mcgrath is an eye mark mcgrath is the front man for what group? he is mark mcgrath is the front man for what group? mark mcgrath is reminiscent of the classic hanna mark mcgrath is such a hottie mark mcgrath is smart and smart mark mcgrath is sweet on mark mcgrath is with the girls mark mcgrath is a physical preparation consultant mark mcgrath is on my list mark mcgrath is featured in a dr mark mcgrath is your most bankable "star mark mcgrath is a total hottie mark mcgrath is my celebrity crush mark mcgrath is called a "real slut" mark mcgrath is apparently bisexual mark mcgrath is the hottest guy ever mark mcgrath is the original sxe ? sugar ray sxe mark mcgrath is on the cover mark mcgrath is one of the funniest guys mark mcgrath is a collegian columnist mark mcgrath is a real human mark mcgrath is a very talented performer mark mcgrath is a gazillon times hotter in person mark mcgrath is great eye mark mcgrath is cute mark mcgrath is fucking hot mathew lillards voice was perfect but damn mark mcgrath is lead singer of the hit band sugar ray mark mcgrath is awesome and came out into the audience so we were right next to him~ woohoo~* mark mcgrath is the sexy bad mark mcgrath is very hot mark mcgrath is singing about i too remember mark mcgrath is fun 13 broken guitar strings|the show still goes on

its an illusion [05 Nov 2002|10:17am] [ mood | blank ] [ music | static X ] shit man, i havent updated this in awhile, with all the shit goin on lately its been hard, im gettin ready to head off to vegas with carin and slep as we speak, so if i dont update again for awhile thats why.. so hmm what have i been up to not much just workin on some rough stuff for the new album we're suppose to go into the studio later on this month and start doing the real work, were pressin for a early 2003 release, not like that ever works, seein we , being sugar ray, are the biggest bunch of procrastinators you will ever meet, seriously, but hey, i hate studio work, its nowhere near as fun as performing, but gotta take the good with the bad, and i have the tour to look forward to once we finish up the album, ya know? so its not ALL bad, but anyway, damn people keep addin me, and i forget to add them back cause im lazy.. eeek, sorry about that, i love you all seriously, i just need to keep up with this thing.. maybe soon i will well im done updating -mark 2 broken guitar strings|the show still goes on

its an illusion [27 Oct 2002|04:27pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | sex pistols ] shit i just noticed the entry before this had lots of grammar mistakes an shit.. jesus, its cause my keyboard is sticking ill fix that up later.. fuck man, sorry abut that, believe me im not a total idiot. 2 broken guitar strings|the show still goes on

its an illusion [27 Oct 2002|04:17pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | sex pistols ] well shit i havent updated this in awhie. sorry about that, thanks to everyone for adding me as friend its appreciated on another note, hmm lets see, ive just been doin some studio time, even know the real work doesnt start till november, but just doing some of the rough stuff this week. carins over right now, are on an off again relationship is starting to upset me i guess.. but love is complicated hell i figured that out awhile ago. this week im going down to vegas with slep rock (my bodyguard) and carin for a car show and some autograph signing, im also goin to be one of the judges in the beginning rounds of the start of scannng constestants for american idol two, i never really watches the first series, being on tour and all while it was going on, but hey my management set this up so im down with it.. well there an update.. maybe ill do more later, see ya -mark 4 broken guitar strings|the show still goes on

its an illusion damn one liners [23 Oct 2002|06:49pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | papa roach ] quick update.. sorry for the one liner but i have a new aim sn.. ignore the old one AIM: mark SR mcgrath 7 broken guitar strings|the show still goes on

its an illusion [22 Oct 2002|10:33pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | korn ] hey im mark mcgrath of sugar ray. im finishing up tourin and workin on my album right now, besides that not much to say, add me love me, and that is all -mark the show still goes on

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