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[22 Oct 2003|02:30am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | "Dying To Live" -- Jonny Lang ] Yawns. Why am I still awake? I really should stop being such an insomniac. And I love how I die off, and then undie for a bit and flood your friend's page. And then die off again. Eheh. Speaking of dying off...Craig, Damian, Maj, and Hayden. Where are you. :[ It's really sad that I barely ever see my sister. And have no idea what's going on with her. When we live together. I'm a bad sister or something. :\ On another note, I am completely obsessed with Jonny Lang's new album. He's amazing. I've been listening to it non-stop. And hi, he should really get a journal. Because I am way too obsessed with him. And Jason Mraz too. Where is Mraz?! And Jason Wade. And...okay, I'll stop now. 1 can see for miles :: close your eyes

[21 Oct 2003|01:33pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | "Give Me Up Again" -- Jonny Lang ] Oops I'm lurking. Not like anyone is actually on anyway. Sob. It's dead around here again. The whole Nashville adventure was fun. I had a good time with Hayden and Maj. The wedding was beautiful. Aww. And I learned out to line dance. YEEHAW. I'm really bad at it though. ;[ Then when I got back to LA, Damian came to see me. dfgjhfdkjngkjefnger YAY. I'm sill trying to learn the chicagogo dance. And I will learn it okay. And be the best chicagogo dancer ever. Okay I am really bored so I am going to go watch the tape and learn it or something. WEEEEEEE. I am way too hyper consider the fact that I just woke up like an hour ago. close your eyes

[07 Oct 2003|09:38pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | "The Fix Is In" -Okgo ] Woo, I redid my info. Go look. And if you're not in it, don't piss and moan okay. Just ask me, and I'll add you. I got lazy. ;x Okay, the real point of this entry is Damian Joseph Kulash. AHAHA. I know you're middle name. I win. ;D! No really, it's his birthday today. So I am going to write an entry about him. I don't even remember how I met him. I think I interfered between his and Craig's comments or something. Oops. But I am glad I did because hi is is one of my favorite people here. And his band owns you. <333Okgo. Plus he does this really cool dance to one of his songs. I watch it over and over again on my Okgo at Chicagogo tape. And he is going to teach me. YAY. And he does this really cool Women + Men rap that is my favorite. He even made sure they did it when I went to see them in the UK. Yes I went to the UK to see them and dressed all ghetto for him. Cause I am his number one fan or something. I am even in Damania. YAY. See he really does win. :D! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAMIANNNNNNN. 2 can see for miles :: close your eyes

[06 Oct 2003|10:11pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | "Brand New Orange" -Limbeck ] I should update, even though I don't really have anything to update about. I am overly hyper and bouncy. Which is weird, because I actually woke up early thanks to Hayden. >:O! I guess it's all the Dr. Pepper-in-a-cans I've had today or something. But really, morning actually does exist. Who knew. Breakfast was fun I guess. Although I was a tad bit tired. Coughs. I love how I only woke up for food. I love food way too much. In fact, I just had the best chicken alfredo ever. Mmm.. I have to wake up early again tomorrow. What's up with that? Early days are just bad okay? I'm heading to Nashville for Love's wedding with Maj and Hayden. I can't miss Maj sing, or my line dancing lesson. Colin is going to teach me how to line dance. Yeehaw! I might even teach lessons afterwards. You know, because it's cool like that or something. Plus, Colin would owe me big time. And hi Charlie is way too shy. I think I scare him. It's okay, I can make him unshy or something. Shyness is no fun. ;[ 14 can see for miles :: close your eyes

[19 Sep 2003|06:07pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | "Throw Down" -Motion City Soundtrack ] WEE MY B-DAY IS NEXT WEEK. :D :D :D Hi, I am going to be old. :[ I'm so bored. Someone entertain me plz. Actually, it might help if I unlurked right? Right. -Signs on- Okay there, unlurked. For now that is. Muhaha. Where is everyone. Hardly anyone is on. Sob. I am going to go back to lurking or go watch a movie or something. Hopefully I'll find something to entertain myself, since no one is around to do it. 2 can see for miles :: close your eyes

[16 Sep 2003|11:08pm] [ mood | alive ] [ music | Jerry Springer. AND OKGO. ] Oh my god. I died hardcore. I even forgot my password. Oops. ;X I've just been super busy and anti-social. You know, with the movie and new tv series and all. -COUGHS- Okay, really. I've been lazy, distant, and anti-social. And I suck. I'll try to stop okay. Not that any of you noticed or anything. >:O! P.S. Why has it been so dead around here? Stop dying okay. It's bad. Only losers die. -COUGHS- And hi, we need new people here badly. I haven't even seen my own sister in weeks. Which is really sad. I'm a bad sister or something. :[ I might have to go harrass suprise her at her autograph signing thing. It's fun doing that. Hopefully I'll see her before then though. And I want to go on Jerry Springer and get beads. :[ P.S- I am watching Jerry Springer and listening to Okgo okay. Because I listen to Okgo more than Craig. I even watch them on that Okgo at Chicago-go tape. Hi Damian you really need to teach me that dance okay. 15 can see for miles :: close your eyes

[07 Sep 2003|03:35pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | "Julia" -Limbeck ] Oh my god. Look, I'm still alive. :-* I've just been really busy. Jeepers Creepers II did suprisingly well. I think it grossed around 18.5 million. BOOYAH. No, but really. I'm proud. Because a lot of the time people were all "Ew, you're doing Jeepers Creepers II?". I'm about to start doing a TV series too. How hot is that? But really, if you haven't seen JC2 yet. Go see it >:O! I will even go with you if you want. Because I have no shame in watching myself. I'm not conceited, I swear. Eheheh. Anyway, I'm off to go do...stuff. 2 can see for miles :: close your eyes

[25 Aug 2003|09:54pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | "Throw Down" -Motion City Soundtrack ] I really didn't die, I swear. I've just been busy doing promo stuff for Jeepers Creepers 2. Which by the way, comes out Friday. So go see it. Even if you're one of the many people who hated the first one, go see it. Just because I'm in it, and I said so. Plus, I am caliente x infinity like whoa. Way more caliente than Ricky Martin. So go see me. Hee. I'm not conceited I swear. :-* And I'm bored. Where is everyone at? Someone entertain me. 1 can see for miles :: close your eyes

[17 Aug 2003|03:21pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | "Harder To Breathe" -Maroon 5 ] Hmm. Okay, so I've just realized it's happening to other people here all the time. Wtf. :[ Word of advice guys. Let's not be all "OMFGZ I LOVE YOU" to a girl and then just leave. That's not cool okay. And it will probably result in loosing your peen. And hi, you need that. Think how lonely you'd be without your peen. Sadly, I am more mad than hurt now. And I am going to hunt Jesse down and steal his peen. :D Beware guys. DON'T DO IT. >:O 12 can see for miles :: close your eyes

[15 Aug 2003|03:44am] [ mood | awake ] I'm somewhat better. Maj has been trying to keep me busy with shopping and stuff. It's been nice hanging out with her more. Hi my sister is better than yours. I've been in better moods, and I've been smiling. I've been starting more like myself, rather than some emofied loser. But I still miss him. And I'm still not sleeping. I've always been an insomniac. But I'd just like lay with Jesse and watch him sleep till I fell asleep. And blah, It's hard to sleep alone. But that's okay, cause tonight Ricky Martin is keeping me entertained through comments. And by the way, I'm way hotter than him okay. 3 can see for miles :: close your eyes

[12 Aug 2003|04:24am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | "Letters To You" -Finch ] But I'm not sleeping and you're not here ... The thought stops my heart. I don't like sleeping by myself. It's hard for me to sleep. Back to insomniacness I suppose? Ew, why am I still emo. Someone save me plz. Make me happeh. :[ I was going to write some long meaningful emofied entry. But now I don't feel like it. So once again, I am going to try to go to sleep and fail miserably. kthnxbye. And hi I love Finch way too much. Where do you run to so far away... 2 can see for miles :: close your eyes

[09 Aug 2003|06:00pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | "Konstantine" -Something Corporate ] Okay, so I decided to stop being so...un-me? I don't know. I apologize to everyone I've talked to in the past week. I haven't been myself AT ALL. I mean, all the drinking and avoiding the problem did work for a couple of days. But in reality, it pissed more people off and worried them more. And it didn't really solve anything. I realized, I had to face it eventually. As much as I never want to, I have to. Jesse's pretty much gone. Unless he makes some miracle reappearance or something, in which case I would be so mad at him. But yeah, that's not going to happen. He left me. After all the "I <3 and love you's", laying in bed night after night spilling out all of our feelings, all the walks to the park, all of the sappyness, and the so-called "perfect" relationship. And just seeing all of the reminders hurts. Seeing all of the old journal entries, seeing all the stuff he got me, seeing where we had our first date, and our park...just everything. I want to erase all of those memories, but I can't. And I am suddenly reminded why I never let myself fall that hard, or that fast. Because it always ends the same. Always. No one is ever different, and no situation is ever different. People always get hurt. And now I am reminded. And now I know never to make that mistake again. Never to let my guard down. Never to fall that hard. Never to get that close to anyone. Thank you Jesse, for another reminded of why love sucks. And why I should avoid it at all costs. And as for me, I'm okay I guess. Naturally, I'm hurt of course. But I'm as good as can be expected? Knowing me, I'll take some time to sulk, and be all emofied and lame. That's how I deal I guess. I just pretend nothing is happening, then I face reality, sulk a bit and make jokes to over it all up, and get over it. I'll be okay. I'm a strong girl, I can get through it. And new icons. Taken from a photoshoot I did a couple of weeks ago. How hot is that. I should be a pornstar. 1 can see for miles :: close your eyes

[06 Aug 2003|11:28pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Little Mermaiddddd ] !!!!!!!!!!! AustralianforSex: STOP DRINKING AustralianforSex: i cant believe i just said that Craig jsut told me to stop drinking. :O :O :O 4 can see for miles :: close your eyes

[05 Aug 2003|11:21pm] [ mood | blah ] I hate my boyfriend. Okay, I don't. But he died. So I have a feeling he's pulling a Shane. And if he does, I am going to hunt him down an d cut off his p[enis. Okay not really because I'm not that scaruy. But hi that is not cool. PENISES SUCK. DIE. I haven't even been ditchde yet so I don't know why I'm all RAWR. Hahaha. so imagine how i'll be when it happens. Acutally, i';ve prepared myself so i'm ready for it. so i should be ok! And I fele kind of bad cause i said he was about to pull a shane. Hi Shane. You probably hate it when people say that huh. I never met you though. wait i did too. no i didn't. fuck i don't remembert. but i am drinking with rose, tony and greg now. so i am going to stop writing about this. and go drink more or something. cause frankly i don't liker thinking about it. and i think i will go into hiding or something before it does. kthnxbye. jesse plz come baclk :[ close your eyes

[31 Jul 2003|01:59am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | "Konstantine" -Something Corporate ] Doots. I have been anti-social again lately. Oops? I'm not the only one though. *Coughs, looks at Jesse* >:O I should go on strike. And lurk forever until he stops being anti-social too. -STRIKES- And where is Tony? Now would be a good time to do our secret plan. Muhaha. I am so bored. I need something to do. Someone entertain me. :[ I might go back to lurking. 1 can see for miles :: close your eyes

[24 Jul 2003|04:24am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | "I Want To Save You" -Something Corporate ] ;D ;D ;D Jesse's back. I get to watch him sleep again. He's so beautiful when he sleeps. Hee. I'm being cheesy now. Shut up, you love it. But seriously, I've been clinging to him hardcore since he got back. I missed him so much. It's really sad. I bet he's getting tired of me being all clingy. But hi a whole week is a long time okay. It's too long to be away from him. And I'm glad he's back. Maj came back too. I don't know where she is now though. We went shopping and stuff. But I haven't really seen her since. I guess she heard about my toe burning accident and figured I shouldn't be left by myself anymore. I'm really not that helpless I swear. I'm the oldest too. So it should be the other way around. How sad. And I am going to stop lurking and go crawl into bed with Jesse. Because it's 4:20am. HAHA I didn't do that on purpose I swear. I'm not a pothead. Even though I act like it at times. But yeah, it's early. And I should really stop being an insomniac and go to bed at a normal time. It's a bad habit I can't seem to break. Oops. close your eyes

[20 Jul 2003|03:07am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | "Livin' On A Prayer" -Bon Jovi ] So today I burnt my toe (Don't ask. :[). My pinky toe. Sob. Then I had to go out with some friends. And I had to stand all night. So now I have a 2nd or 3rd degree (I don't know burns ok, I'm not a firemen) burn on my toe and sore feet. Sob. But I still had fun. I really need to find some aloe vera stuff or something. But I don't think we have any. I've just been using ice. ;X And Tobey is a girrrrllllll. We're going to be like BFFFFFFF and have slumber parties.. Then we can talk about boys and paint eachothers nails. ;X He might as well have a vagina. But he likes to talk about his mangina. And it scares me. And now I am scarred for life because he mooned me. Sob. This is the 394792 time he has scarred me for life. I'm going to have to go to some group therapy thing and end up being crazy or something. He said I was too wild too. I'm not that wild. Or am I? ;X Jesse needs to come back. Cause hi I miss him hardcore. :\ 7 can see for miles :: close your eyes

[18 Jul 2003|09:46pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | "Say You Will" -Wakefield ] Oops, sorry I turned into a hermit or something. I've been all anti-social too. :\ Jesse's off somewhere...doing something. I don't know. Maj is off seeing the states. I'm left here by myself. It's not that bad I guess. I've had a lot of time to get things done and stuff. A lot of time to be lazy and do whatever I want too. I just miss them both. :[ The only person I've even talked to lately is Tobey. I missed him on Leno. Sob. I'm a bad friend. I made sure to watch Hanson. Then I totally forgot about Tobey being on it. But I did watch Spiderman. So that counts for something right? I watched Bring It On tonight. I miss Jesse. :[ 16 can see for miles :: close your eyes

[10 Jul 2003|02:59am] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | "Alll Figured Out" -Bowling For Soup ] I'd just like to say that Craig is meaner than me. And is a S00PER H8ER. And I am dating a crab. His name is Sebastian. He's from the Little Mermaid. Hahaha. Just kidding. Hi Jesse. You are my lobster okay. Hee. Friends moment. And I now have my own fanlisting with four whole members. Eheheh. I feel special. The end. 2 can see for miles :: close your eyes

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