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[13 Jul 2008|08:54pm] |
I waste too much energy, too much effort, watching my food intake, trying to lose weight, failing horribly... I want to stop thinking about it, I want to redirect, rechannel that energy into something more useful, something that will make me feel better about myself instead of worse.
No more rules about food. I'm going to try to forget --ha, fat chance!-- everything I've read about food ever since my ED. No more fucking nutrition crap. From now on, it's eat/not eat what you feel like eating/not eating, eat bc of hunger, and stop when you're full/don't want to eat anymore.
Soooo tired and sick of this goddamn global-not-global society.
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