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Monday, August 28th, 2006
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1:00 am
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just watched "The Butterfly Effect"
that made me suddenly look back to my xanga that I wrote a year ago.....
it was like "BAMP"~ a crash in my brain.....
suddenly the pictures and memory flash back..........
remember what happened a year ago...
the shit happened between me and my best hanging gals.......
this feeling sucks.......
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| Tuesday, August 1st, 2006
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2:34 pm
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| Thursday, July 6th, 2006
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3:52 am
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1:18 am
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尚有四小時,便要離開偉倫堂遠走高飛了
好緊張? 小小梗有.....
今日突然俾多芒小丸子搶走咗部電腦
刹時間真係要離開部電腦真係有d緊張...既興奮又緊張
興奮在我終於可以擺脫呢個陋習......(都唔知點解咁eager)
緊張在有少少接受唔到
一知道部腦會俾人帶走果一刻就痴實佢唔放
係咁拖係咁拖
然而終需一別......我就係round about睇住多芒小丸子帶走咗佢啦.......
哈哈.......
好啦,我可以專心去玩啦
我其實都唔係好明自己日日對住個電腦咁耐為乜
想做好多野都做唔到.......就好似失控咁.......
人總要逼到埋身,先會主動求變積極進取
多芒小丸子,好好照顧佢啦,努力上堂,番黎睇你飛得有幾高
我老啦,無乜得我飛架啦
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| Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
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4:25 pm
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狠狠的把雜物丟掉
狠狠的撕破一幅幅的poster.....
狠狠的把筆記丟掉 (註一)
狠狠的丟掉一堆堆收藏妥善的塑膠袋(註二)
註一:對著social psyc以及aural skills加上composition的筆記我狠狠狠狠的把它們棄置入回收箱...
可惜對著western music history 還有新簇簇的politics筆記我恨恨的把它們放進回收箱......
註二:不知怎的我連塑膠袋也捨不得丟棄..相信跟環保意識是扯不上關係的,我可以大卷大卷地用紙巾擦地
我有一個習慣,收集各式各樣的垃圾...
紙袋,塑膠袋,招紙,poster,leaflet..........
我相信一件一件的垃圾都能喚起我的回憶
垃圾一天一天堆積...帔上數以尺計的塵...
十萬個討人厭
我又有一個習慣,各式各樣的照片,poster card...到處貼...貼滿整個房間
令寸步難行的房間增添一份壓迫感...
而這感覺我到此時此刻才領悟
此時置身於準備空置的單人房(刹時想起"單人間"的笑話....)
面對空空如也沾有海報膠紙痕跡的"白"牆壁
面前的電腦正正放於寬敞無一裝飾的書桌.....
原來簡潔的房間是這樣的怡人....
好舒服...
幻想自己置身於這個環境埋頭苦幹明年的directed studies.....
好........
其實值得眷戀的回憶不就深深印在我的腦海麼
用不著要把一件二件的廢物堆在跟前才會回憶
若然真的out of sight out of mind..........那忘記了也不值得可惜
減輕一下腦袋的負擔不就更好麼
「信只是普通的紙。縱使燒了，留在心中的東西依然會留下，不能留下的留著也沒用。」
二零零六年七月六日上午七時四十五分
就等我不帶走一片雲彩...
好好享受西歐之行~
(最最最緊要放低個電腦msn放低個xanga仲要收埋個電話.........放低埋個腦都好)
多芒小丸子,小四,徐朗星227,香港電影資料館,王家衛,村上春樹.........
爸B媽咪
廿三日後見
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2:53 pm
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| Tuesday, July 4th, 2006
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10:36 am
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| Wednesday, June 21st, 2006
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12:48 am
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| Tuesday, June 20th, 2006
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9:29 pm
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喜歡跟別人分享自己的故事
固然跟別人分享的都不會是事實的全部
稱之為自我保障
倒不如說成留有餘地
怎麼要將壓力加諸別身上呢
要麼把自己最醜惡一面公諸於世呢
還是有點公德心好
分享自己的故事．．．總會說到別人的事．．．
偶爾質疑自己會否成了八婆師奶
唔唔．．．
不會吧．．．．
我也只是呻呻怒氣
可憐世上仆街多籮籮
曉得自我質疑．．．相信更差都不至於此．．．
唉．．．．．．．．．．．
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| Thursday, June 8th, 2006
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10:58 am
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| Tuesday, May 30th, 2006
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1:45 am
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| Saturday, May 20th, 2006
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11:26 pm
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12:15 am
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| Thursday, May 18th, 2006
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10:29 pm
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七月西歐之旅
期望改變身處的悶局
嚴重質疑..........
I'm in sucha weak position........
I could never let go.........y can't I........
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| Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
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1:29 am
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點解...點解...
我成日都忍唔住........
成日都忍唔住咁係咁係度煩你.................
我好憎我自己.........
仆街啦~
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| Monday, May 15th, 2006
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10:39 pm
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| Sunday, May 14th, 2006
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2:29 pm
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| Saturday, May 13th, 2006
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10:08 pm
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4:49 pm
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I want to quit...........
I'm an idiot
missed out tonnes of chances in life..........
I want to quit.............
I want to do better.........
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| Friday, May 12th, 2006
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1:18 pm
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I dream again.............
I dream of a place...
I dream of a person...
I dream of an event.....
I dream of an incident........
I dream of ............. love............
that always keep a distance from me
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