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Tuesday, June 14th, 2005

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    1:41p
    living dead girl
    Hollowed from the inside out
    now just an empty shell
    no longer alive,but not yet dead
    Burning alive in my own Hell

    My heart is still beating
    blood pulses through these veins
    I sleep, I wake, I eat, I breathe
    and I still feel aches and pains

    But I have been a long time dead
    inside my soul where it counts most
    what you see before you is merely
    a flesh and blood version of my ghost

    I already mourned my own death
    a very very long time ago
    for I ceased to be a living girl
    it's just my body that does not know

    Hope abandoned me high and dry
    left me in a darkned room
    and here I remain to this day
    living inside a blackened tomb

    When my dreams died,I died with them
    I simply ceased to be
    for without hope and my dreams
    there simply is nothing left of me

    I go through the motions
    with half hearted desire
    lurking in eternal damnation
    like some condemned vampire

    Only it is not me who drains blood
    no, the world around me does that
    sucks me dry and leaves me empty
    upon my grave the world has spat

    You see, the truth of the matter is this
    as the shroud does unfurl
    I'm a zombie walking this earth
    just another living dead girl
    1:46p
    bitch (poem)
    I'm gonna pretend
    that I give a fuck
    but if you're looking for someone who cares
    you're just out of luck
    I'm a pessimistic negative sarcastic
    I am such a bitch
    this is what the world made me
    so fuck you if you don't like it

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