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dead inside
Living dead girl
I have a pulse
my heart beats on
inside I am dead
emotionally necrotic
completely neurotic
sick in the head
Why am I living
I wish that I was dead
For all intents and purposes
I am dead anyway
I'm not really alive
not in any way that counts
vital signs don't
mean a damn thing
when inside I am
decomposing
Rotting away
hollowed out
as if I drank bleach
and my body forgot to die
along with my spirit
and my mind
A festering mental cancer
like a mass of tumors
oh no that's just my brain
exise it please
cut it out NOW
Make the noise stop
silence all the sounds
I just want some
peace of mind
want some quiet
need some dead time
Haunted relentlessly
my ghosts clank their chains
endlessly, clamorously
my demons demand to
be recognized
someone please call a priest
I need an exorcism
cast out the blackness
grant me absolution
help me find some peace
My flesh may be living
my soul is long gone
my heart may be beating
my blood may be pulsing
thru my veins
my hope died
a long time ago
no reason for me to
keep going on
too many tears
I have cried
I just want set free
dead out and inside |