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Hey there!
Well Today I could finally eat! Yeah on that! It felt so good haveing something in my stomach and KEEPING it down there without throwing it up! Praise God on that one! =)
Alex is home sick too.... Hope he gets better... although like they ALWAYS say... what goes around comes around... M point is... he was making fun of me for being sick and missing 3 days worth of homework... but now he is homesick his self... missing well Hmm ONE day of homework lol but at least he learned his lesson! ; )
So0o What are you doing tonight? Me prolly nothin from bein sick... I got a brilliont beyond brilliant idea! MAYBE you and bee n cass n kristie can come visit me! We can have funnn!!!! Lol
TODAY I feel very thanful for the things I have... Like you know I was VERY worried $$ wise with my dad being gone.... And everything been goin ok, we got food, clothes, shelter, some cash to pay the bills, and you know my family and friends... and tonight we even get to order soem pizzaa!!! =) NOT that I like pizza... as a matter of fact...........
I HATE IT! Lol
BUt hey its a good sign right? RIGHT! my ear is 98% better.... just a little rough and just a tad painful not much tho... well that is also a good sign... I'm so HAPPY =) that bee n casserole got saved! Thats the best thing ever! Lol I wanted to cry at church! NOTHINGS BETTER THEN THE LOVE OF JESUS CHRIST! lol
John 3:16 For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotton son that whosoever beleiveth in him shall not perish but have everlasting life...
AMEN TO THAT!!!! lol
I know iv already repeated that verse to you over and over again lol but read it... lol STUDY teh words lol They will save you from an everlasting life of hell!
Can you only imagine that... NOT being saved.... In hell for ENTERNITY... fire, burning, worms, pain forever n ever n ever n ever n ever n ever?? I mean FOREVER... that would suck.. If only people took time outta tehre life to worship Jesus and bey him and by his names sake.. GET SSAVED!... all you had to do is bow on your knees and say a little prayer.... Dear Lord, Please forgive me for my sins, I know that you are the son of God, The holy Spirit, and died on teh cross for my sins, YOU dided for ME and EVERYONE else, all the pain you went through so in teh end we would be with you, please come into my heart and save me a place in heave when I leave this here place called earth, amen... Thats all you have to do! Tell people about him and all that good stuff... EARTH is just liek a dress rehersal for heaven... HEAVEN will be so many times better.. here poeple are fighting for just a little bit of gold... in heaven you will be walking streets of gold... no more pain, tears, always smiling and singing praises...HMM I CANT WAIT! lol but what I dont get is there is people out there trying so hard to keep there lives.... taking all the medicine, getting surgery, praying day through night for at least one more day with their loved ones..... and then theres poeple day through night taking the lives away... =(
sad but true dont be a person like that... LIFE is a gift from God ... be thankful for it!
WHOA STEPHY! I feel like a precher! Lol... I guess since not talking to anyone for a while I been thinking.. wouldnt u say? Lol... well gurlie hit me up sometime tonight... well imma have to call you and read this to you once again cause of your gay computer time always kicks you off lol... but i love you call me
Much Love!
XoXo mandz**
(Alittle GREAT song stuck in my head)
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Above all powers above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began
Above all kingdoms above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth
Crucified laid behind the stone
You lived to die rejected and alone
Like a Rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all
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Hey hun ~
Whatsshakin? MhhHmmm how was school for ya muh love? Home it was OKAY... well yeh we made this I guess for you not to respond lol jk I know your having some computer difficulites over your way.... But Im feeling kinda weird... last night alotta poeple at my church were asking were my dad has been... I didnt know wha to say so i lied and said hes taking a vacation =/ well what ido know is though i get to see hi the 25th... and i shouldnt be exited cause i get to see him not at a happy place... at court =( I dont really know how I feel right now, I dont know if im happy, sad, or what? I know I always said i wanted him out and to leave and now I kinda feel fine but the only part of me that wants him back / selfishly to say this is because of financial problems.. I dont know if thats a good thing or bad thing.. as all things hppen for reasons and I hope the best thing for me mom and alex comes out of tthis... well i went another day today with out school.. this is gay
real gay
so far to days in a row i went to the hospital at 11 30 pm and the first night ws okay cause we got there and they let us in front of everyone (5hour wait long) becase i was crying i was in so much pain) and so we got home about 1 30 and then last night my poor sister had to come here at 12 am to watch alex so we could borrow her car and we didnt get home till 4 am shhhheeeze she musta been seepy... NOW I have 6 pills I have to take... I have to take 2 TYLONAL 3's, this huge antibiotic that u split in half so that counts as 2 pills lol, and 2 moltrin 600's... Yepp thats alot! and then theres them ear drops i have to take liek every 4 or 6 hours ggeeeze o peats and this is high school now and im already missing 3 days? SO UNFAIR!!! lol well guuuuuuuurlie III lovvvvvvvveee youuuu so much and I will call you lol
much love to u
Sincerely (lol) -
Ms. Redhead HEhEHEHE lol hollllllllllllleeeeeeeer
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Hey girlie! whats shakin? ME - nothing just got off the phone with you and I'm really NOT in the mood to listen to Alex bickering on n off that no one likes him wahwahwah Lol Its really gettin me fustrated why he just cant talk to his own friends and leave mine alone ya know? lol yesh but anywho yeh I dont know if im gonna stay after school with you or not for your cheerleading... Lol sounds fun aftawards school but not during... lol So about you Love.... Hmm I really was jk when I told him that YOU LOVE HIM! Lol... yeh I think i mine as well leave you 2 to your own communicantions so I dont screw things up... cause that always seems to happen lol yeh so I dont know who I should go to homecoming with... u said go with !!!! but what about !!!! ? N then I alson like !!!!!! but like you asked me do I have a chance? NO so forget him! LOl....
*****How I feel right now***
cold, bored, lonely, in pain cause Alex punched me that A hole, and kinda sxcited but I dont know why I just am, and im really Pissed off cause of alex, and cause there showing all these pretty people on the tellievision set and there getting me fustrated, and because of my *D*A*D*
- I dont know whats gonna happen because of that situation but what I do know is I actauallly miss him yelling at all us... inda aqward to say but its true... =/ N its weird with us all talking about him and he's not here... I dont know if I should be sad or not.... cause I know it was ment to be... all things happen for a reason... but what was the reason of this being =/ =( Thanks for being there for me!
Thanks for the tomatow soup!! MhhHmmm I LOOOOVE!
But I dont know what to do at the end and I wish you could be there with us... =( But you cant
So yeh ery Saterday you stay the night here... church EVERY sunday...
It's hard being at church... my dads not there =/
HELP ME STEPHY! its really makin me mad when I see happy familys that get along all time... =(
is everything my fault? I dont know
Im full I ate too much
well call me
yeh I guess I'll stay after school with you only cause i love you
---THIIIIIIIIIIIIS MUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCHHHHH-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ┼ JESUS LOVES YOU! HE DIED ON TEH CROSS FOR OUR SINS! John 3:16 For God so loved the world that he sent his only begotton son, that whosoever beleiveth in him shall NOT perish but have everlasting life**
(keep that in check) aight i love you you drunkie call me!
LOVE YOU!
Amanda Nicole
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