| My heart's at a low... |
[24 Jul 2003|11:47pm] |
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music |
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TLC - Damage |
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I'm so much to manage... I think you should know that I've been damaged. I'm falling in love, there's one disadvantage. I think you should know that I've been damaged.
I've been singing that song all day long. And I'm really lonely. This bites. Where has Joel been? Yeah, this really really sucks because hi- I miss him and I need him here. And it's been far too long. I'm starting to forget what he sounds like.
Absence makes the heart grow fonder.
I think my heart is more than just fond of you, so please come home soon baby. We really miss you over here. It's not fun without you anymore. I tried to keep myself busy so I don't have to keep stopping and telling myself that I miss you so much, but that's quickly worn out and now I just sit around the house wondering how you're doing and if you're okay because you don't talk to me anymore. I hardly see you. I miss you so much. I can't stress that enough. It's hard enough being home alone and taking care of the kids (which really isn't a problem - taking care of the kids), but I don't see you. That makes me sad. So. Please come home.
Aside from that... *sighs* Um, I went and got a filling today. Only they discovered a cavity (Candy - gotta love 'em) and one of my other fillings cracked so I'm getting it crowned on Tuesday. Fun stuff. I'm deathly afraid of dentists. I had this dentist appointment back in March. And I purposely ditched it and didn't go back until today. Heh. Whoops.
I really do need to get a picture of the babies up sometime soon. They're getting bigger. And they look like Joel. They look nothing like me save for Daniel's eyes. Hrmph.
I guess I'm kinda scared. 'Cause I don't wanna lose you...
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