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come what may, I will love you, until my dieng day [06 Sep 2003|09:49pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | my own thoughts ] howdy YA'LL! i must update you on some shit. friday: school again. We had a GAY pep assembly, and i found it completely retarded. The sophmores wouldnt shut the FUCK UP wich pissed me off. They got dis-qualified. I came home, and then i went to the Varsitity football game. I hung out with tons of different people. A lot of the time it was jake and scott (sometimes kristin when she was with scott. but not to long tho), then tay and all them, then julio and andrew and some people i didnt know, but got to know. Then matt and luter. I went home with them, and we had a great time... i talked to all luters stoner friends (met them anyway) and we hung around waubonsie and in the dug outs until luters grandma came to pick us up.. and yeah. I have his balls (his necklace). Yep. And then i fella sleep at 11:30 pm and woke up today at 1pm. saturday: thom called seeing if i could come over. but i couldnt, long story, i dont feel like explaining. so i hung otu at home TODAY: i didnt go to sleep till four in the morning, i woke up at 7. I had to go to church. Went to early service, then me, alex, ivan, taylor, carrie, and thom all went to thoms house. Then everyone but me and thom went to white castle to get food. So for about half an hour me and thom played nintendo. Wich he totally beat me at. But it was all good. I had fun anyway. Then we went to taylors house and died taylor and carrie's hair purple. Pretty fun. Me and thom played on the computer and he made a mean back ground about me. (damn you) Then we went back to church, then to taco bell ( to get food for jen) then to walgreens to get more die ( to finish carries hair) and then to thoms to drop him off. Theeeeeeen we went BACK to church for practice or whatnot. But we had to die carries hair in the church's bathroom. It was hysterical. And i helped her with her drama script. I was being thom, and i had to talk in my accent. And taylor went out and then brought thom to listen through the door and he finally heard my accent. Damn taylor. Nobody was supposed to hear it but her and carrie. Then we did worship practice, and then we had our service. My older sister brandy came, and i was SO EXCITED!! i sang a solo for one of our songs (wich i think i sucked at) Then yeah me and carrie and lauren and tay and chelsea did a video thing to the jackson five abc song for chelseas class or something. I dont know. Then carrie got a flat tire. My mom came, i said bye to everyone, and then i came home. And this is where i am now. I havent eaten a damn thing all day, and i only slept three hours last night. But im in such a good mood that i cant sleep. And im not even hungry anymore. But yeah i had THE GREATEST DAY TODAY! it was absolutely fun!! yeah... hmm... i have some things to think about. Im out post comment

NO such things as you lost it all, god knows even agels fall..... [05 Sep 2003|04:03pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | "Even angels fall" ] Being single around homecoming SUCKS. You have no idea. Lucky damn andrea. Her and matt are perfect together, and it makes me CRAZY! Even if i was still with dwight, its not like i could just FLY him here for homecoming. I'd most likely just sit alone at home. I know me and jake are supposed to be going together, but i dont know if really want to. I mean, we never quite made anything for sure, and im having second thoughts. Theres other guys i'd rather go with. Not like it would happen, but hey, i can dream. Taylor may have a date, and i hope the damn kid asks her like carrington said. That would be awesome, and id be DAMN happy for her. Even if i dont get a date. I dont really expcect to get asked by someone who i'd realy want to go with. I can name about four people that would be kick ass as hell to go with. But whatever. "Enough about this homecoming shit. its all i've heard about for the past two weeks. But yeah, school was aliving hell today. I got pissed off at lunch, because of the guys and their immature remarks. When are they EVER going to grow up? Honestly now. There was a quite hysterical part when ross someone got snot on his eyebrow. I almost laughed till i cried. Andrea did cry she was laughing so hard. Ah it was great. But it happens to the best of us (not me, but hey, whatever) today was one of my bad days. I looked like shit (nothing new to me), i was in a bad mood, and all this crap. but yeah, whatever. I guess it doesnt really matter. Then ummmm we had that gay pep assembly. come on now, could the sophmores be any more annoying? hahaha they got dis-qualified for their lack of team spirit. Their damn chant made me want to beat um all down. YEAH WE GOT IT GUYS, YOUR SOPHMORES. fuck man. Well then i came home. and yeah, im going to the game tonight, where i've decided imw earing black and orange. FUCK WAUBONSIE, GO WHEATON WARRENVILLE SOUTH! WOOOWOOOOOOOO! post comment

So this is odd, the painful realization, that all has gone wrong. And nobody cares at all [04 Sep 2003|03:27pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | For felix ] Today, another round of school. PRETTY lame if you ask me. I had fun tho, met some more new people, had an interesting conversation at my lunch table. We have me, drea, tay, ross, rachel, arthur, dj, allen, paul, taylor (green), juan... and so many more that i cant remember. Its pretty fun! REALLY fun actually. Yep, soo.. yeah me and jess and my dear old parents went to kfc for dinner. YAY POPCORN CHICKEN! ah its so grossly fattening, but kindof good. yah, whatever. I have to do my shit load of homework............ im so confused at the moment. Theres two guys i have tons of feelings for. but then.... theres this other person who's always been my bestfriend.. and i think i might have somethin for him. but i dont know yet. but yeah, you didnt need to know that. But i guess thats the whole point of a journal thing... to get everything out in the open. right? post comment

You'll only cry those happy tears [02 Sep 2003|09:38pm] Ah, the THRILL of being re-aquainted with old friends! it feels so...... COOL. i just gots out of the shower, french braiding my hair, making it wavy. Ya know. I went out and bought a new straightener. So if tomorrow morning i wake up and dont like how my hair looks i can make it ALL GO AWAY!! yay!! the power of heat and heat plates. Wow. I watched THE OC. ahhhhhhhh loved it. lIke always. to bad marrisa and ryan didnt kiss. DAMN SETH FOR CALLING AND INTERUPTING THEIR DATE. oh listen to me! i sound like one of those girls.. WAIT im a girl. im aloud. oh well. post comment

You'll only cry those happy tears [02 Sep 2003|09:38pm] [ mood | wet (shower) ] [ music | yellow card way away ] Ah, the THRILL of being re-aquainted with old friends! it feels so...... COOL. i just gots out of the shower, french braiding my hair, making it wavy. Ya know. I went out and bought a new straightener. So if tomorrow morning i wake up and dont like how my hair looks i can make it ALL GO AWAY!! yay!! the power of heat and heat plates. Wow. I watched THE OC. ahhhhhhhh loved it. lIke always. to bad marrisa and ryan didnt kiss. DAMN SETH FOR CALLING AND INTERUPTING THEIR DATE. oh listen to me! i sound like one of those girls.. WAIT im a girl. im aloud. oh well. post comment

Since u've been gone, everythings goin wrong. Why'd u have to say goodbye. Look what u've done to me [02 Sep 2003|05:16pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | Unwritten law ] oh yes. by the way. COME SALT SUNDAY NIGHT!!! IM me at oddgirlout383 if you want info post comment

Since u've been gone, everythings goin wrong. Why'd u have to say goodbye. Look what u've done to me [02 Sep 2003|05:16pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | Unwritten law ] Yesterday was gloomy and UN eventful. Could've gone to the fling with joel and others, but it rained grossly all day. NOt that i hate the rain, but spacifically yesterday i did cuz i WANTED to go to the fling. Normally i would be JOYFUL about the rainy day. But not when my plans are rained on. Its UN-FAIR! But im not going to complain. Today was school again. Advisory was grand like always. The only other class i enjoyed was gym because i got to talk to mah friends and i met this girl melissa. She's pretty A-W-E-S-O-M-E!! I've met even more people, and it makes me SMILE. Jake and I are going to go to home-coming together. Possibly. Unless something... (not saying) happens, then there will be a change of plans. MAYBE. But anyway thats not the point. ME AND JAKE ARE GOING TOGETHER TO HOMECOMING! Im essited cuz jake is my BESTEST pal. ANd i'd rather go with someone whos a friend then someone i have a crush on. Mainly because things would be awkward, and i want it to be F-U-N. not W-I-E-R-D. Ya know how it goes. Well anyway, today was okay. Until i started getting homework. Spanish, english, geography, math, and thats about it i think. But all together its taken so far 2 hours. And im not even near done yet. It sucks. Highschool sucks. ONly cuz of the SCHOOL part. Everythings great besides that. OOOOO THIS FRIDAY!!!!! YAY! I CANT WAIT! wvhs goes agains wheaton warrenville south. My special school. Woowoo andrea, were going to the game. Then saturday i have plans to hang out with THOM. Were gonna play tiddly winks (im teaching) then backgammon (he's teaching). Im esssssssssssited. Cuz i dont get to see thom much, and i think it'll be fun to hang out with him. Then sunday i have a VERY EVENTFUL DAY COMING UP. church in the morning, church bbq i have to work, then band practice at 3, then salt sunday night kick off at 7 i think. So its going to be a LOOOOOOONG DAY!! well today, is tuesday. There for the OC COMES ON. My favoritest show. Its the only thing that i look forward to on tuesdays. Im worried about sunday night tho. For church. We havent even PRACTICED YET nor to we kno what songs were doing. Three hours to do it all, its gonna be ruff, but we can pull through. We've done it before. We better have a good turn out with people to. Cuz we've worked so hard on this service and im hopin it goes awesomly. But anyway, i hafta get back to my homework. peace. post comment

send it again, choke and die. [01 Sep 2003|08:51pm] AHHH PEOPLE AND THEIR STUPID CHAIN LETTERS! MY TRUE LOVE WONT FIND ME, NOTING GOOD WILL HAPPEN AT 245 NOBODY WILL KISS ME AND I WILLLLLLL NOT HAVE BAD LUCK WITH RELATIONSHIPS FOR THE NEXT TEN YEARS. its bs. WvCurLGirL825 (8:52:40 PM): BzBLAZE 99 JoYuS772: DAYM ox ): LOVE YOU: send this to ten pp. and tonight at midnight your true love will find you Something good will happen 2 you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years. Tomorrow is National Kiss Day. If you send 15ppl this in 15 Min post comment

Thankyou for this lovely looking WORM [01 Sep 2003|08:42pm] AHHHG i just wanna SAY IT. OUTLOUD. share my feelings. someone told me its a mutual feelings but I CANT BELIEVE IT. arg. WHY MUST I BE SO CHICKEN! bawk bawk. like always. oh well. 1 comment|post comment

Im sorry sir, but you must leave the wizards office. Now. [01 Sep 2003|07:04pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | none ] Dumdumdum.. nothing to report today. I went to church yesterday monring, then came home and CRASHED on the couch for most of the day. ((yawn))! Hung out wif peoples.. then i went to bed at 10 cuz i was T-I-R-E-D. THEN today i woke up and cleaned. I was mad, i was posed to go to the fling today but it was raining all day. Wich sucks ass. But oh wel. Theres always next year.. :( school again tomorrow. oh boy, cant wait post comment

Im sorry sir, but you must leave the wizards office. Now. [01 Sep 2003|07:04pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | none ] Dumdumdum.. nothing to report today. I went to church yesterday monring, then came home and CRASHED on the couch for most of the day. ((yawn))! Hung out wif peoples.. then i went to bed at 10 cuz i was T-I-R-E-D. THEN today i woke up and cleaned. I was mad, i was posed to go to the fling today but it was raining all day. Wich sucks ass. But oh wel. Theres always next year.. :( school again tomorrow. oh boy, cant wait post comment

Love was all a lie. [31 Aug 2003|04:03pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | none ] Dwightness7: thats too bad and i cant put you on there because my mum and dad are getting really pissed at me lately for getting involved with so many girls Dwightness7: they told me i cant meet girls anymore and stuff liek that and when my dad read that he got really pissed at me Dwightness7: so i changed it OdDgIrLoUt383: oh riight. and andrea's a boy now? but whatever i dont care, doesnt really matter Dwightness7: drea is a boy? OdDgIrLoUt383: well u said ur dad got mad for having girls up there.. so u took me off and kept her on. oh wait, thats because she's your BEST FRIEND and i'm just the girl you used to be in love with. right, i forgot. oops. my mistake. Dwightness7: well believe it or not i stopped caring about what ppl believe when i say it and what not because too many ppl believe what other ppl say about me i just wanna know everything about myself for myself Dwightness7: i said that i get involved with girls best friend and true love are two pairs of shoes Dwightness7: you were listed on there as my true lvoe Dwightness7: and not my best friend OdDgIrLoUt383: right cuz i can never be what andrea is to you. Dwightness7: dont start that i had tso many conversations with andrea baout this becasue she was never able to be as much as you are for me so dont give me that shit Dwightness7: and you dont wanna be as much as she is for me so dont act all disappointed or something OdDgIrLoUt383: oh whatever dwight. Its been like this since day one. Andrea's been your BESTFRIEND all along, even when i tried to be something mroe, she was always there. And since when do i knot want to be as much as she is for you? You've never given me the CHANCE because i've just always been the girl your in love with. I've never been your friend. Just another girl. Dwightness7: no youve been the girl Dwightness7: ask drea i was always told her that i like her a lot but she would never mean to me as much as you do Dwightness7: i always told her* Dwightness7: and i never wrote a song about drea i wrote two about you Dwightness7: i never cried because of drea i cried because of you one night after the other Dwightness7: i never wanted to marry drea i still wanna marry you Dwightness7: but keep telling yourself that you didnt mean as much to me OdDgIrLoUt383: You've always had "something" for Andrea. And dont think im stupid either. Andreas told me before that you guys would've dated, but i was in the way and she didnt want to hurt me. Dont even give me that crying and song writing stuff. Thats only because you were in love with me. YOu didnt write things about her, but you did tell her everything. I was just the girl who you "wanted to marry, and love all your life". do you realize that we NEVER really even had a friendship? We met and then we just started something. There was no friendship to it. NO true friendship. OdDgIrLoUt383: She may not mean as much to you as i do, but it sure as hell always seemed like it Dwightness7: and i told you everything too when you asked Dwightness7: it was just that we were in a fight and didnt talk for a long time Dwightness7: and you wanna know something OdDgIrLoUt383: what Dwightness7: i never dated drea becaus ei knew it wouldnt have lasted for long and we would have screwed up everything we had but with you it was different i was sure it was gonna work because i never loved and still dont love anyone as much as i love and loved you OdDgIrLoUt383: ok Dwightness7: but you dont believe me anyway or you dont understand me but hey no one does not even my own family does OdDgIrLoUt383: oh i understand. i understand more then you know OdDgIrLoUt383: believe yeah, thats another story. im not saying i do or dont. im just saying im neutral about it. to ASK HIM AND ASK HIM just to have himOdDgIrLoUt383: i have no opinion Dwightness7: lol you sound liek someone i really disliked for a long time OdDgIrLoUt383: im sorry? Dwightness7: no its oj Dwightness7: ok Dwightness7: its who you are now i guess Dwightness7: and i have to live with it OdDgIrLoUt383: no, its NOT who i am now thankyou very much. OdDgIrLoUt383: You dont know me anymoe Dwightness7: i know i dont Dwightness7: but i would like to know you OdDgIrLoUt383: fine. OdDgIrLoUt383: but dont make judgements like you just did until u Do KNOW me honestly now, is it so WRONG for me to speak the truth? Yeah it sounds petty and retarded for me to go into, but im laying it out now. If not now, then i'll never be able to say how i feel. I've always been put second next to andrea. No doubt about that. She's always been the one he ran to when things got ruff for him. I was never that person. Even though he told me i was so important, and he could tell me anything, and all that bull shit. But he never once just came out and told me stuff. I had to ask him over and over until he told me. It was never fair to me. It seemed like he cared for her more, she was more important. i was just another girl that he had. We never were really truly compeltely friends. EVER. We just fell into this "loving" relationship. With no foundation at all. It was destined to turn to fights and horrible words. And now, im just saying everything strait. he wants to know the real me, well he's going to have to TAKE TIME and actually try. Without judgements like "i guess thats just who you are". Whatever. I know im not crazy, or sensitive. this is how it is. And he needs to hear it. 1 comment|post comment

Breaking down these four walls again... [31 Aug 2003|11:06am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | the sound of my ceiling fan (if u count that..) ] this pissed me off yeserday. AH . but i told him how it was. so its all good. Dwightness7: for the first time i really noticed that your not the girl i love anymore OdDgIrLoUt383: meaning? Dwightness7: for the first time i really noticed that your not the girl i love anymore OdDgIrLoUt383: yeah, you said that already Dwightness7: yeahad thats what it means OdDgIrLoUt383: i've changed. its something we all have to understand. And if who i've become isnt who you love... then your only loving a memory. And i dont want you to do that Dwightness7: i know thats why i just realized that i have to move on and if you arent gonna change back its stupid to wait for something that is never gonna happen OdDgIrLoUt383: I cant just CHANGE myself back dwight. Its not that easy. It took me a long time to become who i am now, so if i wanted to change, then its going to take a long time to go back. And who i've become isnt so bad. Actually, who i've become isnt bad at all. AT first i thought i had changed for the worse.. now im thinking i've changed for the better. I know more, im more mature, i've got a better outlook on things.. stuff like that. But your right, dont wait for something that may or may not happen. YOu need to be happy with someone, and if that cant be me, then find soemone else Dwightness7: it cant be you it just can be the girl you used to be and i guess i will have to find someone else thats close to that person OdDgIrLoUt383: i guess you will then Dwightness7: but its not like someone as amazing as the girl i loved exists again OdDgIrLoUt383: YOu never know who exists OdDgIrLoUt383: this is kindof funny, kindof sad. Because you've always said you'd love me no matter what happend. And this is a no matter what kindof situation. So maybe, you never TRULY loved me.Because if you cant love the person i've become, then you couldnt have lovedthe person i used to be. I dont want to get in a fight over what i just said. So DONT argue back. Im leaving it at that. Dwightness7: baby the problem is i still do love you but i dont know who i love *** Auto-response sent to Dwightness7: Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep This air is blessed, you share with me This night is wild, so calm and dull These hearts they race from self-control Your legs are smooth as they graze mine We're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all. Dwightness7: i still do love you because i know the girl you used to be and i just have to get to know that person but to get to know someone i would have to meet that person personally Dwightness7: its not like i dont love you anymore i just dont know who you are Dwightness7: i hope you know what i mean OdDgIrLoUt383: oh i know what you mean. but you CANT be in love with someone you dont know Dwightness7: s Dwightness7: thats why i say that i loved you and i dont know if i still do Dwightness7: because i dont know you OdDgIrLoUt383: you dont love me, simple as that. you love a memory Dwightness7: ok i get it you dont want me to love you thats fine OdDgIrLoUt383: no, thats not even how i feel. Im just saying i dont want you to act like you may or may not love me. Because if you dont know me anymore, along with who i was, your love is gone Dwightness7: i will still keep all the promises i ever made you OdDgIrLoUt383: we'll see about that... do you think he got it? he CANT love me because im not me anymore, and he says that hes lost the other me. And im like.. well this is me. And if you dont love me for who i am now, then you couldnt of loved me them. Thats final. And if he cant accept that, then TOUGH TIDDLYWINKS for him, eh? makes me mad........... post comment

HOld on, if you feel like letting go [30 Aug 2003|09:20pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | FURTHER SEEMS FOREVER ] I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM W H Y?!?!??!!?!?!??!!?!?!!??!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!??!?!?!?!!?!?!? I MUST BE INSANE post comment

The hint of these new tears are sharp I try to choke them back. But it's useless. [30 Aug 2003|10:23am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | For Felix ] Last night, Hung out with people, got starbucks, had fun. Watched some LAME-O movie on lifetime (television for women). Some guy kills all these people, andt heres a woman and a child that he's keeping. And they try to escape. Although the girl hasnt talked in over a year.. and blah blah blah. It was so stupid. But i watched it anyway. And um.. i went to bed around 12.. actually i wouldnt know what time it was cuz i was up in my room listening to dashboard confessional.. and i just fell asleep. But anyway.. I looked at the clubs and stuff in the assignment book and i've made a list of things im interested in: drama, freshman production, inspirational choir, fall prodiuction, winter production, musical, star raiders, swing choir, and model UN. Today... im going to the fling. with who, i dont know. and when i dont know. BUt im going. post comment

So follow the leader down. and swallow, your pride and drown. When theres no place left to go [29 Aug 2003|07:18pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | Unwritten law.. ] My internet is down, so im just writing this on microsoft word at the moment. The first day of school was G-R-E-A-T!! I met so many new people, and ahh I have the best classes EVER. This one kid told me he liked my eyes. I didn’t even know this kid, at all. But he was staring at me most of the class period. One of Jake and Paul’s friends is obsessing over me.. for some reason. And the funny thing is, he’s only SEEN ME he’s never even met me. I had a pretty grand day!!! Yep yep! I met lots of new people, and yeah. I had a great time. MMMMMMHM. More tomorrow. Although I had GEOGRAPHY AND MATH homework. Bullshit I tell yah. FRIDAY: AH another great day. I had to go to the ortho so i missed advisory (my favorite part of the day) and part of spanish*ohwell*. I have to wear my retainers only at night. I've never had to wear them during the day. So this is good. Real good. Well anyway that kid from math who told me i had beautiful eyes was bothering me again today and kept offering me his assignment note book and paper from it, just cuz i didnt have one. It was pretty funny. I had a prettttttty good day. Met more people........ and remenissed with the old... yeah. it was pretty swell. Im hanging out with people tonight. Tomorrow i'll be at the fling all day. YOU, WHOEVER YOU ARE, SHOULD COME! ALRIGTH? post comment

"TODAY IM JUST NOT MYSELF, TO MANY THINGS ARE GOING THROUGH MY HEAD....." [27 Aug 2003|02:27pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | "Still Standing" a pocket full of posers ] HI! LAST DAY BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS. Im kindof excited, kindof... NOT. but anyway. Im discovering tons of kick ass new bands cuz of MP3.COM and im downloading them and allllll this shiz. its great. im bored today... post comment

I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident [26 Aug 2003|10:26pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | linkinpark... faint ] IM HAPPY! IM HAPPY! well in a way im happy. Im free anyway. And it feels good. post comment

We've fallen in love, It was the best idea i ever had [26 Aug 2003|03:48pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Reliant k ] Today has been a waste of time. I woke up, was made to CLEAN my bedroom over again. Then i went on the computer and downloaded over 180 songs from mp3.com. Then i talked to dwight, we broke up, It was was mutual, but it still hurts. I've come to the conclusion that im NEVER FALLING IN LOVE EVER AGAIN! I wont allow myself to. But anyway....... i dont know whats going on with anything anymore. OH wel post comment

So kiss me hard, Cuz this is the last time that i'll let you [25 Aug 2003|10:09pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Dashboard Confessional ] Well today was pretty much uneventful. I woke up at 10, sat around for a while, then i cleaned the living room, dining room, and MY room. The carly came over and i went to longwood with her to get a referance for her job from one of her old teachers. The teacher was acting like she KNEW me or something, but i've never met her in my life. She was going on and on and on about me, and im like umm i've never met you before. Ever. Carly and brandy ((sister)) are working at a daycare place, and im gonna work at the same place when im old enough. Ah the thought of working with little kids makes me smile! little kids are so adorable...sometimes. Well then i sat around afterwords and did nothing much. Then church was canceld, and i was MAD. But then me and my ma went to sTaRbUcKs then to KoHls then to TaRgEt. I got sox, a dickies shirt, and a new sweatshirt. Im excited. i also got these watermelon candie thingy's and my dads b-day card. It sounds conceited. Its funny. But anyway. Yah. My day was UN-E-VENT-FUL. i just finished my letter to ((it)) and im thinking im going to go through with it all. its for the best, after all. Not like u know what im talking about. But somethings are better left unsaid. Well anyway, night yall post comment

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