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Amanda Williford

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[28 Apr 2003|03:43am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Nick - Don't Walk Away ]

Hey ya'll! I'm sure you all know who I am. If not, where the hell have you been? I suggest you get your ass up, get to a computer, type in www.google.com, search WillaFord and find out. Trust me, it'll be worth it. I'm great! ;) If you're being a lazy ass and don't wanna do that. I guess I could cut you some slack but this is a one time thing. Understood? Okay. Let me tell you a little about myself.

My name is Amanda Williford. I'm from a little place called Ruskin, FL. I've been interested in music since day one. Music is my life. Anyway, that's where I met the love of my life Nick. Speaking of him, Carter! Where are you, boy? You know you miss me! :-* As I was saying, our relationship got serious and he helped me out a little with my career. I'm not gonna deny that and I thank him to this day for it but he did not just get me a record deal. It wasn't easy. It was still hard work! I put my sweat and blood into music. He was just there to encourage me and help me because he understood the business.

Well, the bad comes with the good. It always happens. Peachy, Right? Well, the good thing is look where I am today. I'm living my dream. Not many people get to do that. The bad thing is something, rather someone, is missing in my life. I'm not gonna sit here and tell you, I don't love Nick anymore. I'd be lying to ya'll and myself. Of course, I still love him but it didn't work. Mainly because of bullshit. That's the part that hurts. Our relationship fell apart because of bullshit. Rumors that people found humor in spreading, broke my heart. Hurt me badly. I never laid a finger on Nick. I would never do that to him. I never used him. If I had to choose between him and my career at the time, you bet your ass I'd pick him. I also know he wouldn't hold me back from achieving my dreams. Which I did. People just had to be stupid. I'm human too and I don't think they understood that. To this day, I don't think they understand. I have feelings. I have a heart. Just like they do. They wouldn't want their heart broken, would they? No but they chose to break mine. Everything happens for a reason though, right?

Well, I have one album out. I'm currently working on my second one which should be out soon. All the songs are written. All that has to be done is production and some little things need to be added here and there. I also just did Mtv's spring break again. I had alot of fun doing that. Anyway, I think that's enough for now. If you wanna know more, just ask.

AIM: Wrongfully Willa

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